Chapter 3

Chloe wasn't sure how she ended up being here having coffee with Beca's parents on a Sunday afternoon at their house.

When Linda called her last week, Chloe couldn't say no when she invited her over. She did sort of kept in touch with them even after their break up but lost touch when they left New York to move here closer to where Beca was more than four years ago.

"You have no idea how happy we are to have you here. It's been too long."

"I feel the same. I'm sorry if I sort of disappeared on you too."

"Don't dear. It's okay. We understand."

"Thank you."

"So you really moved here to work at the Children's Hospital? Did your parents move with you?" Linda asked Chloe while taking a seat across from her. Ben was out in the back preparing the barbecue.

"Sort of. I moved to learn from Doctor Harrison. He is one of the best in our area and I feel so honoured to be working with him. As for my parents they both decided to stay in New York. Work was too hard to leave for them."

"So you moved here on your own? Just like Beca all those years ago."

"Sort of. I really miss them. Work's been busy but we visit each other when we can."

"Please send our regards. I hope we can all get together when they're here."

"I'm sure they would love that."

That was when they heard the doorbell ring. Linda didn't look surprised at all.

"That must be Beca with Nate." Linda said as if she's been waiting for them.

Linda stood up to greet Beca. Chloe was frozen for a second. She was thinking whether she should be mature about all this and stay… or bolt. She quickly weighed the pros and cons of staying. She could simply walk away from this situation and get out, it's not like she didn't have a choice.

"Doctor Beale? What are you doing here?"

The little boy's voice snapped Chloe out of her thoughts. She quickly stood up and finished her coffee.

"Hello Nathaniel. Good to see you all healthy. I'm a – "

"Sweetie remember when we moved from New York? Doctor Chloe is from New York too. We all know each other from there." Linda answers for Chloe.

Beca was just like Chloe, frozen in her spot. She's wanted to see Chloe but her parents' house was the last place she'd expect to see her again. But then again, of course it would be here.

"From New York?" Nate kept asking.

"Yes." Linda answered Nate with Chloe nodding. Chloe decided to keep her focus on the little boy.

"But you're here in LA now?" Nate was now asking Chloe directly.

"Yep I'm here now."

"How come I'm only meeting you for the first time?"

Chloe chuckled at that one. The little boy did have a good point and was genuinely concerned. Chloe kneels down in front of Nate. "I must say that's partly my fault. I work so much at the hospital, which reminds me and I really hate to do this." Chloe stands back up. "I'm so sorry I have to go, I'm actually on call today and I got called in."

"Oh is everything okay?" Linda was concerned.

"It's just how work is. I'm really sorry. And thank you again for having me over. Please apologise to Ben for me too please?"

Beca was just watching and listening to their exchange, feeling both disappointed and relieved Chloe was leaving.

"If you finish early dear, you know where to find us."

"Thank you Linda. And it's really good to see you again Nathaniel."

"You too Doctor Chloe." Chloe giggled when Nate offered his hand to her to shake and she accepted.

"Aren't you charming?" Chloe says as they shook hands.

"Did you need a lift?" It was the first time Beca spoke and the first time their eyes met.

"I'm good thank you. I drove here." Chloe smiled at Beca before quickly turning away.

"Thank you again Linda. It's always good to see you. And I'm sorry again for leaving like this. I promise I'll make it up to you."

Chloe felt a little bit guilty for lying but a mini reunion like this was too much to handle for her.

"I know you will. You're welcome to come over anytime. Walk her out Rebeca."

Beca nodded and stepped aside for Chloe. "After you."

"Thanks."

It was a short walk to the door. Neither of them spoke and both had their eyes glued to the floor.

"You look good blonde by the way. Actually I think any colour would suit you."

Chloe raised her eyebrow at Beca. "Thanks."

Beca clears her throat. "I'm sorry I uhm, I didn't know you were going to be here."

"Sorry for what? I'm the one intruding."

"Like what my mom said, you're welcome to come back if you finish early."

Chloe just nodded her head and Beca sighs. Was Chloe back in her life now? It's making her anxious. She waited so long for this but she can't bring herself to do anything about it. "I guess I'll see you around then."

Chloe continues to nod as she walks out of the Mitchell residence. "Guess so. Bye Bec."

"Drive safe, Chlo."

Beca waited for Chloe to drive away. Chloe just waved one more time before speeding away.

"This can't be happening." Chloe mutters to herself. She stares at her phone mounted on the dashboard. "Fuck it." She goes through her contacts and calls Aubrey.

"Chloe? To what do I owe the pleasure of getting a call from you?"

"You make it sound like I don't call you at all. I call you all the time. Is this a good time?"

"You sound annoyed. What's up? Do you regret moving in with Chicago yet?"

"No, it's not that. He's great. They both are."

"I see. Let me think. I bet I know what's bothering you."

"Really? Let me hear it."

"Okay. It's Beca." Aubrey says as a matter of factly.

Chloe had to hit on the brakes hard as the light suddenly turned red. It's been years since Chloe and Aubrey talked about Beca. She doesn't even remember exactly when it was the last time that they did.

"I see what's going on here. You've been talking to Chicago." Chloe accused Aubrey.

"I don't reveal my sources Chlo."

"Exes aren't supposed to be talking to each other, right? Isn't that the whole point of the break up?"

"Well it's different when your best friend lives with said ex. And really? You're one to say."

"I'm her kid's doctor. That's it. As long as he stays healthy in the next ten or so years, I don't have any reason to talk to Beca."

"You're allowing her to slowly crawl back into your life."

"It's not like that. It just happened. And besides she's with Jesse."

"Is she really? Come on Chlo. We all know that was never going to happen. But seriously, have you forgotten? Are we going down this road again?"

"Our relationship is strictly professional."

"You may have been able to stop me the last time but if she hurts you again I don't care if she's some big time hot shot producer now, I will not hold back."

"Bree."

"No Chloe. You always had a soft spot when it came to Beca."

"I thought you did too."

"I did before she cheated and ran."

Chloe wasn't sure where she was going. She wanted to be alone for a bit and she wasn't going to get that at home. She decided to drive to the park closest to her house.

