-Chapter 71-Never be the same-
-Shelby pov-
Maribel is out of the hospital and said she wanted to come to the school. She's talked with some of the blazers this morning. I still don't understand why. Right now though we are sitting in the blazers room as a family.
Maribel wheels herself in and snaps. Soon all the doors are closed and locked. I glare at her now realizing what's going on. We aren't allowed to leave.
She smirks and wheels closer to us. She stops and looks around at all of us. I sigh and motion her to speak. She smiles before glaring.
"Alright!" She levels everyone with a glare "You all are not leaving this room until we get everything out on the table! No more secrets! No more hiding things! NO MORE!"
"Then I'll go first" I look at Maribel "I'm honestly tired of your bitch attitude and I've tried being nice about it but I can't anymore! You think you're always the one who can make decisions cause you have the money! WAKE UP! I'm a mom too! In fact I do more shit than you do!"
"I will admit I do tend to be a bit aggressive in nature in things" I give her a 'no duh' look "But you also are one of the hardest people to please! You are a stubborn asshat sometimes! Like do you honestly Wanna be in this relationship?!"
"More than anything and you know that!" I stand up angry as never before "Don't you ever fucking doubt that! You know I love each of you!"
"Then why don't you show it?" I look over at Judy confused "We always do little things and you...you never even try to get us flowers"
"I-I can get you all flowers" Maribel scoffs "What?"
"What are my favorite flowers?" I go to answer but can't "Exactly! Judy loves dandelions, Alex loves poppies, and I love roses!"
"Wow" I sit down all anger gone "I really don't know you all"
I feel tears spring to my eyes "Shelby?" I don't look up "Hey this is no secrets..we just need to let everything out"
"I'm scared to love you three because I'm scared I'm not worth loving" I feel my tears fall "I've been such a bad mother and a bad girlfriend at times a-and I wanna be better! I wanna be what you three need but I can't! I feel like I'm just not worth it!"
"You're so worth it!" I look up and see Maribel in tears "I love you so much"
"We all do" I look over at Judy "We really do"
"Is there anything I can say?" We nod at Alex "I think you give your daughter too much freedom...they've gotten drunk for Pete's sake! They have no repercussions!"
"I can't argue against that" I look at Judy and Maribel "Can you?"
"No" Maribel looks toward Alex "We'll work on it"
"I think we've got our issues out of the way" I nod and we all look toward the girls "Now onto you four"
"We are good" Brittany smiles "I'm perfectly fine now!"
"I am fine too" Lucy smiles "I've got everything figured out on my end"
"I'm tired of the tension" We all look at Rachel "We all seem to know something the others won't say...I'm happy with Brittany and you should be happy with Santana, Lucy...you shouldn't keep going for me whenever they aren't around"
Well shit "She's doing what?" Santana is now glaring at Lucy "Tell me this isn't true!"
"It was one tired time" Lucy looks over toward Rachel "Right?"
"You did it last week" Santana throws her arms up and Brittany growls "You keep acting like we both see the only ones left...it weirds me out"
"Would you explain what's going on?" Lucy shakes her head no "I think it's good you do"
"You still wanna be with her don't you?" Lucy doesn't answer Santana "Answer! ANSWER ME DAMNIT! Answer like this is life or death!...because it is to me...you've become my reason to live and I honestly don't know if I can make it without you in it again love"
"There's still the feeling there" Lucy doesn't look up from the ground "Something in my brain wants to try and see what could happen though"
"Well I'm not a second place gal" Santana and Lucy finally have eye contact "So are we together or apart?"
"I wanna be with you" Lucy looks at Rachel "I'm sorry and I promise I'll stop"
"You best" Brittany wraps a arm around Rachel "She's mine"
"That's something I wanted to bring up" We look at Santana confused "You are the most jealous person in this room! We did the same thing you and Lucy did but we somehow were even bigger bad guys! How the hell does that work?! Please tell me cause I'd love to know"
"I have issues ok" Santana motions for her to spill "You broke me ok! I have issues because of you with trusting someone truly loves me for me! I was a secret relationship and a damn lay with you! We never were more! So yeah I get jealous and overzealous! That's because I have it burned in my head I could lose it all because of you! You broke me! Truthfully I'm still not better but I'm working on it on my own!"
"Why didn't you come to me?" Rachel looks up at Brittany "I would've understood"
"You had things to figure out" Brittany sighs "I didn't wanna overburden you"
"You'll never be a burden" Rachel give Brittany a quick kiss "I think we've gotten everything out"
"Not exactly" A door opens and Fran walks in with Emma and Beth "Come sit"
"What's going on?" Judy cross her arms with a huff "We in trouble?"
"This is what's wrong" Emma sits next to Fran and I see Judy tense "Emma dating Fran makes you angry"
"SHES THIRTY SOMETHING!" Judy stands up angrily "SHES A CRADDLE ROBBER!"
"Mom sit down!" Fran hands Beth over to Lucy as she stands "I'm in love with Emma and that's my choice! You don't treat me like a damn adult! When will you treat me like an adult?!"
"When you earned it Lucy!" We all go silent after Judy said that "I'm sorry"
"So that's it" Fran scoffs "Cause I'm not Lucy? The one who fucked a dude drunk and got pregnant? The one who has smoked? The one who has bullied so many people? That's why I can't be an adult?"
"Hey!" Santana rolls toward her angrily "You watch your whore mouth!"
"Coming from the whore" Fran chuckles "What ya gonna do wheel me to death?"
"Enough" We all look at Judy "I haven't treated you like an adult because I'm scared ok? I'm scared you two will become me! I'm scared you'll fuck up your lives and never amount to anything but a woman who has a job because her rich girlfriend gave it to her! I'm fucking scared! But you will not attack your sister or Santana like that understand me? They have done nothing wrong it's on me! So you got shit to say? SAY IT TO THIS BITCH RIGHT HERE!"
"Dad called" Fran slowly steps back and sits "I'm not gonna say he got in my head because he didn't...I just had a moment of weakness in myself and wanted things to be normal...my mom, my baby sister, my dad, and me! But then I told Emma and she...she helped me..I love her mom and if you can't accept that then I'm sorry..but I'll leave the house and the family"
"You see wh~"
"That best be out loud thoughts mom" Judy turns toward Lucy "She's right mom..if you can't accept her then why should she stay? The ball is in your court on this but let me say one thing..if she leaves for this then I'm gone too"
"I'm not losing you both again" Judy shakes her head "You can't force me to like her either! It's December! We are so close to the happiest day of the year! Why now?"
"Because no one can be happy if we all secretly are angry" Maribel looks at Judy "I can't help you on this though"
"Neither will we" Judy looks at me "It's on you Judes"
"I don't wanna lose my babies" Judy looks toward Emma "I don't like you but I'm not losing my girls over you...I'll try my best to learn"
"That's all I ask mom" Fran wraps a arm around Emma "Thank you"
Judy nods and turns "Is that it?" Maribel nods "Nothing will ever be the same now"
"I know" Maribel sighs "I just hope that's for the better"
Honestly so do I.
