"Dean's gone," Sam choked out, looking at Bobby. Bobby froze for a moment and gave him the saddest look that Sam has never seen before.
Bobby exhales sharply, trying to keep his emotions in. He looks behind Sam and saw that Emma wasn't there. "Where's Emma?"
Sam wipes his tears away and lets out a heavy sigh. "She's with Dean right now. I….came to find you and I wanted to let you know that Dean's….. He's dead. He's all torn up and I just wanted to prepare you so that way…. You won't be taken back by the sight of his body."
Bobby walks across the room and gave Sam a tight hug, causing him to let out a sob.
"I don't know what to do now, Bobby…."
Bobby moves back from Sam. "We'll deal with it once we…figure out what to do with his body. Now…let's go get Emma."
As Sam and Bobby arrived in the spare room, Bobby let out a soft gasp at the sight of Emma holding Dean. He could see the blood everywhere, on the floor and on Emma. He notices that Emma's forehead has been split open.
Bobby walks behind Emma gently and puts his hand on her shoulder. "Emma…" He whispers, caressing her back.
She looks back at Bobby with tears in her gray eyes. It broke Bobby's heart right there, seeing that Emma is so broken for the first time in his life since he met her.
"Emma?" Bobby says again, looking for any signs of recognition on her face. She looked shocked and was in a haze… like nothing was in front of her except Dean in her arms.
Emma looks back up at Bobby and spoke for the first time since he and Sam entered the room. "What….what am I going to do now, Bobby?" Her voice broke at his name and he closed his eyes, feeling the tears coming.
"I don't know, Baby…" Bobby says, opening his eyes to her. She lets out a sob and look back at Dean's face. "He….Oh god... He was screaming…. I couldn't do anything to save him." Emma started to weep again, caressing Dean's face.
Bobby wipes away his tears quickly and looks back at Sam. Sam didn't even know what to say.
"Baby… we have to go. We need to take his body..."
Emma shook her head, "No. No….I'm not ready."
"Emma…we need to. You can't hold him forever…." Bobby says, feeling horrible that he has to take away Dean from her.
Emma lets out a heavy sob as Sam gently removes the body from her arms and left the room, carrying his body.
Emma stares at the blood on the floor and just lost it. She bent over, sobbing hysterically.
Bobby teared up at the sight and pulls her back into his arms, letting her to grieve. She presses her face into his chest and just squeezed him so tight as if she was going to lose him too.
He rests his cheek against her hair, his hot tears falling against her.
As she stops crying, Bobby lets her go then stand up. Emma tried to stand up, but faltered back down as if she was going to faint, Bobby caught her in time. He grunts as he picked her up and carried her in bridal-style to his car, her head against his shoulder and her arms around his neck.
He puts her in the front passenger seat and looked at Sam, who was waiting in the Impala. Bobby nodded at him and got into his car, driving off with Sam behind him. Bobby looks over and saw that Emma has fallen asleep, her head against the window.
Emma's POV
I felt Bobby's car stop abruptly, which woke me up. We have arrived at Bobby's home and Ellen was there, waiting for us. I could tell that she has been crying.
I couldn't feel anything….I just feel so numb and weak. As Bobby and Sam got out of the car, carrying Dean's body into the house, Ellen walks to my door and opens it.
"Hey, darlin'" Ellen says softly, hugging me. I didn't hug her back.
She takes a look at my forehead and caresses it softly. "We'll fix the cut back up after you take a shower."
I didn't even say a word to her and Ellen looks so sad. "Emma, please say something."
I let out an exhausted sigh and closed my eyes. "Okay….let's get you out of the car."
Ellen wraps her arm around my back and helped me to get out of Bobby's car.
"Come on, baby…" She whispers into my ear as she encourages me to go into the house. It felt like I was in a haze and couldn't do anything. I think I'm in shock.
She then walks with me slowly into the house, then to upstairs to go to my bathroom.
She started to turn on the shower, and then helped me to take my clothes off.
She walks me to the shower and started to wash my hair softly. "Emma….I'm sorry." Ellen whispers as I got all his blood off me and my hair.
She gave me the towel and I wrapped around my body, leaving my wet hair down.
It dripped all the way to my bedroom and I quickly got into my pajamas then into my bed.
All I wanted to do is to sleep… that's all I wanted to do.
I closed my eyes and rest my cheek against the pillow, breathing slowly. I open my eyes when Ellen walks in the room with the first aid kit.
She cleans my wound up on my forehead, then covers it up with white gauze and then taped it down. While she was fixing me up, I stare at her brown eyes and I could see all the emotions going though her eyes.
"Ellen…"
She pauses, putting the first aid kit down on the table. "Yes, sweetie," she caresses my wet hair.
"Can you please stay with me until I fall asleep…? I can't… I can't sleep because Dean's not here to comfort me and cuddle with me… oh god, I need Dean. I want Dean!" I started to cry and Ellen hugs me tightly, comforting me. She then went around the bed and cuddles up behind me, holding on to me as I weep into the pillow.
Ellen's POV
Emma has fallen asleep finally and I went downstairs, discovering Bobby and Sam sitting on the kitchen table. There are glasses of whiskey on the table and I decided to pour myself one.
