Flashback

It had been two months since Quinn had been engaged to her boyfriend Sam. They had been dating for two years and Evans decided it was time to move to the next step in their relationship. They both started law school together with a dream that in the future they could work with Russell in their company.

They planned some wedding details together during the afternoon and Quinn was surprised to see that Sam wanted to be part of the wedding plans.

Quinn decided she only wanted three bridemaids . Her sister Frannie and her two best friends Kitty Wilde and Tina Cohen-Chang. For her, three were enough and that made Sam have to reduce his groomsmen.

That afternoon, Quinn was at her house after a full day. She wanted to rest, but it had been a long time since the blonde had surprised her fiancé in his office. She found herself acting like a fool sometimes for being in love and doing clichês things, but that was Quinn. She loved things clichés. The blonde looked at her watch and it was six o'clock in the evening, Sam would leave at eight o'clock, and Quinn thought about going to the company, surprising her fiancé, and then going out for dinner. She loved spending time with Sam, he was fun although sometimes he annoyed her.

Quinn quickly changed, wearing the first dress she saw. The blonde grabbed her purse and her car keys. She would finish college, go to work at her father's law firm, have a happy life with Evans, and have two children: a girl and a boy. She was young and always thought Sam was her Prince Charming. They had known each other for years before they started dating and Quinn always found him charming.

Quinn parked her car in the crowded lot and headed down to find Sam. "Hello, Mr. Harris." She greeted the security guard at the gatehouse as she made her way to the elevator. The blonde entered the elevator as soon as the door opened and pressed the number of the floor where Sam worked.

The door opened and Quinn walked down the corridor past two rooms before reaching her fiancé's office. The door was closed and as a surprise, the blonde decided not to knock, opening the door smiling

"Hi bab- ". Quinn's words were cut off, just as her smile disappeared in the same second. The blonde swallowed, standing in the doorway, not believing what she was seeing: Sam on the couch over her best friend, Kitty Wilde.

As soon as they saw her, Sam jumped off Kitty, as Kitty crossed her legs lowering her dress. Quinn was so disgusted by what she saw that her stomach began to roll. A rage ran through her body allowing her to hate everything she saw. Her fiancé was cheating on her with her best friend. This she could never have expected coming from her much-loved, "Prince Charming."

Quinn's eyes began to fill with tears, but she didn't cry. The blonde turned her back, running down the hallway to get back to the elevator. Her blood pounded through her body, burning with rage. She needed to take a deep breath before she did something even more stupid – like kill both of them.

"Quinn." Sam was running down the hallway, straightening his shirt. "Quinn, please wait."

Quinn couldn't look at him, she was too disgusted that she could be so betrayed by the person she once imagined would take care of her. The blonde kept staring at the elevator door, waiting impatiently for it to open.

"Quinn." Sam approached. "Honey, please,.-" He paused. "Quinn, don't go. Look, I'm sorry, I don't know what I was thinking... Kitty, she just threw herself over me and. –" Sam paused. "Sweetheart, we're getting married soon, and. -" Sam paused again.

Quinn couldn't believe what she was hearing. Marry? Did he really think that after THAT she would still marry him?

"Quinn, it's not what you're thinking- "

Sam was interrupted by a strong strike to his face. Quinn slapping Evans's face made him stop talking.

"You know, Sam, all I see is your lips moving, but I dont hear a word you're saying." Quinn didn't shout, but her voice was full of anger in a way Sam had never seen before. The blonde tore off the engagement ring from her finger and tossed it against Evans's chest. "You know damn well what to do with it."

"Quinn." Sam reached out to take the blonde's arm, but she pushed him away.

"Don't touch me, I'm disgusted with you, Sam." Quinn was laughing ironically. "How could I have been so stupid? You were using me all this time to be able to get a reliable job in my father's company. That's why you wanted to marry me, isn't it? "Quinn paused. "Answer me." She lowered her voice. "You know what? I don't want to know anything else, I'm not playing your dirty game anymore, Sam. If you both want to graduate law school and grow up within that company, whatever... Do it by yourself, because I'm out. Are you listening to me? We're fucking done. I don't want to look at your disgusting face ever again. " The elevator had arrived and Quinn came in holding the door. "And don't you dare come after me because it's over, Sam."

The elevator door closed and Quinn let her first tear trickle down. She couldn't believe what had just happened. Of course she was just being used by Sam! Of course, how could it have taken her so long to realize this? The blonde wouldn't allow herself to cry, she thanked him mentally for showing her what rubbish her boyfriend really was. God knows how long he was sleeping with Kitty. She was heartbroken, but she didn't allow herself a single moment to cry for those who didn't give a shit about her.