"What should I do Bree? I feel like we will keep running into each other. I don't think I'm ready for this. I was okay with the way things were."

"I understand okay but I hate how much she still has that control over you, even after all these years. But be real with me Chloe. When you decided to move to LA, you knew there was that slightest chance that you would run into her."

"That's not the reason why I moved."

"I know. But it didn't stop you."

"It was a risk I was willing to take."

"Okay so now what?"

Chloe thought about it. "I don't really know yet cause I'm feeling a lot of things and it's confusing. That's why I called. I think I'm going crazy and I just needed to hear your voice."

Aubrey started laughing. "See this is exactly why I can't get mad at you. Instead I direct all my rage at Beca. It's just easier."

"I really miss you. So it's your turn. Distract me. Tell me what's new with you.

Another three weeks pass and they don't run into each other again. Beca has been juggling her brain thinking of any excuse to try to talk to Chloe. She's not that famous that people instantly recognise her wherever she goes, but she is recognised often. It's not like her to always go out in public so it's not like she would accidentally run into Chloe at the shops or something.

Just the thought of Chloe being here makes Beca look forward to something everyday but at the same time she gets disappointed at the end of it. Beca couldn't get over the fact that they have both been here in LA for who knows how long.

"Okay what is it?"

"What?" Beca looks up from her notes.

"Your anxious energy is making us anxious as well. Which project is it Becs? Come on we have time let's bounce ideas off of each other." Cynthia Rose offered.

Beca was in a closed meeting with Stacie, Cynthia Rose and Jesse. They had three artists that they were launching in the next couple of months and were recently approached by Ariana Grande's management. It was going to be hectic and the last thing they needed was a distracted Beca.

Beca also hasn't come around to telling Cynthia Rose and Stacie about her accidental reunion with Chloe.

"Is it that bad?"

"We just know you well. You know you can always talk to us about anything."

"Thanks guys." Beca says as she looks back down on her notes. "But really let's just get back to work."

"Come on, talk to us. What's on your mind?" The forever-impatient Stacie starts to corner Beca.

"You know what guys." Jesse interrupts as he stands up. "I actually have an important call to make. Why don't I leave you for a moment while I do that and we can continue this when I get back."

Jesse was out the door before anyone could say anything.

"What the hell was that about?" Cynthia Rose asked.

"Are you two fighting? Did something happen with Nate?" Stacie continues on with her interrogation.

It was pretty clear to Beca at this point that neither of them was going to let this go and they were not going to be able to do anything today if she doesn't give in.

"No. It's nothing like that. We're great. Everything's good on that end."

"So what is it? Just tell us already. You know you're going to tell us anyway."

Beca knew she didn't stand a chance when Stacie was this determined.

"Fine!" Beca slammed the table and fell back on her chair. Stacie or Cynthia Rose didn't budge. Beca huffed and crossed her arms. "I found Chloe. Or more like Chloe found me."

"What?! As in you saw her and she saw you? Did you talk?"

Beca nodded.

"Is she really happily married?"

Beca sighed. "Yeah I actually met her family. Believe it or not, I went to her house too."

"No fuckin' way. Tell us everything."

And Beca did. There was no point in leaving anything out except for the fact that they really did have a hectic week ahead.

"What the fuck? Someone's been busy. How come we haven't heard of this? How could you keep this? And I mean literally, how could you? Surely someone's seen you out."

Beca just shrugged. "I'm good with the paps like that."

Stacie and Cynthia Rose are both still shaking their heads in disbelief. Beca must admit she does feel a bit better having her two best friends know what's been happening with her.

"So when will you see her again?"

"Who knows?"

"Then me and Cynthia Rose will just have to ask her to hang out so we can catch up with her."

"Why will you do that?"

"She's our friend too. We would love to catch up."

"So am I. What about me?"

"What about you? We don't need to catch up with you. We literally just did."

"Ha ha, very funny you guys. I'm sure you're both enjoying this. Let's just call Jesse back in and get back to business."

"Yeah I bet Swanson knows all about it too."

"Well not everything but obviously he was at the hospital too."

Chloe usually spends her downtime just hanging around in the living room watching movies or reading a book to relax before her next shift. Chloe was alone at home in front of the TV when she receives a text from Chicago about Jamie and she calls Chicago right away.

"Oh my god. I just read your text. What happened? How is he?" Chloe said to Chicago over the phone as soon as he picked up.

When he didn't respond. "What's wrong? Is everything okay?" She asks.

"It's not good Chlo. I have to go see the Principal. But I can't get out of my shift at the hospital."

"When is it?"

"It's today. In an hour or so." Chloe could hear Chicago was really upset.

"I can do it if you don't mind. My shift doesn't start 'til later tonight anyway."

Chicago just sighs. "I was already going to ask you to pick him up but talking to the principal too. Only if it's not too much of a hassle for you, I would really appreciate it."

"Of course it's not. I'm going to get to the bottom of this. Jamie is a good kid. He's the sweetest. He doesn't go around punching other kids for no reason."

"I know. I couldn't believe it but I got mad first. You should've seen his face when I dropped him off this morning. He hates me."

"He doesn't hate you. Both your emotions were just high earlier. Talk to him again tonight when you get home. He'll understand. If not, make him understand. He's a smart kid. Just talk to him."

"I just feel like shit you know. But anyway, I'll fix it. Are you sure it's okay with you to go see the principal?"

"I'm sure. Stop worrying about me."

"Thanks Chlo. I gotta go. Call me or send me a text for anything."

"I will. See you later."

Chloe dropped the book she was reading and checked the time. The school's not that far but she decided to leave early. She knew she wouldn't stop thinking about it anyway.

On the drive alone she had to play loud music to distract her and take her mind off it. It was working just a little. She forced herself to sing along to all the songs. When she found a park, Chloe looked at herself at the mirror and took a few deep breaths.

She saw a few familiar faces on her way to the Principal's office.

"Hi I'm here to see Mrs Johnson in relation to James Anthony Walp."

"Hi Doctor Beale, please take a seat. She'll be with you in a minute."

"Thank you."

When Chloe turned to where the seats were she was surprised to see Nathaniel seated in the corner with Jamie.

