'' Peeta'' I called out. My throat sore from screaming and thrashing around last night. My eyes drew to the healthier, muscular looking figure about 8 metres away from me. His clothes clean seemed to be calm unlike those times in the Capitol and District 13. His soft ocean blue eyes and blonde curls remained the same, as he turned himself towards me.

'' Hey'' he said.

I sprung of the ground and hugged him tears spilling down my cheeks as I clung to him. His hands were dirty from which I realised he had been digging something.

'' It's a Primrose'' he whispered over my shoulder. '' Katniss I'm so sorry''.

I was shocked at first. Why would he be planting Primroses near my house? It was unusual but my thoughts fled from Prim realising the guilt buried deep in my chest wasn't just for Prim but for Peeta. I spend half the time in District 13 ignoring him and letting him suffer alone and hate me even more. I forgot and didn't attempt to see him after the first games. I never had the thought to mention what he must be feeling after these few years. It would be horrifying to be in his place instead of mine since the reaping or maybe since born. This made me tear up even more

'' No, Peeta I'm sorry, I'm so sorry'' I hugged him even tighter as my cries became hysterical. He was about to protest but I silenced him with my lips. No cameras. Not for pleasure or comfort. Just this. Love. I loved him longer then I can even imagine. I wanted to show and prove to him that I can and I do love him just as equally or even more.

He was hesitant for a second but soon gave in to the feeling. After a few seconds he was the first to pull away.

'' Why'' those bold eyes staring at me with confusion and something I'm unsure of.

'' For everything I've ever done. Peeta I don't know what you did see in me but I wouldn't regret a single moment I got to spend with you''

'' Do'' he corrects me. I look confused.

'' I still see a lot in you Katniss and that hasn't changed it never even left me with all the Hijacking just buried deep down but it's come back and will keep coming back as long as you don't..'' he trails of. Wondering if I will.

'' I'll never leave you again, and that's a promise and if I do meaning.. Death if they decide to change there mind about my trail I'll be in here'' I hold my hand over his chest.

He smiles and for once I smile back.

'' Well what a nice surprise!'' Haymitch.

'' Welcome back'' he stumbles towards Peeta and hugs him.

'' Woah first time you've actually gotten dressed in 2 months that's a bold move Mockingjay''

'' Shut up Haymitch'' I retort

Haymitch and Peeta laugh.