One day in Lima
Kurt: What are you doing?
Blaine: A little tidying up, why?
Kurt: Because you've been busy for a while
Blaine: I have to do it now, as long as I think about it. Otherwise, afterwards, I'm going to want to
Kurt: No, stop and rest a little
Blaine: I'm done soon
Kurt: Come on, come sit down
Blaine: Promise, after this card, I'll come and sit down
Kurt: I'm serious. Come here now
Blaine: Wait a little longer. I just still have to put this away
Kurt: "grab him by the jaw" Kneel! Now !
Blaine: Yeah, sir ...
Kurt: I asked you a few times to stop, why didn't you?
Blaine: I… don't know…
Kurt: What am I doing?
Blaine: No idea…
Kurt: Get up, don't stay on the floor. And help me understand what just happened
Blaine: It came out on its own, unexpectedly. You grabbed me by the jaw and told me to get on my knees. Then you asked me why I didn't stop when you asked me
Kurt: And, did you do what I said? I mean when I grabbed you by the jaw
Blaine: Yeah. I think it was my instinct that spoke, because I immediately felt better when I was on my knees
Kurt: Me too, I think it was my instinct that spoke. Because, the feeling I got when you didn't do what I asked ...
Blaine: How did you feel?
Kurt: Kind of a mixture of anger and… will to obey, I would say. I can't be more specific than that. And you, how did you feel?
Blaine: I would say ... calm down, a little fear, because I hadn't obeyed you, and ... a willingness to do whatever you tell me
Kurt: Is this the first time this has happened?
Blaine: Your action, yeah, it's the first time it's happened. But, what I felt was not the first time
Kurt: Same. I've felt this kind of thing before
Blaine: I think that reminds me of something
Kurt: What?
Blaine: I came across an article on the internet, and I read it completely, because it was exciting. And, what it felt like was described in there, and it fits. Our behaviors correspond
Kurt: What was this article about?
Blaine: Dominant-dominated relationships ...
Kurt: Alright ... so how did you come across it?
Blaine: By chance
Kurt: And, are you saying our behaviors match?
Blaine: Anyway, with what I've read. But, we should do some research, each on our own and pool what we found
Kurt: And, what do I have to look for exactly?
Blaine: You, you are looking on the behavior of the dominants, and me, on that of the dominated
Kurt: Why am I the one who has to look for the Dominants?
Blaine: Because what you felt matches
Kurt: Ok
Blaine: So we're doing this research tonight and seeing you tomorrow to put this together
Kurt: Okay
Blaine: And now I realize that you should be telling me this. You should be giving me orders and not the other way around
Kurt: Okay, I'll give you one
Blaine: I'm listening
Kurt: We're doing this research seriously. We take all the information we can find that doesn't talk about violence. And, we meet again to put that in common
Blaine: Okay. See you tomorrow
Kurt: See you tomorrow. And, I apologize again for what I did earlier
Blaine: Don't worry, I don't blame you
The next day
Kurt: Hi
Blaine: Hey, are you okay?
Kurt: Yeah. Just a little surprised by what I found
Blaine: Come on, let's go to my room. It's better to chat
Kurt: Okay
Blaine: And, I really have to stop talking to you like I'm the boss
Kurt: For now, we're sure of nothing
Blaine: I can see it's getting on your nerves
Kurt: Okay, go sit on the bed
Blaine: Ok
Kurt: Did you make a list of what you found?
Blaine: Yeah, how about you?
Kurt: Also
Blaine: Who starts off?
Kurt: You go ahead
Blaine: So I've been to several sites, and what they say about the underdogs is very clear
Kurt: What are they saying?
Blaine: They're only there to serve the Dominants. They obey any order, without complaining. Also, to display their status, they wear a leather collar around their neck, leather bracelets around their wrists and ankles and are kept on a leash. The preferred color of the necklace and bracelets is black
Kurt: Okay ... I admit that I wasn't expecting this
Blaine: And you, what did you find?
Kurt: They say a top has total control over his top. He can choose for him, choose and dictate what he can and cannot do. He will regularly bring his dominated to his knees, to exercise more imposing and stronger control. He makes sure his bottom does not disobey any of his orders and will act accordingly if so
Blaine: It means punishment, they talked about it on the sites I read
Kurt: Did they also talk about the protest ceremony?
Blaine: Yeah, too. But say what you found on it
Kurt: They say it's a sex act that seals the dominant-dominated relationship. This is where the necklace and bracelets will be placed. It is the dominant who provides all the different items to make the ceremony go smoothly
Blaine: Ok
Kurt: How about you?
Blaine: They say the bottom is completely submissive. Very often, during this ceremony, the dominated is tied up, maybe even gagged. His dominant decides everything from that moment, including in their sex life. At this time, he will receive his collar, bracelets, leash and a list of strict rules to follow.
Kurt: I don't see the point of keeping you on a leash
Blaine: This is to show the status of the underdog
Kurt: Okay. Are they talking about showing that kind of relationship in public?
Blaine: They say you don't have to, that we can keep this private. But, they also say it's better to display it. But, we can go at our own pace
Kurt: I'm not sure I can do that. After all, it's just a reaction I had on the spot, it doesn't prove anything
Blaine: That's what I was thinking too, so I allowed myself to do some more research
Kurt: What else did you find?
Blaine: They talk about impulses. Impulses of domination or submissions. We can push it back as much as we want, it will come out eventually
Kurt: What do you mean?
Blaine: What happened yesterday was an unconscious reaction of our mind
Kurt: Expand, please
Blaine: Yesterday, subconsciously, I wasn't listening to what you were telling me to bring out your dominance urges. But, I wasn't in control
Kurt: And me
Blaine: From what I've read our urges have been starting to kick in for a few months now.
