NOTES:

HEY YO! LONG TIME NO SEE, RIGHT?

FIRST: I can't believe I'm here, I can't belive after a few years I finally had some time to writing again! I don't know how many of you are still here, but I hope I can make you smile with this new chapter.

SECOND: No beta's help, again. So, I did all by myself, as you know, english is not my first language, but I tried my best here, so please ignore all my mistakes. I'm sorry if its too much, tho'.

Ok, no more talk. Here goes the update. Hope you like it! ;)

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Quinn was ready. She was ready to tell her parents the truth. It's been a few weeks since she drop law school and got into art. She knew this conversation wouldn't be easy. She has a lot to tell them and that's why her sister Frannie wast there.

"So, ok... I have something to tell you guys, and before you say anything, please hear me out."

"Just say it already, Lucy" Russell said, visible annoying with this situation.

Since she broke up with Sam, her dad has been treating her different and she could see that. I mean, Russell Fabray was never the father of the year, but he is been different. Like he resent her for everything that happened.

"Dad, if you keep calm, Quinn will tell you everything." Frannie grabbed her sister's hand smiling. "It's ok."

"What's sweet?" Her mom, always the soft one, said.

"Ok, it's... I want you guys to know that I finally found myself. Since everything that happened in my life, I'm finally where I'm supposed to be." She looked at her father. "I know you have dreams for me, dad, but that's no my dreams. I realized that everything I was doing was to make you both happy, but now it's time to make me happy, and that's why I drop Law School... and I started art a few weeks ago. I know it's complete different and.-"

"You did what?" her father interrupted

"Dad, I'm finally in a good place now.-"

"No, you shouldn't have done that without talk to us. What were you thinking, Lucy? For years I want you to work by my side at the company, you and Sam together and suddenly you just changed that? What am I supposed to do with this information now, young lady?"

"For gods sakes, dad, it's not the end of the world. You still have your precious Sammy boy." Frannie was never a daddy's little girl, she was more a rebel since she was 10, and she wasn't afraid of her parents.

"Russell... you can change your plan."

"This company was supposed to stay with you, Lucy, you were supposed to marry Samuel and I'd retire and spend just some days being a grandfather of your childrens-"

"Dad! Please, I'm not getting back with Sam, you need to understand that." She doesn't know what Sam told her father, but it feels like he didn't care that her own daughter got hurt because of Sam.

"Are you happy, sweet?" Her mother asked.

"Yes, mom, I'm finally happy, I can finally see myself working with something I love in the future. Maybe have my own gallery, I just..." she smiled, her mother was always the easy one. "I'm happy, mom."

"Well, and I'm sure that's all that matters" Frannie said kissing her sisters check. "And we're happy for you, little sis."

"Lucy, did you know that Sam calls me the other day? He's really want to try again-"

"DAD! SAM AND I ARE OVER, DAMMIT!" She yelled. She was so full of her father talking about Sam all the time. What the fuck was his problem? "Please, dad, after everything he did to me, please!" She knews, it's time. It's the time to drop a second bomb on them. A bomb that she was sure would explode and do a mess. "And, I-I actually met someone." She could feel her sister's hand squeezed hers. "And I think I'm in love with this person."

"Oh sweet, this is good, right, Russell?" Judy was trying to light the moment a bit, but Russell was just looking at Quinn. "So, who's the lucky boy? Do we know him?"

Quinn just looked to her sister, and she could feel her eyes watering. "You can do it" Frannie whispered.

"It's not... Huh, it's a girl." She whispered and suddenly the room got cold.

"I'm sorry, did you said girl? Because I'm pretty sure I heard you wrong." Judy could feel her heart beating in her chest like crazy.

"Huh... no, mom, you didn't, it's a girl. I'm dating a girl, and she's amazing. I met her at one of my classes and she's just... she's beautiful, funny, and she likes to cook, she's smart and I can be myself with her, and I'm so happy, mom, she-"

"Get out of my house." A strong, brave and authoritarian voice says making all the heads turned to Russell.

