Life is…not Easy
Somewhere close to Arcadia Bay...
The upside, when you have to drive several hours, you got plenty of time to talk. And this is what Katie and I are doing the whole time. She told me her story and I told her mine. We laugh, we cry, we share intimate moments and thoughts.
And during those chats I learn that Kate's mother – that bigot cunt – had literally pressured her daughter to become a nun. And it was a hellish time for my poor Katie. All those restrictions, hiding who she really is and wants to be, harsh punishments if you disobey the rules. Nope, Katie wasn't convent material and would rather prefer to go to a public school, though she's adamant on keeping her confession…not that I mind.
We also talked about our relationship. Yup, I and Kate are a thing! Of course, we need to settle out the one or other issue since I'm now more experienced, but…we'll manage.
I also call Kat every thirty minutes and tell where we are and give her some soothing words. And – though she asked me not to – I also called the Doc. But I told him to just stay on standby – just in case – but most importantly, to bust Anna's ass, 'cause this fucking freak has to suffer for her doings!
It's already in the middle of the night as we're about to reach Arcadia Bay. Somewhere around Portland, Kate has already fallen asleep and was now catching some Zs. Right now, I'm just glad that we almost made it until my phone suddenly chimes again. It's Kat again, calling me out of schedule, which makes me instantly worry.
"Hey Kat, 'sup? I'm almost there, just…"
"I'm so sorry, Chloe!"
Her voice is weak, her words merely whispered into the speaker.
"I…I did it. I…I didn't want to, but then… I-it's flowing out…my life… I…I…"
I sniff, trying to fight down the panic that is about to overwhelm me. She did it. She freakin' did it.
"Kat…no! Please,…!"
"Thanks for believing in me, Chloe! But I don't deserve you. Just…just know that I love you."
"And I love you, too!" I blurt back, feeling so done that I have to stop the car. But I can't give up. Not on Kat, no. "And this is why I want you to fight! There are still people who believe in you. I…believe in you! Just…just please, don't do it. Stay with me, Kat! Kat? Kat!"
But then the line goes silent. She hung up on me, probably fearing that I'd fill her mind with even more regret. My hands are trembling and my mind is in full overdrive. Of course, Katie got woken up by my yelling and is now lookin' at me with big, watery eyes.
Yes, I confessed my love for Kat right in front of my fresh girlfriend and know that she's so gonna dump my ass. But there's something way more important I have to do before apologizing for being such an asshole: I call the doc and tell him to save Kat.
And as soon as the call is done, the present, heavy silence hammers down on my head, makin' me entirely edgy.
Katie hasn't spoken one tiny word. She doesn't even sob or run away. A good sign? I don't fucking know, 'cause I do not dare to look at her.
"I'm sorry," is everything I manage to whisper into the dark, only by the dashboard lights dimly lighted cabin of my mom's truck. I feel close to a mental breakdown. Kate, Kat, all the trouble…it's becoming too much.
To my big surprise, I get taken into a tight hug and that's the moment I lose it. All those feelings. All those fucked up feelings. Kate, Kat, Max, Steph, Cassandra… Too much… Just too much!
"Let it out!" chimes Kate's sweet voice in my head, soothing me. "It's okay. Don't ever suppress your feelings!"
"Why?" I return and back away. "Why aren't you pissed at me?"
A soft smile, a shrug and some magical words are everything needed to explain and put a line under the whole topic.
"Because I love you!"
Later that night...
The woods close to Arcadia Bay
The moment we arrived at the hospital, Doc Larsson already awaited us and told me that he and a bunch of doctors had arrived in time to rescue Kat, who was now lying in ICU. I'm relieved. Kate is relieved. And we both are planning to visit her right on the next day. But before that happens, we have a night to kill.
Mom had already texted me that the police is waiting for me and Kate at home to get her back to her parents. So, I told her that it won't happen, which of course let her freak out, but as if I even give a damn fuck 'bout that.
So, Kate and I are in need for a place to stay for the rather cold night.
A motel? Too public and the cops probably already have my mom's truck on their shitlist. Sleeping in the truck? Too cold and we only have one sleeping bag. So, that sucks. Maybe sleeping at Steph's? Nope! So not in the mood to see her, plus that sneaking into the dorms is way too risky.
But there's one place that nobody – except me, Max, and my dad – know about. Max is in Seattle and my dad gone, which makes me the only person to know this location: the old Pirate-Fortress of Captain Bluebeard and Long Max Silver!
The muddy path into the forest is all bumpy and thanks to the freshly started rain almost unpassable. But the truck pulls through, thanks to its four-wheel-drive, until we reach a blockade that signs the end of the road. I stop the truck and put it in Park.
"We have to go the rest by foot," I mention and rummage through my stuff for a flashlight and my jacket. But while I'm pretty much relaxed, Kate is nervously looking outside the, with rainwater splashed, windows.
"Um…Chloe, y-you sure we should do this?"
I hear the slight panic and doubt in her voice. So, I give her a big smooch on her lips, adding a, with a smirk, spoken "Trust me!"
Since Kate had bailed the nunnery without any spare clothes, I give her my rainproof jacket and just stick to my trusted black hoodie.
The rain is cold and it just takes a few minutes to let that coldness reach my bones. The only way to fight it is to keep moving. Thank the freakin' gods that I've spent almost my entire childhood in these woods and even know my way around in this pitch-black darkness as I guide my Katie through the underwood.
We both are cold. We both are shivering. And then, we've finally found it: the treehouse!
From outside, it still looks intact, thanks to that we built it sturdy. But who knows what almost three years of neglected maintenance could do to such a place.
Well, there's only one way to find out!
Taking the lead once more, I cautiously climb up the steps that had been nailed into the tree, testing if they can still hold a human's weight, which becomes viable as I reach the trapdoor and undo the combination lock. Surprisingly, it still works, despite all the gunk on it. The trap door eventually opens with some reluctance, its rusted hinges squeaking upon the lack of lubrication.
I finally enter the old treehouse and sign Kate to climb up as well, before I take a look around. The old gas-lamp still hangs from the ceiling and – surprisingly – ignites with a click and enlightens the place.
