Bilba sat curled in an uncomfortable plastic chair in the corner of the common room, arm draped across a knee as her eyes scanned the file in her hand. A large stack of nearly identical folders, along with two smaller piles, sat on the table in front of her, all stuffed to the brim with paperwork.

Beyond that, the room opened into a wide airy space, lined with windows to allow in natural light. Tables and chairs were scattered throughout, many occupied with other patients reading, doing puzzles or quietly talking. Orderlies and staff moved about them, sometimes stopping to talk to a patient or escort them to and from the room. A few of them looked her way, but none attempted to approach. Dr. Chambers had made it clear she was to be left alone.

She returned her gaze to the chart she'd been reading, but had barely managed to read the same line four more times when someone slid into a chair across from her. Irritated, she looked up, prepared to send the clear, and concise, message that whoever was bothering her was deeply unwanted.

It was Blondie, and the sight of him caused her brain to short circuit.

He'd taken her advice. He was clean shaven, hair neat and trimmed, and wore a freshly laundered t-shirt along with the requisite sweats and slippers. On anyone else, they looked non-descript but, on him, they became a fashion statement.

"So, Celeste," he started. "I wanted –"

He trailed off as she raised her fingers and pressed them together along with a sharp, "shush! Masterpieces don't talk, they exist to be admired."

The corner of his lip twitched, and he shook his head in exasperation. Then he folded his hands in front of him and proceeded to stare at her, in silence.

This time, it was Bilba fighting back a smile, even as she bemoaned the discovery that he had a sense of humor. She didn't want him to have a sense of humor. It was bad enough that he was unfairly attractive.

"I changed my mind," she stated flatly. "Don't shower. You're distracting."

He raised an eyebrow. "And you're so busy in here you can't afford to be distracted?"

"Exactly." He reached for one of the folders, only to pause as she slapped a hand onto them. "Anyone ever teach you that nosiness is a vice?"

He didn't pull his hand back. "Anyone ever teach you that sharing is a virtue?"

Confident, and very self-assured. If asked, Bilba would have insisted she didn't have a so-called perfect man in mind, or list of traits she considered desirable in a partner. She had no time for such things. Now she was quickly realizing that not only did she apparently have a list, but Blondie was rapidly checking every box.

"What are you doing?" he asked, nodding at the graveyard of dead trees.

"Reading," Bilba said dryly. "Don't you have anything better to do?"

"Not at present," he said easily as if she'd just asked him about the weather. "What are you reading?"

Bilba sighed. She knew she should get rid of him. Insult him until he left, or give him the silent treatment, or just threaten to track down his car once she got out and set it on fire. Instead, against her better judgement, intelligence, and all sane reason, she found herself shutting the folder she was reading and offering it to him.

She wasn't sure who was more surprised by her actions, her or him.

Granted, she was really bored. She'd always been more of a "shoot the thing in the face until it stops trying to kill you," and less of a "risk death by a thousand paper cuts doing research" type of person.

Blondie flipped the folder open and frowned at the contents. "Patient records? Isn't this a violation of privacy?"

"They're all old, and dead."

He raised an eyebrow. "Why?"

"I like history," Bilba lied. The upper floor had been shut down for decades following a fire, and it was only recently that the hospital had started renovating it. Whatever the construction had awakened must have predated the fire, or been killed by it. It narrowed her search down a little but, given the place was one of the oldest operating asylums in the country, it was still looking for a needle in a haystack.

Blondie frowned. "Haven't they ever heard of digitizing?"

Bilba wholeheartedly agreed. Her life would be so much easier if someone had thought to transfer the paper files to electronic media and added a search function. As it was, she was left to scour boxes of crumbling, records with next to nothing to go on. Later, she'd head out to see what she could find about the four teen victims but, until this, it was doing her best to not die from pure boredom.

Blondie pointed at the folders she'd separated out into smaller piles. "What are those?"

Bilba studied him for a few seconds and then leaned back in her chair and crossed her arms. "Figure it out yourself.

That should keep him busy for a bit and give her time to continue her own research.

His eyes narrowed. "Are you treating me like an irritating child right now?"

