Chapter 15

The incoming call notification had Virgil scrambling for his phone, fumbling with the handset while trying to swipe a call accept icon that suddenly seemed too small and fiddly to be practical. It took him three hasty attempts before managing to complete the action correctly, allowing him to finally speak to the brother who had been frustratingly out of contact. Scott had been in LA for three days and Virgil was now desperate for news but he had promised he wouldn't interfere lest he call at the wrong moment and inflame matters further. It had been a nail-biting wait, forcing himself to be patient and trust Scott to call when he could.

"Scott, how is it?" It took him a moment to register that the face on the screen wasn't Scott's despite what the caller ID proclaimed. "Gordon?" He was surprised to see a younger brother rather than an older one.

"Don't sound so pleased to see me." There was an air of the old teasing Gordon making a slow return.

"Sorry. Of course I'm pleased to see you," and he genuinely was, the face that looked back at him was still too thin and pale for comfort but the hair was clean again and the eyes had lost their haunted glaze, "I just wasn't expecting it. Where's Scott?"

"He's here too." The scene on Virgil's screen shifted quickly as the handset at the other end was spun round to reveal its rightful owner who gave a little wave. "He said he was going to call you so I asked if I could go first."

"Well, how are you?"

"I'm...okay." Virgil had made him promise in the past not to lie about how he was feeling, it was one of the reasons he had been pulling away; it didn't count as lying if you just omitted the truth. "It's been a strange few days."

"I'll bet."

"For a start I've found out that flyboy over there gets ever so twitchy if anyone else is at the controls of a plane. You'd best hope you never have to take him as a passenger in that bumble bee of yours if it ever gets off the drawing board. Or was it more like a turtle, that beast was green wasn't it?" The look of fear that crossed Virgil's face would have been comical if it wasn't so genuine and Gordon was given the sudden reminder that, as far as Virgil was concerned, he wasn't meant to know about their father's vision. He was quick with his reassurances. "It's okay, Dad told me about his rescue plans"

"He still won't tell Alan though" Scott called out from across the room, "Dad has taken him out to fetch ice cream so we can talk freely for a few minutes."

"Ice cream?"

"Yeah, I think he's just trying to cover some of his own guilt. He's still no Dad of the year though." Scott's tone was derisive and Virgil could tell that tensions must still be running high. "He's going to have to tell him sooner or later, he can't just spring it on the kid that he is being dragged out of school and shunted across the world when the island move happens."

"What, you mean like he gave us time to prepare for the move to LA?" Gordon snorted. "I don't know about you guys but me and Alan didn't exactly get much warning when we left Kansas."

This surprised the older two who had known all about the plan, the many arguments were etched in their memories. In this case the problem child had been John. Scott had been making the transition from university to the Air Force and Virgil had been busy preparing for his studies at Denver but John had been on a path that didn't align with their father's business plans. The fifteen year old, with a coveted place at Harvard nearly in his grasp, had begged to stay so he could finish high school without interruptions; he had worked hard to stay two grades ahead of the curve and an inter-state move could undo it all. Of course letting John live alone had been out of the question, and Jeff had not been prepared to delay the move, leading to flares of temper and defiance that none of them had realised the middle child was capable of. It was only when Grandma stepped in, offering to return from New Mexico to become custodian of the farm and care for John during that final year that their father relented. With all of the concerns over John and his university dreams it hadn't occurred to either of them that the youngest two hadn't been told about the move. Evidently their father's policy of 'need to know' was long running.

"Don't worry Gords, Scott and I will make sure that Alan gets told. If Dad's idea happens, and knowing Dad it probably will, Alan won't just have another move sprung on him. I promise." There was sincere honesty in those deep brown eyes and Gordon gave a subtle nod of thanks. "So tell me everything that has been happening over the last few days."

Gordon recounted everything that had happened since Scott's arrival, prompted by said older brother if he missed anything out. Virgil winced at the revelations. Even with the sanitised highlights he could tell that the last few days had been an emotional rollercoaster. In some cases the revelations were beyond his worst fears and he couldn't help feeling proud of his little brother who had been living through harder circumstances than any of them had imagined.