"W-what?" Frannie was the one to broke the silence. "Dad..."

"I said Get out of my house."

"Russell..."

"Dad, please, I know this is hard, but... can you see how happy she is?"

"Shut up, Francesca, or I make you go with her."

"NO!" Frannie would let her father do this to her sister. They knew it wouldn't be easy, but this? No, this was too much.

"Frannie," Quinn voice was so soft, Frannie almost didn't heard her.

"No, he can't do this! What the Fuck, dad?" Frannie got out of the couch and was staring at Russell. "She's your fucking daughter. How can you do this? Just because she loves someone you don't aprove? Because it's not your precious gold boy?"

"Frannie!" Judy was standing in front of her oldest, trying to calm her down. "Stop right now, young lady"

"No! He can't do that and-"

"Shut up!" Now Russell was on his feet, face to face to Frannie. She could see how angry he was and for the first time, she did got scared. "This is MY HOUSE, she" he pointed to Quinn crying on the couch. "She is nothing but a sinner. Whore. She's no longer my daughter, and I don't want see her here anymore. GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE!"

"I HATE YOU!" She could finally take that of her chest. Quinn now was staring right in her father eyes. "YOU DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ANY OF US, YOU JUST WANT US TO DO EVERYTHING YOU WANT AND YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT WE WANT. YOU DON'T EVEN CARE HOW I FEEL AFTER SAM, YOU TALK ABOUT HIM ALL THE TIME, BUT NOW I KNOW WHY YOU LOVE HIM SO MUCH."

"Lucy, please" Judy was scared, she didn't know what to do.

"YOU LOVE HIM BECAUSE HE'S JUST LIKE YOU, A HEARTHLESS MAN WHO DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT A DAMN THING."

"GET OUT OF MY HOUSE YOUR LITTLE SLUT. GET OUT!"

"NO! QUINN!"

"SHUT UP FRANCESCA, OR I SWEAR YOU'RE GOING WITH HER."

"Frannie, no, shh..." Quinn immediately hugged her sister, made her stopped talking, both were crying. "Stop, DON'T, please, this can't happen to you. Please"

"But Quinn..."

"No! Frannie, it's ok." She made her sister looked at her, and put their forehead together. "You can't leave, it's ok"

"But where are you going, Quinnie?"

"Can you take me out of here? Please, I need you."

"Of course," Frannie kissed Quinn's forehead and looked again at Russell. "I can't believe you, dad."

Judy was there, standing by her husband side crying. She knows she couldn't do anything to help her daughter. She tried so many times to be by her daughters side, specially after everything that happened with Sam. She knew that boy wasn't good for her baby, but Russell never let her be the mother she wished to be. He was always on the way, always doing the things he wanted, and she was just a wife, just someone he could show around. She didn't understand when her family turned into this mess. Maybe it was her fault for never stand for her daughters.

"I'm going, but you'll never ever see me again. I'll forget that one day I have a dad." It hurts. It freaking hurts, but she couldn't live there anymore. She needs to go and never come back, that was her father decision and she sure as hell are going to fulfill his wish.

End

Two month later.

It's been two month since the engagement party. She didn't know exactly how she was feeling. Some days were good - thanks to Beth, and some others were just... Numb. Yeah, that's how she was feeling, numb. Her heart still hurt, she could feel it, her head keep going back to Quinn every night. She hate to be alone most of the time, so she was always with her friends, or working or just hanging with her baby girl.

Santana was sure that if it wasn't for Beth, she would probably stay away for Quinn. It hurt too much to be close to her and no kiss her, or just hug her wife. She tried to be strong for Beth and for her herself. She's working hard on the radio, she's trying to give Quinn some space, and maybe one day they'll get back together, right? She didn't want to get her hopes up, but her heart was really stubborn and sometimes she couldn't help day dreaming about a future back with Quinn.

