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"Whoa, girl," Jimin said holding his arms out to catch me as I came barreling into the kitchen.

A hiccup escaped and I swallowed back the sob that followed it.

"That was brutal in there but it could have been worse. At least Lisa came to the rescue." Jimin patted my back and hugged me.

I didn't want Jimin to know how incredibly cheap I was. I couldn't tell him these tears were because I'd become a rich girl dirty little secret. Not because some mean bitch had dumped food all over me in front of a room full of people.

"Get back out there Jim. We need more servers on the floor. I'll talk to Jennie," Mino said as he walked into the kitchen.

Jimin hugged me hard one more time then frowned over at Mino before taking his tray and heading for the door. "You be nice to my girl," Jimin said as he passed Mino.

Mino didn't reply. Instead he studied me. I figured this was it. The big "it's your fault so you can leave now" moment.

"I go to the trouble of warning you about Rosé and it isn't even Lisa's fault a jealous bitch attacked you," Mino growled and shook his head in disgust. "I'm sorry, Jennie. This one is all on me. I wasn't expecting that from her. She's the crazy exgirlfriend I can't seem to shake."

He wasn't firing me? I leaned back on the counter behind me to take a deep breath.

"Due to the drama, I don't want you back out there. You can stay in here and help prepare trays though. I'll make sure you make the same amount as you would have made out there."

"Thank you. But can I change?" I asked, needing to get the snail off of me.

Mino smiled, "Yeah. Go get one of the cart girl outfits from the office. We have all our extra server uniforms in use tonight."

I pushed off from the counter and headed for the door.

"Take your time. We are fine in here if you need a break," Mino called out as I exited the kitchen.

Lisa and Rosé stood in the hallway in what looked like a heated argument when I walked out. Rosé shot her icy glare my way. I could see the frustration in Lisa's expression. I was only causing her grief. I didn't care to see this. They could have their family quarrel and get over it. After tonight, I should have enough money to move out. Tomorrow I would find a place because sleeping under Lisa's roof was going to be impossible. I turned and opened the door leading outside.

"Jennie, wait," Lisa called out.

"Let her go, Lisa," Rosé demanded.

"I can't," she replied.

The door closed behind me and I tried to block out what I'd heard. I didn't need to think or even consider that Lisa would fight for me.

The door swung open and Lisa came running out of it. "Jennie, please wait. Talk to me," she begged.

I stopped and watched as she ran over to stand in front of me. I had nothing to say to her. I'd said it all.

"I'm sorry. But you're wrong; I didn't ignore you in there. Go ask anyone. My eyes never left you. If there was any question in anyone's mind how I felt about you, the fact I couldn't look away from you while you walked around that room should have answered it." She paused and ran her hand over her hair, and muttered a curse. "Then I saw the look on your face when you saw Jisoo with Bobby. Something inside me was ripped open. I didn't know what you were thinking but I knew you were realizing the wrongness of tonight. You should have never been there serving everyone. You should have been by my side. I wanted you beside me. I was strung so damn tight waiting on anyone to make a wrong move toward you that I forgot to breathe most of the time."

Lisa reached out and ran a finger over my clenched fist. "If you can forgive me, I promise this will never happen again. I love Rosé. But I'm done trying to please her. She's my sister and she has some issues she needs to work out. I've told her that I'm going to talk to you about everything. There are some things you need to know." She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. "I'm dealing with the fact that you may walk away from me once you know them and never look back. It scares the hell out of me. I don't know what this is that is going on between us but from the moment I laid eyes on you I knew you were going to change my world. I was terrified. The more I watched you the more you drew me in. I couldn't get close enough."

She was ready to open up to me and let me in. She wasn't just using me. I wasn't just another girl she screwed and tossed aside. She was ready to let me into her world of secrets. She wanted to keep me. My heart gave up. I'd held back and I'd fought hard to keep her from taking it over. Still, she'd managed to own it. Seeing her vulnerable was the last straw. I couldn't hold back anymore.

I had fallen too far. I was in love with Lisa Manoban.

"Okay," I said. There was nothing more to say. She had me.

Lisa frowned. "Okay?"

I nodded. "Okay. If you actually want to keep me so badly that you're willing to open up to me, then okay." I would not tell her I loved her. It was too soon. She'd think it was because I was so young. That was something I'd hold close to my chest until I knew it was time. Maybe it was because I was so young. I felt it just the same.

A small grin tugged on her lips. "I just bared my soul to you and all I get is an 'okay'?" she asked.

I shrugged, "You said everything I needed to hear. I'm hooked now. You have me. What are you going to do with me?"

Lisa let out a low sexy laugh and pulled me close to her. "I'm thinking sex on the sixteenth hole by the lake would be nice."

I tilted my head as if I were thinking about it. "Hmmm… problem is I'm supposed to change and go work in the kitchen the rest of the night."

Lisa let out a heavy sigh. "Shit."

I pressed a kiss to her jawline. "You have a sister to escort," I reminded her.

Lisa's arms tightened around me. "All I can think about is being inside you. Having you pressed close to me and hearing you make those sexy ass little moans."