"Which brings us to today," Gordon brought the tale up to the present, "Dad's decided I need to learn to fly seeing as this island he's chosen isn't exactly on the commercial air routes. Alan's going to start learning too; Dad wasn't happy about that idea but Scott reminded him that he started learning at Alan's age. You should have seen him up there, Alan is an absolute natural." Gordon's voice glowed with pride at the achievements of his little brother.

"You didn't do badly yourself" Scott cut in from across the room.

"So why were your knuckles white the whole time?"

"Hey, as you said, I just like being the one in control. It was no different when Dad was piloting and he's clocked up more flight hours than the rest of us put together."

"I can just imagine it" Virgil snorted, "you should've seen him supervising John when he was learning to drive."

Gordon glanced across at Scott who had visibly paled at the memory, before turning his attention back to Virgil. "So yeah, I've now got to fit in pilot training and exams around getting back up to strength for WASP selection."

"And WASP is definitely what you want? You aren't just going along with it so you can get away from Dad? I know you'll be able to do it, but please don't enlist unless you're really sure."

Gordon wasn't sure if that was the concerned older brother or the family pacifist speaking; WASP was still military after all and Virgil had made no secrets of his thoughts in that direction. But equally Virgil knew how stubborn he was and how he would never back down from a challenge and had managed to resolve his difference with Scott over the Air Force so he chalked the questions up to brotherly concern.

"Yeah, I'm sure. It's a good life Virg, something I can really make a career out of and the opportunities for officers…"

"Officer?" This definitely surprised the distant sibling. The widened eyes elicited a slight blush from Gordon.

"Um, yeah, that was Scott's idea." He was still having a little trouble reconciling himself to the notion that he was cut out to lead.

"Not just my idea" said brother called out from his perch on the bed, "the Marineville lot wanted to transfer you to officer training too. This time round you'll just be applying for the officer steam from the beginning."

"As I was saying before I was so rudely interrupted," Gordon shot Scott a glare of mock indignation, earning a chuckle from Virgil "it's a good life. And yes, this time I'll be trying out as an officer. I'll have to redo the aptitude tests, different benchmarks and all that, but we've been looking into it and my scores were already at the right level. There's just one additional aptitude test for officers that I never took before. I've tried an online practice test and did ok so I should be alright. I'm booked in to take it for real in a fortnight. After that it's selection at Marineville again and then hopefully I'm in. It'll take a few months but by the summer I should have my first posting. The officer intakes don't happen as frequently as junior ranks so I've got time to train."

"You seem to have it all mapped out and not a college course in sight."

"Nope. Thanks, both of you. It's...it's been a hard few months and I couldn't see a way out of it all."

There was a noticeable slump in Gordon's posture and the light went out of his eyes as the memories of his recent trials flooded back in. It broke Virgil's heart to see how on a knife edge his brother still was and he knew he and Scott would need to keep a close eye on their younger sibling for a long while yet. At least Gordon had a goal to work towards again; they both knew his steely determination and drive to succeed. Once he had set his sights on a challenge nothing would stop him, the Olympics had proved that.

"Any time. And don't be a stranger. If Dad starts getting on your case again or you just need to talk to someone you know where I am. I've been told my couch is pretty comfy too if this new schedule of training and flying lessons allows you any time off."

"Admit it, you just want me back for my cooking" Gordon smirked.

"Maybe…" Virgil gave his best puppy dog eyes, eliciting a chuckle from both his brothers.

Any further chatter was interrupted by the sound of the apartment door crashing open, announcing the return of Jeff and Alan from the grocery store, followed by Alan's shouts that if they didn't get out there quick there would be no chocolate chip left for them. Both knew better than to treat this as an idle threat so with a hurried goodbye to Virgil they departed to claim their portions.