As I hoped, the whole hide-out is still dry, apart from a few spots and the floor around the entrance, where I and now Kate are dripping on. But the rest still looks like the day me and Max had left it for the last time…plus a shitload of dust. All-in-all, a major childhood-flashback!
Like me, my poor Katie shivers upon the coldness. That's why I slam close the trap door and lock it, trying to keep at least the cold winds outside. But it's no use, we need to get dry and warm up. Sadly, we can't ignite a bonfire in here. So, there's only one thing we can do.
I open an old dusty army-chest and pull out a bunch a blankets and pillows – the building material for ye pirate's cuddly pillow-fortress – and throw them onto a pretty rundown, yet still clean and functional mattress, which is wisely covered in a layer of plastic foil.
"W-we n-need t-t-to get rid o-of those w-wet clothes!" mentions Kate with an out of coldness trembling voice, her lips already having a blue color. I already knew what needs to be done before li'l Kate mentioned it, yet didn't dare to speak it out loud. But as I witness her, stripping off the jacket, then her blazer, and then her button shirt and bra, I can't do anything else than stare at her beauty.
Though being pale from the coldness, I see her blushing as she catches my stunned demeanor, but nonetheless keeps on going and begins to open her skirt. That's the point, my last bit of chivalry comes through like the freakin' cavalry and I turn around. The rustling of fabric tells me that Kate eventually crawls under the pile of pillows and blankets on the old mattress while I start to shyly strip off my wet clothes as well.
Timidly, I turn around, not so sure of how Kate will react to my naked body. But, like me, she simply stares at my nude being, my boobs and pussy being the main attraction.
I wanna run away. Wanna sink into the ground. I've actually never ever felt so fucking shy around anybody, not even Steph. But still I know what is necessary to don't die out of freakin' hypothermia and so I eventually lay down beside my fresh-baked girlfriend.
At first, we just lie beside each other, gazing at the ceiling, our heavy, trembling breathings louder than the pitter-patter of the rain on the roof. I try to stay calm. Try to free my mind and fall asleep. But it's no use. In my head a tornado of fucking emotions is swirling like crazy and my heart tries to jump outta my chest while a flightshow is going on in my belly, which gets even worse as Kate suddenly flings her arm around my body and cuddles her awesome naked being tightly close to me. A good idea, since body contact helps even more to get rid of this freakin' coldness and after a long moment I actually managed to get used to it and calm down…that is until Kate's small hand suddenly starts to explore my body.
First, she let it roam over my belly. It tickles and sends jolts of arousing electricity through my being, and it gets worse with every passing second. Soon – and probably because I don't complain – my stomach isn't enough anymore and she moves higher, over my ribs, along the side of my chest. Then, she makes some rounds around my boobs, avoiding touching 'em.
My eyes closed, I enjoy every single touch, my breathing intensifying with every brush. A slight move with my upper body is everything needed to finally let her palm land on my small breast. I feel how she stops for a few seconds, probably surprised upon the sudden feeling. But she gets used to it and as if it's a natural thing, her head dives under the warming blankets and begins to kiss and suck my nipples while she keeps on kneading my mounds.
I feel hot. So hot! And horny! Kate and I are having our first sexual endeavors and this fills me with so much awesomeness that I can't even describe it in words. Everything around us is forgotten and all that matters right now is this amazing blonde that is currently busy with my tits. At this fucking moment, I'm so sensitive that I can feel every detail of her small body as well. Her small breasts and pointy nipples on my belly. Her warm, soft skin. Her pubic hairs on my thigh and the slick wetness that she rubs on 'em as she looks for some friction for her pussy.
She wants it. She wants to have sex with me. Right now. She knew what would happen the moment she started it, because my Katie never does something without a reason or without thinking about the consequences.
But is it right? I mean, this is our first day as an official couple, and Kate already wants to have sex. Is that really the right thing?
"I want you, Chloe! I want you so much!" she moans quietly into my ear, answering the unspoken question right away, before our lips collide for some awesome tongue play. I only break it to give her a love-struck smile and then softly grab her hand like its made out of thin glass and guide it between my legs.
At first, she gets stunned for a second as she makes contact with my totally wet pussy. But a moment later, I already feel how she explores it with her tiny fingers. My curly hairs. The outer lips. Then the inner lips. And as she makes contact with my clit, I can't suppress a loudly moaned "Ugh, fuck yes! Right…right there, Katie!"
But she wasn't done with exploring the newly discovered territory. Evident as one of her fingers slips into me. And fuck! That feels so good!
I can't hold back anymore and move my hips, hunting for this much needed orgasm. And fuckin' hell it comes hard. So hard, that I fling my arms around Katie and groan louder than I've ever done before! Maybe it surprised her. Maybe not. I don't care.
Now filled to the brim with hormones, I press Kate on the mattress and kiss her wildly. I love her so much and wanna feel her, too. Wanna make her feel as awesome as I did. So, now it was on me to explore this unknown territory. Yet, I know I need to be cautious, because she's new to this business.
Hitting the mental brakes, I slow down again and gaze at her deeply, only to confirm my assumption from before. "You sure about this?" I ask with a heavy breathing and receive a shy nodding. But something was different. There was more confidence behind her gesture. A good sign, that Kate was ready for it and wasn't getting forced.
So, I'm giving her the same treatment that she had given me beforehand, starting with her tiny breasts, caressing 'em while I also draw wet paths along her neck and collar. In need to feel every inch, I let my experienced hands roam around her naked body, wishing I had more of 'em.
But what I really want is to make her feel even better than I did. So, I dive under the blanket, kissing my way down until I reach her crotch. I take in her scent. Burry my face in her soft, curly, blond hairs and then let my tongue glide all over her sex, licking off the already present wetness. And daaaamn, does she taste good!
You guys know my kink. How much I like to taste women. But Kate is an entire new class. Even more awesome than Steph. I would even dare to call it angelic! Yup, sweet angelic goodness!
"Ch-Chloe…oh my god! This…this feels so gooood!" my sweet girl moans out, which paints a mischievous smile on my lips. I feel her shiver. Feel how her body and mind gets overwhelmed by pleasure. But I'm not done yet!
I stop, kissing my way back to her face and then kiss her soft lips again. She doesn't protest as she tastes herself, even intensifies it even more.