Well, at least she knows that Quinn was still single and focus on her law school. She's just so angry about that, I mean, Russell is controlling her life again. Quinn is having some lunches dates with Brittany. This started after the day of the incident. Brittany was the one to picked up Beth the next day, because Santana was too hurt to see her, and after that, they start a friendship. Santana was happy about it, but she kinda feels jealous, she wish she could have lunch's dates with Quinn too.

"I can't wait to see mommy." She was taking Beth to see Quinn that morning. It was Saturday and she needs to work. "I Want to her about Mr. Tooth." Mr. Tooth was the bunny Beth met on her Pre-k yesterday. It's all she's talking about.

"I'm sure she'll love to hear all about him, bee." She was smiling to her daughter. Soon she was pulling over her car in front of the Fabray's house. Beth was already getting free of her car seat and opening the door. Santana tried to follow her, but like always, she was keeping her distance just standing there on the porch While Beth ringed the bell.

"Oh! Hello my T-bell!" Quinn was already there, hug Beth. "How's my little one this morning?"

"Hi mommy! I'm good, I miss you though"

"I miss you too, dear heart!" And for the first time, Quinn lead her eyes to meet the Latina's. "Hello, Santana, how are you?"

"Hey Quinn, I'm good, and you? How's college?" This was so weird for Santana. They were married for fucks sakes! Where are the kisses? The hugs? The "I love you"? This was bullshit and Santana was getting frustrated every day.

"I'm okay!" The blonde smiled. "And college... well, it's being weird. I mean, I feel like I should be there, because there's something I want, but I keeping getting distracted drawing on my notebooke... but I think I'll getwhere I want..."

"Wait. You said your drawing? Quinn, this is amazing!" And there's a little, tiny feeling of hope Santana was waiting for.

"Yeah, it weird, isn't it?"

"Yeah, maybe, or maybe it's just your hands remembering how good and an amazing arts your are." They smiled to each other and Santana could feel her heart beating through her ears. This was that kind of the start she was looking for.

"Maybe..." Quinn said. "And was thinking of maybe take Beth for a picnic. And I have a surprise for you, bug!"

"What is it?" Beth was bouncing on her mother's arms.

"Oh boy! You shouldn't have said that. Now she's going to annoy you 'till she get her surprise"

"It's ok, its something I saw the other day, and I couldn't resisted! I HAD to brought it for her and I can't wait for her to see it!" Quinn said and Beth was down, searching for her mami's hand.

"I love you, mama! Kiss, kiss!" She jumped a little and Santana bent down to kiss her baby check.

"I love you, bee! I'll see you on Monday, alright?"

"Ok! I'll be a good girl to mommy!"

"Bee, you're always good, just behave, ok?" Santana gave Beth one last kiss, before pass her backpack to Quinn. "Well, this is everything. If you need anything, just call me. I'll be working today, but you can always call me."

"Thank you, Santana. We'll have a lot of fun! Right, bug?"

"Yes! A lot of fun! love you, mama!" Santana smiled for the last time before go back to her car. It's never easy drop Beth with Quinn. It's never easy seeing her wife, the love of her life everyday and just be a stranger to her. This is not easy, and she prayed that one day, everything will get back to normal, herand Quinn's normal.

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Santana was late, and she hates to be late. And she hates even more when Tyler get Lauren to be on her place. She was the main announcer, this was her show.

As soon as the elevator open, Lily was there holding Santana's coffee. She was always a life saver. "Thank you, Lily. How late am I? Did Lauren started the show already." They were running to the studio.

"No, it's just started. They were only announcing some concerts that is going to happen this month. You're on time."

"Hey Tyler." Santana throw her purse at the couch behind Tyler, but before she could enter, Tyler made her stop and wait.

"So... how are you?" Lily asked. She knew how hard it was for Santana to see Quinn.

"Pretty hard as usual, but I'm ok. I'm going to be fine."

