It had been a couple of days since that whole almost drowned thing. Sesshomaru refused to let me go as far as thirty feet away from him. His reason was that I was prone to danger. I'm not saying that I'm not prone to danger, but thirty feet is a pretty short leash.
"Kazumi-san, will you tell me another story?" Rin asked.
I had started to tell the girl stories when she got bored of just walking. Though she loves Sesshomaru as a father figure, she is a child and can't do certain things for long periods of time.
"What do you want to hear?" I asked.
"Something that ends happily."
"Okay." I started, "Once upon a time…"
I managed to make up a story about girl that had nothing but a hairpin that was actually an heirloom of a proud race of people. She was accepted as their princess, and they loved her. However, she was later engaged to an unknown man. She was against it, but had no choice in the matter. She eventually met the man, and he turned out to be a selfish, self-absorbed man. She wanted nothing to do with the man, but he fell in love with her at first sight. He then changed his ways, and won the heart of his betrothed, and they both lived happily ever after. Of course there were complications in the story, and Rin loved it. She paid attention to every word I said, and did not say anything until I said "The end."
"That was wonderful!" Rin exclaimed with happiness.
"Thank you, but you should rest." I said as I laid her head down on my lap.
We were on Ah-Un. Though it was mid-day, I could tell Rin was sleepy. Every time I told her a story she was satisfied with, she would get sleepy. Rin was asleep after a minute.
"I am more than certain that no such event could be possible in such little time." Jaken chirped.
"That's why it's a story." I replied with less malice for Rin's sake.
"Stories should be slightly realistic at least!" the toad said.
"Quiet. Rin is sleeping." I demanded.
We traveled in silence until Rin woke up. She stretched and hopped off of Ah-Un. I watched her as she ran around; using the energy she had gotten from her nap. We then stopped traveling to take a break. Rin, Ah-Un, and Jaken went and started to gather berries and nuts, leaving Sesshomaru and I by ourselves. Sesshomaru sat against a tree, and I looked around for nothing in particular. The sky was clear and blue, and the sun was shining. I suddenly had the urge to do nothing, so I did. I sat next to Sesshomaru and put my head on his lap. He then started to pet my head. I wasn't sure if he was trying to lull me to sleep, or make me feel more comfortable, or if he just wanted to touch me, but I learned what he wanted soon enough. He sat me up and began to play with me. Our lips met softly and gently at first, but it soon became a fierce and passionate kiss. I could feel the shivers running down my spine. My face brightened. He loosened my kimono and brought it down so it was about to show my chest. At that point, my entire body was cherry red.
"St-"
Sesshomaru kissed my body. It felt so right, but… He stared into my eyes. He was teasing me. Now wasn't the time for this.
"I will not stop until you say." He told me.
I had already tried, but the word wouldn't come out my mouth! Then he would kiss me and manage to get all of my thoughts out of my head. When he spread my legs, I was startled.
"Rin and Jaken-" I started.
"They will not interrupt." Sesshomaru replied.
'Was that the only excuse I had? What happened to-'
My thoughts were scattered as a finger went in.
I cringed at his touch. Why was he doing this?! Why? I tried again to tell him to stop, but I couldn't. Why couldn't I move now? Did my body…
I moaned loudly as I felt it enter me, unable to keep it in my throat.
My body flinched from the sudden force of his pumping. It felt so good… God! It felt so good! His embrace, his kisses, everything felt so good! I wanted more. More. That's all that ran through my mind, more. I shrieked inside my head from the pleasure. My body was steaming, asking, pleading for more.
My eyes dilated and I gasped from the next one. I could feel him in my womb. It cried out for him to release himself, but he didn't. He still wanted pleasure. He brought me closer to him, and continued to thrust, each one harder than the one before. I climaxed continually. I was trembling from the utter joy and pleasure my body was receiving. When he suddenly stopped, I moaned out of complaint.
"Tell me to continue." He whispered in my ear.
His breath tickled my ear before he started nibbling it. This wasn't teasing, this was being cruel. My body was shaking, but I forced the word out.
"Mo…re." I managed.
I could imagine the smirk on his face. He had finally gotten me to submit to him. I trembled violently as he continued. He held onto me tightly, and then my womb finally got what it wanted. Sesshomaru came in me. I couldn't do anything but accept it. We sat in this position for a while longer, with him inside of me. I rested myself against his chest, and waited. I felt it. I could tell that I had conceived.
I held my stomach as realization set in. I had had sex, and was now carrying Sesshomaru's child… What? How did that happen? What happened to his promise?
That was when I woke up. It was all a dream? My head was still on Sesshomaru's lap. I sat up.
"It was all a dream… No wonder I couldn't really do anything."
"What is it that you mean?" I heard Sesshomaru ask.
I looked up at him, and felt my face become a rose again.
"Did I say something out loud again, 'cause if I did, I didn't meant to!" I said as I rubbed my head and shied away.
His eyebrow arched out of curiosity, but I said nothing else.
I'm such an idiot! I really do need to stop saying things out loud! But I didn't say anything out loud in the dream because that was what I wanted, right? Of course it is. Then why did I start questioning myself in the end? Could it be that I don't want to be with Sesshomaru? Blasphemy! I do want to be with Sesshomaru! It was the fact that I'm not mated to him yet! That's it! It has to be that! I've always said to myself, once I'm married to a loving, wonderful man, I'll give myself to him as a present for his patience. It was just my childhood teachings that made me confused! I'd love to have Sesshomaru's babies!
'Pervert.' [I]
'… I am perverted! It doesn't explain why I had the dream!'[me]