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It was eight o'clock when Quinn heard the bell ring. She was still in her room adjusting her hair before going downstairs. The blonde took one last look in the mirror and came down with her purse and cell phone in hand.

Russell was at the door with Sam, and Quinn could see they were talking. The blonde walked up with a smile for Sam who hugged her by surprise.

"Hi, Quinn." He drew back as he smiled.

"Hey, Sam, you're very punctual." The blonde smirked while Sam held her hand.

"Yeah, I didn't want to keep you waiting." He smiled sympathetically wrapping his fingers around Quinn's. "Well, shall we?" They said goodbye to Russell, heading for Sam's car.

"We're going to a bar, okay? They're practically all waiting for us there. "Sam smiled starting his car and backing out of the Fabray's driveway.

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Santana was lying on her bed again with her heart broken. She felt guilty about what happened this afternoon and was afraid Quinn would walk away. Afraid to lose the woman who was the love of her life.

The Latina was laying with only with her lamp turned on while wearing boy shorts and a cotton sweater. Her eyes were closed and all she could feel were her tears falling down her cheeks. If Young Santana Lopez could see this Santana, she sure would be laughing right now, because Santana Lopez had never cried for another woman, not even for her ex-gilfriend in high school, but now this was different. She was crying for the love of her life and she was scared.

Santana didn't know how to react, but the idea of not giving up on Quinn was still on her mind. She wouldn't give up on Fabray even though it would cost her to still go through such pain until she reached her happiness again. The Latina kept her eyes closed, lying on her side when she felt her bed move. She didn't open her eyes, but she knew it was Beth lying with her.

The little girl took her mother's arm and placed it over her small body. She settled close to Santana, who hugged her, bringing Beth to her. Beth's face was close to the latina's chin and the little girl was silent.

"Stop staring at me, Beth." Santana opened her eyes, smiling, meeting Beth's small hazel eyes.

"You always know when I'm staring, mamí" Beth wrapped her arm around her mother's body and her hand caressed Santana's back.

"Yes, I am a mother and I know everything." The Latina placed a kiss on Beth's head and closed her eyes again.

"Mamí? Will mommy be coming back to live with us? I don't want her to stay with Sam." It was hard for Beth to forget what she had seen.

"No, she will not be with Sam, I hope to bring her back home." Santana knew she couldn't give hope to Beth, but she didn't want her daughter to think that Quinn would be with Sam because Santana wouldn't let it happen.

"She'll come back and sing to me again before bed." Beth was beginning to speak in an excited voice. "She'll go paint again and I'll help. She'll pick me up at school and we're going to eat ice cream before dinner. She's going to make me pancakes with strawberries, but no sugar, right mamí?" Beth was now putting her hand on Santana's cheek and smiling.

"Yeah, without sugar," the Latina repeated, hugging her daughter more.

"Yeah, and then we go to Hayls to buy kitten's cake." The little girl finished talking, taking a deep breath. "Mommy's coming back to you."

"Yes, baby, she will."

"Mhm-mm." The little girl hid her face beneath Santana's and spoke muffled. "I want to see mommy, I miss her."

"I miss her too, bee. And why are you whispering?" Santana spoke in the same tone as her daughter.

"Because that's cooler, mama." Beth kept whispering, making Santana laugh.

"Oh okay, my weird little monster, let's just talk like that now." Beth's company made Santana forget her pain for a few hours. The little girl was so adorable that she could make her smile all the time.

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"Quinn!" A voice called out to the blonde as she and Sam walked into the bar.

"Kitty?" Quinn was excited to see her friend. "Oh my God. - "The two meet halfway and hugged each other tightly. "It seems like forever." Quinn paused. "Actually, I don't remember the last time we saw each other." Quinn smiled and could see Kitty grinning.

"It's been a long time, Quinn. I'm glad you're here." Kitty was holding Quinn's hand, smiling at Sam.

They both went to the table where most of their friends were. Quinn greeted everyone by hugging each one tightly. She didn't remember the last time she saw them, but she felt that it was forever that they were apart.

"Where's Tina?" Quinn turned to Kitty, who smiled again uncomfortably. "I was hoping to see her here tonight."

"I have no idea. After she moved out of the city we lost touch. I heard she was here this week to sort things out with her parents, but I couldn't get in touch with her. "Kitty smiled as Sam stepped out to get a drink for the three of them.

