Chapter 42
Olivia left for work and Amanda put the leftovers away, cleaned the kitchen, took her shower, and hopped in bed to watch TV. She tried to keep herself busy so she wouldn't be scared. Olivia called to check on her and explained she would be in the field going after the suspect. She told her to make sure the door was locked before she went to bed. "Liv are you still mad at me for what I said, because I'm sorry." Amanda waited for the response, "I'm not mad, I know what you wanted to do. I'm just not gonna have you speaking to me that way, but you already know that. I love you and I'll be home soon. If you need anything, call Melinda first. Night baby."
Amanda heard a knock on the door and jumped, because she wasn't used to being home alone. "Olivia, Amanda it's me Melinda." Amanda checked the peephole and opened the door. "Hey! Checking up on me?" Melinda walked in, "No why? We had a birthday celebration at work today and I brought you and Olivia some cake. It's really good. Where's Olivia?" Melinda set the cake down on the kitchen counter. "She's at work, figured she definitely told you to watch me." Melinda turned around, "Nope, she didn't tell me a thing. You seem okay though. Maybe she thinks you aren't a kid anymore. Do you need me to stay?" Amanda smiled on the inside, because Liv must have trusted her she could do it. She wanted Melinda to stay with her, but if Liv found out she would know. "I'm good, going to bed soon anyway." Melinda headed for the door, "Well if you need anything, you know where to find me. Love ya night." Amanda hugged her goodnight and closed and locked the door.
Amanda ate some cake and returned to the bedroom to watch TV. She saw the packages on Liv's dresser and it was like they were calling her name. She knew what Liv told her and she didn't care, she had to try it. She walked over and opened the bullet vibrator. It had directions which Amanda tossed to the side, a remote, and batteries. She put the batteries in and tested all the speeds. It wasn't very big or long, but it was bigger and longer than Liv's finger. "What's the big deal, it's probably no different than a tampon? How mad can Liv get? I'm already in a little trouble because of my language, how much more could I get into? I'm 19, an adult, I'm going to do what I want." Amanda laid on the bed and spread her legs, she pushed her lips open and tried to push it in. "Oh my gosh this hurts, maybe I should've waited." She couldn't get it in without feeling pain and she tried every position. She laid down, put one leg up, not even squatting did the trick. She didn't know what she was doing. She finally gave up, cleaned it off, and threw everything in an empty bag. She crawled into bed wondering how she was going to explain this to Liv when she got home.
Amanda went to bed worried and she had a good reason. She couldn't sleep because her mind was racing. Olivia had trusted her to stay and do what she asked and Amanda had deliberately defied her. Around midnight she heard the door open and shut her eyes tight. Olivia walked in putting her keys on the dresser and headed straight to the shower. Amanda knew she must be tired, but she had to tell Liv what she did. When Amanda heard the water stop, she knocked on the bathroom door, "Come in." She opened the door and saw Olivia wrapped in a towel dripping wet. "Hi Liv. Did you catch the bad guy?" Olivia walked over to Amanda and kissed her on the lips, "We did and I missed you. Why are you up? Still want to try that vibrator huh?" Amanda looked down and twisted her hands, and Olivia knew exactly what happened. She held her towel, walked into the bedroom, and hit the lights. Amanda followed right behind her. She looked at the open package, shook her head, and opened her drawer for a tank top and pants. Even though Amanda was in trouble she thought Olivia was sexy as hell. Amanda wondered why she didn't just picture Liv when she was trying to get the vibrator in. "Really Amanda! So you're just gonna do what you want anyway I guess. Did you have fun?"
"No Liv I didn't have fun, I couldn't even get it in, because I didn't know what I was doing." Amanda was almost in tears. Disappointing Olivia always made her feel bad and she didn't know why. Olivia's face was unreadable, "How much trouble am I in Liv?" Olivia didn't even answer, she walked in her closet, grabbed a box, and put everything from the store in it. The only thing she left out was the bullet. She put the box back in the closet and she threw the bullet in her nightstand. Amanda could tell Liv was pissed, "Go to bed now!" Olivia left the bedroom and Amanda climbed under the covers and went to sleep.
