Chapter 18

Their relationship is getting ready to change. I don't know exactly how fast it will be but hopefully I can make it happen.

While Amanda was in the shower, Olivia made the two of them breakfast. She could still feel Amanda's hands all over her body. She liked it a lot, but had played it cool, because she didn't want Amanda to flip completely out. She also made a promise to herself that she wouldn't do anything sexual with her until Amanda talked. Amanda went through a trauma and when she heard her tell Dr. Hendrix that she was a virgin, it didn't make it any easier. She knew Amanda must have had feelings all over the place. A 19 year old virgin who obviously found her attractive, there was so much sexual tension. Olivia was falling for Amanda hard and from what she saw this morning Amanda was doing the same. Olivia had to put all of that aside, she knew Amanda wanted to start her tests today and she needed to do well. She vowed to act normal and show her affection so Amanda felt comfortable and loved. "Hey you! All done because I've got breakfast ready?" Amanda stood at the door and said, "Liv I'm not hungry." Olivia went to Amanda and guided her to the table to sit down. "Well I would like you to eat. You said you wanted to take your tests today and you need a good breakfast before you do that. Plus I made my special blueberry pancakes, just for you", Olivia said as she slid the stack of pancakes in front of Amanda. "Wow Liv thanks! They look good." Olivia smiled, grabbing the butter and syrup, "Well they taste better than they look." She watched Amanda start to eat and gave her a kiss on the top of her head.

Amanda started to clean the kitchen, because she felt like if Liv cooked, Amanda should clean. Olivia grabbed the plates, "Nope, I've got it. You concentrate on school. I'm going to clean the kitchen, make the bed, straighten up our bedroom, and take a shower. When I'm done I will bring my files in the living room and do some work. Today I will take care of you, get you snacks, lunch, and when you are done, I will take you to dinner to celebrate you rocking your tests." Amanda stood there smiling, because Liv had so much love and confidence in her. "Liv no one has ever believed in me or told me what you just did. Why do you care so much? I mean I'm so glad you do. I never thought I needed love, but you are proving me wrong every day." Olivia wrapped her arms around Amanda as tight as she could, "I care because you are special and Amanda I love you." Tears fell down Amanda's face, but for once they were happy tears. Amanda smiled all the way to her desk, Liv loved her.

Olivia cleaned the kitchen, while Amanda started her first test. She started with math, because she knew it would be simple. She wanted to major in business and work in finance, New York would be the perfect place to start a career. Olivia saw Amanda working hard and moved into the bedroom to clean up and take her shower. When Olivia was done, she started moving her work to the living room. Amanda said, "I'm done, that was an easy test. My counselor will let me know how I do tomorrow and if I finish every subject I can start new courses. Liv I'm so excited!" Olivia walked over to Amanda, "I'm happy to see you happy. What are you taking next?" Amanda looked at the computer, "English, then social studies, last science blah." Olivia laughed, "Guessing science isn't your favorite." "You're right Liv, but I bet I still pass. Liv walked to the kitchen, "I have no doubt about it. Here take your vitamins, Olivia said, handing Amanda water and her pills. For the next five hours they both worked hard, stopping for a quick lunch break. "Liv I'm done! I think I did great. My counselor emailed me and said she received all of my work." Olivia closed her files, "I think I'm all caught up as well. How about we go shopping before dinner. I think we should get you some more clothes, before the weather starts changing. This isn't Georgia Amanda. Then we can go to dinner, your pick."

Amanda and Olivia went shopping and then to dinner. They had a really fun night. As they were walking back into the apartment, Amanda said, "So that was a nice first date Liv, so do I get a kiss now?" Liv smiled, "Of course baby." Liv planted a kiss on Amanda's lips, but this time Liv's tongue gave Amanda's lips a small lick wanting access to her mouth. Amanda allowed it and they almost completely lost themselves. Olivia felt Amanda's hands start to roam. "How was that for a kiss after our first real date? Did I earn a second date?" Olivia winked. Amanda stood there stunned. "Liv that was amazing. I have never had anyone kiss me like that. What's happening between us?" Olivia walked Amanda to the bedroom and sat on the end of the bed with Amanda. "Amanda we both have to admit there is quite a bit of sexual energy between us and after this morning, well…" Amanda faced Olivia, "Well what Liv?" Olivia answered, "I was definitely turned on, whether you meant to or not. You definitely got me hot and bothered." Olivia stood up from the bed and leaned against the dresser to give the two some space. "Amanda the age thing doesn't bother me much anymore, but you aren't as experienced and that's okay too. I'm fine with letting you explore and teaching you, but I'm worried about what you haven't been honest about. Let's promise each other that we won't let anything major happen until we talk to Dr. Hanover. Okay?" Amanda knew Liv was right and to be honest she was terrified of not pleasing her sexually especially after that kiss. Amanda didn't know what to do with her tongue or her hands. Even though Liv made her feel good she was lost. Maybe Dr. Hanover could help her tell Olivia the truth and give her advice about how to move forward with their relationship. "Okay Liv, I know you're right. I'm scared, but maybe this appointment will be good for me." Liv gave Amanda a hug. "Hey it will be good for us. I will be right by your side." They both got ready for bed and Amanda finally showed Olivia how cool Chicago PD was, after all she was a detective.