Gosh, maybe she's gonna share my kink as well?
And then, I let my fingers do the work again. For another moment, we pause, just looking at each other in love. And to my surprise, Kate grabs my hand so tenderly that it's like a supernatural presence is leading one of my fingers into her pussy.
My first time hurt like fuck! I still remember the pain. How I shed tears. How it hurt in the aftermath. But Kate's first time is gonna be totally different.
She doesn't even flinch as I enter her, not even as she – again to my surprise – adds another finger. Instead, she just sighs in relief, wraps her arms around my neck and moves her hip.
Totally stunned I just watch how she rides herself into a giant orgasm, not holding back with her loud moans as well.
Thank freakin' Geezus that we're in the middle of fucking nowhere!
"I love you, Chloe!" whiffs my awesome Katie after she comes down from this Mount Everest of freakin' orgasms, keeping cuddled close as she sleeps in in merely a second.
"I love ya too, my lil' bunny!" I whisper in return, following her into the dreamland only a minute later.
The next morning...
The notorious after-sex-morning. Either it's filled with happiness or deep regrets.
But I'm happy. I don't regret anything. Kate and I had sex. It was awesome and it was right!
As the morning sun and the soft chirping of birds are starting to wake me up, I still feel like being in a dream: the sounds of nature, the smell of wet wood and soil, the warmness of a dozen cushions and several blankets, plus the warm naked body of the girl you love in your arms. Yup, definitely a morning I'll never-ever regret!
Now waking up as well, Kate lets out a soft groan and squirms a bit, causing me to instinctively pressing her closer to me, like I fear she might slip away and be gone forever.
I love her. Love her more than anythin' else. She means the world to me and I never wanna let go of her. Yet, I know that this was just wishful thinking.
Sooner or later, we have to get back. I need to visit Kat, and I and Katie have to face our folks. It's gonna be hard, unpleasant and tearful. I know it. I don't want it. Yet, I also know that it's fucking inevitable. Nonetheless I try to prolong it as much as possible and I feel that Katie wants the same, which gets pretty much clear as she cuddles even closer and once again lets her hand brush over my body.
Guess, we're also gonna have some morning-sex, the best method for procrastination and an universal excuse for gettin' up late.
A few hours later...
Arcadia Bay hospital
Not gonna lie, but hospitals freak me out like hell! Yes, I wanna see Kat. Yes, I'm gonna jump over my shadow and go inside. Yes, I've Katie at my side. But nope, I'm so not gonna enjoy it. And as I stand in front of Kat's room, I'm so getting cold feet. But Katie is with me and gives me hold, her encouraging smile letting me pass this fucking stupor and knock at the door.
Of course, Kat doesn't answer. Why would she? She has bigger problems right now than pondering 'bout who might be knockin' on her freakin' door. Nonetheless, I press down the handle and slowly open it, letting my head peek inside as soon as the gap is big enough.
And there she is. My beautiful loony bin sister, lying in a hospital bed, tugged in and her eyes closed. At first, I think that she might be sleeping, until she opens her eyes and gazes at me with a wide, warm smirk that melts my heart.
I start to cry. Yes, I really do! I was so afraid to lose her. So afraid, that she might've died while I was camping and fucking in the woods. But she didn't, which makes me so glad, that I just stumble towards the bed and hug the shit outta her.
Now we're both crying, sobbing in each other's shoulder.
"I'm…I'm so sorry!" is everything I manage to whimper between my sniffs, though I'm actually not sure if I'm sorry for not being there for her or because that this shit happened to her. But to my surprise, Kat isn't pissed at me.
Right on the contrary, because after she breaks our hug, she still gives me that smile and then leans in and kisses me.
Oh shit! Bad! Really…fuckin'…bad!
Kate is here, in this very room! Right behind me, to be exact.
Fuck! I'm so fucked! She's gonna kill my ass on the spot! Watch it! Three…two…one…
"Chloe," her soft voice chimes from behind, petrifying me as I await my personal Apocalypse. But somehow…it doesn't happen. What the….? Instead, I only get a soft touch on my shoulder. "I better give you two some space."
I so don't get it. Neither her smile as I look at her, nor this passionate kiss that follows after that. Even after she has left the room, I'm still so bedazzled that only Kat's chuckle and a soft push gets me out of this embarrassing stupor.
"Good gosh! There's someone desperately in love."
Okay. Am I in a wrong movie?! My girlfriend not ragin' at me after I got kissed by another girl? The girl that crushes on me like crazy not jealous and depressed? Yup, definitely a dream!
"Chloe," sounds Kat's with sadness heavy loaded voice, that brings me back from my thoughts. "I'm so sorry for what I did. It was so stupid, but…I…I just…"
Her blue sight drops and focuses on her bandaged wrist, which she keeps on rubbing with her other hand, like she wishes to swipe away this symbol of personal shame. I've been there, too. The first moment I had woken up again, I realized what a stupid shit I'd done.
"I know," I say and tenderly touch the hand that was rubbing the bandage and hold it, preventing her from accidently hurting herself again by ripping open the fresh wound. It feels so soft and warm, and reestablishes the bond between us.
She relaxes instantly, though I haven't even spoken one word. And this won't change for quite some time as we simply stare at each other. She's so cute and beautiful and all I wanna do is give her another kiss.
But immediately, my mind gets darkened with fucking regret. My girlfriend is just outside this room and I get all flirty with Kat. Not cool, Chloe!
With a very deep sigh, I break the contact, both mentally and physically. It's hard for me. I don't know what to do or say, which is about to lemme freak out!
"It's okay, y'know," she then tells me with a warm smile that melts every bit of coldness just away. "Kate really seems to be an awesome girl."
"She is," I confirm quietly. Gosh, it's so weird to talk with the second love interest about the first one. But again, Kat doesn't seem to bother.
"I'm glad…really! You're happy. That makes me happy. And you're here now. You care. About me, about Kate. You're such an angel, Chloe, and deserve the best in the world."