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Life soon settled into a new routine. Jeff still rarely made it back for dinner, they couldn't expect miracles over night, but he was getting better at being home before Alan went to bed at least. Gordon suspected that had something to do with the 'discussion' Scott had with Jeff the night before he returned to his Air Force base. The voices that drifted through the firmly shut study door had shown a flare of temper from both sides and Gordon had been grateful Alan was already in bed and so not around to witness the argument. It was just as well Tracys were good at putting on a front, by the morning of Scott's departure the tension had been firmly suppressed and Alan had been able to say goodbye to his eldest brother without any hint of bad feeling spoiling the moment.

Where life before the Olympics had been a mix of school and swimming, so life for Gordon going forwards became a mix of physical training and flight theory with time in the air thrown in at the weekends. He passed the WASP officer aptitude test easily enough but the next available selection course date wasn't until after his birthday, leaving him with several months to focus on gaining the appropriate endorsements on his pilot's licence to allow him to transport himself to and from his father's intended island base.

Gordon wasn't bad at flying but he didn't possess the raw natural talent of his youngest sibling. He was competent and thorough with a steady hand but he couldn't miss the looks of pride Jeff directed towards Alan as yet again the youngest of the family performed a maneuver as if he had been at the control yoke since birth. It didn't stop at looks either, all too often Gordon found himself on the receiving end of an unfavourable comparison only this time it was against his younger brother as opposed to his older ones and the arena was cockpit rather than classroom performance. Evidently, for Jeff, old habits were hard to quell.

This time though Gordon wasn't facing his troubles alone. Scott would check in with him occasionally until an overseas posting took him out of contact but Virgil was his real lifeline. Virgil made sure there was never more than a week between calls and often the gaps were smaller if he sensed Gordon slipping back and becoming more distant. The brother who had taken on the role of counselor seemed to have an uncanny intuition when it came to Gordon's mood.

The extended time around his father however was still proving difficult and Gordon found himself eagerly boarding a flight to Denver to catch a much needed break.

As ever, Virgil was there to meet him at the airport.

"Good flight?"

"It was ok."

"Not tempted to crash the cockpit then?"

Gordon just rolled his eyes and carried on out to the taxi ranks. To his surprise though Virgil directed the cab to take them to the smaller private airfield out of town rather than the apartment.

"Sorry Gords" he got in response to his querying look. "You know Dad said you gotta keep up your air time and this was the only runway slot I could get."

"Yeah, yeah, I know the deal." One of the conditions of a weekend with Virgil was that he got some time in the sky to make up for the lesson he was missing with his father. "Are you alright with me taking up your baby?"

"I trust you" Virgil shrugged. He wasn't quite as in love with and overprotective of his plane as Scott was of his, but neither was he going to let on to Gordon that he had had a long and in depth discussion with their father about Gordon's ability and competence before he had agreed to help with Gordon's pilot education.

Gordon always thought it odd that Virgil had a plane but didn't bother to run his own car, although the longer he spent in the air the more he could see the appeal. Scott of course had always loved flight and it was no surprise to anyone that a big proportion of his allowance went on maintaining a craft that screamed billionaire playboy. Virgil's choice was more subtle and practical, if operating your own private plane counted as practical; perfect for hopping around the country from his central base in Denver to visit family on his own schedule. Despite also being in possession of big enough allowance to afford it John had neither car nor plane having declared that flying commercial was much more sensible for his main coast to coast journey and he wasn't one for pleasure flying; he was much more interested in what lay outside the atmosphere, far beyond the reach of a mere plane.

At the airfield Virgil maneuvered his little hopper out of the hanger he stored her in and then passed control over to Gordon.

"Go on then, show me what you can do" Virgil prompted after giving Gordon a quick rundown of the specific take off speed and other essential details he would need to operate the plane safely. He settled back in the co-pilot's chair, exuding a calm confidence despite itching to keep his hands on the controls; Gordon might be his brother and Jeff had given assurances that all would be well but Virgil was still uncomfortably aware that he has supervising an unlicensed novice pilot.