I sat down next to Sam and caress his back. "I'm sorry, Sam."
He clears his throat and nodded, then sips his drink.
"How's Emma?" Bobby asks, not looking at me.
I let out a heavy sigh. "It's…. it's no good. She's going to have a hell of a time right now… it's going to be hard on her and I…. don't know what to do." I tear up, covering my mouth.
"She's strong, you know that?" Bobby says gruffly, folding his arms.
"I know….I just have never seen her like this…..I can't imagine watching someone dying in front of me…."
"Emma was hysterical when….it was happening." Sam says, looking at Bobby and me.
I nodded. "I would be too. I have to go back tonight but y'all need to keep me in touch in case Emma needs me."
They nodded and I stood up, grabbing my jacket. I gave Sam a hug, then patted on Bobby's back as a goodbye greeting.
The next morning
Emma's POV
I let out a moan as I woke up from the worst headache I have ever had. I put on my hand on my forehead, and then hissed out of pain as I remember that I had a bad cut against my forehead. I let out a sigh, looking out of the window. It's morning already and I could hear the birds chirping. As the memories from yesterday flashed through my mind, I let out a soft sob, tears running down already.
How am I going to survive without Dean? Sure, I have Bobby, Ellen and Sam, but it wasn't the same. I love… loved him so much and I'm not ready to say goodbye.
The shouting interrupted the awful memories of Dean's death and I sat up in my bed, frowning. I listened some more and realized that it was Sam and Bobby yelling at each other. That's when I decided to get out of the bed and go downstairs to find out what is the hell going on.
I walk down the stairs quickly and saw Bobby yelling at Sam.
"You stupid boy, this isn't what Dean wanted at all!"
"What is going on?" I say, interrupting their fight and they look right at me.
"Emma." Bobby looked surprised and Sam wouldn't look at me.
"I said, what is going on?" I asked again, looking at them.
Bobby looks at Sam angrily, and then looked at me. "He wants to bury Dean instead of giving him a hunter's burial."
I look at Sam in shock. "What? You want to bury Dean?"
Sam finally looks at me and nodded.
"Sam, no. You need to give Dean a hunter's burial, that's what he wanted!"
Sam shook his head. "No. I'm burying him and that's it. That's the final decision."
"Damn it, Sam," Bobby says angrily and walks off to god knows where.
I stare at Sam and that is when I got really mad. "Sam… That is not what Dean wants…Why? Why do you want to bury his body? Huh? Why?"
"Because if we burn his body, Dean won't be able to come back. So if Dean somehow comes back, he'll have his body then."
"Sam… you are not going to the crossroad devil and sell your damn soul, are you?"
"No, I'm not! I am going to find a way for Dean so we can have him back! I need to save him because I know that his soul is in hell right now and I don't want him to suffer!"
"Me neither, Sam! What if he comes back as a ghost or something like that? What if someone digs his body up for god knows what and use his body…I couldn't handle that! We need to give him a proper hunter's burial and that's it. I don't even want demons possessing his body… this is what I cannot handle right now. That's my final word, two against one, me and Bobby."
Sam lets out a bitter laugh. "Yeah, right. He's my brother and I am his only family, that's the final decision."
I felt like someone took my oxygen away because I couldn't breathe. Sam cringes when he realized what had just come out of his mouth.
I could feel all the anger pulsing through my body as I tried to keep my temper in control.
"Family? So I'm not his family? Hmm?"
Sam closes his eyes, knowing that he screwed up. "Shit… Emma… I didn't mean it that way…"
I let out an angry laugh. "Oh yes, you did. You meant it. So what? I was with you and Dean for two years of my life, and I have always thought that you guys were my family, especially after I lost my family. So what you are saying that I'm not his family is bullshit! I was his damn girlfriend and I should be allowed to decide what to do with him and I think that the hunter's burial is right for him."
"Emma, I don't care! Brother trumps girlfriend so we're burying him."
"Oh my god, you're insane, Sam! You're officially insane! Dean would be kicking your freaking ass right now if he was here."
"Guess what, Emma?! He's dead!" He pointed out at me and we stood there in the kitchen, staring at each other angrily.
I could feel all the emotions going through my mind and I tried so hard not to beat the shit out of Sam… god knows he needed it but I chose not to do that.
I let out a heavy sigh and folded my arms while still staring at Sam. "Fine. You can bury Dean's body, but don't expect me to come since I am obviously not welcome and also not family to you. I'm not even worth it to you, huh? Dean told you to take care of me…..and you're not. You're an asshole and I don't even deserve this. I'm done. You are free to go anywhere you want and I'll be here, taking care of Bobby… if he still wants me. If not, I'll go somewhere else, away from here, away from the pain and grief that I am dealing with right now. So screw you, Sam and have a nice life." I bark out the last sentence as I storm away from the kitchen to my bedroom.
The last thing I heard was Bobby cursing and yelling at Sam.
Well...that was bad. Thanks for reading my story and please let me know how do you feel about Emma and Sam's fight by leaving a review. :) Just don't get mad at me lol. Leave a review and I'll post the chapter up too.
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