"You know, just give her same time, San. I'm sure she'll be back. She'll realize how stupid this situation is, and she'll give you a chance. I mean, look at you, I'm sure she can see how hot you are." Lily smirked making Santana laugh.

"You're ridiculous, but thank you. I hope you are right."

"Of course I am right!" But before they could talk more, Tyler gesture for her to go.

"Ok Santana. You go!."

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Quinn running with Beth around their picnic blanket. The little one was laughing and loving her surprise. She got wings! Yeah! Now Beth has her tinker bell's wings and she was so happy!

"I'm flying and you can't get me, mommy!"

"You're flying huh? Let's see how fast you can fly, miss fairy!"

Before she could run a little more, Beth throw herself in the blanket, and Quinn jumped besides her, trickling her!

"Who's flying now, huh? I got you my little bug!" Quinn started kiss Beth's face everywhere, making her laughing hysterical! "Ok, baby, take a deep breath, alright?" Quinn laid her head close to Beth's.

"Mommy... do you, "

"Deep breath, baby..." Beth finally stopped laughing and was now looking at her mommy' hazel eyes.

"Mommy, are you going out with Sam again? To ice cream?"

"What?" Yeah! Quinn definitely wasn't expecting that.

"Is Sam your boyfriend now?" Beth got closed to Quinn's face, her little nose touching her mommy's.

"Beth... where this is coming from? Of course not, baby. Sam is not my boyfriend. I'm not dating anyone right now." Quinn's hands were stroking Beth's hair. "I don't want to date anyone. I have to take care of important things first and I have other priorities right now."

"Like me?"

"Yes, like you." Quinn kissed the tip of Beth's nose. "You're my priority now, bug."

"I miss you, mommy. I miss you at home with me and mama, she misses you too." Beth was playing with mommy's hair. "She cry sometimes, she thinks I can't hear her, but I can, and I know that she misses you very much."

Every time Beth talks about "going home", Quinn could see how sad it was for Beth, but she wouldn't lie, it was hard for her too. She wished she could remember everything. Every night before bed she prays that the next morning, she will wake up with her memories back. Remembering Beth, the day she was born, the day she said her first word, her first step... and, yeah! She wishes she could remember Santana, even if she was scared. Scared to remember her life and not like who she was or maybe like it too much and spend god knows how many years without talk to her parents or see her sister again.

"Look, I know it's hard, bug. I wish I could remember everything, but you know it's not easy for mommy. I'm trying my best to be an amazing mother to you, and still found out who I am. I wish I could take all your pain and your mama's away. It's hard to know that I'm hurting you so much."

Beth was silence for a few seconds looking straight to Quinn's eyes. "You don't hurt me, mommy, you make me happy all the time! I love you, you're the best mommy in the whole world, and I want you with me forever!"

"I'll be with forever and ever, bug!"

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Santana was just finishing working, in 5 minutes her show would end and she could finally go home. Well, that's what she thought. As soon as their microfone was off, Tyler asked for her to looked at the agenda for Monday. She was so exhaust. She didn't slept good that night, like some many other nights before, and she just wanted a hot shower and a nap.

"Yeah, you look like a zombie, boss" Lily joked sitting by the latina's side.

"I'm so tired! I haven't been sleep well this last few weeks, and Beth sometimes has nightmares, and keep me up all night." Santana was making some notes about a few artists she would interview next week.

"Poor thing. I'm sure she just misses Quinn." Lily was putting the headphones away.

"I know, this situation is crazy, ya know? One day she was my wife, and the next day she couldn't even remember me. This... it's crazy! You said goodbye to the people you love. A husband, wife, parents..." Now Santana was just staring at the screen on her computer."It even makes me think about going to see my parents. It's been so long, I don't even know if my dad is alive."

"Wow... really?"

"Yeah, I used to live in L.A,And I left my family, because my father was a freaking alcoholic. He didn't treated us right. I couldn't stand there and do nothing, you know? He was hurting my mom so much! So, as soon as I finished school I moved to NYC."