Kurt: Please be clearer
Blaine: A lot of times when you ask me something, you do it with a bossy tone, like you're giving me an order. Also you watch me often, like you watch if I'm not doing a bullshit
Kurt: Yeah, it's true that I was doing that
Blaine: As for me, I felt a lot more comfortable when I was on my knees in front of you. Just that moment when you grabbed me by the jaw and forced me to kneel down ... I have never felt so calm and relaxed ... and doing anything and everything for you makes me really happy
Kurt: So it's our urges that come out
Blaine: Yeah. Anyway, that's what I read
Kurt: And, since there's nothing you can do to push them away, we're going to have to enter into that kind of relationship to be totally fulfilled.
Blaine: Well, you can't put off that kind of urge for long. They would have ended up coming out at one point or another
Kurt: And, I must admit, you would look sexy with a leather collar around your neck
Blaine: "get on his knees" I'd be happy to submit totally to you. Tell me and i will do
Kurt: Well, I admit it was still a bit hazy when I got there. But now when I see you like that, kneeling in front of me, I understand places how I feel. And, I hope you too
Blaine: Yeah, I really understand, well, how I feel
Kurt: Well, I'll get everything ready for this famous ceremony. Besides, is it mandatory?
Blaine: They say it's the sex act that seals the bond. So, I guess yes
Kurt: "run his hand through his hair" You are so calm, so quiet. While me, I'm so nervous about what's gonna happen
Blaine: I'm trying to internalize my stress. As the underdog, it's my job to internalize my stress. You just have to say something and I will do it right away
Kurt: Do you know this is going to be a milestone in our relationship?
Blaine: Yeah
Kurt: And, I want everything to be perfect. So, I'm going to go there and get everything ready. I'll call you to tell you when the time is right
Blaine: Okay
Kurt: Save yourself for this moment. Also, we will decide if we will show it in public or not
Blaine: If you don't mind I can do some more research to make it clearer
Kurt: Yes you can do that
Blaine: Thanks. And, what do you mean by "preserve me"?
Kurt: From that point on, I'm responsible for your pleasure. And, I want everything to be perfect, so I forbid you to do yourself any good before this time
Blaine: I see. It won't be a problem
Kurt: I'm counting on you, otherwise there will be consequences
Blaine: I see you take your role very seriously
Kurt: I'm your dominant from now on. My instinct does not tolerate this kind of repartee
Blaine: Excuse me sir…
Kurt: I never noticed how much I love you to like me
Blaine: If you want I can go on
Kurt: But, we'll get back to familiarity for now. You will have all your period in a few days
Blaine: And, how long are you going to take to get everything ready?
Kurt: I would say a week, maybe more. I know you can't wait for our relationship to be officially sealed. But, I want everything to be done right
Blaine: Yeah, me too
Kurt: So, I'm gonna go. See you in a week
Blaine: I miss you already
Kurt: We'll communicate by phone, but don't try to find out what I'm planning
Blaine: I'll try, but I don't promise anything
Kurt: "puts his finger under his chin" I don't want you to try, I want you to do it
Blaine: Yeah, sir. I will do it
Kurt: Good. Be a good boy to me and stay good all week. I know it's gonna be hard, but I also know you can do it
Blaine: Yeah
Kurt: But I still have one last question, before I go
Blaine: Yeah, what?
Kurt: Do you think these urges can come out with my family? For example, with Finn?
Blaine: No idea. Maybe yes. Because it was your instinct to act like that. But, I don't think it will be the same as with me
Kurt: Possible. I will try to control them
Blaine: And me, to control myself
Kurt: Okay
Later in the night
Finn: Have you been home yet?
Kurt: Yeah, it shows
Finn: Did something happen? Did you have a fight?
Kurt: No, why?
Finn: Because you look pissed off
Kurt: I'm not upset. I'm just thinking, that's all
Finn: What are you thinking about?
Kurt: Nothing that concerns you
Finn: Okay. I was going to cook, do you want something?
Kurt: No thanks
Finn: You need to eat something. There is still some pasta, I'm gonna do this
Kurt: You don't have to
Finn: You won't go to bed hungry
Kurt: No, leave, it's okay
Finn: I'm sure you haven't eaten yet
Kurt: Finn, put that down!
Finn: What, what
Kurt: I asked you something, so do it!
Finn: Why are you yelling at me?
Kurt: Oh no, that's it, it's starting over. I knew my urges would come out
Finn: Huh, what? What impulses? What are you talking about ?
Kurt: It's quite ... complicated ...
Finn: It looked like you gave me an order
Kurt: Well ...
Finn: Come on, why did you talk to me like you're my boss?
Kurt: I don't need to justify myself!
Finn: Ok, don't shout
Kurt: I'll explain it and you'll keep that to yourself. You're not going to tell anyone about it, or ask me questions every five minutes. For now, I'm only telling you the bare essentials. You won't know when you want
Finn: Okay, okay. Come on, I listen to you
Kurt: The drives I was talking about are dominating drives. And, Blaine's are submission drives. I would be honest with him, telling him that I vaguely told you about what we discovered
Finn: What is it?
Kurt: It's our instincts that speak. I need to control him and he needs to surrender completely to me
Finn: So it was your instinct that told you to yell at me?
Kurt: Yeah, exactly. These impulses emerge independently of our will
Finn: And what do you mean by the fact that you need to control it? Control it how?
Kurt: I would control his whole life, whether it was his clothes, what he could eat or not. Everything including our sex life
Finn: Ok, on this point I don't need details
Kurt: And I wasn't going to give you any
Finn: So you're gonna yell at me a lot. Well, at least I'm warned
Kurt: I'll try to control them. But, I'll still give you some advice
Finn: Ok, which one?