Both boys were already smiling at her so she decided to sit next to them. Jamie stood up and met Chloe halfway to give her a hug.

"Nathaniel, what are you doing here? Where are your parents?"

"I actually wanted to talk to Mrs Johnson too. Wow, who would've thought, you're Jamie's mom?"

"Something like that." Jamie replies for Chloe.

"Chloe, this is my friend Nate." Jamie introduced them.

"Wait. You're Jamie's Nate?" Chloe chuckled. She was almost amused at how fate was playing tricks on her until she remembers why she was here in the first place.

"Are you here to get mad at me too?" Jamie asks Chloe avoiding her eyes.

"Of course not. Jamie listen to me, me and your dad are always going to be on your side. That's why I'm here. Your dad also wanted to be here but he has work."

"Is he still mad at me?"

"He's not mad at you. He's mad at what you did and what happened. But that may only be his initial reaction. He's had enough time to think about it. I think you both have. Promise me you'll talk to him later?

"I will I promise." Jamie said in defeat.

"Good. Now how are you two? Care to tell me what happened?"

Jamie avoids Chloe's eyes again. Chloe just patiently waits for Jamie to tell her what's happened.

"It's not Jamie's fault. It's mine." Nate suddenly blurted out.

"No it's not his fault either." Jamie quickly added.

"Wait. Back up you two. You have to fill me in on what's going on here." Chloe knelt down to the boys' eye level.

"Jamie only punched Allen cause he's being mean to me." Nate finally admitted.

"What? What do you mean exactly?" Chloe said. She had her own assumptions but she wanted to hear it from Nathaniel.

"I mean he's mean to me everyday and yeah I'm used to it. Jamie didn't have to punch him because of that. But he's no longer mean to me since."

"He deserved it." Jamie puffed. "He's really mean Chloe."

"James Anthony Walp. We do not resort to violence." Chloe raised her eyebrows as she gave Jamie a warning look.

"Yes ma'am."

Chloe looked to Nate again. "Do any of your teachers know about this?"

Chloe was trying to keep calm but she was boiling inside. One thing she hated the most was bullying.

"I'm not sure. I never talked to anyone about it. I don't really care. I always took the high road. That's what my parents would want me to do."

"Have you talked to your parents about this?"

"No. I don't want them to worry. It's really nothing I can't handle."

"Okay. Can you promise me that you'll talk to your parents about it? Both of you have to stop worrying about your parents. It's a parent's job to worry not yours. All right? I promise you they can handle it."

"Yes Doctor Beale."

"I'm sorry Chloe." Jamie suddenly said.

"Oh sweetie. Come here." Chloe opened her arms and hugged Jamie that Jamie returned.

"We'll figure this out okay."

"Can I come in with you?" Jamie asked.

"Of course."

"Can I come too?"

"Of course Nathaniel. I'll just have to talk to Mrs Johnson alone first alright, then we will call you both in. Will that be okay?"

Jamie and Nate nodded in agreement at the same time.

Jesse and Beca had been living together ever since Beca found out about her pregnancy. Nate was six when Jesse moved out permanently. It didn't make much of a difference since they remained to be good friends and still saw each other almost everyday because of work. Jesse and Beca have a very flexible arrangement when it came to Nate.

On the night Jesse moved, Beca decided to sleep next to her son. She wasn't sure who needed it more. She's lived with Jesse for a really long time and it was normal to miss him being around.

"You know we love you, right?" Beca wasn't sure why she was worried.

"I know. And I love you both too."

"What are you thinking Bud?"

"I'm just thinking about how lucky I am."

"Really? How so?" Beca couldn't hide how surprised she was in hearing Nate's answer to her question. She definitely wasn't expecting to hear that.

This made Nate look up at Beca giving her a look as if asking, 'why are you so surprised?'

"How do you really feel about daddy leaving?"

"I understand Dad won't have his own room here anymore but he's not really leaving right?"

"Yeah but he will have his own place and you might stay with him some nights?"

"Mom. I know you and dad are not like most of the other parents in school, you don't kiss or hold hands like them. But I wouldn't have it any other way. I know you really like each other even when I'm not here."

"You seem like you're really fine with this. Guess I'll go back and sleep in my room then." Beca pretended to reach for her pillows and get up.

"So?" Nate held on to Beca. "Just cause I'm fine with it doesn't mean you can't sleep here."

"You sure?"

"Of course mom." Nate kisses Beca on the cheek. "What about you? How do you feel?"

"I finally kicked out your dad and got this place and you all to myself, how do you think I feel?"

"Come on mom, be serious. Are you really happy?"

Beca found that to be a loaded question.

"I am. And you?"

"Me too."

"Now tomorrow, news might break out about your dad moving out and stuff, just let them say what they want, you know the drill. If you have any questions you ask us."

"I have a question now. If I sleep at dad's place, will you be okay?"

It didn't even occur to Beca that she might be sleeping in this house alone on some nights. Then she shrugged.

"Of course. I'll keep throwing parties here and invite your crazy aunts."

"Mom. Be serious."

"Okay okay. Well if I get too lonely here, I'm pretty sure your dad has a spare room for me over at his place."

"If you feel lonely, please tell me. I don't want to leave you when you feel lonely. I'm sure dad will understand."

"What if your dad feels lonely too? Then what?"

Nate thinks about it. Beca could see he was getting torn. She knew it was mean to put him through that. It's not fair to make him choose.

"Are you lonely because of me?"

Beca doesn't like the sudden change in the air and the tension rising.

"It's not too late, you know? Should I just take everything back and ask your dad to move back in?" Beca teased. "Or should we move out with him?"

"You two are impossible."

"We love you Nate. Nothing will change that ever."

"I love you guys too. I wouldn't have it any other way."

Jamie and Chloe walked hand in hand with Nate walking along with them. The talk with the principal didn't go for more than an hour.

"Is someone coming to pick you up Nathaniel? We can wait until your ride gets here."

"Yeah, eventually. My parents are really busy people. You guys should just go ahead."

Chloe and Jamie looked at each other quickly as if being able to read each other's minds.

"Come on kiddo, give them a call now. Let them know your Doctor's taking you home. I'm not leaving you here. What would Jamie think?"