"Well, you should try and talk to them. I'd give anything to talk to my parents again." Lily had a sweet smile on her face that made Santana smile too.

"Why? Where are they?"

"Huh... they died when I was 10. I live with my grandma, and she's an amazing old lady."

"I'm sorry, Lily."

"It's ok. You get used to it. To not have parents. Do I miss them? Yeah, everyday, but I had to learn to live without them."

"Maybe I should try one day, right?"

"Definitely." They smiled to each other and soon, Santana's phone broke their conversation.

"Could you pick that up, please?" She asked Lily.

The young girl looked at the screen and could see Quinn's name on it. She didn't know if she should pick up or just give it to Santana. Thinking fast, she pressed the call. "Hello?"

"Santana?" Quinn voice sounded surprised.

"Huh, no. It's Lily. Hi, Quinn!" Yeah, that was weird.

"Oh!" Quinn paused. "Is she there?"

"Yeah, hold on." Lily mute the phone and pass it to Santana. "It's Quinn, and she doesn't sound happy that I answered yourphone." Lily smirked and Santana frowned.

"Hey Q."

"I didn't know your intern also answer your personal phone too." Oh Quinn was jealous. She was jealous and Santana could hear it in her voice.

"She was just the one near my phone so, no big deal."

"Sure. Listen..." yeah, Jealous! Santana thought. "I was thinking if I could bring Beth to you? My dad is home and I know she doesn't like him very much. So, is that ok if I take her there?"

"Of course. I'm almost finish here and I'll go home soon. You can bring her."

"Alright, I'll be there in a few. Bye, San."

"Bye Q. See you soon!"

The Latina hang up, and smirked to her phone.

"She was jealous, wasn't she?" Lily asked.

"Yeah! She was... I just don't understand why though. But she was, and am I a bad person for like it?" Santana bit her lips in a cute way, making Lily laughed.

"Hell no! Damn, Lopez, she wants you bad!"

"Shut up, Lilith!"

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"Hey yo, mama!" Beth was running through the door jumping into her mama's lap.

"Hey yo, my precious daughter." Santana kissed Beth's head looking at Quinn standing on the door. "Hello, Q."

"Hi San," She smiled and turned to the young brunette in the room. "Hello, Lily"

"Hello, Quinn! How are you?" Lily asked.

"Good, thank you! So, San. Are you sure it's ok?" Quinn was concerned, she didn't want to piss Santana.

"Oh, it's ok. Really. I'm getting home now. I can't wait to have a hot shower and just relax." Santana looked at Beth and could see how quiet she was. "Is everything ok, bee?"

"Mama... I ate too much ice cream. I think I'll pee ice cream forever." The little one made all the three adults laugh.

"Pee ice cream? Yeah, that's make sense, it's all melting in your big tummy right now" Lily said, poking the little blonde's tummy.

"And who fault is that?" Quinn asked and Beth just looked at her and shrugged. "Alright, I shoul go now. Thank you for always let her stay with me, San."

Santana gave Beth to Lily, and walked close to Quinn. "Hey, you know you can see her whenever you want. She's your daughter. And i'm sorry your father was at home. That wasn't the plan."

"Yeah, he was supposed to be in Louisiana, but... And I know, it's just..."

"Hey, she's your daughter. It's fine." They looked at Beth laughing about something lily said and Quinn turned looking at Santana's face for a few seconds.

"Do you like her?"

"What?" Santana didn't know if she heard it right.

"Do you like Lily?"

"Oh! Yeah, I like her, but as my friend... or maybe as a little sister. Nothing more." Yeah! Totally jealous. Santana thought.

"I... I don't even know why I asked that." Quinn closed her eyes for a few seconds, and Santana could see she was getting blush.

"It's ok, Q. It's fine."

