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"Jennie?" Lisa's concerned tone surprised me and I snapped my eyes open and strained in the darkness to see her walking over toward me.

"Yes," I replied.

"I couldn't find you. Why are you out here? This isn't safe."

I'd had it with her big sister role. I could handle things myself. She needed to back off. "I'm fine. Go back inside and continue your make-out session in our booth." The bitterness in my voice was obvious. It couldn't be helped.

"Why are you out here?" she repeated, slowly taking another step toward me.

"Because I want to be," I replied just as slowly, glaring up at her.

"The party is inside. Isn't that what you wanted? A honky-tonk with men and drinks? You're missing it out here."

"Back off, Lisa."

Lisa took one more step toward me leaving all but an inch between us. "No. I want to know what happened."

Something in me snapped and I put both hands on her chest and shoved as hard as I could. She barely stumbled back. "You want to know what happened? YOU happened Lisa. That's what happened." I stormed around her and stalked toward the dark parking lot.

One strong hand wrapped around my arm stopping me and I jerked hard trying to set myself free but it was no use. Lisa had a firm hold on me and she wasn't letting go.

"What does that mean, Jennie?" she asked, pulling me back up against her chest.

I squirmed against her fighting back the urge to scream. I hated the way the smell of her made my heart race and my body throb. I needed her to stay at a distance. Not rub her warm delicious body all over me.

"Let. Me. Go." I snapped.

"Not until you tell me what your problem is," she replied angrily.

I twisted in her arms but she didn't budge an inch. This was ridiculous. She didn't want to hear what I had to say. That realization made me want to say it. Knowing that what I was going to say would bother her. Mess up her whole friendship idea.

"I don't like seeing you touch other women. And when men grope my ass I hate it. I want it to be you touching me there. Wanting to touch me there. But you don't and I have to deal with it. Now, let me go!" I jerked free and ran for her Range Rover. I could hide out there until she was ready to take me home.

Tears stung my eyes and I ran harder. When I reached her vehicle I walked around to the side and leaned back against it closing my eyes. I had just told Lisa I wanted her to grope my ass. How stupid could I be? She'd given me my own room. Offered to let me stay there until my dad got home so I could save money and I'd just given her every reason to kick me out.

The locks on the Range Rover clicked and I opened my eyes to see Lisa stalking toward me. She was going to take me home and kick me out. She stopped beside me and jerked open the back door. She was putting me in the back. How humiliating.


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She wanted me to touch her . . . there. Shit. I was sunk. I couldn't fight this. I needed to. If I wanted to save us both pain later, I could turn around and go back inside. But damn, I couldn't find the strength to fight this need. I wanted her. I wanted her so fucking badly I was ready to make this work. Denying myself was one thing, but denying Jennie was a whole other issue.

I didn't think about it. I couldn't. I just acted on instinct.

I went after her.

Once I was close enough to the Range Rover, I clicked the unlock button. I was touching her tonight. Right now. Right fucking now. And it was the stupidest thing I could do. For both of us. But I just didn't give a shit anymore. I was taking what I wanted. What she wanted.

"Get in, or I'll put you in," I demanded.

Her eyes went wide with shock, and she scrambled quickly into the backseat. Her sweet little ass was stuck up in the air, and my dick was instantly hard. God, why did I want her so badly? I shouldn't do this. Jennie was the one person I couldn't have. She knew nothing about Rosé and her dad and me. This would all end up destroying me. Or maybe it wouldn't. Maybe she would listen to me. Understand all of this.

I climbed in behind her.

"What are you doing?" she asked.

I didn't answer, because I wasn't fucking sure. I pressed her up against the seat and took another taste. The innocence pouring off her was intoxicating. She was pure. Not just with her body but with her thoughts. She wasn't spiteful. She didn't seek revenge. She trusted me. I was the world's biggest dick.

