Alex has been distant recently, It wasn't anything they had done. It was his family. His parents, to be more specific. He had finally come out to them and well...it didn't go well. They'd stopped speaking to him completely and when he was home, pretended he wasn't even there. His mother looked through him and his father never stayed in the same room if he was there. Alex could feel it was only a matter of time until they kicked him out completely.

Julie hadn't joined in the anxiety party Luke and Reggie were throwing for Alex but instead patiently waited. She had an idea, she always knew when one of her boys wasn't okay. She never pushed though, and instead waited for them to be ready to come to her.

Ray was waiting as well. Both he and Julie, and maybe Carlos too, had an idea of what was going on. Ray had already gotten their second guest room ready for Alex, for when he was ready to open up to them. When he was ready to live his life completely out in the open. Ray had hung a rainbow flag off of the porch, just a little outward sign that Alex was safe and welcome in his home, that all of them were.

Reggie had come to move in with them when he had come over with cuts and bruises littering his body. That time Julie did not wait. She went to Ray and together they went to Reggie's house, packed his things and brought him back to his new home. That was four years ago, when Reg was only thirteen.

Luke was a different story all together. When he began to get quiet and his energy seemed to diminish, they all noticed. Reggie and Alex had bothered him until he spilled everything. Julie had waited instead. She sat next to him quietly, worked on music to distract him. Held his hand when he cried on her shoulder. Played big spoon to his little when all he wanted was to feel loved and safe.

When Luke had finally let her in, she walked right up to his parents house the next day after school and refused to leave until they sat down and watched the entire video history of Julie and the Phantoms YouTube page. She sat there for hours until they admitted that their son was full of talent and that instead of forcing him into an engineering degree that would absolutely destroy his spirit, they should support his music major.

They had agreed when Julie sat quietly on their couch and simply stared at them expectantly without blinking. She might only be seventeen but she was scary when she needed to be, Rose had made sure of it.


Alex really wants to stay home tonight. He's not really in the mood to see anyone but none of his friends would allow it. He was pretty sure that the moment he came home today, his parents would kick him out. It was getting pretty blatant. If they didn't do it, he was going to at least.

Julie hadn't joined in the anxiety surrounding Alex like the boys had. Instead she convinced him that one night out wouldn't kill him, adding on that if he got too anxious they'd leave straight away.

Julie knew that Alex definitely wasn't ok but she knew it was a matter of time before he spilled his soul to her. It's just how they'd always been, since they were kids.

Carrie is having her annual Valentines Day party tonight. Flynn's cousin is in town touring UCLA for the week. He's planning on starting in September. He is super cute and extremely Alex's type.

So Julie is planning a secret set up. Alex has no idea but she'd let Flynn, Reggie, and Luke in on the plan. She was still shocked no one had told him about it but counted it as a win. One fourth of her best friends deserved a distraction and boy was Willie the perfect one.

"Are you guys ready?" Julie said as she walked into the studio that had somehow unofficially become the boys home. Even though Ray had made sure they all had their own space in his house.

Reggie was pulling a bright red shirt over his head, his black ripped jeans and combat boots already on, his leather jacket hanging lovingly over the back of a chair.

Luke was pulling on a white tee with "My Bloody Valentine" printed across it, a butcher knife dripping blood cut through the print. "Cute" she says to him as she takes in the shirt. She isn't just talking about the shirt and he knows it but he smirks at her and winks. She rolls her eyes and turns to Alex.

He's wearing a baby pink t-shirt and light colored blue jeans. His black and pink air maxes complete the look.

"No. But I doubt you'll let me sit this one out." Alex answers her question.

"You're right. Let's go, the Uber's here." Julie puts her arm through his, pulls him towards Reggie where she loops her other arm and waits for Reggie to thread his arm through Luke's. They skip down the driveway, Luke's humming 'We're off to see the Wizard' as they go.

When they pull up to Carrie's it's jam packed. Parents dropping their kids off, Uber's dropping off their riders, and a lone skateboarder, weaving between bodies like he's made of air. Julie smiles because she'd recognize that long brown hair anywhere. The guy hasn't cut his hair since elementary school.

As they walk in, there's staff dressed in red and white handing out brand new polaroid cameras to each guest as they come in. "To save the memories being made here." He says to them.

"Obnoxious, isn't it? All that money and we get outdated cameras" Flynn says from Alex's side. He jumps up, startled at her sudden appearance.

"Fucking hell, Flynn. Stop doing that!" Alex hisses.

"Why? It's so much more fun when you react like that." She answers. Julie, Luke and Reggie snicker from behind him.

"Anyway. This is my cousin Willie. Willie This is Luke, Reggie, and Alex. You already know Julie." She says, pointing them out individually.

"Nice to meet you." Luke says as he holds his hand out. Reggie echoes him and Julie smiles and goes in for a hug.