Jamie just nods enthusiastically with a smile on his face.

A smile was also slowly appearing in Nate's face. "Is that even allowed?"

Honestly, Chloe wasn't sure. "Of course it is. But you're not allowed to ride with anyone else."

Beca was in still in her own built-in studio. She went straight in when she arrived from work. She always lost track of time when she was in here. She could be at it for hours before she decides to take a break. She doesn't look at her phone when it starts ringing.

She grabs it without looking away from her screen. She just had this one bit to add before she loses it. She listens to it a few more times until she's happy with it. She jumped up slightly when her phone rings again. She sees it's a text from Jesse. She rings him as soon as she read the messages from Jesse.

Jesse picked up after god knows how many rings.

"Oh thank god. What do you mean you're still at work? Where's Nate?"

"Becs, I sent you a text before I was called to an emergency meeting."

"What emergency meeting?" Beca double-checked the time. Jesse or at least one of them was supposed to pick up their son at least two hours earlier.

"Beca. Please tell me. Oh my god."

"Shut it Swanson, it was your turn."

She pressed her phone to her ear with her shoulder so she could use both her hands to pack up. "I'll call the school. Someone should have called us already."

"Yeah you do that. I'm on my way there."

Beca hung up on Jesse and was rushing out. She was in such a frantic state that she almost ran passed her son who was settled in one of the bar stools in the kitchen.

A wave of relief went over her when Beca saw her son helping himself to a glass of milk while watching something on his tablet.

Beca dropped her things on the sofa. She sent Jesse a quick text that Nate was home. She then slowly approached her son. She wrapped her arms around his tiny body from behind and kissed his head.

"Hey there bud." Beca did her best to hide the concern and worry in the tone of her voice.

"Oh hey mom. Sorry was I being too loud? I knew you were in your work room and I didn't want to disturb you."

"What? No no. When did you get home? How?" Beca was trying her hardest to be subtle.

"Doctor Chloe drove me. Before you get mad, she made me promise that I will not accept rides from anyone else."

"Doctor Chloe? What was she doing at your school?"

Beca would never admit this to anyone, but she ran a background check on almost all the kids in Nate's class. There was no way she would have missed Chloe's kid.

"Remember my friend Jamie? Doctor Chloe is his mom."

"Oh really? Your Jamie?"

Nate nods. "Yup."

"Does she often come pick him up or something? Why was she there?"

Nate then looked away from Beca and down back at his tablet. Beca knew better. He was hiding something from her.

"She would sometimes pick up Jamie."

"So that's the only reason Doctor Chloe was there?"

"Sort of."

"Sort of? Nate…"

"Again. Don't get mad. It's all sorted now thanks to Doctor Chloe. Dad said we shouldn't let you worry about it. It's all taken care of I promise."

Beca put her hands on her hips as she said. "Spill Mister. And tell me everything."

Chicago goes straight to Jamie as soon as he finished work. He only sees Chloe on his way down from Jamie's room.

"Hey Chlo, how did it go with the principal?"

"Yeah it was good. I think it went well but she still had to suspend Jamie for two weeks. You talked to Jamie?"

"Just did. I also apologized. I felt guilty for the way I reacted. He was just protecting his friend. But I also made sure to explain that there are other ways to stand up for your friends."

"That's good. I hope it's okay that I went to see the principal today. I didn't mean to overstep."

"Of course not Chlo, never. You are the closest to a mom that he will ever have."

"Thanks. I must admit I acted on impulse. I really love that kid."

"And he loves you too. Sometimes I think more than he loves his own father."

"Don't say that. He loves you."

"I know. And I know exactly what you mean by loving that kid too much."

"By the way, I also met Nate."

"Oh you did? He's a good kid isn't he?"

"Yeah he is." Chloe waited for Chicago to add anything else but doesn't say anymore.

"Did you know?"

"To be honest I found out not so long ago and I thought you knew. How are you with everything?"

"I don't know yet."

"You wanna talk about it?"

"Maybe tomorrow? I'm heading to work. 12 hour shift."

"Did you want me to drive you?"

"No it's okay. I'll take my car."

"Alright, drive safe. Thanks again, Chlo."

"I'll see you two tomorrow after my shift."

"Of course."

"Did you need me to pick up Jamie?" Chloe offers.

"I'll text you if anything comes up. But don't worry. We'll have dinner ready for you."

"Hey." Chicago looks up to Chloe. "He knows how much you love him. Don't worry too much. And he's a good kid. You raised him well."

"I couldn't have done it without you."

Chloe smiled. "I'm going to quickly say goodbye to him before I head out."

Chicago nodded.

After tucking Nate in bed and kissing him good night, Beca called her assistant for a favour and asked her to come over and watch Nate. She couldn't wait for the morning and wanted to talk to Jesse right now. She knew he was doing overtime so she drove to the office.

"Jesse what the fuck! How dare you hide that from me?"

"Becs breathe. What is this about?"

"I know about Nate."

Jesse closed his eyes and raised both his hands. "Look. I'm sorry. But it wasn't a big deal. It was going to be sorted."

"Our son was in a fight!"

"No! He wasn't a part of it. His friend was."

"Yeah his friend who was standing up for him. He was being bullied Jess. Did you know? Our son is being bullied."

"No. I didn't okay? If I did I would've done something."

"You have to tell me these things Jesse."

"I know I know and I'm sorry. I admit that was a mistake. I should've told you as soon as the school called me. It won't happen again."

"Yeah it better not. What were you thinking?"

"I just didn't think it was a big deal. All I know at that time was that his friend was the one in trouble. As far as I was concerned, Nate was okay."

"Well he wasn't Jesse and if you didn't keep this from me, maybe he would've told me what really happened." Beca snapped at him.

"I'm really sorry. I don't know what else to say."

Beca took a deep breath. "Have you gone to see the principal?"

"No. I would never without you. She also didn't ask to see me, I mean us."

"I think we should see her. What do you think?"

"I think you're right. Let's call them tomorrow to set an appointment."

Beca nods. She was still fuming but venting it out helped.

"I really am sorry Becs."

