-Chapter 3-

-Brittany pov-

I am sitting with Rachel on the couch waiting. She's laying in my arms. She slowly goes in and out of sleep and it's so cute. I smile and play with her hair.

Ding dong

"She's here" Rachel sits up and I look at her "Are you ready?"

"Not really" She grabs my hand and looks at it "Can you come with me? Don't leave"

"Ok" We get up and walk to the door. I make sure she's ok before opening it "Hi Shelby!"

"Hi Brittany" Shelby smiles and looks at Rachel "H-h-hi Rachel"

"H-hi m-mom" Shelby smiles and walks toward Rachel "Where's Beth?"

"I got a sitter" Shelby wraps Rachel in a hug "I can't believe I'm seeing you again!"

"I can't either" Rachel puts her free arm around Shelby "I'm glad you came"

"Of course" Shelby pulls back and looks at me "Now who's having the bad day?"

"I am" Shelby looks back at Rachel confused. Rachel looks up at me "Can you tell her...I can't"

"Of course" I look at Shelby and motion to the living room "I think this will be better explained in there"

-explanation Time skip-

"I have to make a call" Shelby stands up and looks at us with a small smile "I'll be back I promise"

We watch Shelby walk out of the room. I feel weight push on me and I wrap my arms around Rachel. How can someone so beautiful and so sweethearted get so broken?

"Thank you for telling her" Rachel sighs and gets comfortable laying on me "I would've told her but...I just wanna forget all of this"

"It's ok" I giver her a kiss on the top of her head "We'll be ok"

"I'm back" Shelby sits down "I had to call the sitter and have Beth dropped off here"

"Why?" Shelby doesn't answer just looks over at Rachel "Oh she was watching her"

"She's not happy" Shelby shakes her head "They will have a rights taken away till they make it up and prove they are fit to watch my child!"

"Beth should be able to know her real parents too" Rachel doesn't move from her spot. She just speaks and sounds monotonous "They aren't in the wrong completely"

"They told you to kill yourself!" Shelby looks at Rachel in disbelief and anger at the Glee club "They are going to hurt Brittany just because she helped you! How are they not in the wrong?!"

"Because I should've done it!" Rachel launches out of my arms and stands up. I wanna help but I hear the door being knocked on "Because I should've jumped off the fucking roof!"

I run to the door and open it "Oh it's you" I reach out for Beth from Quinn "Shelby is busy"

"I'll take her to her thank you" Quinn pushes past me and stops "What's she doing here?"

-Rachel pov-

"You are not ugly!" Shelby stands up and walks toward me "You shouldn't listen to them! You are going to be a big star! Your life is worth it Rachel!"

"NO ITS NOT!" Shelby stops at my snapping and I breath heavily from yelling "No matter what Brittany or you say...it's not worth it...they all hate me! My dads left and hate me...I've been alone for so long dealing with this! Wishing I could be friends with just one of them! But even the ones I thought were friends turned on me! You always leave me too! Am I not good enough for you?! Do you need me to become a baby for you just to give me one chance?! For you to just give me one once of love is all I want!...all I want is one friend and a family..why is that too much to ask for?"

"I-I'm so sorry" I turn and look at Quinn who's holding Beth "I-I-I never knew it was like this..I-I~"

"Y-y-you wouldn't what?!" I step angrily towards Quinn "Wouldn't have told me to jump?! Wouldn't have laughed at everything Santana said?! Wouldn't have pushed me away every time I just tried to talk and laugh with you?! I shouldn't have had to say anything!!"

"Rachel" I look over at Brittany "Please calm down! You're upsetting the baby"

"Oh the fucking baby is upset!" I look at everyone and then Beth "You ruined my fucking chances! My mom learned about you and you ruined everything! You took my one shot at happiness! You ruined me! So go one cry!"

"Rachel!" I look at my mom "Think"

I stand there breathing heavily from all of the yelling. After a little bit everything clicks in my head. Oh god I just yelled at a baby...I yelled at my mom that came to see me! I just told one of my biggest tormentors everything...my life is over.

"I-I-I'm so sorry" I shake my head and run to the door "I gotta go!"

-Brittany pov-

"You two stay here please" I look at Quinn "You should've just let me take Beth"

"I was going off of what Santana was saying" Quinn walls over to Shelby and hands her Beth "I didn't mean to do anything wrong"

"You pushes her toward suicide!" I get walk up to Quinn and get in her face "Now I have to go find her and hope she's not dead somewhere because our so called friends have their heads up their butts!"

"I-I-I'm sorry" I scoff and shake my head "I am Brittany"

"Are you sorry about what you did truly or just cause of what you now know?" Quinn doesn't speak and I smirk "I thought so...i gotta go find Rachel now and you need to leave"

I turn and start walking toward the door "Wait!" I look back at Quinn "Before I go I wanna warm you about tomorrow...Santana already has a group ready to launch slushies at you both"

"If your my friend and really do wanna fix this you'll stop them" I turn back around and grab my keys "If you don't then I know where we stand"

-Time skip-

I've driven everywhere! I've looked everywhere I can think of! I even asked Shelby to drive around too and look...we just can't find her. I'm about to give up hope when I see a brunette sitting on a swing.

I pull over and get out. I run over and hope that it's Rachel. Cause if this isn't then this will be awkward. I run over and stop behind her. I take a deep breath.

"Rachel?" The girl stops swinging "Rachel come home with me"

"It's not my home Brittany" She starts swinging again "It's your home and I just am being watched in it"

"Rach it's your home too" I walk around and sit in the swing beside her "Why did you run?"

