Camila's POV

I was talking with with Vanessa and suddenly I heard a bunch of gasps, we looked at each other and rushed to see what had happened

"Cole please take her to the hospital" said Roberto with a worried expression

"Hospital? What happened?!" I ask worryingly

"Lily passed out" answered Madeline still a bit shaken

This wasn't the first time it happened, a few weeks ago I found her unconscious on her bathroom floor, but she just claimed she stood up too fast and made me promise I wouldn't say anything.

Cole began rushing to the door but something stopped him.

Cole's POV

"C-Cole?" said Lili, still looking as white as a paper

"Jesus Lili, you scared the shit out of me" I replied, relived she was awake

"What?... What happened Cole?" asked Lili looking slightly confused

"You passed out on set" I replied in a caring tone

"I did?"

"Yeah, babe you should probably rest" Cole says to her

"Cole, I'm completely fine"

"Your face says otherwise, cmon babe let me take you home"

"But Cole we still need to-"

"Lili" I said, staring at her with puppy eyes I knew she couldn't resist

"Fine" said Lili rolling her eyes.

Lili's POV

Cole carried me to his car and placed me on the passenger seat

"So, I was thinking" he began

"Your place, Movie, Cuddles" I interrupted

He looked at me and gave one of his beautiful smirks, that always make me blush.

We arrived to his house and headed to the living room, he started looking for movies while I put on one of his sweatshirts

"The notebook or Deadpool 2?" he asked

"The notebook" I replied excitedly

"The notebook it is" he said with a smirk

I gave him a warm smile and went to sit on the couch next to him

The movie began and he wrapped his arm around me and began to play with my hair.

I ended up crying a bunch and I'm pretty sure I saw a tear drop on cole's cheek

"Your not fooling anyone Cole, I saw that tear drop"

"Yeah I saw them too, many of them actually, they are all over you face" he said jokingly

I laughed and gave, him a playful punch

"I love these moments" he said staring at me with all the love in the world

We stared for a few seconds and then began making out on the couch, the touch of his lips, his usual cologne, his beautiful face, it was all so perfect to me

but what if...im not perfect to him?

Cole's POV

I woke up at 9:30 and saw Lili sleeping peacefully at my couch, I stared at her for a few minutes and noticed her waking up

"You look so darn cute in my sweatshirt babe"

She smiled at me, stood up, gave me a kiss on the cheek and headed towards the bathroom

"Im gonna take a shower" she said with a smile

I decided I would begin preparing breakfast.

Lili's POV

I locked the bathroom door, took of all of my clothes, and began examining my horrific body.

My thighs are huge, I have way too much extra fat, a thigh gap would look stunning, I have too many fat rolls...I completely hate myself. Cole could have anyone in the world...But why me?

I grabbed a chunk of fat from my stomach, and realized tears were running down my cheeks, I began feeling desperate to hurt myself, but my blades were at home, I guess I'll have to do it the Bettty Cooper way. I dug my nails deep in my palms switching the mental pain with physical pain, I grabbed my fat rolls and dug my nails harder on them, when I had done enough I finally took a shower.

I got dressed, went to the kitchen, and saw Cole with a cheesy smile

"Made you breakfast" he said

"Im actually not that hungry"

"When was the last time you ate"

"I ate yesterday"

"Lili please, your starting to worry me"

"You have nothing to worry about, Im going shopping with Cami, if it makes you feel better ill grab something with her"

"Promise?"

"Promise"

Theres no way I'm gonna eat, not today

Cami's POV

Im currently heading to Cole's house to pick up Lili, she texted me earlier that she needed new jeans and so do I, so were going to the mall

I arrive at Cole's house and spot Lili and Cole making out in the entrance, I laugh and beep my car horn

"Lili's mine now, Bitch!" I yell at Cole jokingly, earning his middle finger

"Get in Lili!" I order

"Coming!!" she says heading to my car

We arrive at the mall and go to American Eagle in search for new jeans

"So why do you need new jeans? last time I checked you had like a thousand" she asked

"Oh i need a size up, I tried ones yesterday and apparently I'm a little chubbier" I say

"You don't have a single piece of fat in you Cami" Lili replied with a

serious look on her face

"Well compared to you I'm obese" I say jokingly

"Cami stop, your fucking beautiful" she says "Your who everyone wants to be".

We entered American Eagle and went in search for jeans, I picked out some cute ones and Lili grabbed some vintage ones

We were about to enter the dressing room but a lady stopped us.

"I don't think thats your size dear?" she told Lili

Lili looked panicked

"They aren't?" she asked looking sad

"Those are too big for you hun"

"Oh" she said looking a bit relived

"What size are those?"

"two" she replied

"I think your size zero darling" she said

"I'll bring some for you" the lady offered"

"Thank You" said Lili

"Damn Lili, size zero, now I defiantly feel fat" I joked

"She must be mistaken" Lili said

"Well theres only one way to know, try them on" the lady said bringing a bunch of size zero jeans

Lili's POV

I grabbed the jeans that the lady brought me, thanked her, and went to the dressing room, I put the jeans on with ease, pulled the sipper up with no trouble and looked at myself in the mirror

They fit perfectly.

A smile appeared on my face acknowledging what I had just accomplished

I bought the jeans and headed home with a smile on my face.