Time then started to go into a blur as Bobby's cross examination carried on and the longer it was going on the more I felt as if I wanted to be sick! He seemed so happy to discuss how he put everything into place and how he acted upon his impulses. Heck! He even glorified in it! He told the court how he happily loved seeing Ben tied up, defenceless. Just waiting there for him to inflict pain on him - pain that Bobby believed that Ben fully deserved.

He then went on and told the court how he beat, cut, broken bones and bruised Ben with a great relish which made me want to teleport into the courtroom and make him pay. But I knew that this wouldn't help in any way - it would only make me feel better. And this wasn't a time for making myself feel better, I had to be patient and let the justice system play out - with me hoping that the accused party would get everything that they deserved.

When the conversation then went onto me it only made my blood boil even more if that was even possible. A glazed but loving look entered his eyes as he claimed that I was the 'love of his life' to which I couldn't help but roll my eyes at this. He told the court that since I had broken off our 'relationship' it had caused a great deal of pain and anguish for him. He told the court that he couldn't think of anything else but me, he couldn't sleep, eat or drink due to the turmoil of not being with me. He then even had the audacity to say that he thought I felt the same. When Gareth questioned him on this he simply just shrugged and said:

"You know when your soulmate is in trouble"

This caused Ben to growl next to me, which made me look up at him. I knew that this situation had been bad enough for him but for Bobby to openly call me his soulmate like this was going to be another low blow for him.

"Benny" I muttered; and I watched as he slowly looked over to me. "He isn't my soulmate" I stated. "You are, you always have been" I urged. Of course I knew that Ben knew this but I felt that in this moment I needed to tell him this. He needed to hear these words leave my lips; in a bid for reassurance in this moment.

"And you always will be" he told me sincerely as he reached over and cupped the left hand side of my face with his right hand.

"And you always will be" I smiled up at him as we repeated the words that we had said to each other in the past. As our gazes burned into each other I couldn't help but get lost in such a profound moment - I loved this man so much! He was my world! And as far as I was concerned he was my soulmate - and I would be the only person who could make that determination.


I then had to listen to Bobby's own version of events of what had happened in the hotel room; he didn't think it was me just doing what I needed to do to ensure Ben's safety. He thought I was doing what I was doing out of impulse! He thought that I wanted to kiss him, be in his arms and worse, want to sleep with him. When Gareth questioned him about me torturing him he just simply put it down to sexual frustration; which he couldn't blame me for! The nerve! I couldn't wait to give my testimony; I needed the jury to understand that everything coming out of Bobby's mouth was lies! Lies! Stories! Fairy Tales! And only my testament was going to be able to allow the jury to see how deluded Bobby actually was.


Me and Ben then had to listen to what Bobby thought he was going to get from this plan - ultimately it was me away from Ben. However in the evidence collecting it was discovered a more sinister plot. After forcing me to sleep with him he was then going to kidnap me, take me to the Summerlands and hold me there. I couldn't help but feel relieved at the fact that this hadn't become my reality. It actually made me feel sick! The thought of being held like that, like a caged animal! I only hoped that I would have been able to fight out against him and escape. What Bobby seemed to forget was that I am a VK; and no matter what he was never going to be in the same league as me. So no matter what he threw at me I was always going to be able to get one over on him - and hopefully with time he was going to be able to see this.


Then came the part of the conversation that I was curious about - why Bobby was so obsessed with me. However I should have expected that he would have shifted the blame onto me - because it didn't take him very long to tell the court that it was my behaviour towards him that showed him that I wanted him. Which was ridiculous to me - my only actions that I was aware of was what happened between us during the weekend that we shared together. As soon as his girlfriend at the time had assaulted me that changed - and I wanted nothing more to do with him.

He told the court that he knew that we had a special bond due to how many times we had sex on our weekend together. Yes we had a lot of sex over that weekend; but that didn't mean that he knew me. In my opinion having sex with someone obviously created a bond with them but not the bond that Bobby thought that me and him shared. That kind of bond was something that I only had with Ben; and if Bobby's thought process meant anything then Ben won. As me and Ben had broken my personal record when we went to his lodge. And we are at it at every possible and given opportunity that we could get; but there was no way I was going to tell Bobby or the court that - this was me and Ben's business. And ours alone.

Bobby then went on to say that he felt that he really got to know me during our weekend together; and he stressed that he felt that he knew me better than any one. I really didn't understand how he felt that he could feel this way - we only spent a weekend together! Ben and my family knew me better than anyone! Not Bobby! Never Bobby!

Bobby then went on to say that he could see that he may have crossed a line. Which was an understatement! But he quickly dismissed this fact given the fact that he felt like he had to go to extremes to ensure my safety. Things even took a turn for the surreal when Bobby claimed that I had told him that I needed him to save me; I froze at this. I never had such conversations with Bobby! I really couldn't believe that he would even say this! However my dismay was short-lived when it was discovered moments after that these conversations had occurred during a series of dreams leading up to him kidnapping Ben - which in my opinion really shows how deranged he really is.

Bobby then stressed that he didn't think that he should even be standing trial; as he believed that he was doing the right thing. He thought that as he was trying to save the woman that he loves from a certain evil that the roles should be reversed. When Gareth questioned him on this he stated that I should be married to him right now and not Ben - which was laughable to me. Before I came to Auradon marriage and children never even crossed my mind, admittedly it had crossed my mind in my first relationship with Ben - but this had been down to the fact that me and Ben had discussed it. But now I was into my second relationship with Ben I knew one thing for definite - Ben is and always would only be the only man that I would marry and get pregnant to. I knew this in my heart; and I knew that this was always meant to be the case for me and Ben. Yes we had a rocky road until we got to this point but I still stand by what me and Ben had said to each other in the past - we belonged to each other as soon as our eyes landed on each other when I climbed out of that limousine all those years ago. He was my soulmate. Ben. Not Bobby. Ben. And I can't wait for this trial to be over so me and Ben can return back to the private seclusion of Auradon Castle so we could get ready for the arrival of our little one - the next part of the puzzle of mine and Ben's life together.