'The best in the world…' it reverberates in my head. Pft! What is the best in the world anyway? My mind is full of doubts and I so don't know what to do or say anymore. Katie, Kat, Steph, Max…everything's so complicated. I'd love to scream. I'd love to run away. But to what use? It wouldn't change anything. Katie and I still would've had sex. Kat would still have a crush on me and vice versa. Max and Steph still would've banged each other behind my back. And the world would still be a shithole. Nope, freakin' out was no option! But I also don't see any alternative, besides staying silent like an idiot.
"I'm sorry that I'm causing you so much trouble," says Kat eventually with a big sigh, her demeanor telling me that she has a bad conscience about the whole situation.
"You're not a burden for me, Kat!" I counter right away and tighten the grip around the hand I'm already holding. "It's just…I wanna be there for you and Katie! You both mean so much for me…"
"But you can't have us both, Chloe!" she intervenes. "You need to decide. And to be honest, I wouldn't blame you any minute to choose Kate over me, 'cause I'm totally broken. Kaputt. Whacko. Bonkers. Just take her and leave!"
Her words hit me hard. Though she's one of the most awesome people I've ever met in my entire life, she simply puts herself beneath Kate. She sells herself too short. She's literally about to drown herself in self-pity like I once did. Been there, done that. And it was the most fucked up mental state I've ever been in. I actually feel her. Feel what she's going through. Feel how she's hurting. And I can't take this anymore! Nope, I just can't!
But instead of running away, I do quite the opposite, lean in and kiss her. And not just a friendly smooch. Oh hell no! I go all in, with tongue 'n' shit.
It feels so amazing and, fuck, I so wanna climb into her bed and finally touch her and lick her and…y'know what I mean.
But to my surprise, Kat shoves me away, back onto my seat, and mentions plainly "Chloe, I need you to go…please!"
She doesn't even look at me. No goodbye. No last smile. Not even a wave with her hand. Yup, I fucked up again. I pressured her and then panicked when she wanted me to make a simple decision.
Sad and with tears rolling down my cheeks, I storm out of the room and ignore everyone on my way out…even my Katie, because I can't even look into her sweet bunny eyes anymore. Not after what I just did.
Why?! Why the fuck am I always fucking things up?! Why is everything so complicated? Why? Just fucking why? Why always me? Am I destined to be unhappy? Is it my fate to hurt the people I love?
But no matter what it is, I bawl out of desperation nonetheless, leaning against my mom's truck that is standing on the hospital's parking lot. But if you think that shit has already hit the fan, well…let's overthink it again, 'cause the two policemen that are taking me into custody without any hesitation – AGAIN – are just the sweet icing on the big fucking cake of fucking shit.
Another bunch of crappy days later…
Okay, truth be told, the police didn't really arrest me, yet just brought me home, so that my mom could finally rip me a new one for running away with her car and coerce an innocent soon-to-be nun into taggin' along.
Of course, Mom doesn't go all ballistic on me. But the notorious "I told you so" has its freakin' annoying appearance nonetheless. And, of course, I'm grounded until further notice.
So, let's summarize this shit: I'm grounded, have no school for distraction, all possibilities to contact Katie have been cut and I don't even dare to call Kat, because I still fear her reaction. And, though Max tried to contact me, I also avoid that kind of crap, because I'm still pissed at her and Steph.
So, I'm literally doomed to do…well…nothing. The days come and go. Boredom becomes my new middle-name. Out of desperation I even started to play one of those fancy online games. But it's not my thing anymore. Y'know, just spacin' out and waste the day…nope, that's the stuff that drives me crazy. So, I convince my mom to drive my grounded ass to the library to get some educational sources and then try to catch up the stuff that I missed during my time at the loony bin, 'cause the hell I'm gonna go one year longer than necessary into this hellhole, called Blackwell!
Today is Friday and I'm sitting at my desk, trying to solve some fucked up algebra-shit. Ugh, I just hate math! Luckily, some calm tunes keep me chilled enough so that I can suppress the need to throw this shit out of the window.
"Chloe!" it suddenly calls from downstairs, which totally disturbes my thoughts.
"WHAT?" I therefore yell back in annoyance. Damn, don't you hate it too, when you're about to have a solution and someone fucks up your train of freakin' thoughts?
"Kate's here!"
KATIE?!
I drop everything and jump up. And I literally mean that I jump up. So hard actually that I toss over my chair. The door gets almost ripped out of its hinges and I'm about to fall down the stairs before I collide with the wall at the end of the staircase, because I'm coming in way to fast. OUCH!
Rubbing my bumped-up head, I eventually enter the living room, where Mom, Katie and…UGH, Kate's mom are staring at me with dropped jaws. And just now it comes into my mind that I'm only dressed in nothing more than a thin top and a green slip. Fuck!
Well, what should I say? I like doin' my studies in comfortable clothes…or naked. Free body, free mind…as I like to say.
So, everyone is staring at me. Mom, with her all-time Oh-Chloe-look, Janine with a twitching eye, like I'm the Lord of the Underworld in underpants, and Kate…
Well, she blushes and I can see how she scans my body from head to toe, probably blending out those tiny pieces of clothing. For a short moment I see how she bites her bottom lip, but stops doing so by averting her gaze.
But enough of this stupid ogling-contest, time for some much needed mush!
…If I would've been able to reach Katie in time, anyway. But before I and Kate even have the chance to come close to each other, Janine's harshly hissed "Kate!" stops us in our movements. "You promised, now sit down again!"
Kate listens to her mother's orders, and I concur without resistance as well as my mom says a calm "Chloe, please, sit too!"
Already knowing that raging won't bring any credits here, I take a seat right opposite from my dear Katie and try to listen. Though, this is very hard since she's so close to me. So close, yet so far. Right now I actually realize how much I'd missed her and that I want nothing more than to be alone with her. But I also know what's heading our way when I see her bowed head and that sad demeanor.
"What brings you here, Janine?" asks my mom the fair question that had also been burning under my fingernails. And – as I said – the answer doesn't surprise me at all.
"I'm here because my daughter asked me for it…and to put an end to this nonsense, Joyce." The way she spits out my mom's name and underlines the word nonsense almost drives me insane. "And to say this in clear words: This is the last time your daughter will see my daughter, period!"
My heart shatters! Never seeing Kate again?! Oh, hell no! No, not again. Please, mom, don't let that happen! She's right here. She shows that she still cares about me. Please, Fate, don't be so cruel!