"Alright, I should go home. Hey bug! I'm going home." As soon as Quinn called her, she was running to her mom, hugging her tight. "I'm sorry we couldn't be together this weekend. I promise I'll get my on place soon, and then you can spend as much nights as you want it." That got Santana's attention. Quinn was moving out of her parents house. This is a good thing, she wouldn't have Russell controlling her all the time. This is an amazing step on Quinn's life right now.

"Ok mommy! I love you. And I'll call you before bed. Kiss kiss" Beth peck her mother's lips and got back to Lily.

"So, you're thinking of getting your own place, huh?"

"Yeah! I want Beth to feel comfortable staying with me, and not scared of my dad all the time. It's sad that he can't even have a relationship with his granddaughter." Santana could see that this was something that hurt her. And damn! How she wishes she could punch Russell right now. "At least my mom is being great with Beth. They're getting along, she even called her "nana" the other day."

"Really? She didn't told me that. If she's calling your mom "nana", it means she really likes Judy, Quinn."

"I know, and I'm happy about that. Well, I really need to go. Thanks again, San. Have a good night."

"You too. Q. And you know, if you need anyth-"

"Just call you, yeah, I know." They smiled and staring at each other for a few seconds before Quinn finally turned around to go home.

"She's totally into you, Lopez!"

"Shut up, Lilith!"

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Quinn was sitting at her bed, reading one of her books and not really paying that much attention. Her mind keep getting back to Santana and why she got jealous. I mean, They were married, but Quinn doesn't have feelings for the Latina. They were just friends and maybe that was why she's jealous. Maybe she feel like she could lose Santana? Maybe she was just worried about the new person who'll get in Beth's life. Well, she couldn't understand what happened, but she wouldn't get crazy right now. It wasn't important, right? Spending some time staring at a page, she jumped when her phone ring. She pick it up and answer.

"Hello?"

"Quinn? Oh my! Lucy Quinn Fabray, is that you?" Quinn couldn't believe it! Her best friend was calling her.

"Tina? Tina Chang? Oh my god! I miss you so much!"

"Of course you miss me! It's been 6 years since the last time we talked!" What? - Quinn thought. How come she spent so much time without talk to Tina.

"Are you serious? Tina, I'm so sorry! Things is pretty crazy and-"

"Hey, it's ok, beautiful! I heard about what happened. How are you? Is everything ok?" Tina knew about the accident, but she didn't know what that cause.

"I think I'm good. I mean, this accident made me lose my memories. Five years of my life is just gone."

"What? Quinn, this is... wow." Yeah, they usually get speechless when she tell them.

"Tina, how come we spent so long apart? You're my best friend."

"Well, maybe it was life? I don't know, Quinn. I moved to California with Mike. And we started our own music school. He teach dance, and I teach them music. Specially piano... it was always my favorite at high school."

"Yeah, I remember that. You were always so good, T." Quinn smiled, feeling good talking to Tina. She was always an amazing friend, she was always there.

"Tell me about you, what's happening? How are you, really?"

"It's... Its being so hard since I woke up in the hospital." The blonde took a deep breath, holding her tears. "I woke up and I find out I was married and I had a 4 years old daughter."

"No way! You have a daughter? YOU GOT MARRIED?" Tina was excited.

"Yes! I got married, with a woman, by the way."

"I knew it! Please tell me it's that hot Latina you showed me a few years ago." That made Quinn laugh.

"Huh... yeah! If the Latina was Santana, then yeah. We got married. Omg, Tina! There's so much I have to tell you. Long story short. I got divorced, because I can't remember my own wife and I got back to my parents house and-"

"You what?" Tina stopped Quinn. "You got back to your parents house? Quinn, what-... you reallydon't remember anything?"

"Huh" Tina's tone made Quinn feel a little worry. "Yes, I'm living with my parents again, but it's temporary. I want to found my own place."

"Quinn, can we meet? I-I'm spending this weekend in NYC with Mike's mom, and we should talk. You need to tell me everything."

"Of course. I'd love to!"