Bilba shrugged. "Are you acting like one right now?"

He grumbled something unflattering under his breath, before dragging some of the records she'd organized over to start flipping through. He finished surprisingly quickly and moved onto the other group. Once he was through them, he leaned back in his chair with a smirk. "You've separated them based on whether or not they died at the hospital. You also appear to have some interest in any record of violence, either done by them or to them."

Bilba scowled. "You're not allowed to be smart."

He crossed his arms, which caused his biceps to bulge in a way that almost derailed her brain again. "Excuse me?"

"You heard me." Bilba crossed her own arms to mock—mimic him, and glared at him. "You're not allowed to be pretty, and funny, and smart, get it? You can have one, maybe two, but not all three."

This time, he pursed his lips and looked away for a second to poorly hide a smile. When he looked back, his face was sober, but his eyes still showed clear amusement. "You're in luck." He spread his arms out to encompass the common room. "If I had any intelligence at all I wouldn't have ended up here, would I?"

There was a hint of bitterness in his voice that Bilba found relatable. The life of a hunter hadn't exactly been what she'd wanted, but sometimes life chose for you and there was nothing you could do about it.

"You weren't stupid," she said, surprising herself. "You were resourceful. You're lucky you weren't murdered yourself."

He leaned forward, eyes suddenly alight with some unknown emotion. "You see there?" he said. "That's the second time you've acted like you know something about me, about my case."

Bilba rolled her eyes. "You're reaching."

"I'm not." His voice was intense, and it really shouldn't be giving her butterflies in her stomach, but there it was.

Bilba bit back a sigh and reluctantly admitted the truth. She was wildly attracted to him and didn't see it calming down anytime soon.

"You asked about what I saw in the sewers."

"Curiosity," Bilba said, her tone bored.

He shook his head. "No. You asked if I saw anything unusual, out of the ordinary, and when I described those puddles you didn't seem surprised."

"You're basing this off my not being surprised by their being giant piles of disgusting in the sewers?" Bilba asked, incredulously. Blondie was like a bloodhound on a scent for heaven's sake.

"And now, today," he continued, ignoring her, "you say I'm lucky I didn't die along with my father. Why?"

"Because it's common sense," Bilba said sharply, irritation setting in at his refusal to just let it go. "Someone knocked you out, tied you up and murdered your father. I doubt they were planning to pat you on the head and let you go afterward."

"I don't believe you," he challenged." What do you—"

He cut off as Bilba got to her feet and gathered up the folders. "I get it. You're stuck here, and it sucks, but grasping at straws isn't going to help. You're making something out of nothing. You need to let it go."

The light in his eyes dimmed, and Bilba wished the sight didn't send a shard right through her. It went against everything she was and believed in. She existed to help people, not hurt them.

Problem was, she'd already hurt him. She'd given him hope, or some semblance of it, when there was none to be had. It was already over for him. She couldn't save him because there was no longer anything to save him from.

"If you did know something, would you tell me?"

Bilba sighed in exasperation. She curled her fingers into the manilla folders she held until they crumpled under the pressure and then went and stood over him where he sat.

"What good would it do?" she asked quietly, looking down at him. "I can't help you. Nothing I know, or don't know, can help you, do you understand? There's no magic password, no key that's going to open the gates and let you out. I can't help you."

"At least tell me I'm not crazy."

The words were low, and edged in exhaustion, and despair.

Bilba hesitated, and then shook her head. "I'm sorry."

He frowned. "For what?"

For not being here, Bilba thought. For not being able to save you, for a whole host of things that weren't her fault but that she'd carry the guilt for anyway.

She shook her head again and left him sitting behind her.

It was better this way, she told herself firmly.

Better to kill the hope now before it had a chance to grow any further.

He'd been lost long before she ever arrived, and there was nothing she or anyone else could do about it.

Fili skipped dinner.

He just…couldn't do it somedays. Every day, it was the same. Same clothes, the same food, same useless therapy sessions where no one believed a word he had to say. The same white walls, the same people, and the knowledge that no matter what he did or said…it would never change.

Not unless he was suddenly declared competent to stand trial, and then he'd be sent to prison to start it all over again, just in a different place.