Kurt: Try to do whatever I tell you. Finally, when I tell you directly. I think when our relationship officially changes status, you should be fine. But, until then, try not to provoke them
Finn: Yeah, okay. I think i can do this
Kurt: Well, I won't give you more details than that
Finn: Ok
Kurt: And, this discussion stays between us
Finn: Okay. And, do you think you'll be able to warn me when your impulses are likely to come out?
Kurt: Yeah, why?
Finn: To prevent me from being surprised
Kurt: Okay. Although I love the face you make when you are surprised, it's true that it's not cool
Finn: Well, well, I'll leave you then
Kurt: Ok
A week later
Blaine: Hey
Kurt: Hey, are you ready?
Blaine: More than ready
Kurt: But before we start I have to tell you something
Blaine: Yeah, what?
Kurt: Last week when I got home, my urges came out in front of Finn, and I was forced to explain it to him. But, I assure you, I did not go into details. You do not want me ?
Blaine: No, don't worry
Kurt: And, those urges came out a lot during this week.
Blaine: I wish I was there to see this
Kurt: I was thinking about what I was going to do for today, so I think my urges were still very much there.
Blaine: Sure. And, for the rest of the week too
Kurt: Yeah. I was doing my best to control them. But sometimes they still came out
Blaine: It makes sense. But, I guess they didn't come out the same way they did with me
Kurt: No, I didn't bring him to his knees, if that's what you want to know. I just screamed at him
Blaine: Yeah, because that would have really surprised him
Kurt: And, I should have given him some more explanation
Blaine: Yeah. We begin ?
Kurt: I've never seen you so impatient. I don't wanna be mean, but he looks like a five year old on his birthday
Blaine: You too are very impatient. I don't have to ask, I know it, and ... I mostly see it
Kurt: I… we'll take care of this in a little while. For now, let me settle in
Blaine: Okay. And, what is all this? What did you buy ?
Kurt: I told you not to ask questions about what I planned
Blaine: Sorry sir… that won't happen again
Kurt: Good boy. It's good to apologize. Now to get back to what I bought
Blaine: I'm really, really curious. And even these boxes, wrapped as if they were gifts, it makes me want to know what it is even more
Kurt: Well, that's your necklace and bracelets. You will receive them at the end. And also, other things that we might need
Blaine: I know I'm pushing my questions, but I'm nervous so ...
Kurt: Hey, relax. I know you're nervous, and so am I. So if you need to ask questions, go ahead, as long as it's not about the program
Blaine: I just wanted to know if you bought a leash too
Kurt: I felt this question was going to come up
Blaine: You don't have to answer. Since this is one of the things that is required, I was just wondering if you bought one
Kurt: Well, to be honest, yeah, I bought one. Although I still didn't see the interest in it, I still decided to buy one
Blaine: Okay. I guess I'll see her after too
Kurt: Right. You will have all the explanations after
Blaine: "get on his knees" I'm ready to submit completely to you. Make me yours
Kurt: Everything will be according to my wishes. But, I want to make it as comfortable as possible for you
Blaine: I will comply with your every wish, sir. Say and I will do
Kurt: Did we go back to the address? Interesting
Blaine: Go as hard as you want. I will do whatever you want
Kurt: It's crazy how horny the address turns me on. Of course, only when it's you doing it
Blaine: Luckily. Because, if it was a teacher ... I dare not imagine the scene
Kurt: Me neither. Well, since you're ready, we can start
Blaine: Okay
Two hours later
Kurt: So how are you feeling?
Blaine: I feel like I'm going to have a sore muscle for a few days, but it's a pain I'm happy to feel. I would always be happy to feel it
Kurt: I admit I went a bit hard. I should have gone a little slower
Blaine: No, it's okay. By going so hard, you made me yours. And, that's what I needed to feel
Kurt: I'll take care of you for a few days
Blaine: Rather be me
Kurt: Right. But, nothing prevents me from being too
Blaine: So let me take care of you
Kurt: No, no, wait. We still have two-three things to do
Blaine: Okay
Kurt: Well, first off, I'm gonna put your necklace and bracelets on you. And, I'll also show you your leash. And then I'll give you the list of rules to follow. So far, is it clear
Blaine: Ok, go ahead
Kurt: Go kneel in front of the bed, it'll be easier. And, don't forget, your back straight, your head down and your hands flat on your thighs, as we have repeated
Blaine: Yes sir
Kurt: Okay, I got it all out, so we can start. You're ready ?
Blaine: A little nervous, but yeah I am
Kurt: Look at me
Blaine: Ok
Kurt: So here's the necklace. Is it OK ? I made it pop your eyes out a bit, that's why there are two gold bands. Bracelets and leash are made in the same way
Blaine: It's beautiful. How did you find it ?
Kurt: I just know where to look
Blaine: Okay
Kurt: Are you ready for me to put it on you?
Blaine: Yeah, I've been waiting for this moment since we talked about this
Kurt: Me too
Blaine: So go ahead
Kurt: Lift your head up, to make it easier
Blaine: Ok
Kurt: Yeah, it looks good on you. I think with the bracelets it will be even better
Blaine: I would be proud to wear them. I am already proud to wear this necklace. And, even if you don't see the point, I would also be proud to wear the leash you bought
Kurt: Okay. Let's move on to bracelets
Blaine: Do I stay on my knees?