I grabbed her hips and moved her so that I could settle between her legs. I needed the connection. The warmth. Jennie didn't fight me but did exactly as I prompted. I wanted to claim her. Completely. But it was wrong. Too much stood between us. Things she'd never forgive. Things she would never understand. Frantic, I reached for the hem of her shirt.

"Take it off," I said, as I lifted it over her head and threw it into the front seat. The soft, perfect skin of her breasts peeked out of the top of the lacy bra she was wearing. I needed to see it all. I wanted to taste it all. "I want it all off, sweet Jennie." I reached for the bra clasp and quickly undid it, then slid the bra down her arms. She was beautiful. I'd known she would be. But seeing the hard pink nipples against her creamy, smooth skin made me realize I wouldn't be able to go back. "This is why I tried to stay away. This, Jennie. I won't be able to stop this. Not now."

When someone is handed a piece of heaven, she can't just forget it. My breathing was becoming difficult as I pulled her closer and lowered my head to pull one of those nipples into my mouth and sucked on it, as I'd imagined doing more than once.

Jennie grabbed my shoulders and cried out my name, making any control I had thought I was holding on to vanish. I let her nipple pop free of my mouth so I could stick my tongue out and let her see the silver barbell she'd been so interested in flick over her skin. "Tastes like candy. Girls shouldn't taste so sweet. It's dangerous," I told her, then ran my nose along her neck and inhaled deeply. "And you smell incredible."

Nothing would ever smell as good as Jennie. Nothing. Her mouth was slightly open, and she took fast little breaths as I cupped her breasts with my hands. That mouth and those lips. I couldn't get them out of my head. Kissing had always been something I didn't do easily. But with Jennie, it was all I could think about. She tasted so sweet and clean. Her mouth was mine and only mine when I kissed her lips.

Tugging on her nipples, I teased her, and she moaned into my mouth. Her small hands slipped under my shirt and began exploring my stomach. She was spending a lot of time on my abs, causing a smile to tug at my lips. My girl liked my stomach. I'd give her better access if that was what she wanted.

I reached for my shirt with one hand, jerked it over my head, and tossed it away, then went right back to kissing those now-swollen lips of hers. I loved the way they felt against mine.

Jennie arched her back, rubbing her breasts against my sports bra, and I had to suck in to catch my breath. Shit, that felt good. It was so simple, but it was incredible, because it was Jennie. Everything with her felt like it was new. I didn't want to miss any of it. I wanted to soak in every moan and cry from her lips.

I wrapped her up in my arms and pressed her against me, and she clawed gently at my back as an excited sound came from her mouth.

"Sweet Jennie," I said, and I freed her mouth long enough to pull her bottom lip into my mouth so I could suck on it. I loved how full it was. I could spend hours with just her mouth. But she was wiggling under me and opening her legs wider. She was searching, and I knew exactly what she wanted, even if she wasn't sure.

I wanted to take my time and cherish her, but her sexy little body was getting needy and moving frantically beneath me. I touched her knee, and she jumped from my touch and then stilled. Slowly, I ran my hand up her thigh, giving her time to stop me if this was too fast.

Her legs fell open completely, as if offering me an invitation, and the smell of her heat hit me. Holy shit, that was good. So so so good. I inhaled deeply before running a finger along the wet fabric of her panties.

Jennie jerked against my touch and let out a small whimper. God, how was I gonna be able to control myself? This was too much. She smelled too good, and her sounds . . . fuck, they were hot.

"Easy. I just want to see if it's as fucking sweet down there as the rest of you," I told her, and she trembled in my arms. She didn't want me to stop. The trembling and the desperate look in her eyes let me know everything I needed to know. I held her gaze and my breath as I slipped a finger inside the satin and felt the wetness there, waiting for me.

"Lisa," she said in a desperate voice as she squeezed my shoulder.

"Shhh, it's OK," I said.

But was it? Fuck, she was soaked, and the smell was intoxicating. The whole damn car smelled like Jennie's arousal. I was so close to coming in my jeans it was ridiculous. She hadn't even touched me.