"Alright. Can we meet at... I don't know, 7? We can go have dinner together. There's this amazing restaurant that I love, I'll text the address."

"Ok! Text me and I'll meet you there." Quinn was excited. She was going to meet her best friend, someone who sure wouldn't never lie to her. Because in this moment, she feel likes everyone was holding something for her and it's just stressful.

"Good! I'll see you soon"

"See ya! Love you, T."

As soon as she hang up, she was getting reading. She could feel something was wrong. Quinn could feel that Tina knows something very important. Maybe she knows what happened between Quinn and her parents, or maybe with Quinn and Sam, and if she knows, Quinn hopes tonight she is finally going to found out. She was getting frustrated, because she couldn't remember on her own and the blonde trust Tina. She trust her a lot.

When she got on the restaurant, Tina was there sitting in one of the tables. "Tina!" In seconds, they were hugging and laughing.

"Oh! Quinn, damn! I'm so happy to see you. You look so good!"

"Have you seen yourself? You look amazing too, T."

"I know! I know" They sit and a waitress come on the way. They choose their food and drinks and the waitress left them to talk."So, first, I'm so sorry for been away for so long. And for not been here when you woke up."

"Oh! If you were here I'm sure things would be easy for me"

"Yeah, I'm sure. Now, tell me everything. Since the day you woke up until this second" They laughed and Quinn started tell Tina everything. Sometimes Tina would hold some tears and sometimes she was angry, because she could see how a fuck mess this was and how a bunch of fucking bastard Quinn's father and Sam were. She let Quinn talked and sometimes would just ask a few questions here and there trying to understand the situation. She felt sorry for Santana and Beth though. Santana seems to love Quinn a lot and must be difficult all this for the Latina too. Their food arrived and when they finished eat, it was time for Tina to talk.

"Quinn, I don't know what you parents told you, or what Sam told you, but they are fucking bastards! What the fuck?" Wow- Tina was angry. "Did you mother let you just be in this darkness for this whole time?"

"Tina, do you- do you know what happened?" She scared to know the truth. She was scared to suddenly hate her parents, but she couldn't stay in this forever.

"Quinn, are you sure you want to know?"

"Yes! Please Tina, if you know something just tell me. I can't... I feel like everybody is lying to me. And I can't trust anyone."

"Alright, sweet. What do you want know first?" Giving Quinn option was a good thing, Tina was able to see how much Quinn was ready to handle.

"Huh... I think Sam? What happened between us? I mean, my dad said-"

"Yeah, he probably lie to you, so the true is... Quinn, he fucking cheated on you."

"W-what?" Yeah, she wasn't expecting that. I mean, she doesn't even know what she was expecting, but not that.

"That's right, he cheated on you, and he's been cheating for a few months after you two got engaged."

"Oh my god!"

"You went to visit him on his office and... well, you found him there, fucking another girl."

"I think I'm going to throw up."

"Here, drink this, babe." Tina gave her some water. She still has so much to say.

"Who..." Quinn was nervous, she couldn't believe that she even thought about give Sam a chance and know she needs to know the whole story. "With who?"

"This is where things get hard. With Kitty."

"Oh God!" Quinn was shaking. Now everthing makes sense. Sam was always nervous around Kitty, and that bitch was always an extra with Quinn. "That made so much sense now, T. Does my parents know? My sister?"

"Your parents yeah, Frannie doesn't know. You never told her, I don't know why, but I think your parents had something to do with this secret. We weren't friends with Kitty for a long time. I'd slap that bitch in that moment and I still want to." Quinn smiled a little. Tina was always protective.

"God! I can't believe my parents didn't tell me anything. I mean, my parents pushed me to get the divorce, I didn't want to at first, but he was so.-"

"Of course he was. He took advantage of you, Quinn. He saw there an opportunity to make you the daughter he always wanted you to be. He made you divorce, because you were married to a woman."