Kurt: For now, yes. I will tell you when you can get up
Blaine: At your command sir
Kurt: If you keep talking to me, I feel like other impulses will come out
Blaine: Already a second round
Kurt: Later. It's late and we still have to talk. So we'll do a second round later
Blaine: Ok
Kurt: Give me your right wrist
Blaine: They are beautiful. Frankly, you chose them well
Kurt: Like you said they should be mostly black, I figured I could customize them a bit. Besides, I forgot to show you a detail on your necklace, I would do that after
Blaine: Ok
Kurt: The left one now
Blaine: And, that must have cost you a fortune. Because the quality of the leather, the quality of the finishes, is incredible. The leather is so soft, it will take some maintenance
Kurt: I have what it takes for this
Blaine: How am I going to pay you back all the money you spent on me?
Kurt: You don't have to pay me back. I'm happy to do this for you
Blaine: Thanks… for everything. For agreeing to enter into this kind of relationship
Kurt: If we hadn't done it now, it would have been another time. You said it yourself, our impulses were going to come out, it was inevitable. We couldn't have controlled them for long
Blaine: Yeah, that's right
Kurt: I admit that at first I was surprised, I wasn't sure what to think. I was even almost ashamed to exercise such control over you. But, looking back, and come to think of it, it really felt very natural to do that
Blaine: Me too, I didn't quite know what to think. But, my need to surrender completely to you took over
Kurt: But, we naturally act towards each other. I mean, it was natural for me to give to you, to yell at you when you weren't doing what I told you or to praise you when you do things right. And you, it was natural to get down on your knees and do whatever I told you
Blaine: Yeah, it's true that it's natural for me
Kurt: Well, before I put the anklets on you, I'll show you the details I put on the necklace
Blaine: So you're gonna have to take it off me ... I don't want to ... it's so comfortable
Kurt: It's only five minutes. And then I don't think you can discuss my decisions
Blaine: Sorry to argue, sir
Kurt: Look at this. I had our names put on a metal plaque inside the necklace. The fonts are different, to show our status
Blaine: So that's the cold feeling that I was feeling
Kurt: Yeah. What do you think about it ?
Blaine: It's cool. Like that, if I'm ever lost, we can bring me back to you
Kurt: Yeah, why not
Blaine: But, why are there rings?
Kurt: So I can tie you up, if I ever have to. Although I prefer handcuffs
Blaine: Alright, I see
Kurt: Alright, now get up, let me put the anklets on you
Blaine: My legs are still shaking a bit
Kurt: Yeah, I went really hard. Next time I will take it easier
Blaine: Don't worry, this is exactly what I needed to feel
Kurt: Good, your necklace and bracelets are on. We will be able to pass the rules
Blaine: Can I see the leash?
Kurt: Yeah, sure. Here, look
Blaine: She's beautiful. And, the leather is so soft. How did you manage to find such soft leather?
Kurt: I know where to look, I already told you
Blaine: Right
Kurt: And, to be honest, I don't know if I'm going to use it
Blaine: Why? Me, I wouldn't mind
Kurt: Finally, I'll think about it
Blaine: Ok
Kurt: Get down on your knees. And, above all, listen to me carefully. This is a serious discussion
Blaine: Okay
Kurt: So, first rule ... the address is not required. If I give you an order, or yell at you, it will be an obligation. But, apart from these two scenarios, you don't have to
Blaine: Ok
Kurt: Then one thing I'm embarrassed to tell you, but I'd like you to stay on your knees next to me, whether I'm standing, sitting, or whatever. You wait for my order before you get up
Blaine: Okay
Kurt: I assure you, it will be a simple order. For example, if I tell you to come, that means you can get up. Is that clear ?
Blaine: Yeah, very clear
Kurt: Great. Now another pretty simple rule of thumb, you don't cut off when someone is speaking. Whether it's me or someone else
Blaine: Ok
Kurt: Then what else can I say? Ah yes, I know!
Blaine: What?
Kurt: You ask for the floor before you speak, unless someone asks you a direct question or I tell you it's open discussion. You can ask for the floor by taking my wrist
Blaine: Okay
Kurt: Now the punishments… I would decide which one I would give you based on the seriousness of your act, which I would also determine. But, you will always know why you will be punished
Blaine: Ok
Kurt: Okay, that's all I thought about so far. And, just for you to know, we're in open discussion
Blaine: Okay. I just have a question that burns my tongue
Kurt: Yeah, which one?
Blaine: Are we gonna show our relationship to the audience?
Kurt: I don't know. Maybe to Finn, but to the others, I don't know
Blaine: Ok anyway, we still have tomorrow to think about it
Kurt: Right
Blaine: So we'll have to hide it
Kurt: I think I'll take you home tomorrow, and explain to Finn what happened
Blaine: Didn't you say you already explained it to him?
Kurt: Just a little bit of what we found out. I didn't tell him what our relationship involves
Blaine: Ok
Kurt: So, are you okay with doing this?
Blaine: Yeah, sure. And, stroke of luck that your parents are on a business trip
Kurt: Yeah, because it would have been very hard to explain to them
Blaine: I guess, yeah. And, I have one more question
Kurt: Go ahead, I'm listening
Blaine: Is it water resistant?
Kurt: Yeah, like that you won't need to take them off to take a shower
Blaine: What I propose to do now
Kurt: Okay. Come on come on
The next morning
Kurt: Hey, stand up. It is almost time
Blaine: Huh, what? Time of what? Are we late for school !?
Kurt: No, relax. It's Sunday, we won't be late for anything
Blaine: Okay ... for a second I thought it was Monday
Kurt: It's true that this night has been pretty eventful. Did you sleep well?
Blaine: Yeah. I've never slept so well in my life
Kurt: Did your necklace and bracelets bother you?