I buried my head in her neck and tried to smell the sweet scent of her skin and get some control. Her arousal was about to kill me. "This is too fucking much," I told her.

Then I moved my finger through her hot, slick opening, and she bucked underneath me and screamed out my name. Shit. Oh, fuck. Shit. I was panting. I couldn't catch my breath. I moved my finger and slid into the tightness waiting for me, and her body squeezed me, sucking my finger in.

"Shit. Motherfucking hell. Wet, hot . . . so fucking hot. And Jesus, you're so tight." My words sounded as out of control as I felt. Nothing should be this fucking amazing.

"Lisa. Please," she begged me. "I need . . ." She didn't finish her thought, because she was so damn innocent she didn't know what she needed. God, she had me. That was it. She had me. I couldn't let her go. Not now. I was owned.

I pressed a kiss to her chin, as she threw her head back and arched into me. "I know what you need. I'm just not sure I can handle watching you get it. You've got me all kinds of worked up. I'm trying hard to be a good girl. I can't lose control in the back of a damn car."

She shook her head frantically. "Please, don't be good. Please."

Fuck me. "Shit, baby. Stop it. I'm going to explode. I'll give you your release, but when I finally bury myself inside you for the first time, you won't be sprawled in the back of my car. You 'll be in my bed." I would not take her in the back of this car. She was too damn precious for that.

I moved my hand and slid my thumb over her clit to rub it gently as I slipped my finger in and out of her greedy entrance. She began clawing at me and panting my name. The begging was about to kill me. All I could think about was what it would feel like to be buried up inside this heaven and have her begging me for release. Fuck, I was gonna come.

"That's it. Come for me, sweet Jennie. Come on my hand, and let me feel it. I want to watch you." I wasn't sure if she even understood what I was asking her for, but I couldn't be quiet.

"LISAAAA!" She cried out my name and began riding my hand as she jerked and trembled. Her hands grasped for me like she thought she was falling. I held her as she chanted my name. My world exploded, and I bent my head to breathe her in as I shuddered, unable to believe what had just happened.

"Ahhhh, yeah. That's it. Fuck, yes. You're so beautiful," I told her, as I let the waves of pleasure wash over me. She began to ease her hold on me as a sweet, lethargic smile touched her lips. I removed my hand from between her legs and enjoyed her smell before slipping my finger into my mouth and tasting her.

She tasted even better than I'd expected. Was that even fucking possible?

Jennie's eyelashes fluttered, and she opened her eyes to look up at me.

I could see the moment she realized exactly why I had my finger in my mouth. The shocked look was followed by pink cheeks. She had just screamed my name and come apart in my lap, but the sight of me sucking her off my finger made her blush.

"I was right. You're just as sweet in that hot little pussy of yours as you are everywhere else," I told her, just to see if her eyes could get any bigger.

She closed them tightly, unable to look at me.

I started laughing. She was perfect. "Oh, come on, sweet Jennie. You just came wild and sexy all over my hand and even left some claw marks on my back to prove it. Don't go getting shy on me now. 'Cause, baby, before the night is over, you will be naked in my bed." And I meant that. I wanted her in my bed. And if this could possibly get any better, I wouldn't let her out.

She peeked back up at me, and the interest in her eyes made me bite back a groan. I would not do anything else in this damn car. She was too good for a car. I wanted to give her the best of everything. That included the best of sex.

"Let me get you dressed, then I'll go find Jisoo and see if she needs a ride or if she found a cowboy to take her home," I said.

She stretched her body out like a cat, and I clenched my fists to keep from grabbing her and claiming her mouth again. "OK," she agreed.

"If I wasn't hard as a damn rock right now, I'd consider staying right here and enjoying the sleepy little pleased look in your eyes. I like knowing I put it there. But I need some more," I whispered against her ear.

She tensed, then eased back against me. Damn, I had to get her clothes on her—and fast.