He wasn't insane, but the endless repetitiveness might well drive him to it one day. There were days he couldn't bear to stand at the window, looking out at the world he'd been locked away from, picturing his family and friends going about their lives while his was just…stopped.

Permanently.

He wandered the halls, trying not to think of what he'd lost. People had described him as dedicated, driven. Busy. There had been scholarships. College. A bright future with a career he'd been looking forward to.

A fiancée.

All of it gone in the blink of an eye.

It made him want to scream sometimes, in anger, in desperation.

In despair.

Fili rounded a corner and stopped with a frown as he realized he didn't know where he was. In front of him, the hall was lined on both sides by doors into what he assumed were offices. He swore under his breath. Patients weren't allowed in staff areas without permission. He wasn't even sure how he'd managed to get here without being seen.

He started to backpedal, hoping to get back without being caught. He'd just rounded the corner when, behind him, a loud explosion rang out. Instinctively, Fili dropped to a crouch, heart racing in his chest.

He spun around and leaned forward onto his hands to peer around the corner.

At the far end of the hall, one of the office doors appeared to have exploded from within, showering the hall with bits of broken wood and debris.

He heard a low groan, and a dark shape he'd dismissed as part of the debris moved against the opposite wall. It resolved itself into a person, pushing up shakily onto their hands and knees.

Dark hair and a slim figure registered, and recognition hit.

Celeste.

She was wearing jeans, a dark t-shirt and a leather jacket. She pushed up to her knees, swaying in place, and Fili's eyes went back to the door. Had it exploded as she'd passed it?

He got to his feet, and started to go to her, only to slow as a large figure stepped into the doorway of the office. Fili vaguely recognized him as one of the doctors at the hospital, an older, graying man with a formidable presence. Fili had never interacted with him personally but had heard from others that he had a reputation for being hardnosed and no nonsense. He wasn't the most well-liked doctor, but he was apparently well respected.

As he watched, the man strode across the narrow hall, yanked Celeste up and completely off her feet as if she weighed nothing and began to strangle her.

"Hey!" Fili broke into a run toward the two.

The doctor's face turned toward him, and Fili froze mid-stride without making the conscious choice to do so, as if some primal force had yanked him to a stop.

The doctor's face was…wrong. An ashen, sickly gray with dark splotches as if mold had started to grow on his skin. His eyes were a dull white, no pupil or iris visible, and he had some sort of thick, black liquid dribbling from the corners of his mouth.

Without warning, he released Celeste. She dropped to her hands and knees, gasping for air.

The doctor made a strangely jerky turn and stumbled back into his office. Behind him, Celeste struggled to her feet, only to immediately buckle again and start to fall again.

Snapped out of his paralysis, Fili lunged forward the last few feet and barely managed to catch her before she slammed into the laminate tiles. This close he could see wood chips and dust coating her body and several small scrapes dotting her skin where it was exposed. He looked at the shattered door incredulously. Had she been thrown through it?

"Help me up," she mumbled, words slurred. "I have to-"

She grabbed onto him, struggling to get back up. Her eyes were unfocused, and her legs kept buckling so much that Fili ended up dragging her arm around his neck and sliding his around her waist to support her.

He looked into the office, just in time to see the doctor open a window and, without so much as a second of hesitation, leap out.

Fili gaped, and a chill ran over him. He didn't remember taking stairs in his wanderings, but he knew that offices were on the upper floors of the building. Fourth and fifth at least.

Celeste struggled to get out of his grasp, but he held her easily and lowered her to the floor as her legs gave out. "It's too late," he told her. "There's no way he survived that."

Celeste swore, her words slurred. Then her eyes suddenly rolled back in her head and she slumped in his arms, head lolling back against his shoulder.

Footsteps pounded along the hall and several staff members rounded the corner before skidding to a stop. Fili saw their eyes dart to him, Celeste and the broken door and a sinking feeling settled in.

"It's not what it looks like," he said weakly.

He could see they didn't believe him, just like they hadn't believed him the last time. Cold washed over him as he realized that he was most likely about to be falsely accused of murder.

Again.