"So, Quinn, how have you been?" Tony, one of Sam's closest friends, turned to Quinn, making everyone at the table look at her.

"Well, I've been ok so far. My life is a little bit of a mess right now, but I think the good in all of this is that I have a daughter." The blonde smiled proudly.

"A daughter?" Kitty looked surprised at her friend.

"Yes, a beautiful four-year-old daughter." Everyone smiled, saying congratulations to Quinn, but Kitty still had her look of surprise.

"Here are your drinks. Vodka with ice for you. "He handed Kitty's glass. "And wine for you." He was now delivering Quinn's glass.

"So, Quinn, is everything okay between us?" Upon hearing Kitty's question, Sam immediately looked at her in alarm. Kitty knew that Quinn didn't remember half of her life and wanted to make sure that Fabray didn't remember what had happened either.

"Sure, Kitty." Quinn sipped at her drink. "Why wouldn't it be?" Fabray smiled and Kitty shrugged.

"Nothing. It's been a long time since we talked, I thought maybe something had happened." They both smiled and Quinn still couldn't understand why she had distanced herself from her old friends.

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I can finally see,

That you're right there beside me,

Santana was singing so Beth could sleep. After the little girl heard her mamí's voice for the first time, she didn't ask for anything else before going to sleep.

I am not my own,

For I have been made new

Please do not let me go,

I desperately need you

The latina sang the first song that came to her head, but Beth didn't seem to care, she really liked to hear her mamí's voice.

I am not my own,

For I have been made new

Please do not let me go,

I desperately need you

Santana repeated the last part and then just let the melody leave her lips without singing. Beth closed her eyes and quickly fell asleep in the latina's arms. Santana let the little girl sleep with her tonight, but for a moment she wanted Beth to be awake. Her memories of this afternoon with Quinn were good, but at the same time it wasn't. She worried about Quinn's attitude before they had said goodbye.

She begged all the angels not to let her lose the woman who was the love of her life. She couldn't bear it if it happened. It was going to be a lot harder for her and for the little one in her arms to stand if they lost Quinn.

Xxxx

Sam was sitting next to Quinn whispering something in her ear that made her smile. She was on her second glass of wine and she felt too cheerful. Fabray was always weak for alcohol. Sam ran his fingers slowly down Quinn's thigh. He knew how to seduce her and he was doing just that.

She placed her hand over his, trying to stop him, but now it was his lips that bit Quinn's ear. She wasn't sure if she wanted that, but she was so happy she didn't care about Sam's actions. It was just a few bites.

Sam's lips slid down Quinn's cheek and before she could say something, Evans's lips were connected to hers. Quinn brought her hand to the back of Sam's neck, weaving the strands of his hair between her fingers. She squeezed her hand tightly, tuggin on his hair as Sam slid his hand down the blonde's belly until he reached the side of her body and pulled her closer to him.

Quinn responded to the kiss by letting her tongue slide teasingly along Sam's. The blonde brought his hand up to Fabray's face caressing her cheek with his thumb and smiling into the kiss. After a few minutes Quinn pulled her lips away and as soon as she looked at Sam's eyes she felt bad for kissed him.

"What was that?" She asked in surprise.

"It was my way of saying that I missed you." Quinn shook her head.

"Okay, this will stop here. Let's just enjoy the evening, okay?" The blonde smiled meeting Sam's eyes. She took a deep breath and bit the corner of her lips. Evans nodded, and the blonde got up and excused herself.

Xxxx

"San.-" A soft voice whispered in her ear. "Santana." Now a hand went through the Latina's forehead pulling her hair out of her face. "Wake up, mi amor."

The Latina shifted in the bed opening her eyes slowly. That voice. She knew that voice. "Quinn?" Santana opened her eyes. "What are you doing here?" The Latina asked with a smile as she saw that the blonde was lying next to her on the bed.

Quinn smiled biting the corner of her lips, drawing them back to the Latin's ear. "Te quiero." Quinn placed a long kiss on the tip of Santana's ear.

"God, it's so sexy when you speak Spanish." The Latina pushed her face away from Quinn so she could look at her. "I did very well to teach you." Santana wrapped her arms around the blonde's waist and pulled their bodies close to each other. "Where's Beth? She was right here."

"I took our daughter to her bed," Quinn said quietly, bringing her lips to the Latina's.

"Eres muy inteligente, Quinn Fabray."

"No one gets sexier and more hot than you when you are speaking Spanish, Lopez." The blonde's lips pressed against Santana's, urging it open and and sliding her tongue into Santana's mouth.