His fears were soon dispelled once Gordon started going through the motions in textbook fashion including performing his own pre-flight checks despite having watched those same checks being performed just a few minutes earlier. A short burst down the runway and they were up in the air. It wasn't graceful and Gordon lacked the finesse that came with experience but Virgil was pleasantly surprised at the amount of progress Gordon had made in such a short space of time.

The problem with flying though is that unless you are practicing something like aerobatics then just keeping a plane in the air is actually pretty easy, it's the take off and landing that takes skill. They weren't making a journey so there was no real navigation to do beyond avoiding the restricted airspace and corridors used by the commercial flights and the weather was clear so flying by instruments was unnecessary. All in all it was a thoroughly untaxing lesson, allowing them to relax and enjoy the time together.

"So how's your project going?" Gordon asked as he banked to avoid flying directly over a village.

"It's okay. I'm on track to be done by the summer."

"What will you do after that? Move back to LA or stay out here?"

"Neither, hopefully." Gordon gave his brother a questioning glance of surprise. "Got to get space rated for Dad's project. Me and John'll be heading out to Tracy College for that, just waiting for confirmation of a course place."

"Space rated?" He had realised John would need to undergo astronaut training in preparation for life on a space station but most of the project specifics were still a mystery to him.

"Yeah. Someone's got to be able to play taxi service for John and I might need to take a rotation on call monitoring; he can't live off planet forever."

"Sounds like plans are really coming together for it. Does this mean Scott will need to get space rated at Tracy College too?"

"Scott…" There was a heavy pause and Gordon took his eye off the sky to regard his brother. Virgil's brow had furrowed into a frown and when he spoke again there was a heaviness that told of hidden arguments. "Scott isn't joining, he's sticking to the Air Force."

This surprised Gordon. In the few conversations he had had with his father about the project, usually confined to a cockpit where Alan couldn't overhear, Scott was talked about like Virgil was, as a committed member of the team. His role as first responder and pilot of the envisioned rocket plane had been presented in terms of undisputed fact. No wonder the topic made Virgil look stormy, he was a peacemaker and if Scott wasn't fitting in with their father's vision Gordon could imagine that the arguments had been many and explosive.

"Oh."

"Yeah. Oh."

"So what's going to happen there? Surely you can't manage with just the three of you?"

"I don't know. I'd like to think there is a contingency plan but Dad seems so sure Scott's going to change his mind and do it. They're both as stubborn as mules though and neither wants to give up their dream. It's a good project, the tech looks amazing and we could really save lives. I can see Scott's point though, he's made a life for himself away from Dad and, well, you know yourself what Dad can be like for giving orders."

Gordon knew all too well what it felt like to be on the receiving end of those orders, particularly when they were at odds with your own plans. At least Scott had the advantage of physical distance as a buffer to the disapproval and if push came to shove, if Jeff cut Scott off as punishment, the Air Force pay was enough to live on even if it meant Scott had to change his lifestyle to suit the lower budget.

Gordon made the final approach back towards the airfield, diverting the full attention of both brothers to monitoring the landing. As with the take off it wasn't polished and it wasn't pretty but it was safe and Virgil found himself once again admiring just how far his brother had come in such a short space of time. He wondered if, given time, Gordon would join the team. Jeff hadn't made any mention of Gordon taking on a role in the rescue organisation, even if he was now allowed to know of its existence, but there was no denying that having an extra pilot on books could only be a good thing. Maybe one day he and Gordon would fly together, the more time he spent with his brother the more he enjoyed the company although, Virgil reflected, if they were to fly as a team he would be happier if Gordon took the co-pilot's position.

With the plane back on the ground and safely returned to her berth in the hangers Virgil pushed all thoughts of Gordon joining the rescue business out of his mind; unless their father issued the instruction there was no point even considering the option. And anyway, Gordon was heading off to the military like Scott had so who knew if he would even want to join the project. Better to just let their father know that the required flying lesson had gone without a hitch then settle back to enjoy the weekend.