Oh. My. My heart rate picked up at the thought.

"If I could walk away from you easily I'd take you into that office and press you up against the wall and burry myself deep inside. But I can't have a quickie with you. You're too damn addictive."

Her description had me breathing hard and clinging to her shoulders. "Go change. I'll stand out here so I'm not tempted. Then I'll walk you back to the kitchen," Lisa said as she slowly released me.

I needed a moment to get myself under control before I let go of her arms. Then I turned and hurried into the office.


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The temptation to go in there with her and make love to her before sending her back to work was hard to ignore. But she wanted to finish working tonight. It was important to her. I wanted to prove to her that what was important to her was important to me.

When she walked back out, she was wearing a clean cartgirl uniform and smiling at me.

"Sure you don't want to take me back to the sixteenth hole? I promise I'll be quick. Just let me lick your pussy until you come."

Jennie trembled and let out a shaky breath. "Lisa, don't say that. I can't. I have to go back to work, and I don't want Jimin wondering why I'm a jumble of nerves."

Smiling, I reached for her hand and threaded my fingers through hers. "You clean up well," I told her teasingly.

Jennie giggled. "I sure smell better now, too," she said.

I tugged her over to my side and ducked my head to inhale her. "You always smell amazing, sweet Jennie."

She leaned into me, and I moved my hand to tuck her beside me as I walked her back into the building and to the kitchen door.

"I'm gonna kiss you. I know you're at work, but right now, I just don't care. I need to taste you." I leaned down to press my lips against hers. I licked her bottom lip, pulled it into my mouth and sucked, then let it go with a reluctant peck.

Jennie shot me one last grin before leaving me standing there without her.

~#~

Going through the motions and finishing the night had been hell. But I'd made it, and Rosé seemed happy. She chatted on the way back to the house about a shopping trip she wanted to take with Hyeri and asked if I had talked to Mom lately.

When Rosé had driven away I let out a sigh of relief and went inside the house. Jennie would be home soon, and I was still giving her that massage. She more than needed it now. She'd been going all damn day.

I walked through the kitchen on my way to the stairs. The empty bottle of beer and the wineglass sitting on the bar stopped me in my tracks. At that moment, the world felt like it had ceased spinning and I was moving in slow motion toward the glass.

Familiar red lipstick on the glass made my stomach turn. Fuck, no. Not yet. God, not yet. I needed tonight. Motherfucker. I needed one more night. She wasn't ready. I had to plan this. Shit!

I headed for the stairs and took them two at a time, needing to see for myself. As I walked down the hall, I saw that the door to my mother's room was closed. They were in there. I knew they were. That door was normally open. I didn't touch the door. I was afraid to see them. I was afraid they would destroy this. They would tell her everything and send her away from me.

No.

God, no.

No, no, no.

She didn't come home for hours. I didn't know how many; I just knew it was late. I had been sitting outside my door on the floor, waiting for her. Staring straight ahead. Needing to see her and hold her and know she was here with me. She wasn't gone.

The sound of the front door opening sent my heart into a wild frenzy. Jennie was home. This could be it. The end. No. No. No. I wouldn't allow it. I would make her love me. Make her forgive me.

When she stopped on the top step and saw me, I sat there and took her in. My sweet Jennie. She had shown up and stolen a piece of my heart without opening her mouth. Then she'd consumed me. Taken it all. I had let her have it freely.

She started walking toward me, and I stood up and went to her. "I need you upstairs. Now." The desperation in my voice seemed to surprise her, but she didn't question me.


J

I didn't see Lisa again after she left me at the kitchen door with a quick kiss. The night had been endless and I was exhausted. Preparing food was harder than it looked. After the place had emptied and cleared out we had then been left with the task of cleaning up.

Three hours later it was almost four in the morning. I all but stumbled out into the early morning darkness and headed for my truck. Part of me expected Lisa to be waiting on me but then she'd have had to sleep in her car so that would have been ridiculous.

I cranked up my truck and headed for her house. I didn't have to go into work today so I could sleep. I also wouldn't need to find that apartment any longer. As soon as I pulled into the driveway I looked up to see the lights were still on in Lisa's room. The top of the house was all lit up compared to the darkness in the rest of it.

The front door was unlocked so I went inside and quietly closed the door behind me. I wondered if Lisa was still awake waiting on me or if she'd just fallen asleep with the lights on? Did I go to my room or hers?

I headed up the stairs and found Lisa sitting on the floor leaning against her door looking directly at me. What was she doing?

When her eyes met mine she stood up and stalked toward me. I met her half way. She seemed desperate. I just couldn't figure out why. "I need you upstairs. Now," she said in a tight frantic voice.

My heart sped up. Was someone hurt? Was she okay?

I hurried behind her. She closed the door and locked it. She never locked it. Then her hands were on me before we'd even made it up the stairs.