"I know. I'm just worried about him you know."

"I am too. We will figure this out."

Chloe was just a couple of hours into her shift and it was a rather slow day at the hospital. Chloe wished it was busier but then she feels bad cause busier meant more sick kids. She was at her office thinking about what's happened earlier. She would do anything for that kid.

"Chloe. You look sad." Jamie who was nearly four approached Chloe who was on the sofa. "Does it still hurt?"

"What's that bubba?"

Chloe made room for Jamie and Jamie snuggled up next to Chloe on the couch.

"Why are you sad?"

"You know when mommies have babies in their tummies?"

Jamie nodded.

"I can't do that."

"Why not?"

"Cause my tummy can't take it."

"And that makes you sad?"

"Yeah babe, it does." Chloe sniffs as she holds back her tears.

"Cause you want a baby in your tummy?"

Chloe can't stop the tears from falling now and she cries even more as Jamie wipes her tears with his little fingers.

"But you have me."

"I know bub."

"So you don't have to be sad anymore. Cause you already have a baby. I'm not as small as a baby but I'm your baby."

Jamie really got his father's charms but how can Chloe resist him when he's being that adorable.

"Thank you." Chloe kisses the top of his head as she pulls him to an embrace. "You are the sweetest little boy."

"I really don't like it when you're sad."

"I'm sorry. But you are making me feel better."

"That's good because I'm not sad about not having a mom because I have you."

Chloe cries once more upon hearing those words from Jamie. It was pretty hard to stop the tears from falling the moment they did start to fall.

"I didn't mean to make you cry some more."

"You have no idea how much comfort you're bringing me."

"Maybe not so much cause you're crying."

"No no, believe me when I say these are happy tears now."

Beca had been staring at Chloe's old number that she had saved on her phone. She wasn't even sure if she was still using the same one.

With one hand gripping the steering wheel, she decided to just go for it and pressed call.

Beca held her breath the moment it started to ring. She wanted to cancel and end the call right away but she was stuck she couldn't move anymore. So she just listened to the ringing. But it didn't stop. It just kept ringing.

She couldn't deny her disappointment when there was no answer. But surely if she could get a hold of Chloe's address, her number should be a piece of cake.

Chloe was called into the emergency room before the day ended. Her 12-hour shift extended for another 12 hours. There's a certain rush of adrenaline every time she steps out of the operation room. She washed up in the lockers quickly and went back to her office. She was on call in the emergency department tonight and she had her rounds in a few hours.

She saw several missed calls on her phone but only one from an unknown number, which was the last one she was able to return. She checked the time quickly to check if it was too late to call, 11:56pm. Chloe shrugged and just decided to call back.

On the other end, Beca was in her home studio, experimenting on a mix that's been in her head. She didn't even look at who was calling, she just wanted to make the noise coming from her phone stop.

She was about to greet whoever it was who was calling her in a rude way but was left with her jaw dropped when she heard Chloe's voice on the line.

"Hi. I'm so sorry I missed your call earlier and I'm sorry if I'm returning your call really late. This is Doctor Chloe Beale, how can I help? May I know who's this?"

"Hey." Beca was able to croak out before she was in a coughing fit choking in her own saliva. "Sorry." She cleared her throat and reached for a glass of water. "Fuck this is embarrassing."

Oh. "Bec?"

Beca didn't answer. All of a sudden she was a nervous mess. She wasn't expecting to get a call back from Chloe or to even actually get to talk to Chloe today.

"Is everything okay?"

"Sorry. I uhm." Beca clears her throat again. "So Jamie's yours? Our sons are friends. What are the odds?" Beca was cringing at herself.

Chloe chuckled at the other end. "I know. What a small world indeed."

"Jamie's a great kid. You guys obviously raised him well. You know I've met him maybe once or twice and definitely heard a lot about him. My son won't shut up about Jamie."

"That's nice to hear. Jamie's the same with Nathaniel."

"I can't believe this. The last I heard about you was you were getting married. I really am happy for you."

"Thanks. You too. Nathaniel is a great kid. I'm not really surprised that they're friends."

"So you're probably wondering why I'm calling."

"I think I have some idea."

Beca chuckles nervously. "Thank you for what you did today. Nate told me all about it. They're both lucky you were there. God I should've been there."

"Hey don't be so hard on yourself. I think the principal was just as surprised that Nathaniel was there."

"Thank you for being there for him too."

"Of course. I'd be there for him. He's–-"

"Jamie's friend." Beca finished the sentence for Chloe.

Chloe shakes her head as if Beca could see. "I was going to say your son, who is also Jamie's friend so I'm always going to be on his side too."

Beca was blushing. That statement coming from Chloe warmed her heart. She was thankful she was on the phone and not face to face with Chloe.

"I wanted to make it up to you guys."

"You don't have to. It's alright."

"No I really want to. Can you let me know when you are all available? Bring Chicago too. Nate's been nagging me to show Jamie around the studio and I would love it if you could come too."

"The scheduling might be a little too hard, but we'll see what we can do."

"Okay great. Text or call me anytime."

"I will. Thanks Bec. I'm sure Jamie would love it. But won't you have a personal assistant or something that I could contact? I know how busy you are these days."

"Nope. No assistant. I'm not as famous as you think. So please contact me directly. Unless you're the one with the assistant, please tell me now if you're going to make your secretary get back to me.'"

"Why? Will you finally admit you have a secretary too?"

"So you do have a secretary as well."

"And so do you so it seems." Chloe retorts back.

Chloe thought it was ridiculous but the banter was always easy when it came to Beca.

"So I'll wait for your call then?" Beca was surprised at her own voice.

"I'm just at work now. I'll give you a call when I know our schedules."

"I look forward to it. I'll let you work then. Thank you again for today. Good night Chlo."

"Good night Bec."

Beca's been anxious and worried since she's heard about the incident at school regarding Nate and she still is but for the first time today as she stared at her phone, Beca smiled a genuine smile.

Chloe enters their house and was supposed to go straight to her room to have a nice hot shower. But the delicious smell of food cooking lingered in the air so she decided to make a detour towards the kitchen.