Blaine: No, not at all
Kurt: Well, I was afraid they would bother you to sleep
Blaine: No, they're super comfortable. I can hardly feel them
Kurt: Cool. Okay, go in your shower. During this time I prepare your clothes
Blaine: Okay
Ten minutes later
Blaine: Frankly, you are a god when it comes to choosing clothes. And, it looks like you chose the short sleeves on purpose
Kurt: It's gonna be hot today, I didn't want you to suffocate. And, yes, I admit, I chose these clothes there on purpose so that we can see your necklace and bracelets
Blaine: That held up really well in the water
Kurt: I told you
Blaine: I wonder how he's gonna react
Kurt: Well, I hope so. Well, when I explained a little to him, he was just surprised, but that's it. So it should be okay
Blaine: Ok
Kurt: Before we go, I'll just go over a couple of things. I want to show him our relationship all the way, so I won't let anything go. Depending on his reaction, we will decide whether to show it to the public or not
Blaine: Ok
Kurt: Do you still remember the rules I said yesterday?
Blaine: Yeah
Kurt: They're in effect from the time we get in the car. We will no longer be in open discussion. You will have to ask for the floor before you speak
Blaine: Ok
Kurt: That way he'll understand a little bit about how we're going to operate from now on
Blaine: And we'll see if we scare him or not
Kurt: Especially if I yell at him without warning
Blaine: I would love to see his face
Kurt: Alright, let's go
Blaine: Right, last question
Kurt: Yeah, which one?
Blaine: Do I kneel down next to you when we get there?
Kurt: Yeah, sure. You follow all the rules
Blaine: Okay
One hour later
Finn: Hi guys
Kurt: Hi
Blaine: Hi…
Finn: What are you doing here?
Kurt: Expand on what I told you last week
Finn: Oh yeah, about your famous urges?
Kurt: Exactly. This is what we are going to talk about
Finn: Why is he kneeling on the floor next to your legs?
Kurt: Because that's what I told him
Finn: And, other than when he said hi, he didn't answer a word
Kurt: Because he's not allowed to speak without permission
Finn: Huh, what? It's weird your thing
Kurt: I knew you were going to say that. So I brought the research we did
Finn: Ok ... thank you
Kurt: So that you understand a little better
Finn: I admit I'm having a hard time. It disturbs me to see him like that
Kurt: We wanted to see your reaction, to decide if we show our relationship to the public or not. Now I know that is not a good idea
Finn: Me, it doesn't bother me. I just need to get used to it, that's all. And, that I read that too
Kurt: It's all research that isn't about violence
Finn: Violence?
Kurt: There are violent and abusive dominants, who treat their dominated as if they were animals. I read some articles they wrote and it made me sick
Finn: Why did you read this?
Kurt: Because I'm way too curious
Finn: So there are violent ones… great…
Kurt: They shouldn't be called dominant. They are just slavers. They should not be allowed to take care of anyone
Finn: Yeah, you're right
Kurt: I shouldn't have read this
Finn: Alright… so what are you going to do on Monday?
Kurt: Pause this, let's say
Finn: So you're going to act as you usually do, not put into practice what you have discovered?
Kurt: Yeah. I will, surely, let my instincts speak for a bit. But, I will try to make sure that no one notices
Finn: You should tell Rachel, and the others too
Kurt: Why?
Finn: Because she has the keenest sense of observation I know. She will quickly realize that something is happening. Especially if he stays on his knees at your feet
Kurt: He won't be kneeling at my feet all the time. And, I know very well how to hide things
Finn: So far you've always been honest with each other. She's going to take it very badly for you to keep this from her. She will take it as a lie, you know that
Kurt: She dramatizes mostly for nothing. It's not something that concerns her
Finn: I think I'm starting to understand
Kurt: What?
Finn: You're afraid she'll tell everyone, is that it? And, don't try to say otherwise, I know it
Kurt: You know just as well as I do how she can't keep a secret. I don't want everyone to look at us weird because they don't give a damn about our relationship
Finn: We're gonna convince her, the three of us, not to say anything. Well, I say all three, but he hasn't picked up a word for a while
Kurt: I told you before, he won't speak if he doesn't have permission. That's why he's perfectly silent, and I'm proud of him for that
Finn: What authorization? How does he get it?
Kurt: Either by grabbing my wrist, or yours, if he's talking to you. Either I tell him that we are in free discussion
Finn: Okay. Why is he with his head down?
Kurt: Right now he's in a so-called submissive position. He does not look at us because we are dominant, and that looking down is a proof of respect to show them
Finn: Are we dominants?
Kurt: Anyway, I am. But, I think he considers you, too, to be one too
Finn: Cool ... well, I think
Kurt: We seriously discussed everything that was going to involve
Finn: Wait, I just saw the word punishment. Aren't you seriously gonna do this?
Kurt: It's an integral part of our relationship. If I have to punish him, I would. But, I will always make sure he knows why he will be punished. I would never do this for nothing
Finn: Ok ...
Kurt: I know it's confusing and hard to understand
Finn: I think over time it should be fine
Kurt: That's why I don't wanna say anything
Finn: You're afraid of their reaction, and that the whole school will know
Kurt: Yeah, you can say it like that
Finn: That's why you could tell Rachel first. That way, the hard part will be over and you can unbox everything to others on Monday
Kurt: Yeah, why not. What do you think about it ? Be honest
Blaine: It's your choice. Personally, I don't mind if you tell her first, then tell others
Kurt: Well the decision is made then. You can make her come here
Finn: Yeah, I'll call him
Kurt: Ok. We will wait in my room
Finn: Ok
In the bedroom
Kurt: So are you really ready to do this?