"Janine, I think you're overreacting. These two are best friends. Yes, Chloe overdid it with her irrational actions, but still…you can't just keep them apart like that!"
Thank god, that Mom's on my side. But the chances that this might change anything are getting fuckin' low as Janine starts to swing the big, verbal club.
"Best friends?!" she spits out venomously. "Your daughter kissed my daughter against her will, stalked her, snuck into one of our Lord's sacred institutions and then coerced her into running away with her! Our entire family was scared that something might've happened to our poor Kate. And honestly, I'm tired of that your daughter has such a negative impact on my dear, innocent girl. Disrespect, curses, backtalking…that are things she hasn't done before they became friends."
"They're teenagers, for Christ's sake, what did you expect?!" counters my mom with a slight louder tone, which paints a slight smirk on my face. "They experiment, trying new stuff, testing their boundaries…"
"Maybe this is how it works in your sinful world. But under the Lord's light we do things differently. Ora et labora. We pray and work in the name of the Lord. When we sent our Kate to Holy George's we hoped that she would understand and learn the meaning of our way by staying away from this girl."
"This girl has a name: Chloe!" yells my mom back, now getting even louder. "Now stop acting like she's some sort of evil presence that you'd like to ignore! And have you ever considered that Kate doesn't want to go back to that convent? Have you ever asked her what she wants?"
Letting out a deep exhale, Janine calms down again and stands up. A clear sign that the conversation is as good as over…at least from her side.
"Kate will go back to Holy George's and that's a fact! And I warn your daughter…" She now fixes her agitated glare on me, like she wants me to instantly drop dead. "…if you ever try to come close to my Katie ever again, I'll file in a report for sexual harassment and get a restraining order. Is that clear?"
Is that clear? Pft, of course not, bitch! The hell you'll keep me and Katie apart. Fuck you! Fuck prison! Fuck everything! You want adolescent rage? You get it, cunt! Well…at least she would've, if Kate wouldn't have said something.
"I won't go back."
Her voice is brittle and low. She's scared like a little bunny in front of the big, bad wolf. And this wolf barks!
"Of course you're going back, Kate. It's all settled and you promised," mentions Janine nonchalant with a bit of amusement upon this little resistance. And again, as I wanna jump in, Kate speaks up again, yet this time raising her gaze towards her above her standing mother.
"But I can't go back."
Now sighing in slight annoyance, the bigot bitch pinches the bridge of her nose, her tone indicating that she's about to lose her patience.
"Kate, we already talked about this. Matron Corwin already agreed…"
What comes next, happens so fast and surprisingly, that it almost blows me outta my seat. Kate suddenly jumps up and yells "Mom, don't you understand? I just can't, okay!"
"Kate Beverly Marsh," her mother now chides impatiently, "you will stop this rude behavior right now and get into the car! I'll bring you to Holy George's this instant and you'll start your service in the Lord's name as we agreed."
You guys ever had the situation when someone drops the bomb and everything goes silent? Well…let's fasten our seatbelts and get ready for the quietness before the shitstorm.
"How can I become a nun, if I already had sex, huh? It would be a lie. A sin!"
Boom, mic-drop. Silence!
Holy shit, I never would've thought that Kate might mention this, but…this li'l bunny knows how to bite!
My mom's wide open eyes are shifting between me and Kate as her brain tries to process that me and Kate already had sex… Not that she minds.
And Janine… Oh this cunt has a big lump to chew on. Her jaw is in constant movement and her eye keeps on dangerously twitching while her head becomes beet-red. Damn, she's so pissed.
And I…well, actually…I kinda think about this awesome night we had spent together, which kinda arouses me. But, oh, how mercilessly life can throw a freakin' stick into your gear of self-pleasant thoughts. Which happens as Janine gives her daughter a hard smack. And then, things get crazy and happen really fast.
Something snaps in my mind and before I even caught up to it, I'm already about to jump over the table and go all ballistic on this bigot cunt. But said bigot cunt is even faster than I thought and manages to avoid my charge. And as I eventually stand face-to-face with her, I can see this bigot madness shimmering in her eyes. Okay, looks like I'm about get smacked now, evident as Janine already starts the swing.
But while my mom catches her hand mid-air, Kate immediately steps in between me and her mother to bravely protect me like a knight his damsel in distress, though it's not even necessary since Joyce has already taken care of this violent hag by pinning her arm on her back.
"Chloe, take Kate and go upstairs!" says my mom calmly as she's still holding Janine with a tight grip. "I'll throw out this trash!"
"She's not going anywhere! Let…me…GO!" however complains Janine as she's shown the way out.
"Just shut it, Janine, and move your ugly keister outta my house or I'll slap ya silly, you abusive piece of shit!"
Gosh, never thought that my mom could have such a potty-mouth. But obviously is child abuse pushing her over the edge and lets her forget all manners.
Flingin' my arm around Katie's shoulder, we follow our mom's. And while Janine lets out a barrage of curses and squirms in my mom's grip like a fish on the hook before getting thrown out, Kate and I saunter upstairs into my little refuge from the worldly madness.
Fuck, this shit went kinda outta control and as the door finally closes, a lot of this tension falls away from the both of us. We hug, we kiss, we comfort each other. Kate and I are back together for the moment and enjoy every second of it.
Seconds turn into minutes and minutes into an hour, until we both have calmed down enough and relaxation settles in. We're laying side-by-side on my bed, fingers intertwined and gazes fixed on the ceiling, like the almighty answer to all problems might be hidden up there.
"Sorry for letting it escalate!" mentions my Katie out of a sudden. "I shouldn't have told her that we had sex."
"It doesn't matter," I answer with a shrug, taking Katie's hand into a tight hold. "It's nothin' but the truth. Sooner or later she would've found out anyway. And honestly…I'd love to do it again, someday."
Actually, it was just meant to be as an as-a-matter-of-fact comment, but Katie kinda takes it rather seriously as she shuffles closer to me and starts to draw random patterns with her finger over my still scarcely dressed body, which lets me feel every bit of her gentle brushes.
"I'd love to do it again, too, y'know."
I know we shouldn't. I know Kate's mom is probably moving heaven and earth right now to get Katie back and so shit can get real any second. But still, I simply close my eyes, don't give a fuck 'bout this and enjoy the treatment, which she comments seductively with whispered words.