Her breath hitched when she saw Beca at their kitchen cooking with Nathaniel and Jamie in the counter bopping their heads to something playing over the speakers.

Chloe had to blink twice, three times and dropped her bags as she slowly approached the three.

"Chloe you're home!" Jamie says turning to Chloe. He hopped off the bar stool and ran towards her.

"Hey sweetie." Chloe leaned down to kiss him on the head. "Where's your dad? Oh and hello Nathaniel, good to see you again."

"He's in his study. Nate and his mom came to visit me and they brought dinner. Are you hungry? It should be ready in a bit."

"Yeah it smells delicious. I can't wait. I just have to wash up. I'll join you shortly alright."

"Okay."

Jamie returned back to his seat. Chloe looked at Beca with a lot of questions. Beca just shrugged and smiled. Chloe nodded and turned away.

"Hey guys, can you stay still for just five minutes? I'll be right back." Beca ran after Chloe.

"Hey I'm sorry I didn't know we were coming until we were already on our way here. Nate really wanted to see Jamie. He feels bad for what happened."

Jamie was penalized with a two-week suspension from today for punching Nate's bully.

"No of course. It's okay. I know Jamie appreciates it a lot."

"I talked to Chicago as well. He said he was good for a studio visit for this weekend. Would you know if you're available?"

"Not at the top of my head, no. I will have to double check, I mean, it's for Jamie right? If I'm working, at least Chicago is available."

"Yeah but I would really like you to be there too… with Jamie and Chicago of course. Anyway, I'll let you go. Let's talk more after? I wanted to thank you properly."

"Oh?" Chloe raised her eyebrows.

Beca started to blush. "No no no I meant like, to thank you in a proper way." Beca closed her eyes. That did not sound any better. "Oh god."

Chloe starts to laugh while shaking her head. "Relax Bec. I know what you meant. I'll be back in a bit."

"Take your time. Dinner should be ready soon."

"Don't wait for me."

Beca made her way back to the kitchen while Chloe went straight up to her room. She was clutching her chest trying to calm her heart. She wasn't sure why it was being erratic. She focuses on the sound of Jamie laughter coming from the kitchen instead.

Beca wasn't sure how Chloe would react to her being here. It was pretty obvious how surprised she was. Beca regrets now that she didn't message her about it. She kept glancing up at the doorway waiting for Chloe to barge in.

Chloe showered quicker than usual and was rushing a little. She hurriedly walked out of her room and jumped a little when she ran into Chicago on her way down after.

"Going somewhere?" Chloe asked Chicago who had his workbag with him. "No no no no. You're not leaving me here."

"Chlo. I think you just have to face the music and get it over with. You're gonna have to talk to her sooner or later."

"Chicago this is your house, I should leave, you stay. Besides there's nothing to talk about."

"Nah, you entertain our guests, you live here too. Besides, I don't usually get babysitters, so I'm going to have to enjoy this time."

"What? You've gotta be fuckin' kidding me. At least stay with me here."

"And play third wheel? No thank you."

"At least have dinner with us here?"

Chicago wiggles his eyebrows and starts walking away.

"I'll see you later, Chlo!"

Chloe rolled her eyes and playfully pushed Chicago out the door. "Yeah yeah, enjoy your alone time. I'll hold down the fort. Don't stay out too late!"

"I won't."

Chloe was laughing to herself as she closed the door.

"Where'd daddy go?"

"He had to be somewhere. He'll be back later."

"Okay. Food's ready. Let's go."

Chloe smiled at Jamie as Jamie reached for her hand and led her to the kitchen.

It's like everything went into slow-motion for Beca when a crying baby Nate was handed to her. She was shaking cause she was scared. Beca wasn't even sure if she was holding him properly. Then Nate wrapped his tiny hand around Beca's finger. He also stopped crying.

"My Nate." Beca whispers with tears streaming down her face. "Hi there."

Beca has never felt more scared in her entire life than this moment right here. She searched Nate's face for any sign of fear or disappointment. She won't blame him. She would be scared too if she were him.

"It's not a secret that I've never done this before and it's obviously your first time as well. But I promise you we will figure this out together, alright?"

"I'm not the best mom out here. But I will be for you just give me some time okay and cut me some slack when I make mistakes. I'm a work in progress. I admit that much."

"Nathaniel Charles. I hope you like that name. If you don't, that's okay. I'm not surprised I'm already failing this early. But don't stress, we can always change it. I really hope you like it though."

Beca continued to stare at Nate, just memorizing every detail of his face.

"God… So this is what they meant by love at first sight." Beca placed a soft kiss on Nate's head. "I love you, Nate."

After dinner the boys asked permission to hang out in Jamie's room to play. They were allowed to but that left Chloe and Beca alone together. Chloe offered to wash the dishes since Beca was the one who cooked.

"I should be the one doing that. I'm the one who made a mess."

"No no please. Besides you're our guest and you prepared dinner for us already. Just sit down and relax. You can also wait for me in the living room if you want."

"Do you mind if I hang out here and keep you company while you wash?"

"Not at all."

"Are you working tomorrow? Can you have a drink or two with me now? I brought us some wine."

"I'd like that." Chloe dried her hands quickly and grabbed two wine glasses from the cupboard.

She set them on the counter and went back to washing the dishes. Beca opened the wine bottle and left it to air out for a bit.

"I'll be a few more minutes. You can start drinking."

"Don't worry I will. Take your time."

They started to have small talk with neither of them daring to address the elephant in the room yet. Chloe had her back to Beca most of the time and Beca couldn't help but stare. She looked around again and snorted before she could stop herself.

This made Chloe turn around to look at her. "What was that for?"

"Nothing. I don't think you want to know."

"How do you know that?"

"I just have a strong feeling."

"Tell me then I'll let you know."

Beca thought about it. She wasn't sure when she would get this chance again so she decided to go for it.

"Well I just had a thought that this could probably be the exact image of my 'what ifs' and 'what could have beens' in life."

Chloe chuckled as she turns her attention back to drying the dishes. "You were right. I don't want to know."

"Can't say I didn't warn you." Beca tried to hide her disappointment.