Blaine: Yeah, really ready
Kurt: You've been really good during this discussion, I'm really proud of you for that. Good boy
Blaine: Thanks sir
Kurt: We are in free discussion, sweetheart
Blaine: I really thought he was going to go crazy, but it went pretty well
Kurt: Yeah, me too. But the hardest part is yet to come
Blaine: I feel like she's gonna get it wrong, and I'm having a hard time containing my laughter
Kurt: Yeah, I could tell you wanted to laugh. But, you managed to hold back
Blaine: Yeah
Kurt: Now lie down a bit. You been on your knees for an hour, you gotta rest them
Blaine: It's not a bad pain. I'm a submissive, it's in my nature to endure this kind of pain, as your nature is to take care of me and punish me when I do something stupid
Kurt: I know it's in your nature, but I asked you to lie down to rest. I wouldn't say it twice
Blaine: Excuse me for arguing, sir
Kurt: I accept your apology. But be careful. That this kind of situation does not happen again
Blaine: Yes sir. This will not happen again
Kurt: Good
1 hour later
Rachel: What is it? Why did you call me?
Finn: Am I not allowed to call my girlfriend and tell her to come?
Rachel: Yeah, sure. But, I know there is another reason
Finn: Why are you always guessing everything?
Rachel: I have a very good sense of observation. Now tell me why you made me come
Finn: Kurt and Blaine have something very important to say
Rachel: Okay. And, where are they?
Finn: I'll get them. Wait here
Rachel: Ok
In the bedroom
Finn: Guys, she's here
Kurt: She was quick. What did you say to her to make her wait?
Finn: That you have something important to tell him
Kurt: Good. I hope she will listen without interrupting us
Finn: You tell us, but he says nothing
Kurt: I'll give him a wave if I need him to argue to make it easier to understand. But, if I don't give him a sign, he'll stay perfectly silent
Finn: Actually, the discussion will be like with me, right?
Kurt: Right. He'll be on his knees at my feet, without moving or saying a word without permission
Finn: You take your role very seriously
Kurt: It's not a role, it's my nature. It was our natural instincts that drove us into this kind of relationship. And, we've never felt so fulfilled. Not true ?
Blaine: Yeah, I never felt so good
Finn: Ok. Hope you brought another copy of your research
Kurt: Yeah, I took another one with me. In case we decide to tell him
Finn: Ok. Because I think she's going to need it
Kurt: Yeah
In the living room
Rachel: So what do you have to tell me that's so important?
Kurt: You'll find out quickly. But, I advise you to listen first before asking questions
Rachel: Okay ...
Kurt: Good. For starters, I know it's confusing, weird even
Rachel: Yeah that's right
Kurt: To put it simply, we're in a dominant-dominated relationship. I'm the Dominant, Blaine is the submissive. Which means he surrenders completely to me, and lets me control absolutely all his life.
Rachel: Wait a minute
Kurt: What?
Rachel: When you say you've been in control her whole life, do you really mean everything?
Kurt: Yeah. I also control what he can eat and not, what clothes he can and cannot wear. It also includes our sex life
Rachel: Even his dating?
Kurt: Also, yes. If I think a person he wants to meet is dangerous, I can forbid him to see her
Rachel: I have lots of questions
Kurt: Put them down. It will, surely, help you understand
Rachel: Why is he on his knees with his head down?
Kurt: He's in a so-called submissive position. That's why he's on his knees, head down, back straight and hands flat on his thighs
Rachel: And, did this change in relationship make him dumb? Because he hasn't said a word since I've been here
Kurt: He won't speak unless he's allowed to. If I don't tell him clearly that he can talk, he won't say anything
Rachel: What authorization?
Kurt: He grabs the wrist of the person he wants to talk to. Usually it will be me
Rachel: Why you?
Kurt: Because I'm the main person giving him permission to do something
Rachel: Okay, okay. Now tell me why did you get into this kind of relationship?
Kurt: Our instincts, impulses to be precise, came out. I saw him do anything, not listen to me, so I grabbed him by the jaw and told him to get on his knees. Then we did some research to understand what happened
Rachel: Ok ...
Kurt: I brought a copy for you
Rachel: Thanks
Kurt: I hope it's a little clearer
Rachel: Well, I think I'll take a while to get used to it. But, I just saw the word punishment and it worries me. I know you are not violent at heart, but ...
Kurt: I will only punish him if I have to. I would never do this for nothing, and will always make sure he knows why he will be punished
Rachel: Good. But, I'm still worried
Kurt: Considering your reaction, I think it will be fine to tell others
Rachel: They should understand, but I'm not sure
Kurt: If you got it, you should be fine
Rachel: You can always try
Kurt: I was thinking of doing this tomorrow
Rachel: Fortunately, I don't have a rehearsal
Kurt: Yeah, luckily
Rachel: Otherwise, I should have postponed. And you know how much I hate to postpone what I planned
Kurt: Right
Rachel: But tell me, do you also feel the urge to control everyone?
Kurt: What do you mean?
Rachel: Well, seeing as you've been talking about control impulses, can that come out with other people too?
Kurt: Yeah, it can happen. For example, it happened with Finn
Finn: Yeah, but that was the start, you weren't in control yet
Kurt: Finn, know that I hate being interrupted, always. So with these urges it gets even worse. But, I'm going to let it slide, because I have no authority whatsoever over you or anyone else except Blaine. It's only over him that I have authority
Finn: Yeah, sorry
Kurt: Why do I feel like you're a submissive?
Finn: No idea
Rachel: Here they talk about it
Kurt: What?
Rachel: They say a dominant gives off different pheromones than a submissive. Dominants are able to identify a submissive either through this or through their behavior. They also say that each person is dominant or dominated, but these famous impulses are buried deep inside us. It is thanks to certain events that they stand out
Finn: What events?
Rachel: It depends on the people. You, what has it been?
Kurt: I saw him tidy up and asked him to stop. He wasn't listening to me, and that's what started them
Rachel: Alright
Finn: What else are they saying?