Quinn brought her hand up to Santana's belly, passing it through the latina's blouse and starting to scratch her skin tightly. Santana let out a heavy sigh, bringing her hand to one of Quinn's thighs and caressing up to her waist. Her grip tightened, digging her fingertips into Quinn's side with a little force, while the blonde bit her lower lip, stopping the kiss slowly, but keeping her lips close to the Latina.

"I love you, Santana Lopez," Quinn whispered, kissing the brunette that was practically under her body.

Santana opened her eyes, breathing deeply with a smile on her lips. She glanced quickly to see that Beth was still there. She had just dreamed of Quinn and realizing that none of it had happened, a sense of frustration and pain ran through her body and made her take a deep breath.

The Latina placed her hand on her forehead staring at the ceiling without even paying attention. "It was not enough thinking about her, now I'm going to start dreaming." She paused. "Good." Her tone was ironic and she turned to hug Beth, letting the tears fall silently down her cheeks.

Xxxx

Sam left Quinn at the door of her house after she came back from the bathroom saying that she was not feeling well. He was going to kiss her, but Quinn turned her face on him. "No, Mr. Evans. Behave yourself." She unbuckled her seatbelt and placed a long kiss on his cheek. "See you later."

"Oh, come on, Quinn," Sam grunted, rolling his eyes as the blonde got out of the car.

"See you later. Thank you for the evening." Quinn waved, opening the door to her house. "Go, bedtime, Sammy-Sammy." She gestured with her hand to send him away.

Sam laughed in the car at Quinn's adorable way. He just nodded and waited for her to go inside.

Quinn thought that tonight would help her solve her life, but when she was alone she realized that everything had gotten more difficult instead of clearer. She still didn't know if she wanted her memories back, or if she wanted to continue building a new life. She didn't know if she wanted to keep seeing Sam, after all they ended an engagement and she didn't know why, but to end an engagement, the reason was certainly huge. Quinn was confused and had no idea where to turn.

"Hey." Frannie appeared in the room making Quinn jump.

"Oh my God, Frannie. You almost gave me a heart attack."

"Sorry." Frannie chuckled, shrugging her shoulders. "How was your night?"

"Good?" Quinn wrinkled her nose. "I don't know, it was fun." The blonde shrugged as she sat on the couch while Frannie sat in the chair.

"Are you okay?" Quinn was silent with her sister's question and didn't say anything. Frannie settled into the chair, keeping her gaze on Quinn's. "Quinn?"

Quinn was silent again before answering. "I'm fine. It's just... Too much, you know? But if you are wondering who you can invite for your engagement party, I'll say both." The blonde didn't know if it was the right thing, but for some reason, she thought it might be nice if they were both. "I mean, dad will invite Sam anyway and since you like Santana you can call her too."

"Really? Is that ok with you?"

"Yeah... We can't invite Beth without calling Santana."

"Okay, little sis, I'll invite her." They were silent for a few minutes and Frannie could see how hard Quinn was thinking. "Hey, don't be too hard on yourself, ok? Don't try too hard. Just be careful with Sam. You didn't want anything to do with him last time and you couldn't even hear his name, so I think it's better for you to talk to mom or maybe a friend. Maybe you did tell someone what had happened. I wish I could help you, I really do, but daddy never told me and neither did you, all I can do is protect you. So, don't let him in without finding out the truth, okay?"

"Ok. Thank you, Frannie." Quinn knew her sister was right and maybe she should talk to someone. A friend, her mom, maybe one of Santana's friends – that were actually her friends too. She really need to know what happened between her and Sam. "Well, I'm going to bed because I'm exhausted and I want to take Beth shopping tomorrow after school. Maybe some engagement clothes and for the wedding." Quinn was climbing the stairs as her sister looked at her.

"I'll go with you." Frannie practically screamed without worrying whether to wake her parents or not. "I mean tomorrow... And then I can give Santana the invitation."

Quinn laughed at her sister as she entered her room. She would let Frannie invite whoever she wanted to, but invite Santana and Sam? Quinn was so overwhelmed to think about it that she couldn't even imagine what it would be like. She was so lost in herself. This was getting more and more complicated and difficult everyday. She didn't want to hurt anyone.

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Note: Don't hate me! And please, I know you're all hating Quinn right now, but try to understand that she doesn't remember Santana, and Santana is just trying to have the love of her life back. So, please, just trust me and be patient... and don't leave me,.

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