Still reeling back from Emma's death... now here's a new chapter!


Back at Bobby's house

After transporting her body back to Bobby's house, Dean took Emma and put her in her room until they decide what to do with her body.

Dean walks back into the kitchen, where everybody was sitting at the table and drinking whiskey in silence. Dean sighs heavily and rubs his face in exhaustion, sitting down next to Sam. Sam passes him a glass of Whiskey and Dean took it into his hands, just staring in silence.

Bobby rubs his face and sighed heavily, looking at his boys. He knows that they're taking her death pretty hard. Bobby stood up and walks to the bread box, remembering the envelopes Emma had given him earlier tonight. He takes them out and walks back to his chair, sitting down.

Bobby clears his throat and took Emma's will out of her envelope.

"Uh...I have Emma's will." Bobby says, looking at the boys and Ellen. Dean and Sam glances at Bobby in surprise. Ellen didn't look at Bobby, still staring at her drink.

Bobby reads her will, then clears his throat. "It says that she wishes to have the hunter's burial. She left me her truck. She wants Jo to have her necklace to remember her by. Dean, she wants you to have the jade bracelet you gave her. She mentioned she didn't have anything else to give except to please read the letters that she wrote to us."

Bobby says, getting the letters and passing them to Ellen, Dean and Sam. They all held her unopened letters.


Ellen was the first to open the letter.

"Ellen,

I wanted to tell you thank you for everything you have done for me for the past couple of years. You took me in when I had nowhere to go. That says a lot about you. You are one of the kindest people I have ever met. You even treated me as if I was your other daughter. I loved spending time with you. You have taught me a lot. You taught me that I had to fight for my life and also taught me how to deal with the boys whenever they piss me off. Your daughter, I loved her like a sister. Please make sure you give her my letter and tell her that the necklace is for her to remember me by.

Here's a picture that I've included for you and Jo. Make sure you put that up at the bar so whatever you are not busy, you can look at it and remember all the memories that we created together.

Love,

Emma."

Ellen smiles at the end of the letter, tears rolling down her cheeks. She pulls out the picture out of the letter and chuckles at it. "This was taken when we were working together." She explains, showing them the picture.

The guys smiled at the picture.


Sam sighs heavily and glance at the letter before opening it.

"Sam,

I don't know what to say except thank you. You have been there for me, more than you know. You knew when I needed you without having to say a word. You were there for me when I needed to talk and sometimes to hang out with you when I'm bored. As the years went by, you became my brother. When I lost my family, I thought that I was going to be alone for the rest of my life until you and Dean came into my life. I don't regret it at all. I have become very blessed to have you guys in my life and I couldn't imagine a life without you or Dean. Now you know that I'm gone, please take care of each other. Dean is the only family you have now and please don't lose that. I will kill you if you do. :) Just a little of my sense of humor... Oh, Sam. I know you must be heartbroken by my death. Make sure to take care of Bobby and Dean for me as they deal with my death. Make sure that Dean doesn't do anything stupid. You probably know now that Dean sold his soul to bring you back. I was pissed when I found out, but I can't do anything about it. You need to save him... Sam. Try. Here's a picture for you so that way, you'll always remember my smile and my silly side.

Love always,

Emma"

Sam lets out a sob and laughs too when he sees the picture. He holds it against his chest and closes his eyes to remember the day at the beach.

Dean glances at Bobby. Bobby is silently reading the letter.


"Bobby,

You have been so good to me. You've become like an uncle to me and I am so grateful that I got to know you in my life before my death. You take care of my truck and you can use it anytime if you need it. As you wonder, why did I write these letters to you guys? I knew that I was going to die tonight and I didn't want to leave without leaving something. I wanted to say goodbye to you guys. Maybe I shouldn't have gone to face the demon, but I needed to. He has been haunting me for years and I wanted to face him, not run away from him in fear. I needed to be brave. I'm sure that I was brave. You take care of the boys and kick their ass whatever they needed it.

I love you.

Always,

Emma"

Bobby lets out a sob, clutching the picture of them together to his chest. He stood up and walks outside to the front pouch. Ellen joins him in their grief for Emma.

Sam nodded to Dean, knowing that he needed to be alone when he reads her letter. Sam leaves the kitchen.


Dean sighs heavily and opens the letter slowly. The picture fell out in the process and he picks it up, smiling at the picture. He puts the picture down and started to read the letter.

"Dean...

If you're reading this, that means that I'm dead. I'm sorry. I wish I could have said all those things to you in person instead of a letter. But there was no time. I never dreamt that I would fall in love with you. I'm glad I did. You have changed my life, in many ways. I think about you every day. I think about our memories together. I smile when I hear your favorite songs that you always blast out in the Impala. I smile whenever I look at the Jade bracelet. I want you to have it so you can look at it and think about me. The only regret that I had was the end of our relationship. I wish that... Our relationship never ended. But... It's okay. I forgave you a long time ago. It was what you needed and you're right... I did betray you. I wish I hadn't done that. I wish I had told you about what your Dad had done. But we can't take back our actions, can't we? All we can do is learn our lessons and move on. I want you to promise me something. If you love someone, you tell 'em. Even if you're scared that it's not the right thing, even if you're scared that it'll cause problems, even if you're scared that it will burn your life to the ground. You say it, and you say it loud. Remember that, Dean.

I love you so much, Dean.

Always and forever,

Emma"

Dean sobs, clutching the picture into his face. He'll never understand why Emma had to die. She didn't deserve this.


About one or two chapters will be posted without Emma then the rest of the chapters, she'll be back. *Sniffles*... I feel so bad for Dean. By the way, I took the quote that Mark says to someone before he passed away (Grey's Anatomy). I thought what he said was pretty good so I "borrowed" it.

Stardust67: I know, I know. *Sniffles*

Morgan: So glad to know that you'll continue to follow the story until the END. :) Thanks girl!