Rachel: I'm sure they've read all this before
Kurt: Go ahead, read anyway. Reading aloud can help to understand
Finn: Go ahead, keep going
Rachel: So a top only has direct authority over the top he is dealing with. But, any other dominated in his presence owes him respect and obedience. If he ever disrespects or disobeys him, he has the right to punish him
Kurt: Right. And, so far, I think Blaine is doing pretty well
Finn: It mostly freaks me out to be so calm. I feel like he's going to jump on me without warning
Kurt: I assure you, he won't do that. At least not without my permission
Finn: So can you tell him to jump on me and attack me?
Kurt: Yeah, if I feel like it
Finn: Great…
Rachel: And, if I understand correctly, do we have all these urges hidden deep inside us?
Kurt: Yeah. Now all that remains is to know which event will trigger them
Rachel: I hope it's not for now, because I'm not ready for this yet
Kurt: Because, us, yes?
Rachel: I dunno… it seems so natural to you
Kurt: It's our urges that make it natural
Rachel: So what does your gut tell you about us?
Kurt: Blaine, please answer
Blaine: Rachel is dominant and Finn is submissive sir
Kurt: "run his hand through his hair" Good, good boy. Thank you for answering
Blaine: "grab his wrist"
Kurt: Speak, sweetheart
Blaine: Is that also what you think sir?
Kurt: Yeah. As soon as they entered the room I knew who was the dominant and who was the dominated
Blaine: Yes sir. That's what I was thinking too
Kurt: Okay, stay silent until the end of the discussion. I will tell you when we will be in free discussion
Blaine: "shake your head"
Kurt: Good boy
Rachel: I think you're talking to a dog
Kurt: It's important to let a submissive know he's doing it right. This kind of praise is important to them
Rachel: But do you have to talk to him like a dog?
Kurt: Just congratulate him. I did a lot of research before embarking on this kind of relationship. And, you can see he didn't take it the wrong way
Rachel: He won't dare tell you for fear that you will punish him
Kurt: One of our main rules is honesty. I made him promise to tell me when something was wrong, whether he was allowed to speak or not. I don't wanna take the risk of hurting him
Rachel: Ok, I believe you. But, it's because I know you can't hurt her
Kurt: Everyone knows that
Rachel: Only people who know you
Kurt: Right
Rachel: So, if I understand correctly, you're going to tell the others about this tomorrow, is that it?
Kurt: Yeah. We want to be honest with them. Although we'll try to be discreet about our relationship, it might come out and I don't want them to be surprised
Rachel: Yeah, that makes sense
Finn: Dude, if you keep running your hand through his hair, he's going to fall asleep
Kurt: That's something I noticed as soon as we started dating. When I do this it relaxes him so much that he is able to fall asleep
Rachel: You're just busy massaging him scalp
Kurt: Exactly. And, he loves it. So, I decided to do that when he does what I tell him. This is another way to congratulate him
Finn: I feel like you can stay for hours doing this
Kurt: Yeah, because it relaxes me too
Rachel: There is one more thing I would like to know
Kurt: Yeah, what?
Rachel: I would like to know where you got those bracelets and that leather necklace. Just seeing them, I know it is a very high quality leather. You had to go to a special place to find them, and it must have cost you a fortune
Kurt: I have my contacts
Rachel: Give me one, let me take a closer look
Kurt: Do you want me to take his necklace off?
Rachel: Or one of his bracelets, your choice
Kurt: Why?
Rachel: Because I asked for it
Kurt: There's no way I'm taking off his necklace or one of his bracelets
Rachel: Why?
Kurt: Because they're here to stay. Plus, they're water resistant, so you don't need to remove them to take a shower
Rachel: Don't worry, it will only take five minutes
Kurt: Rachel I said no!
Rachel: What, what ...
Finn: I know, it surprises. But, we got used to it
Rachel: How did you talk to me?
Finn: No, leave. It's his impulses that stand out. I learned, the hard way, that in this kind of situation, it's better to look down
Rachel: Look down? I wouldn't stoop to this
Finn: So I hope you are ready to face his anger
Rachel: Face his anger?
Finn: Look
Rachel: Why are you looking at me like you're going to kill me?
Kurt: I know you have dominant urges hidden deep inside you, but that doesn't give you the privilege of doing whatever you want. I've told you no more than once, and I expected you to understand the first time. But obviously that's not the case
Rachel: Alright, calm down
Kurt: I'm going to let this slip for two reasons. The first is that I am not your dominant. The second is that this is the first time. But, the next time you do something like this again, I should act on it, whether you have dominant urges or not. Did I make myself understood?
Rachel: Yeah ...
Kurt: Good. From now on, be careful what you do
Rachel: Ok
Kurt: See you tomorrow
Rachel: See you tomorrow
Finn: I know it's creepy
Rachel: I hope he doesn't do this too often
Finn: If you stay respectful and don't disobey him, you should be fine
Rachel: And it looked like he was waiting for something
Finn: Yeah, he was waiting for something
Rachel: What?
Finn: He was waiting for you to lower your eyes, to show him your submission
Rachel: My submission? Are you serious ? He said himself that I am dominant
Finn: Yeah, but him… he's awesome. Without knowing it, he imposes his domination. I'm sure you felt it too
Rachel: Yeah, a little
Finn: Okay, let's go to bed
Rachel: Ok
The next day at McKinley High
Finn: So how did it go?
Kurt: Pretty good. At first, they had a little trouble understanding. But, with some explanation, it was. Well, it will take a while for them to get used to, but that's okay
Finn: Cool. Is that what you expected?