Chloe was done with the washing and was now preparing to face Beca. She closed her eyes as she tries to calm her nerves and did some quick breathing; inhaling through the nose and exhaling through the mouth.

Beca busied herself by continuously swirling her red wine in her glass.

"Okay done." Chloe turned around to face Beca. "Shall we move to the living room?"

"Lead the way." Beca grabbed both their glasses leaving Chloe to grab the wine bottle.

They settled down on the sofa sitting on opposite ends of it. Chloe put the wine bottle in the coffee table between them and grabbed her own glass.

"Are you okay to drink? You're not driving?" Chloe asked breaking the deafening silence between them.

"It's fine. Fred is outside waiting."

"Your driver? I see."

"Shut up."

"I didn't say anything. But that's good."

They sat in awkward silence once more and just kept drinking their wine. Chloe then reached for the remote control and turned on the TV. She was flicking through the channels and ended up with the home shopping network.

It was Beca's turn to chuckle this time, which made Chloe turn to her. Beca turned to Chloe as well so they were now looking at each other. "I know you Chlo. Just go ahead and ask me."

"I don't think I know what you mean." Chloe says turning back to face the TV. She engrossed herself with whatever mosquito lamp killer they were selling.

"I can tell there's something on your mind."

"Aren't we a little too old for twenty questions?"

"Do you want me to start?" Beca continued to tease Chloe.

"What are you doing?" Chloe turns her whole body and sits cross-legged facing Beca.

"Making conversation." Beca wasn't ready for the sudden switch with Chloe's tone.

"No I meant what are you doing here?"

"I told you. Nate wanted to visit Jamie."

Chloe rolled her eyes. "I know that but that's not what I meant. You didn't have to stay. But here you are. Why?"

Beca gulped down her wine and grabbed the bottle for a refill. Chloe just watches her and doesn't say anymore.

"Were you ever going to tell me?"

Chloe was confused by Beca's question. "Tell you what?"

"That you were here in LA. I swear to god I hate Nate getting hurt but he led you right back to me."

"Well seeing that our boys are the best of friends, it was bound to happen wasn't it?"

"Yeah and I'm really glad it did."

"To be honest I was hoping it wouldn't happen. If I were maybe given a choice, I wouldn't want to see you again. I mean who would want to see someone who broke their heart?"

"I understand you're right and I'm sorry. Maybe it wasn't by choice that we did meet again but like you said here we are. Now that I'm sure you're hearing this, I just wanted to say I really missed you."

Chloe looked away.

"You know I always wondered too what could have been if only I had gone with you to Jesse's wedding. But then that thought's gone as soon as I think it. Nathaniel is a great kid. I'm actually glad now that things happened the way they did."

"I love that kid so much."

"I know. I told you you were going to be a great mom."

"Am I really?"

"You do your best."

They sat in silence again.

"You know I still get nightmares from time to time about that night. The last time I saw you. I relive that night over and over again and you know what I regret the most was walking away from you. I know this might bet the last thing you would want to know but aren't you going to ask me why I left? I didn't want to you know but I was so scared."

Chloe closed her eyes and shook her head.

"Please stop. I don't really want to know anymore. What's done is done. Believe it or not, I don't blame you for that. You did what you thought was best for your child. I could never judge you for that."

"Don't get me wrong Jesse's a great dad too. But I can't help but wonder how things would've been different if I hadn't walked away and you were still in my life and in Nate's life too."

Chloe didn't answer right away and couldn't help but scoff. "I'm sure there wasn't much of a difference. He's doing just fine without me."

"I'm not." Beca said in almost a whisper. "But this was my choice right."

They both sighed and drank their wine at the same time.

"Don't say that."

"It's true." Before Chloe could protest, Beca added. "You know what I miss the most?"

Chloe hated how her curiosity always gets the best of her. "What?"

"I miss the feeling of knowing you were just there."

Beca broke eye contact and downed her wine once more. She sniffled. She could feel her eyes getting teary but tried to blink them back.

Chloe downed her wine as well but instead of being flattered by Beca's words, she can feel her anger rising. So she tries to down them with wine.

"Have you forgiven me yet?" Beca couldn't stop now that she's started.

"Have you?" Chloe was deflecting,

Beca doesn't answer. "Anyway, I've been meaning to ask. Where's your ring? Or is that a rude thing to ask?"

"You mean my wedding ring?" Chloe chuckled and looked down at her bare left ring finger. Beca followed her gaze.

"Yeah. At first I thought you just didn't wear it when you're at work. But right now, I'm not so sure anymore?"

Chloe shook her head. "I don't wear one cause I'm not married."

"Oh."

"What about you. Why aren't you married to Jesse? I mean you're together right?"

"To be honest if it were up to me, we would've been married already years ago. But Jesse didn't want to get married. I guess with everything that's happened with Laura blowing him off on their wedding day, who could blame him?"

Chloe just nodded. That made sense.

"Why aren't you married to Chicago?" Beca asked Chloe. "The last news I heard about you was your engagement. Are you one of those couples that are engaged forever?"

"I was engaged but it wasn't to Chicago. Me and Chicago were in the same class in med school. In fact he used to date Aubrey. I sort of introduced them. You remember my friend Aubrey?"

"Of course I do. She's a bit hard to forget. Are you still friends with her? With all of them?"

"Oh yeah. They're all just back in New York."

"And your engagement?"

"I called it off. One of the few reasons I moved to LA if I was being really honest."

"Why? If you don't mind."

"I called it off because I couldn't give him the thing he wanted the most."

"Is that even possible? What could he possibly want that you can't-"

"Kids." Chloe cuts off Beca.

"Oh but. Wait what do you mean? What about Jamie?"

Chloe had a sad smile.

"Jamie's not mine. He's not Aubrey's either. When Chicago and Aubrey called it quits, me and Chicago remained friends. Aubrey didn't mind that and when she moved in with her new partner, me and Chicago decided to live together."

Beca nodded but remained quiet allowing Chloe to continue.

"Shortly after I moved in, Jamie entered the narrative. Chicago was going to drop out to take care of Jamie full time. But I offered to help him so he was able to do part-time. It took him longer to finish but here we are."

"Where's Jamie's mom?"

