The scent of fresh air passes through my body as if it's saying "welcome back". Walking out of the airplane, wonderful things came through my mind. However, this wonderful and treasurable memories holds brutal and unforgiven things hiding under it.
Wasn't good memories supposed to bring happiness to me? I already know the truth, but still, why do it hurts? The pain, fear, and suffering, those things, I should haven't been feeling it now since it's already done, right?
The memories who holds tears, sweat, scars with dry cold blood linger in my mind. The horrible yet so magnificent exposure feeling that I've went through came back as if it's I'm experiencing it all over again.
I just wanted the good memories, those overwhelming ones. However, the bad things came back as soon as the good things went by, giving me the taste of bittersweet saga. It's not fair, not in this world. Nobody's fair in this world, it's full of evilness and dark things that we've never notice until it walk to us on it's free will.
How rude of me, not even introducing myself. Hi, I'm y/n Kim 20 years of old. Live with my one sister and two brothers, not human as well. My story you say? Don't worry I'll tell you everything about it.
December 17 - Kim's house -
"Disgraceful son of a bitch!" Rage. Rage rushes through his blood as he cut my wonderful skin.
"Appa, h-hajima... You're hurting her..." One of my little sister begged through his cutted and blooded lips.
"You're done Ken, don't make me comeback to you and punish you even more!" Pointing his precious expensive knife at my little sister, his spit going all over the place as he shouted at him.
"Wasn't that too much? S-she's bleeding a lot than before!" She cried as she tried his best to convince our demonic father and save her fragile little sister.
"Seokjin! Get Ken out of this chamber. But leave this bitch here, I'm not done with her." He said looking at me with hatred. "Get Taehyung as well, he's after this bitch." He added and laughed like a fucking psycho, I fucking hate that laugh.
Ken then begged my father and shouted: "APPA! DON'T DO ANYTHING TO THEM!" She cried as she got dragged out of the chamber.
Seokjin the oldest can't do nothing but to obey, he remove namjoon's handcuffs and help him out of the chamber. After a few minutes that passes by who feel like forever, seokjin came back holding scared and traumatized Taehyung.
"A-appa! I will never do i-it again! I p-promise! Don't hurt meee! Please!" My poor little brother, he begged hoping that some miracle will happen.
"SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT THE FUCK UPPP!!! I TOLD YOU THAT NEVER DISOBEY YOUR FATHER!" He cover his ears irritated with Taehyung begging.
"Fuck you! Hahahaha!" At a young age of 12, I learned how to curse. With courage and strength I said those words at him. "Father? Father?! What kind of father do this to their children?! You're fucking ridiculous" I fought through the rope that's tied to me as I speak with bits of blood spilling.
*Slap*
Vision went blurry, I can't hear anything. My right cheek burned, it stings. A droplet of blood added below me, together with the dried blood earlier.
"NOONA!" The nine years old Taehyung cried.
"YAH!" The man who I no longer considered as my father tremble in rage and screamed at me.
"YOU NEVER LEARNED YOUR LESSON" he scoffed at me. "When will you learn huh? WHEN WILL YOU GET SCARED AT ME YOU LITTLE BITCH HUH?!" holding my cheeks and shaking it leaving a trail of his fingers on it.
"I will never." I laugh little by little. "YOU WILL NEVER MAKE ME!" I've gone nuts, I lost it all. I laughed loud as my father continuously hurt me. "MORE!" Saliva and blood mixed drool to my chin. "PAIN! SUFFERING! I FUCKING LOVE IT ALL! THAT'S ALL YOU'VE GOT?!" I said those words as if it's giving me pleasure, I'm not who I am anymore.
"APPA STOP! NOONA!! I'LL SAVE YOU!" Taehyung tried his best to escape through his handcuffs. To my surprise he did, with his shaking hands he took one of my fathers tool. Mix feelings of fear and bravery he stab my father at the back.
"ARRRGGHHH! Y-YOU LITTLE SHIT!" he growled with his indefinable tone he has on his voice and slapping Taehyung. Removing the tool that was shoved in his lower back. He groan and rotate his head stretching it causing it create a crack noise.
Taehyung hysterically cry and ran away to my father. He's scared, so scared that I can feel that he wanted to disappear in this cruel world. My father then began to recollect himself and took his beloved knife. Taehyung can do nothing but to begged him to stop.
"APPA! WHY A-ARE YOU DOING THIS TO U-US?!" But in return, my father became silent. His not in his right mind, he never did. He slowly approach Taehyung, corner him and is temping to stab my brother.