Kurt: Well, I expected more questions, and most importantly, a lot less understanding
End: Yeah, it's true that it's not easy to understand
Kurt: Now tell me what you really wanted to tell me
Finn: I just wanted to apologize for Rachel's behavior yesterday
Kurt: It's not for you to apologize. The only person who has to do it is her
Finn: She never will. You know her. Her and her ego
Kurt: Well, whatever. But, I wouldn't let anything go with her anymore. His regular disrespect may really annoy me
Finn: Yeah, I know
Kurt: I'll watch her for the rest of the day
Finn: Ok
Kurt: If I ever have something to complain about, I'll let you know
Finn: Ok
Further
Kurt: So, did you find what you were looking for?
Blaine: No, not yet… I really need to think about putting my locker in mind
Kurt: Relax. You have plenty of time to do this. You've already finished your day, while I still have classes
Blaine: It's not possible… it must be at the back
Kurt: Leave. You will find what you are looking for later
Blaine: Wait a little longer. I think I found it
Kurt: Blaine, put this down!
Blaine: Yes sir
Kurt: Follow me
Blaine: Yeah
Kurt: Okay, now on your knees!
Blaine: Okay
Kurt: I think you know what's going to happen, but I want you to tell me
Blaine: I'm gonna be punished sir
Kurt: Do you know why?
Blaine: Because I didn't stop when you asked me to, sir. I'm sorry I disobeyed
Kurt: It's okay to apologize, but it's not enough. Although this is your first punishment, I'm not going to take it lightly. You must understand that you must not start over
Blaine: Yes sir
Kurt: I brought some supplies, just in case. These are satin and cotton ribbons
Blaine: Why?
Kurt: Keep silent. You will speak when you have permission
Blaine: "shake your head"
Kurt: Good. The cotton ribbons will be used to tie your hands behind your back, and the satin one will be used to gag you. And, you will stay here until the end of my classes, which is two hours. This is your punishment
Blaine: "shake your head"
Kurt: Okay, later on
In the hallways
Rachel: We need to talk
Kurt: What is it?
Rachel: I wanna talk about your reaction from yesterday
Kurt: I guess you didn't like it
Rachel: Not really, no
Kurt: You disrespected me and deliberately disobeyed me. My reaction was perfectly natural
Rachel: Natural to you
Kurt: Did I scare you?
Rachel: No, not afraid. I just didn't like that you spoke to me like a five year old
Kurt: I think I'm starting to understand
Rachel: What?
Kurt: I think your impulses are starting to come out, and you're having trouble controlling them
Rachel: If you want
Kurt: And, that's why you didn't like it
Rachel: Come on by the way, please
Kurt: Listen to me, dominant impulses or not, you owe me respect. For obedience, I don't mind that you don't owe me, since I'm not your dominant. But, next time listen when I say no
Rachel: Ok
Kurt: Know one thing. I have every right to punish you to make you understand the lesson
Rachel: Are you allowed to do that? Really ?
Kurt: Yeah. So you better be careful what you do or say
Rachel: Don't you want me to look down while you're at it?
Kurt: No, I'm not asking you, because that's a mark of submission, and I'm not your dominant. But, it's also a mark of respect. I expect you to respect me just like I respect you
Rachel: I know, respect works both ways. No need to repeat it to me
Kurt: Alright, then, hold it back
Rachel: I feel like you consider me dominated. Am I wrong ?
Kurt: I don't think of you like that. But, like Finn said, I'm awesome. I impose more domination than you, so I have the upper hand over you
Rachel: Have you got the better of me? Are you serious ?
Kurt: Please don't say more. Talking like that, you start to annoy me
Rachel: Am I mad? I came here to tell you about your behavior yesterday, nothing more
Kurt: You see, I think a little isolation will do you a lot of good. Follow me
Rachel: Huh, what? Do you want to punish me?
Kurt: I think you deserve it
Rachel: It's okay, I'm leaving
Kurt: Next time, watch out. Because I wouldn't hesitate no matter what you say to me
Rachel: Ok if you want
Several hours later
Kurt: Well, you're free
Blaine: Thanks sir
Kurt: Hope you have thought about it and learned a lesson
Blaine: Yes sir
Kurt: Alright. Which ?
Blaine: I must not disobey
Kurt: What will happen if you disobey again?
Blaine: I would be punished. If I don't respect an established rule, I will be punished
Kurt: Good, good boy. You understood the lesson
Blaine: Yeah
Kurt: "kiss him" And, I'm proud of you for taking your punishment without complaining
Blaine: Are we in open discussion?
Kurt: Yeah, sweetheart
Blaine: I'm so sorry I disobeyed. But when I'm stressed my mind is on autopilot
Kurt: That's why I decided to punish you. To make you aware of what you were doing
Blaine: You were right. I deserved it
Kurt: Honey, your legs are shaking
Blaine: It's okay, don't worry. My legs just hurt from being on my knees for two hours
Kurt: Did you really kneel for two hours? I thought you would have sat down at some point
Blaine: You told me to stay where you left me. And, I didn't mean to disappoint you again
Kurt: You were really brave. In addition, you had your thighs spread, which increased the level of pain, and decreased your stability
Blaine: I deserved it. It's pain that was part of my punishment, and I had to endure it
Kurt: Okay, but you have to be careful
Blaine: Yes sir
Kurt: I hope you didn't feel too lonely
Blaine: No. My punishment was isolation, bonds and the gag order
Kurt: I think I'll keep these ribbons with me
Blaine: For other punishments?
Kurt: Yeah, you never know. Although I trust you totally, we can never be too careful
Blaine: Okay
Kurt: Also, I almost punished Rachel
Blaine: Seriously? Would I have had company?
Kurt: She left before I had a chance to do anything. And, I would have taken her to another place
Blaine: Ok
Kurt: Come on, I'll take you home to take care of you
Blaine: Yes sir
