BPOV

Edward and I had a fun night in Italy and then headed home with Carlisle the next evening. We went to visit my father the next day after a good night's sleep. Charlie was excited to see me and hear all about the tropical oasis we visited. I was glad to see him as well, especially knowing that my time with him might be limited.

Carlisle drew blood and ran all sorts of tests to make sure that I was as healthy as possible while we discussed our decision. Esme was all too happy to cook for me constantly and try to fatten me up, not that I was complaining about the abundance of delicious snacks. Edward made sure that I took an insane number of supplements every night and got plenty of rest. We wanted to be prepared either way we decided.

We spent a lot of our time connected, talking through various scenarios for the future we wanted to make together. Alice would sometimes join us and share her visions of various scenarios as we decided on them. The chance of me dying in childbirth or child carrying was not zero and this is what gave Edward the most anxiety. He knew that we could overcome anything as long as we were alive together.

I made him swear to me that if anything happened that he would not kill himself or get himself killed. That was a really hard deal to secure, even as we shared thoughts. He eventually promised that if something were to happen, although he would be miserable, he would do his best to honor my memory and still try to enjoy his life and his hobbies. He would spend time with his family and still try to see the good in the world. If I were to die in childbirth, he would love and care for our baby and not blame it for my death, because it would have been my choice to take the risk.

It took us over a month after our return of talking and planning to finally decide that this was for sure something we wanted to try. I made sure during that month to spend as much time with my father as possible. As far as he was concerned, we intended to move away to start our own life soon and prepare to go to college the next semester. He was proud.

Edward and I were sitting on the bed in our room when we reached our final decision. We were sharing thoughts.

I have never talked through a decision so much in my life. Let's settle this. What do you think we should do? Complete honesty.

As if I could hide anything from you like this. He chuckled softly. I want this for us. I would love a baby Bella, more than anything, equal to the amount I love you, but differently. But, only as long as you're willing to be changed the second there's any serious risk to your life, or as soon as you give birth.

That's the plan.

What do you want, love?

I would love a little Edward.

Then is it settled? he asked with a soft smile.

It's settled.

I'm scared.

Me too, but I'm excited. I was incredibly excited. I had been ever since Alice's first vision of us with the baby.

Me too. Do you want me to make you an appointment to have the IUD removed?

Could you do it? You know what you're doing, and I'd rather not have anyone else touch me so intimately if I don't have to.

I can. I'm scared of hurting you though.

You won't. You can have Carlisle talk you through it, I'd just rather you be the one to do it. Edward, I need you to be strong for me through this. I know that you tend to worry and panic. I love you. And I know I can't totally take that away. But it's going to be scary enough without us adding extra anxiety to it overthinking.

I'll try. This might be the hardest thing we've ever done.

Well, obviously the sex will be the hardest thing we've ever done.

He cracked up laughing. "You are such a pervert in there."

"Like you aren't."

"Always about sex."

"Well, if you had a husband this hot…"

"I happen to find my wife incredibly hot."

"Do you want to prove it?"

"Always."

It was my turn to giggle at his enthusiasm. I loved him so much. Just as Edward said we would, we were getting used to there not being much privacy in a house full of vampires. I found that I could gladly make love to him not caring who was home as long as we wouldn't be missed. We had an advantage that the other couples didn't. We could share our dirty talk entirely in our thoughts, away from eavesdroppers or people that liked to make jokes at our expense, such as Emmett.

As soon as his enthusiastic 'Always' left his lips, we were kissing with our hands in each other's hair. We never felt like we could get close enough, always craving the others touch, sexual or not. We helped each other remove our shirts, then pants. He took his time sliding my panties down my legs, kissing my thighs as he did so.

"So beautiful." he whispered as he helped me lay down comfortably and admired the view. I still wondered how I got so lucky as to have a husband that completely adored every part of me, just as I adored him.

He kissed each of my breasts, lingering long enough to gently suck on each nipple and swirl his tongue around it in a way that drove me crazy. He then trailed his kisses up my throat and to my lips, finally connecting our thoughts as we kissed, first gently, and then as a passionate fire. I was immediately consumed by a need to feel him inside me.