"What?" Now comes the hardest part and Tina was sure of that.

"Let's go for a walk, ok?" Tina asked for the bill, paying both of them and left the restaurant with Quinn.

"Please, just tell me." And then, Tina told her everything. She told her when Quinn met Samara and how good the girl was for Quinn. She made the blonde happy and they all loved her, but when Quinn told her parents, things got ugly. Tina told Her best friend how her father had treated her that day, things were so hard, he made Quinn leave the house. Her poor mother couldn't do anything about, not even her sister and that day, Quinn had stayed for a few weeks with Tina and Mike before get her own place.

They were sitting in a chair outside a cafe, and Quinn was crying. She was really confused. Everything hurt, her head, her body, her hands were shaking, and she was sure she would throw up! Tina was holding her hand, trying to comforting the blonde, but Quinn was too upset. "I'm so sorry, Quinn." Tina whispered. "I'm sorry."

"I-I... " She thought she couldn't, but this was too hard. She needs to leave. Without say anything to Tina, she got up and run back to her car. She did heard Tina called her name, but everything was a mess in her head. She couldn't believe it! Her own father... her mom. How could they?

She got into her car and started drive, she didn't know where she was going exactly, but for once, she let her mind lead her. Quinn was crying and couldn't barely see anything on the streets. She didn't want to see her parents, Sam or even her sister. She was so mad at Frannie, how could she? Why she didn't said anything? She let Quinn get back home after everything that happen. Was Frannie that selfish? Quinn knew only one person would treat her right, and soon, she was at the surbs, parking her car in front of that house. She run to the door, knocking like a freaking person and soon it was open.

"Quinn?" Santana was confused, and could see Quinn was crying and upset. "Baby, what happened?"

"Did you know?"

"What?"

"Did you fucking knew, Santana?" Now Quinn was standing face to face with Santana and yelling at her. "Did you knew what happened between me and Sam?"

"Yes, I knew, Quinn"

"What about my parents? Did you knew?" Santana was quiet for a few seconds. She didn't know what was happening, how Quinn find out, but she just wanted to hug her, and comforting her wife. "ASWNER ME, DAMN IT!" Quinn pushed her on the chest.

"Yes, I knew about them too, Quinn"

"Why? Why didn't you tell me? Why!?" Quinn was so devastated. Her heart was hurting so much and she was feeling miserable. "Why?" She whispered holding Santana's pj's shirt.

"Because..." Santana was crying now too and holding Quinn's hands. "Because I love you, Quinn and I didn't want you to find out like this. I didn't want to take you away for your family. You were so happy to see your sister again, your mom... I'm just a strange for you, and you'd probably think I was saying all that to get you back, I'm not here to put you against your family, I'm here to love you and I respect your decisions, even if that hurt me sometimes." The Latina voice was softly, it was hard seeing Quinn so hurt like that. She put some of Quinn's hair behind her ear, placing a kiss on her forehead. "I love you, and I'd do anything to take this pain away."

Quinn laid her head on Santana's chest, breathing her perfume. "Why?" She whispered sounds small "why are you so good to me? After everything..."

"Because I love you so much, Lucy Quinn, and I promised you once that I'd always make you happy. You were happy with your family back, and I couldn't get into that."

"Could you do that now?"

"What?" Santana heart was beating fast, and she didn't know if she heard Quinn right.

"Could you do that now? Can you get between us now? I- please, Santana... I don't want to go back home, please..." she was crying again and Santana was worried Beth would woke up. She need to do something, she couldn't let the woman she loves this way. She need to take care of her.

"Shh... it's ok, baby, it's ok! I'd do anything for you, beautiful. Do you know that? Let's get inside and I'll take care of you. Beth is sleeping so you need to calm down, alright? I'm here, you're not alone, Quinn." Santana kissed Quinn's forehead, hugging her tight, closing the door. She knew that night would be a long one, but she didn't care, she was there for Quinn and she would do everything for the woman she loves.

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