Alex hasn't moved yet. He's just standing there, eyes wide and cheeks flushed as he takes in Willie. He's cute as hell and taller than Alex which was saying something. His cheekbones reach for the sky, and a jawline that should be illegal. He's smiling at Alex, holding out his hand to shake and oh god, this was embarrassing. How long has he been waiting for Alex to move? How long has Alex been staring at him like a deer in headlights?

"The malfunctioning one is Alex. Give him a minute, he'll be right with you." Reggie said as he tears open his Poloroid camera. He turns to Luke who has his arm around Julie and is busy whispering her ear and snaps a picture.

"Shut up, Reg." Alex clears his throat and offers up his hand, finally. He's willing the blush on his cheeks to retreat, it doesn't.

"So, I'm thirsty. Let's go get some drinks?" Flynn says, grabbing Reggie's hand and pulling him. He grabs on to Luke's shirt who grabs onto Julie's arm and their little chain disappears into the crowd at the speed of light.

"So, they're not nearly as sneaky as they think they are." Willie says. A wide smile stretching over his face.

God, he's teeth are so nice. White and straight. He probably never even needed braces. Alex shakes his head to clear his thoughts and realises Willie is speaking to him.

"Huh?" God, he probably sounds like an idiot. Way to make an impression.

"Your friends, my cousin. They're setting us up." Alex chokes on his own spit. Were they?

He turns towards the bar where his friends are standing. All four of them are watching him and he narrows his eyes. Reggie salutes him. Luke gives him a bouncy thumbs up. Julie and Flynn are batting their eyes and drawing little hearts in the air in front of them, their lips puckered in exaggerated kisses.

Alex rolls his eyes and turns back to Willie who had followed his line of sight and promptly burst out laughing.

"Wanna head outside? It's super noisy in here and something tells me they won't come back until we've gotten to know each other properly." Willie suggests and Alex nods his agreement.

They end up spending an hour together. Alex lets Willie go first and everything he learns makes him like Willie more. He's about to start college, UCLA is his first choice and he's already been accepted. He's going to be moving in with his uncle Robert (Flynn's dad). The tour was an excuse to come to LA in order to see his family.

He's from San Francisco, and is majoring in art. He's sold his work in different galleries since he was fifteen. His mom calls him a prodigy but he just thinks he sees the beauty in things others don't. He paints, sculpts, and does photography mostly but otherwise dabbles in everything.

Alex tells him about himself. He's in a band. All four of them have also applied to UCLA for music majors. They're going on tour over the summer, down the pacific coast. He tells Willie about the time Reggie and Luke convinced him to eat engine hotdogs and they all ended up in the hospital with food poisoning. Willie found that story hysterical.

It's as Willie searches up the Julie and the Phantoms YouTube page to watch clips of their performances that he notices something and interrupts Alex's story about how annoying Julie and Luke are in their mutual stupidity when it comes to their feelings for eachother.

"Hey, do you mind if I take a picture of you?" Willie asks as he pulls the camera up to his eye.

"Only if I can take one of you." Alex answers. It came out faster than his brain could process. Braver and flirtier than he intended but he let the question hang.

"Sure, hotdog! As many as you want." He winks and smiles at Alex and snaps the picture.

The little rectangle comes out of the side of the camera and Willie is shaking it and still smiling at Alex as he snaps his picture. They're both shaking the film to let it develop and laughing at the thought of people only ever having to do this for their pictures.

"God, how did people survive in the 90s?" Willie asks.

"Right? Like they had to carry around separate things for everything. Music, cameras, phones, planners. The bags must have been huge!" Alex answers and they laugh again.

Willie reaches into his pocket and pulls out a sharpie, he grabs the picture of him from Alex's hand and writes something on the white border. When he hands it back, Alex's face turns red yet again.

Willie C. - 2.14.2021 ?

Alex decides to do the same and grabs his own picture from Willie's hand, writing his own down too before handing it back.

Alex M. - 2.14.2021 ?

They end up staying outside and completely missing Dirty Candi's performance along with the rest of the party. Neither one is sure exactly how long it's been but Willie's phone chimes and he looks down at it, startled.

"It's Flynn. Wow, it's midnight already? Looks like we gotta go. This was perfect, thanks for hanging out with me all night." Willie says and Alex smiles at him.

"Yeah, I had a great time." Alex answers as they both stand up. Willie turns to walk away but only makes it a few steps before he turns back to Alex.

"Can I kiss you?" Willie asks when he's in front of Alex again. Alex freezes in response. He can't do anything but nod because Fuck, he's wanted to kiss him all night.

Willie laughs softly and puts both of his hands on Alex's face and pulls him forward. It's soft and sweet. Willie's lips feel like cashmere and he smells like pine trees and coconut. The scent makes Alex light headed but he refuses to pull away until Willie makes the move to. Unfortunately it's way too soon when he does.