He was never one to rush, wanting to savor our time together. He spread my lips with his fingers and massaged my clit, causing me to moan quietly in our kiss, although I did try to stop the moan for the sake of privacy. He just laughed quietly in response.

I'm trying to be quiet; you know.

Why?

So that I'm not embarrassed in front of the family.

They have sex too.

Yeah, but I've never heard them.

I have, way too much. So what if they hear you?

Well, why can't they hear you?

Do you want me to be loud? He called my bluff, and he knew it.

No. But fuck, that feels amazing.

So I've heard. He was smiling my favorite smile, his dark gold, quickly blackening eyes sparkling with mischief. My thoughts were on how much I loved and adored him, as well as the overwhelming sensation of being touched so intimately by him and my joy at seeing him so happy and relaxed after all we had been through.

He responded to my thoughts by kissing me again, trying to help me silence my moan as he slid a finger inside of me.

Edward!

Yes, my love?

Uhhh….fuck. My mind could only comprehend pleasure. The English language wasn't my strongest ability at that point. Edward continued to move his finger inside of me, now a little faster.

So soft. I love how you feel against me. He was thinking of how it felt to be inside me, and he brushed his erection along my thigh.

Please, don't make me wait.

But you're having fun.

I am, but I want to feel you.

You are feeling me.

Oh my God. If you don't stop teasing me and put your dick inside of me right now, I'm going to climb on top of you myself.

Is that a promise? He smirked, pulling back from our kiss just enough to look at my face. He removed his finger from inside of me and rolled over onto his back, resting his hands behind his head, lounging.

"You're going to regret that." I said out loud.

"Make me." he answered, his now black eyes still absolutely sparkling and a sexy, pouty smile on his lips that was driving me wild. I sat up and took my hair out of the ponytail, shaking it free. This would force my scent to surround him more than usual and drive him wild. I saw his erection twitch a bit in response and found that I was returning his sexy smile.

I got on all fours and took his cock in my hand, stroking it a few times before taking him into my mouth quickly. Edward moaned loudly in response and I had to suppress a giggle. I was sure his family had heard that.

I knew that I was probably relaxed enough for him to hear my thoughts even if I couldn't hear his. I thought we were being quiet, dear husband.

"Too late. Fuck."

I smiled at the effect I was having on him and continued pleasuring him with my mouth. I swirled my tongue around the head and then took him in my mouth as far as I could, stroking him and making small motions with my tongue on the underside of his shaft.

His cold hands gripped my shoulders tightly, but not quite roughly. I looked up at his face, which was torn between pleasure and 'If you don't climb on top of me right now.' I stroked him twice more and then climbed up to his eye level, hovering over top of him. I reconnected our thoughts.

You are too damn sexy. He said.

I could say the same about you. I love every part of you. I especially love that I can touch your cock now and drive you crazy.

That's one way to put it.

Are you ready?

Beyond ready.

Maybe we should wait a minute.

No! he thought. I smirked at him as I slowly slid myself down on top of him, pulling him inside of me. I had to bite my lip a little to suppress a moan. It always felt amazing to connect together in this way. We both felt that we could make love for hours on end, and I looked forward to that after my change.

We moved slowly at first, relishing every sensation, but it wasn't long before our pace was frantic and he had rolled us over to where he was on top again, reaching the spot that always made me climax within minutes. Edward thrusted deeply in me, always mindful not to hurt me, but filling me up completely as I came around him. When we were together like this, neither one of us thought much in words. Our thoughts often mingled, focusing on sensation and shared words like Fuck. There. So good. I'm going to -.

He always did his best to make sure that I orgasmed once or twice before he would find his release, although there were several times I caught him by surprise. Thankfully, vampire stamina didn't need much time to recharge.

We came together during my second climax and lay happily snuggling as I fell asleep in his arms, my favorite place in the world.


Author's Note: I've been debating this entire time if Edward and Bella should have the baby or not. Honestly, it was my least favorite plot of Breaking Dawn because they were barely married and already having a baby pushed on them, however, I love how the baby changed Edward's outlook on life and made him realize that he really could give Bella things he didn't believe he could.

I also really liked the idea of introducing some responsibility for them. So, let's see where it goes and how they approach my version differently. I have the rest of the story outlined but I'm not sure on the exact number of chapters yet. There are still a few cool surprises, I hope.