"I love your body, Chloe. Your skin is so soft…"
She starts at my bare arm, trailing with her index finger upwards, which lets every single air stand up and send goosebumps all over my skin. Then she reaches my neck. Kate knows that I'm ticklish, so she doesn't spend too much time there and moves on to my head.
"You've such a beautiful face…"
First my cheek, where she brushes a lose stand of hair back behind my ear before she continues over my nose, lips and chin back down towards my collar. And soon, she has reached my tits.
"Your breasts… I once read that boys like 'em big. But I like that yours aren't that big…"
As I already mentioned, there's not much to my top. It's worn-out, thin and loose. My nipples are shining clearly through it, not to mention that they're already pointing dominantly out. Kate uses this to aim directly for 'em. And I'm such a softy, that every slight touch makes me moan.
"Your nipples are so cute and sensitive! Can I tell you a secret? After my dad had found you on the roadside, I stripped off your wet clothes and…I, bad girl, touched your breasts while you were asleep, because they looked so good…"
Good gosh, her words are making me even hornier. Is that really my shy Katie? Or have I awoken a sex-driven chick that is about to bang me senseless?
"Sadly, my mom came in and I couldn't do more. Oh, good golly, you're drivin' me insane!"
While her hand travels further down, Kate leans closer and starts to pepper my awesome mounds with wet kisses, making the already threadbare fabric even more transparent, before she simply pulls it down to avoid this disturbing layer.
"Oh Chloe!"
Gliding over my now exposed belly, Kate sends even more jolts of electricity through my being. It feels so good that I can't do anything else than to squirm under her ministrations.
Kate is young, yet surprisingly bold and brisk. So, it's no wonder that she immediately aims for my panties instead of teasing me some more. But that's okay for me. I enjoy those intense feelings as she brushes slowly over my already drenched slip, only to shove it a bit aside and dive full into it.
"Oh god, you're so wet already!" she says with a chuckle and now stuffs two fingers into my pussy. Damn, it feels so good! I love it. I love my Katie…who suddenly is with her head between my legs and…FUUUUCK!
"Mmmh! You…you taste so good…mmmh…!"
It doesn't take long before I hit the freakin' sonic wall and I orgasm like crazy, moans 'n' shit included, so that we both don't realize that my mom, Kate's mom and a police officer are already standing in the doorframe, ogling this scene with wide open eyes.
Shit, we can't catch a fucking break!
Yelling. For the last ten minutes, all we hear is yelling. It's like an annoying background noise that you can't get rid of. Offending words drop, like whore, slut, molester, report, jail… as Janine Marsh spits venom and bile at me, Kate and my mom.
The policemen, probably a member of Janine's community, had at least managed to defuse the situation at the beginning, giving Kate and especially me time to get decent before he drove back to the station because – since my mom immediately cooperated – there was nothing else to do for him. But after he was gone, shit really started to get intense.
I'm still in the afterglow of that huge orgasm and just don't give a shit about that crap she's yelling in my face.
Mom – being hardened against bullshit, because of her work – tries to calm this ranting woman down, but utterly fails and is clearly about to throw her out again.
And Katie…this shit hits her the hardest. She winces and tries to suppress her tears upon this psychological artillery-strike. She's strong. Very strong. But under this barrage even I would falter. So, I so don't care that I earn even more rage as I wrap my arms around my girlfriend and cuddle her closer for comfort.
It gives her hold and hope. Lets her endure the torment.
"I love you, Chloe!" she tells me under her mother's noise.
"I love you, too, Katie! Forever and ever!"
We kiss. In front of a still raging Janine Marsh, not caring what she says or thinks. Of course, this binding moment comes to a harsh as fuck end as Janine just pulls her daughter violently out of my reach and drags her to the car.
Of course I protest. Now, I yell as well. All my rage is back and I let it flow, like my tears as Kate is eventually taken away from me.
It hurts! It hurts so much! My heart aches. I wanna rip it out of my chest. I'm losing it. My mind spins. Everything is just a vortex of pain and blurriness, until…
… I wake up?!
The birds are chirping outside as they enjoy the warm sun that enlightens my room. It's soothing peaceful, almost letting me forget what happened. Yet, I remember everything. The argument, the sex, the yelling, the pain. It's all saved in my mind and makes me wanna cry again, if my mom wouldn't have barged into my room.
Ugh, why does nobody knock anymore?!
"Sweetie?" she says softly and, though normally I'd pretend to be still asleep, I sit up and look at her. In her hands she carries a tray with my favorite breakfast on it. "Bon appetite, honey!" my awesome mom then adds and puts it down on my lap with a wide smile.
I actually feel like shit, but still welcome some munch for my empty as fuck stomach, so that I instantly start to dig in, realizing minutes later that there's a letter lying on the tray, saying For my Chloe in Kate's handwriting on the envelope.
"Carla brought it by as she was on her way to school. Must've been quite a detour for her."
Carla! Damn, this gal really wants me and Katie to be a couple.
Immediately, I drop the food and rip open that envelope and unfold that letter inside.
My dearest Chloe,
Let me start this letter with the following words: I love you! Since the day we met I somehow have.
At first, I couldn't get you out of my head, which scared me. Then I dreamt about you, which led to a moment where I realized that I wanted to be close to you. And at Bible Camp, I realized that I was hopelessly crushing on you. But it also confused me even more, because I wasn't even sure if you would answer my love or would eventually despise me.
Then, when I confessed my love to you and you told me that you already got a girlfriend, my heart broke. I didn't know what to do and just ran away. For you, I would've opposed my parents, but without you, I was afraid and tried to forget everything.
But when my dad found you that day and brought you home, those feelings were back and when you kissed me…
Everything broke down on me again and all I wanted was to be with you, though I knew that it would never happen.
At the convent, when you showed up out of nowhere, I knew that you were serious about us. That you want to be with me, no matter what. And I wanted to use this chance. I decided to elope with you. And the moment we had sex, I sealed my Fate. I chose to live a normal life, away from all this bigotry and those strict rules of my family. I chose you as my new family.
