She couldn't take her mind off of it.

Four days. Four days where mental images of Inuyasha, lustfully jerking himself off, would invade her consciousness.

She sees him sitting down? She'd recall how he was on his knees, hand busy tugging on his needy shaft.

She sees him eating a fish? Then she'd remember how he'd sucked firmly on her used underwear.

She sees him holding a carrot? Then it would be the way he held his erection tight, his rod becoming a bit red and veiny from the short and quick strokes of his hand.

She sees him drinking milk? What else but the white cum spurted out of him on the final moments of his euphoria.

In every little thing, she remembers. In every corner of their hut, she sees.

And in each day passing, she'd be left a little more aroused. A little more needy of his body she purposely avoided for the past three months.

She missed him. She missed having sex with him.

She missed how he'd force her to look him in eye when they cum. Even if hundred percent of the time, they would struggle to keep their eyes open as both their body spasms while juices spurt out of their intimates.

She missed looking at how his face would contort while he continued to thrust his cock in and out of her, emptying his seed and trying to extend the bliss of his orgasm.

She missed how in their after-sex cuddles, he'd stayed awake for a bit to lazily stroke the length of her back. And how sometimes that tending leads up to the next round of rutting.

But she was afraid.

The two nights Inuyasha had rejected her sexual invitation were the same two nights he had visited Kikyo.

She didn't want to, but she couldn't help thinking about it.

In those two nights, did he hope he was sharing the bed with the dead miko instead? Is that why he could not bring himself to mate with her?

In all the times they have mated, are there even moments when images of kikyo would flash his mind while they were passionately going at it?

She wanted to ask.

But she was terrified.

Because what if he says that he did?


It had been three months since he had kept a secret from his mate. He did not think any of it at first so he was a bit overwhelmed how things hadturned for the worst.

He had almost lost the love of his life, his soulmate, his lifeline.

But his Kagome was kind and gave their relationship a second chance.

Days passed and everyone thought they have been back to normal. It would seem so from the outside. But within the walls of their home, he knew part of her isn't completely healed yet.

Three months.

Of no mating, no making love.

He wanted to ask why.

But it was his fault, isn't it? So, all he could do was wait.


It was early in the morning when Inuyasha smelled the spicy musk lingering in the air. The scent that drowns his control and awakens the beast that is inside him. It was his mate's arousal and he was very sure of it

Could she be ready?

He didn't want to scare her mate off for being too forward so he thought of a way to confirm his suspicions as subtly as he could.

He arrived at their hut late in the afternoon, half naked. His body was glistening with sweat, from his effort of tripling the amount of woods he was supposed to chop.

His hakama, he hung loosely against his hips so his V-line would show, along with the teasing strands of his pubes.

"Kagome? Mate, I'm home"

"Inuyasha how are -- you.." She stopped mid sentence, too stunned at the erotic figure that was before her. She could not help switching between looking at his face and ogling at his V-line.

She remembered how she would always trace that happy trail with her finger before she would suck him off. He'd always tell her it tickled and she knew it did, because his erection would always slightly twitch. Oh, what a fine sight it was.

"Shit. Yes. My mate's aroused. Hah! Time to up my game"

Encouraged by her scent, he walked towards her and planted a soft kiss on her temple, then on her nose, then finally on her lips.

"I'm sweaty. Woman, want to bathe with me?" He asked, looking directly at her eyes, never breaking contact.

"Inuyasha, ahm.. the.. the food… it's not prepared yet."

"That aint a 'no', right? She might just need a little convincing " he thought.

He started to stroke the length of her waist, making sure he'd brush the side of her breasts every upward movements of his hands.

"We'll be quick.. and.. i could do that thing you love where i slip my tongue inside your --"

"Inuyasha!" She broke free from his hold. "I'll just wait for you okay? Inu, i really need to prepare..."

"Too soon. Fuck, i asked her too soon."

"Oh. Okay. It's fine.. I'll just.. ya. I'll be back, then. I.. I Love you"

"I love you too inu"

That attempt was a fail.


It was two days after his first attempt and her arousal was still present in the air. He had to continue his pursuit. He had to. She might be avoiding this, but his mate needs him. She might lie about this but her scent could not.

For this plan, he had to ask Kaede.

"Kagome? Something ain't right with me.."

"What do you mean?" She placed her palm on his forehead to check his temperature. "You feel normal."

"That aint it. I got bitten."

"Bitten? Are you okay?? Where?? Let me check..."

"Well… it's just a small red bump, but it is fucking itchy!" He exclaimed while he loosened the tie of his hakama.

"Inuyasha? Wait. what are you doing??"

"Keh! Woman, don't laugh at me, I got bitten near my tip. My entire fucking shit is itchy." He replied as he slipped his hand inside his pants and freed his entire length.

Kagome could only stare at the limp shaft resting on Inuyasha's palm. It has been a while since she had been this close to that part of his body. Images of her, licking his slit with pre-cum flashed in her mind.

"Kagome, focus"

"Woman, don't just look at it..!"

"Calm down! What were you doing anyway, getting bitten like that!"

But that was his plan all along. He needed to find an insect that could give him this discomfort: a tiny bite safe for his body to counter.

Without giving so much details, he had asked Kaede where he could find such bugs.

A trip to a nearby forest was all it took and voila, there he was, very much exposed to her mate. At last. Hah. The itch was very, very, worth it.

"Aaaah… kagome.. easy woman." He moaned seductively, as he felt her hold his shaft on her palm.

"You… dummy, i'm checking it. Stay still. "

"Oh.. it's just a small bite. We have herbs for this, wait let me get them"

"No! Mate, rub me please."

"Wh--what??"

"Please. Rub it. It's very itchy… " He reached for her hand and guided it to hold the base of his cock.

Tightening his grip on her, he then guided her to stroke himself up and down.

"Aaaaahhh.. yesss. Kagome. Your hand feels good, koi. Shit"

"Inuyasha, stop it please.. "

But he was lost on the feel of her mate's palm. It has been so long. The warmth and silkyness of her palm is what he needed that very moment.

So instead, he tightened his grip on her hand more and sped up his strokes.

"Kagome.. koi, yes. Ah."

"I can't do this now, inuyasha please, let go of my hand. Please.."

It was as if he was slapped away from a dream he didn't want to wake up from. He heard her plea. And he realized that what he did was too much.

Forcing her to touch him was a mistake.

"Im sorry, koi. Sorry. Im stopping." He let go of her hand, and tuck his erection inside his pants.

"I'm sorry… I just miss you. I miss being inside you. Fuck. Sorry.. I'll wait I promise. I won't force you again. I'm sorry." he whispered, embracing her as tight as he could, peppering her temple with soft kisses.

"Inuyasha, tell me you love me, please.." she pleaded as she clinged to his neck.

"Woman. I love you. So fucking much."

"I love you too,inuyasha. Can we stay like this for a bit?"

"I got you, I ain't going anywhere. I'm here, koi. Always."