"Who knows? I will never understand how a mother could leave her child like that. But what do I know, right? I'm not one."

"Don't say that. He's your son too even if he's not really yours."

"Thank you. That really means a lot."

"So anyway." Chloe continued. "I called it off after my second miscarriage. The first one we were able to get through. But the second one, it just broke me. I ended things with him."

"Chloe I'm so sorry. I didn't know."

"Jamie was barely five years old at this point and he singlehandedly picked me up and pulled me out of that dark place. I owe that little boy my life."

Beca wanted to pull Chloe in a hug or hold her hand. But she hesitated. She didn't think it was her place.

"So that's me. Please go."

"I'm really glad Jesse didn't want to get married all those years ago."

"Why is that?"

"We both realised not long after Nate that there really was nothing more between us. We're good friends and business partners."

"Oh right. I just remembered. Congratulations on the label. I know you worked hard to make it happen."

"Thank you. You'll hear more about it if you make it to the studio tour." Beca winked at Chloe. Chloe starts laughing at Beca's antics.

So what's with you and Chicago?"

"We're still friends as you can see."

"How come I find it very hard to believe that you and him never even tried? And you live together?"

"I don't sleep with all my housemates if that's what you're implying."

"Just me then?"

"No. Chicago too and a couple of others too but not all."

"You're joking right? Please tell me you're joking."

Chloe just shrugged.

"But really, at one point we tried and it would have been most ideal if him and I worked out. We have a feeling deep down Jamie wishes for it to happen. I think that's what's ultimately stopping us. I want to love him for him not because I love Jamie."

"So you're not dating anyone?"

"I didn't say that but how am I supposed to juggle work with dating?"

"I am the same. We say we don't have time to date but look at us hanging out. We're here with each other now despite our busy schedules."

"I keep forgetting that you're famous now. You're Beca Mitchell. You can have anyone you could possibly want."

"Apparently not the one I actually want. If I say I still have feelings for you, will you believe me?"

"I find that ironic when you're the one who not just cheated on me but also chose to leave me. I think you like your idea of me. You don't even know me anymore. It's been years Bec. How sure are you that you like this Chloe?"

"Okay first of all, harsh but I get it. I deserved that. Second how sure are you that I'm not going to like this Chloe? I kinda like her already."

"Be serious. There's so much at stake this time. It's not just about you and me."

"I am serious. And I know that but I still want to go for it. I know I am not the most ideal type to date or at least be friends with. But you have to admit, I think we'll be seeing each other more often. We should at least try to be friends again and see where that takes us."

Beca decided right then and there that she didn't want to be just friends with Chloe, she had always wanted more but if Chloe were to be in her life only just as her friend then she would choose that than not having Chloe in her life at all.

"I miss you Chlo. I miss this. Friends?"

Beca's phone rang before Chloe was able to respond. Chloe was glad it did.

"Sorry I have to take this."

"Go ahead it's okay."

When Chloe heard Beca say to whoever it was on the other end that she could meet with them. Chloe saw that it was almost nine in the evening. So she decided to get and call the boys. It was a school night after all.

Jamie and Chloe walked their guests out.

"Well thanks to you both for coming. I'm sure Jamie appreciates it." Chloe says. "What do you say Jamie?"

"Thank you." Jamie then looks up at Chloe. "By the way, Nate invited me to go over to theirs tomorrow after school, can I can I please?"

"Nice try little man. Let's talk about it later with your dad, okay?"

Beca watched the two interact. They really were like mother and son. Jamie already caught some of Chloe's mannerisms.

"You guys don't have to make a decision now Chlo." Then she turns to Jamie. "You are most welcome to come over anytime any day."

"Thank you Beca." Jamie says politely.

"No worries J." Beca winked at him and gave him a high five.

Chloe's eyebrows shot up at their exchange. She was curious how and when these two managed to get so comfortable.

"What about you bud?" Beca asked Nate.

"Thank you again Doctor Chloe." He offers his hand again for a handshake.

Chloe took it. "It's always good to see you."

"Alright. Let's go." Beca tells Nate.

It warmed Chloe's heart to see Nate reaching up for Beca's hand. They both watched them get in the car and waved when Beca and Nate looked back at them before they entered their car.

That night Chloe tucked Jamie in with a promise that they will talk about him visiting Nathaniel tomorrow. She saw that Chicago was still in his study so she pops her head in the doorway.

"Hey. When did you get back? I didn't hear you come in."

"Now I didn't mean to eavesdrop but…"

Chloe is rolling her eyes already. "Don't even start."

"Nothing to talk about, huh?"

Chloe glares at Chicago. "I just wanted to say good night. So good night. I'm going now."

"What? Come on. I'm happy for you two. I'm glad you had that chance to talk."

"You still owe me remember?"

"Okay okay but let me say one last thing. Whatever it is you're worried about, they're all valid concerns. No one's pressuring you to welcome her back. But it's obvious she still has feelings for you so maybe if there's really nothing there, you should just tell her."

"I have yet to process what just happened in there. I am in no state to even workout anyone's feelings."

"If you need to talk to anyone, you know where to find me."

"Thank you. But I don't think I can trust your opinion. You're in love with Beca."

"So I love her music. Does that make me so biased?"

Chloe shakes her head and leaves Chicago alone. She walks to her room and as she lay in bed, she replays the events from earlier. She's staring at her ceiling in the dark when her phone lights up on her bedside table.

She thinks about whether or not she should check it but she was too lazy to move. When she didn't, she embraced the return of the dark when her phone light went off. She was able to close her eyes then and slowly give in to sleep.

After making sure Nate was comfortable, Beca went in her studio to catch up on some work she's missed today. She couldn't say no to Nate when he asked to go over to Jamie's and Beca couldn't let the opportunity of seeing Chloe pass.

She kept checking her phone for any reply from Chloe but she didn't get any. She hated waiting for anyone's reply. But in saying that, she was rather pleased with her talk with Chloe tonight. It definitely felt like the old days and whatever feelings she has tried so hard to shove down were slowly making their way back up.

She checked her phone one last time and sighed when she saw there was nothing. She then puts it back on the table faced down and focused on her arrangement.

To Chloe: So… friends?