It was as if some wild man had taken over. Lisa ran her hands down my hips and over my behind then back up. She grabbed my shirt and ripped it off. I heard a button pop and winced. That was a uniform shirt. I started to ask her what was wrong but her mouth covered mine and her tongue was inside. Her hands found the snap on my shorts and jerking them open she began to push them down. The hungry little growls she was making were causing my body to react. I felt the wetness between my legs and the anxious throb start up.

Lisa pushed me back on the stairs and jerked off my shoes and pulled my shorts and panties off then grabbed both my knees and pushed them apart. I didn't have time to process before her mouth was on me licking the folds and slipping inside of me. My still tender flesh from the wild sex we'd had last night was extremely sensitive to each caress of her tongue. I began crying out her name. Falling back on my elbows I watched as she rained kisses along my thighs and then buried her face between my legs again to send me panting and begging for more.

"Mine. This is mine," she chanted like a man possessed as she pulled back to look down at me. She ran her fingers through the middle gently and then cut her eyes up at me, "Mine. This sweet pussy is mine, Jennie."

I was ready to agree to anything if she'd make me come. I wanted her inside me first though.

"Tell me it's mine," she demanded.

I nodded and she slipped a finger up inside causing another moan to escape me. "Tell me it is mine," she repeated.

"It's yours, now please Lisa, fuck me."

Her eyes went wide and she stood up and pushed down the pajama bottoms she was wearing. Her erection stood out proudly.

"No condom tonight. I'll pull out. I just need to feel all of you," she said as she pushed my knees up and lowered herself down until she was at my entrance. She didn't slam into me like I expected. She eased in slow.

"Does it hurt?" she asked as she held herself over me.

It did a little but I wasn't going to admit to that. I wanted her without control. "It feels good," I assured her.

She bit her bottom lip and eased slowly back out. "These stairs are too hard for you. Come here." She bent down and scooped me up in her arms and started up the steps. I'd never been carried by someone before and I have to say this was an excellent experience. Lisa's naked chest holding me was incredible.

"Will you do something for me?" She asked bending her head down to press small kisses to my nose and eyelids.

"Yes," I replied.

She stopped by the bed and slowly put me down until my feet touched the floor. "Bend over and lay your chest flat on the bed. Put your hands over your head and leave your ass stuck up in the air."

Um… okay. I didn't ask why because I had figured that much out. Keeping my feet on the floor, I bent forward and laid on the bed like she asked.

Her hand ran over my bottom and she made a pleased sound in her throat. "You have the most perfect ass I've ever seen," She said in a worshipful tone.

Both of her hands found my hips and slowly she entered me pulling me back onto her as she slid inside. She was deeper this way. "Lisa!" I cried out as the slight pain hit from the depth she'd reached.

"Fuck, I'm deep," she groaned.

Then she pulled out slowly and her hips began that familiar rocking. I grabbed onto the sheets as my body began to climb toward its climax. It knew what was coming and my legs started to tremble from the pleasure starting to build inside me.

One of Lisa's hands slipped down until it was touching my swollen clit and she began rubbing her thumb over it. "God, you're soaking wet," she panted.

My legs stiffened as the orgasm washed over me and then I began to buck unable to deal with the sensation of Lisa still rubbing me. It was so much pleasure that it hurt. Before I could beg for mercy, her hands grabbed my waist and she pulled out of me quickly.

"GAAAAH!" she yelled as I collapsed onto the bed knowing without looking that she'd pulled out before she came.

"Damn baby, if you only knew how fucking incredible your ass looks right now," she said in a breathless voice.

I turned my head to the side unable to lift it and looked at her. "Why?"

A low chuckle rumbled from her chest. "Let's just say I need to clean you up."

Realization dawned on me and the warmth on my bottom that I hadn't noticed before suddenly caught my attention. A giggle broke free and I buried my face in my hands.

I laid there listening as she ran the water and then walked back out to me. The warmth of the washcloth as she wiped me clean of her cum was nice and I slowly started to fall asleep. I was exhausted. I wondered if I'd ever wake up.


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I loved hearing her laugh. I also loved standing here and staring at her ass covered in my come. Those two things combined were pretty damn awesome.

She needed to sleep. I couldn't make her lie here with my come on her because I was a fucking caveman. Moving around her, I headed for the bathroom and got a warm, wet washcloth, then headed back into the room.

I could see her eyes follow me and the sleepy, satisfied smile on her face. I had put that smile there. I didn't know if she was supposed to work tomorrow or not, but she wasn't working. I would deal with it. I had to talk to her. She had to know.

Her dad was here. It was time I faced it and fought for her.

I cleaned the come off her bottom. "All clean, baby. You can crawl on up and get covered up. I'll be right back," I told her.

But she didn't move. I walked around and looked at her face. She was sound asleep. I smiled at the thought of her falling asleep while I was cleaning her up. The possessive beast within beat on my chest.

I picked her up and moved her to the pillow, then covered her carefully. Leaning down, I pressed a kiss to her head. "I will fix this. I swear I will make it right. I love you enough to get us through this. I just need you to love me enough. Please, Jennie. Love me enough," I pleaded.

She didn't move. Her slow, even breathing never changed. But I hoped she heard me in her sleep. And that tomorrow she would remember.