My vision only focuses on them. My eyes widen, this can be happening right now, Taehyung scream my name and begged: "NOONAAAA! APPA'S GONNA KILL ME! HELP ME!"
Fuck, I felt like I was already dead. I can't do anything.
"H-HAJIMAAAA!!" Taehyung screamed covering his face in fear.
Right then when it's about happen.
"NOOOOOO!"
They stopped. Confusion took over my body. What happened? I saw Taehyung, palms in his face. Too scared to look on what's about to happen to him. with all strength I have left in me, I tried my best to remove the chains in both arms and feet.
"Poor you"
I heard it again, I'm hearing voices again. Fuck.
"Look at him, his about to die. tsk" The thing look at me in vain.
"Why won't you accept the fact that this will continue when you didn't accept me. Why are so blind and consistent that doing nothing and wait till karma gets him will serves you freedom?" The thing went to my back and caressed my fragile hurt body. I was dumbfounded, hopeless little flower.
"I pity you, not that because I cared for you. It's because, the body that I am supposed to live as well was broken." The thing then continue and move in front of me.
"It's time to accept me, I can help you get through this unforgivable world you live in." It laughs playing with my thoughts.
I don't want to, I refuse. Why won't you leave me? What even are you?
"You see, your beloved brother was about to die. You can help him if you let me in. I have a lot of unpredictable abilities." The creature kisses my forehead gently as it close it's eyes.
If not, it's still the same wasn't it? Even if I accept you nothing will happen. Even if I accept you I can't still save him. NO! That's wrong! I can save him with out you!
"No." It jolted it's eyes open, then it disappeared and the scenario continued.
The scenario that I am not expecting in my life is about to happen. I saw him, shoving his knife to my brother sliding it cutting him half.
"NOOOO! TAEHYUNG! FUCKKKK!" I tried my best to release myself but my father only laughs as he flicks the blood out of his knife.
Tears, sweat and cold dry blood together with my half cutted body of my brother were the only thing I notice. It stop again.
"That's will happen if you do not accept me my precious little one." It came back, I cried.
WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU!
The creature only laughs "feisty I see. I know what you desire."
I became frozen, it knows how my mind works. Then, unexpected word came in my mind.
H.E.L.P.
The thing chuckled. "Well then accept me my child, let me in. Let me be a part of you."
How?
"Just say my name"
What is your name?
"Lýpi, come on say it."
I can see the eagerness on it's voice, as if it waited too long to let this happen. What kind of name is that?
Lýpi?
"Yes~ yes~ I love the way you say it~"
It went in front of me.
"Then bite me, drink my blood."
Lýpi put her wrist on my mouth, while she bite her index finger wanting the thrill rushing through her.
I did not know what got through me, I drank the blood as if it's the only thing that can quenched my thirst. My eyes then became itchy.
"If you need me, just say my name."
She disappeared, I was back again.
"NOONAAAA! APPA'S GONNA KILL ME! HELP ME!"
"Lýpi"
I said enough to him to hear. Even tho I have no any Idea on what's about to happen, even tho I have no any little light of knowledge on that creature. I never doubted to save my brother, I only hear the creatures words in my head.
If you need me, say my name.
and I did.
"What did you say?" My father look over to me.
"Die." I replied, the thing is taking over my body. To my surprise, I did not feel anything even fear, regret, confusion or what so ever. I just let it happened.
"Say. it. again." He ask and walk towards me.
I didn't know what happened to me, I tug the chain and broke it just like paper, to my right arm up to my left foot. My bones, I can't describe it. It twisted along with my body just like the clown in the movie.
My father was stun, I can sense through him that his scared or what so ever.
"WHAT THE FUCK?!" He screamed as he fell to the floor crawling ayaw from me.
"You're beloved daughter." I didn't say it, it was the thing, I would never say those words to him, I will never fucking accept that his my father. I let her control me.
There once a hopeless little flower...
Man did bad things to drown her...
But the thing refuses and wanted to cause him a doom...
She wanted to see the little flower glow when it bloom...
She helped the little flower...
Confused little flower asked her...
"What are you? Are you only in my head?"
No darling, I'm the one who will put your father to dead...
The thing laughs and continuously said...
I'm the one who'll fix and put you back together.
"Y-your eyes! They're b-black! Monster!" He shouted.
I walk to him tie him like he did to me. Taehyung on the other hand was gone, he ran out side as soon as my father took his attention on me. After that, the torture began.
The little small tree you stepped on, was a beautiful yet deadly little sakura.