Sadly…my parents are still in command over my life and had decided – since I can't become a nun anymore (Corvin flipped her shit about this) – to send me to a boarding school in northern Cali. So, we'll be apart again and it hurts me.
But I won't despair! I won't give up! Though I'm forbidden, I'll stay in touch with you. We'll write and talk, have lewd video-calls. We'll pull through this until we're old enough to live together! I want this and I'll fight for this and I know that you will, too. We belong together, forever and ever!
At the end of this letter you'll find my new phone number, email and address. And if, by all means, shit gets real, don't hesitate to contact Carla. She's on our side and will help us.
So far, my love! I hope to hear from you soon.
Yours, forever and ever,
Kate
P.S.: Please call Kat! We had a long talk after you left and the both of us are not mad at you. Feelings are feelings and suppressing them not right. And as long as we three stay honest and on the same level, everything will work out!
A drop hits the paper in my hands. A tear. A tear of joy, to be exact.
Kate still loves me and wants to be together with me. It fills me with so much joy that I cry and laugh at the same time…and mom watches me with a warm smile.
Yup, things will be alright. We're gonna make this work. We just have to be patient.
An ass-full bunch of months later…
Santa Monica, Cali
Summer vacation. Three fuckin' month no school, just sunshine, beach and pure freedom!
Since our economic situation got better and we're without dickwad David, who always stuck our much needed money in his penis-enlargement of a muscle-car, plus that I stopped spending even a single penny for drugs, cigs and alc, Mom and I could finally afford a real vacation at a place where the sun is: Santa Monica in the sunshine-state California. And not just with a cheap-as-fuck hotel-room, no. We rented a little, neat holiday home for two weeks, because…we also took poor Kathrine and my awesome girlfriend Katie with us.
Oh yeah, a little update for ya folks.
After the incident with Anna - who's rotting in prison for rape of an underage teenager – and her suicide-attempt, Kat got better over time, numerous talks with me and Katie helping a lot. She even was doing so good, that I was able to convince the Doc to grant her two weeks off from the hospital to have a real vacation as some sorta therapy.
And Katie… Well, from the start it was pretty clear, that her stupid parents wouldn't let her stay with us, so she pulled a little ruse. Smart, little, badass Katie simply told her parents that she'd spend two weeks at a school-friend's home. The thing is, Joyce was in on this and acted as her friend's mother and Kat acted as her friend. It's complicated, but since everyone is in on this, we're gonna manage.
So, a helluva awesome two weeks are lying ahead of us and we're gonna enjoy every minute of it!
Aah, a day at the beach! Endless sun, cool water, salty air and the sound of crushin' waves. Combined with my two amazing girls, it gives hours of endless fun.
Swimming contests, beach volleyball, building a sandcastle, diggin' me in… Oh yeah, we have lotsa fun, while my mom just enjoys the sun and is happy for her amazing daughter.
Eventually, the day ends, and while the reddish sun starts to descent into the ocean – yeah, I know that's just a figure of speech, ye wiseasses – we head to a restaurant for a nice meal. Seafood goodness, here we come!
And as the evening goes on, Joyce decides that she wants to go out a bit more – probably to get her freak on, but she deserves it – which leaves the entire apartment to us girls.
Of course, after a day at the beach, you need to shower to get all the sand out of the hair and your cracks and the salt off your skin. Surprisingly, Kathrine and Katie grand me precedence and I get to clean me first… Not that I mind. Then, it's Kat's turn and after she returned enwrapped with a towel, Katie ventures into the bathroom.
Now I and Kathrine are alone in a room. It's still warm, so, as I sit of the edge of my bed, I'm just wearing a loose top and some blue shorts. It's our first night of our vacation and we're gonna sleep in this one room, only Mom has her own. So, it's gonna be like a big, two-week slumber party for the three of us…and I'm very nervous about it. Because, honestly, I so don't know how this will work out. How will Kate and I be able to have sex without bothering Kat? How should I keep my hands off of Kat?
For example: right now she simply drops the towel and stands just a few feet away, butt-naked. It's been awhile since I've seen her naked – last time being months ago – and I know that I should look away, but…UGH! I mean, over the last months she has gotten even curvier! Her butt, her tits, her thighs… How am I supposed to avert my eyes from such greatness?!
"So, you're enjoyin' your first vacation?" I ask my loony bin sista, who's just rummaging through her clothes, with a toothy grin, trying to suppress my horniness with some Smalltalk.
She spins around, a pink slip in her hand, not helpin' my case whatsoever since I've now unlimited view on her gorgeous body. Those tits with the puffy nipples. Her crotch with that cute patch of blond hair and… Fuck, am I droolin'?!
"Uh, yeah!" she mentions joyfully with an honest smile. "I never had so much fun in my entire life."
And then something happens, that takes me off-guard so much, that I freeze! She closes in on me with those seductively slow steps and this mischievous smirk on her full lips, her eyes literally glistening with yearning, sits down on my lap, flings her arms around my neck and kisses me!
Yes, she's kissing me with full force, not just a sisterly peck. Full erotic with tongue!
"Thanks for that, Chloe!" she then says with a warm smile. "You're the best!"
Shit-shit-shit! This is bad! Really, really, damnfuckingshit bad! Katie can barge in any minute now, like in the hospital. Yet, I doubt that she'll be that forgiving if she's witnessing how Kathrine sucks on one of my nipples. But I can't stop this. I feel like her kisses are stunning me. I give in to my urges like I did, when Katie had seduced me.
I'm such a weak mind. Such a bad girlfriend. I deserve that Katie catches us both and is gonna kick my…
"HEY! WHAT THE FUCK?!"
Oh shit, here we go…
We both break away on the spot and shift our gazes at Katie, who's standing in the doorframe, her body also wrapped in a towel as well as her long hair, and gives us an agitated glare while her arms are resting chidingly on her hips.
I'm so toast!
"I thought, I told ya to wait until I'm here and we can talk 'bout this together!"
Uuuh…whaaat?!
"Pft, as if she would've said no," replies Kat, rolling with her eyes and continues to kiss and undress me.
"Then at least make some space and lemme join you since it was my plan!" answers Katie, letting her towel drop as well as she heads towards us.
Uuuh…WHAAAT?!