"Thanks." Willie turns and starts walking away again, leaving Alex to try and stop his brain leaking out of his ears since it's now turned to mush.

"Wait! Can I have your number?" Alex shouts to him as he leaves. Willie turns, walking backwards as he shakes his head. The wide smile is still plastered on his face.

"Nah. It's more fun this way, hotdog." Willie answers, holding up the picture he'd taken of Alex.

"I hate that name! It's how I almost died!" Alex shouts to him. Willie's loud laugh lingers in the air around Alex long after he's gone.

"Well well well, if it isn't Alex C. Mercer. The boy who hasn't been seen all night." Reggie says as he throws himself down in the lounger next to him.

"Well, as setups go, I'd call this one a success." Luke says from his other side.

"I definitely saw some flirting there." Julie says as she sits down between Luke's legs.

"How would you know? It's not like either of you knows what flirting is." Alex smirks at the two of them.

Reggie's snickers come from behind Alex and makes it difficult to keep a straight face. Luke rolls his eyes and leans his head back, pulling Julie back with him so that her back rests against his chest. Julie punches Alex in the shoulder and sticks her tongue out at him.


It's a week before classes start at UCLA and Julie, Luke Alex, and Reggie are enjoying being back. In their own homes, in their own beds (Alex's happens to be at Julie's house now). They decide to go to the beach and invite Flynn along.

Alex hasn't mentioned Willie since valentines day and no ones brought it up. After all, he's six hours away and had never given Alex his phone number. Sure, Alex had gone full FBI and found his Instagram page but it was private and Alex had never worked up the nerve to request him.

He thinks about him a lot though. Looks at the picture in his wallet more than he'd ever admit. He doesn't have to come out and say it to anyone though because they've all caught him with it. Julie just smiled sweetly and left it alone. Unfortunately, Luke and Reggie are assholes so they bring it up all the time.

So here they are, spread out on the beach and Alex is getting thirsty. They've been here for a few hours and whatever supplies they've brought have been depleted.

"Hey, I'm gonna go grab some drinks. If you freeloaders want anything you're going to have to come with." Alex says as he stands up and slips his flip flops on.

"Rude." Reggie says and stands up to go with him. Julie goes too and the three of them make it to the cement. Luke stays behind with Flynn to discuss album art concepts.

They stop to make sure someone actually had the money and when Reggie pulls out a soggy twenty that he had accidentally went swimming with, Julie laughs at him. Alex pulls out his own thankfully dry wallet.

"Watch out!" The voice comes from behind Alex but he doesn't have time to move out of the way before something solid and strong slams into his back sending him sprawling face first into the sand.

"What the fuck?!" He yells as he spits sand out of his mouth and brushes it off of his body where it stuck painfully.

"Oh man, You dinged my board." The voice comes from behind him again and he turns, fury burning in his veins.

"I dinged your board? You almost killed me!" Alex yells back. He doesn't look up, examining his skinned knee.

"Yeah, I did pancake you, huh?" he's laughing now and Alex stands up to give this guy a piece of his mind but his thoughts are cut off abruptly.

He can see Julie and Reggie out of the corner of his eye, smiling widely and snickering to each other. God, he hates them so much.

"Hotdog! Wow, long time." He says. Alex's brain has shut off though because wow he looks better than he did on valentines day.

His skin is sunkissed, his hair lightened by the sun, and he's wearing a crop top that shows off his toned stomach. Alex traces the V as it disappears under his waistband. Someone pinches his elbow and he snaps out of it. Thank you, Julie.

"Willie, hi! How have you been?" When had his voice gotten so squeaky?

"I've been good! Starting school next week. Just finished moving in yesterday. How about you?" He answers. Julie and Reggie have walked away to the beach bar.

"Just got back from touring last night. Now we're here. Relaxing before school starts." Alex waves his hand out, encompassing the beach and the general area where Flynn and Luke are bent over her phone.

"You know, I haven't stopped thinking about you since that party. Kind of the best kiss I've had." Willie chuckles and bumps his shoulder against Alex's.

"Tell me about it." Alex pulls his wallet out as he speaks. Pulling out the picture from his wallet and showing it to Willie.

"No way!" That smile that Alex hasn't stopped staring at is back as he pulls out his own wallet and shows Alex the picture. The ink is faded, as if he'd been running his fingers over the signed name. The corners are crinkled and Alex beams because his looks just as well loved.

"Wanna join us?" Alex asks and Willie nods and smiles in response.

"Hell yeah!" He takes off his helmet and picks up his skateboard, following Alex back to their spot. The thirst that had been drying his throat moments before is completely forgotten when Willie laces his fingers with Alex's.