"I made a baby cry Brittany" Rachel's shakes her head and looks at me "I blamed a baby for my mom leaving me! Is that what someone who is all there does? The answer is no!"

"That's not all of it is it?" Rachel looks back in front of her "Rach...for you to get better you I have to talk to someone"

"Quinn knows everything now" There it is "She's gonna tell everyone at school and I can't deal with that"

"She isn't going to" Rachel looks at me confused "Before I came searching for you she told me what to expect tomorrow...Santana is going to slushy us via group"

"Will she be apart of it?" I shake my head no "How do you know?"

"Cause I pretty much told her either she gets them to stop or she's not my friend anymore" Rachel goes to speak but I stop her "You are worth that Rachel! You're worth that and so much more! I just want you to be able to see that"

"I'll get help" I feel my eyes go wide and Rachel smiles "Will you come with me to talk with Emma tomorrow?"

"Of course" I feel my phone going off "Oh that's Shelby!"

"Shelby is searching too?" I nod and Rachel smiles wider "She does really care huh?"

"So much" I stand up off my swing and answer he phone "I found and we are going back to the house"

"Oh thank god!" I hear the relief in Shelbys voice "We will meet you both back there"

"Ok" I hang up the phone and hold out my hand toward Rachel "Let's go home beautiful"

"Why are you calling me beautiful?" Rachel takes my hand and I pull her up off the swing "You don't have to..I already agreed to get help"

"To make up for all of the times you've been called other wise" I smile and so does she "Now lets head home beautiful"

-Time skip-Brittany house-Shelby pov-

I'm sitting in a chair with Beth waiting for the girls. She said they were on their way! It's been a hour! I'm about to call when the front door opens.

"Mom?" I stand up right before Rachel runs up to me and hugs me "I'm so sorry for yelling at you and Beth"

"I'm not saying it's ok but you are forgiven" we both pull away and I look at Brittany "What took you both so long to get back?"

"Would getting coffee be a good excuse?" I raise a eyebrow at Brittany and she shrinks back "Then we just got stuck in traffic"

"Why do you think lying is better?" She shrugs and I look down at Rachel "Are you feeling any better? You had me so worried!"

"I am going to get help from Miss Pillsbury tomorrow" I smile and Rachel continues on "I have a really important question for you...we are kinda out of the Glee club so...can you come back and become the teacher?"

"Last time I had help and support" I see Rachel start frowning and sigh "But I'll try my best to get figgins to agree tomorrow"

"She's going to teach!" Rachel's smiles wide and looks at Brittany ecstatic "She's going to be our Glee teacher!"

"I know I heard!" Brittany points to the stairs "Why don't you pick out a great outfit for tomorrow?"

"That's a great idea!" Rachel looks back at me "I'll be back!"

We watch Rachel run upstairs and I glare at Brittany. She quickly looks away from me. I keep my glare trained on her and she finally looks at me.

"I didn't know she'd be like this after a coffee and espresso!" I stare at her in disbelief "Oh you only knew about the coffee...surprise?"

"I'm gonna let this one slide" I turn my attention to Beth who's playing with her toys "You ready for tomorrow?"

"More then anything" I look over my shoulder and see Brittany looking at the stairs "I'm gonna make sure she makes it out ok"

"You seem to care a lot about her" I watch Brittanys eyes go wide as she looks at me "Almost like you are finally getting you chance at something. Like a chance to show a certain you like her"

"I-I" Brittany sighs and hangs her head "I know it can't happen"

"It can happen Brittany" She looks at me confused "You just need to remember she's broken right now...don't push her into something until she's ready mentally and physically"

"Yes mam" Brittany smiles and I smile back at her "So is Beth usually looking off into space or is something about to happen?"

My eyes go wide and I quickly pull out her emergency bag. I help tilt her head forward and she vomits into the bag. She's been a little under the weather the last couple of days and I've had to keep bags ready.

"Is she going to be ok?" I look at Brittany who's crouched beside us now "Do you need more bags?"

"No I have enough thank you" I makes sure Beth is done before cleaning her up "Her Doctor says she should be better in a few days"

"I have a outfit ready!" Rachel runs over to her then stops "Is Beth ok?"

"Yes she's just a little sick" I pick Beth up and look at the girls "I think I need to get little lady home"

"Ok" Rachel pulls her phone out and hesitates for a moment "Can you...can I get your number?"

"Of course" I take her phone with my free hand and out my number in "There you go! I'll see you both tomorrow! Goodbye"

"Bye mom!" Rachel looks at Beth "I'm sorry for yelling at you and I hope we can become good sisters"

"I hope you two can too" Rachel smiles and so do I "Goodbye Brittany"

"Bye Miss C!" I raise a eyebrow and she smirks "You said I couldn't say the whole last name"

"Yeah yeah" I walk to the door and open it "Be safe and have a goodnight sleep!"

I walk out of the house and to my car. I won't suggest them moving in to my place tonight. I want Rachel to trust me more and Brittany to help her out enough before throwing that at them. I hope they sleep well though.

-Brittany pov-

I look at Rachel who yawns loudly. I smile at how cute she looks. I go to the front door and lock it before walking back to Rachel. I hold out my hand and she lazily grabs it.

I lead her upstairs to the bed room and help her into her bed. I put the sheets on her and start to get up. I'm stopped by a hand grabbing mine.

"Don't leave me" I look down at Rachel and see her eyes closed "I don't wanna be alone"

"I won't leave you alone Rach" I scoot her over some and get under the covers with her. I wrap my arms around her and she soon is asleep "I won't ever leave you alone again"