Okay, that's enough! Time for some answers. And though I gather all my willpower to stop those two horndogs, who are smooching me up and down, I only manage to say "Mmh…K-Katie! Mmh…Kat…mmh…sh-shtob! Mmh…wh-wha-…"
But they're not stopping. Nope. Katie even went further down to strip down my shorts while Kathrine nibbles on my neck and snickers "Guess…she wants…to know…your plan."
Entirely stunned I look down at my Katie, who just starts to play with my totally wet pussy. Her beautiful bunny-eyes answer my sight as she explains with a love-struck smile "Kat and I knew that you couldn't decide between the two of us, so we came up with the solution to start a triangular relationship. We already settled everything between us. Set some boundaries 'n' stuff, y'know."
"Yeah," concurred Kat, now gliding down to Kate's level. And then something incredibly hot happens! She pulls Katie closer and gives her a big kiss.
Yup, both, Kat and Katie are kneeling in front of me and are making out, which turns me so much on that I can't stop myself from rubbin' my clit.
"Mmh, wait!" Kathrine suddenly exclaims and rushes towards her bag, rummaging through it once again.
Both, me and Katie, share a glimpse until our both eyes go wide as we see Kat, wearing a strap-on.
Nooo, it's not an eight inch plus dildo, you kinky smut-heads! It's mediocre sized, which makes sense since we're normal girls and wanna have fun, not pain! Life isn't a porn!
"Whatcha think?" says my li'l geeky blonde with a smug smile, coming closer again. Well, looks like she found a way to be a boy…sorta.
Anyway, it's been awhile since I had a cock in my hooha, let alone seen one in real life, but seeing this, I so wanna take that thing home!
So, I stand up and greet my former loony bin sista, now loony bin girlfriend with a big smooch while straddling her artificial cock, only to guide her to my bed and pull her down with me so that she lies comfortable between my thighs.
"Fuck me, Kat!" I whiff into her ear and guide that prick right where it belongs. At first, it hurts a bit, but soon I got used to having something bigger than a tongue or fingers inside and enjoy the ride.
Kate, who I'm signing to come closer, watches this scene with a mixture of awe and fear. I reach her my hand and pull her in for a long kiss, and then tell her that it feels amazing and that she's gonna be alright.
"I-I wanna try it," my sweet girl eventually announces and I can't be anythin' but proud of her.
Swiftly we exchange positions and I prepare my two girls as best as I can, because – let's face it – they're both new to this. With an adamant nod, Katie signs me that she's ready and I slowly guide Kathrine into her. I see how Kate's face grimaces in discomfort, but she doesn't complain, while on the other side, Kat wants nothing more than to start to hump the sweetness outta our cute bunny. But I hold her back. Tell her, that she has to wait for Kate to be ready.
And that moment comes a few minutes later as Katie finally relaxes and starts to move her hips, Kathrine joining in a few seconds later.
Like a proud big sister I watch them. How they moan. How they move in passion. How both of them enjoy their first time together. And somehow I still can't believe that I – somehow – ended up with two insanely amazing girlfriends, who are both love each other and – especially – love me.
Eventually, our awesomesauce threesome comes to an end, and all three of us end up sleeping in one bed…naked!
Well, you guys already can guess how my mom reacted on finding three girls butt-naked and entangled in one bed the next morning. But since she's the coolest mom in the world, she accepted it in the end with a deep sigh and a headshake.
But to make things fair, during our vacation, Joyce stayed away at least two nights, whereas she always returned the next morning with big freakin' grin, and another night she also brought home a guy. Well, let's say they didn't stay the only noisy people that night.
Sadly, sooner or later this vacation had to end, eventually. Katie went back to her parents before going back to her boarding school. Kathrine had to continue her therapy. And Mom and I went back home.
Yes, we three were separated again, but one thing's for sure: sooner or later, we'll be back together again!
Five freakin' yet awesome years later…
Wait…! You guys are still here?! Damn, you fuckers must be somewhat really stubborn that you're waiting five years. So, what should I tell ya?
What? You wanna know how things went on?
Uh…well…okay.
Let's start with me and Katie, shall we?
Well, long story short, we're still together and even engaged! After we survived school – and those many times apart – we both managed to attend college in LA. Kate at an Art school, me at a community college. She studies art design, me science. We have a neat li'l apartment and finance it by doing some side-jobs. I work as a waitress and Kate sold her first children's book.
Oh, you ask where Kat is in all of this. Well, we three stayed together until our graduation, but then…Kathrine met someone. Whereas met is meant as…I introduced her to someone, namely Max!
Yes, I forgave this li'l photo-geek and hooked her up with that loony bin gal. But not without any reason! Max – somehow – always struggled with all this lesbian-stuff and remained unsure of her real sexuality. So, I thought to myself, why don't hooking her up with a girl who acts in bed like a boy. And damn, this shit worked out! They're both now living in Seattle. Max as a student for photography-stuff and Kat doing engineering.
And now you're gonna ask yourself where Steph is in all this mess. Well, after she and Max had decided to quit their kinda not so good working relationship – Steph had been too dominant, but don't tell her that you know that from me – they both parted ways and Steph moved to New York. On my latest update, she got accepted on an internship at one of the Broadway theatres, and I'm so happy for her! Rumors have it, that she found a new girlfriend. An actress to be exact. Her name being Rachel Amber, her ol' crush. Yup, things eventually worked out for her as well!
Well, guys, I think that's it. The story's over. Nothing more to tell. At least, if you don't wanna hear about those awesome adventures and how I and Katie saved the world 'n' shit. Pretty cool stuff, y'know.
What? You really wanna hear this? Okay. If you insist.
Well, it all started with… HA! Gotcha! Nope, there's no world-saving stuff goin' on. I just messed with ya! Ha-ha!
Aww, you're sad? Well, there's actually a bit of a lesson behind this:
We learned that life can be pretty complicated, and also very confusing and frustrating. Sometimes you think that you're trapped in a bad dream, in a madhouse or even in a rollercoaster. And the hell it'll be easy on you. But sometimes…yeah sometimes, life can be hella awesome!
So, heads up and keep on thrashin', dudes! Or else you're probably gonna miss the cool stuff.
Now, off ya go!
- The End -
