Cat POV

I'm dreaming... I know I am because one minute I was giggling while riding a unicorn with wings, flying through a rainbow and the next one I was casually bouncing through the corridors of Hollywood Arts when suddenly I find Jade in front of me on one knee and a little box in her hands...

Would you marry me?

She asks grinning and opening the little box. I see a beautiful silver ring that almost makes me blind from how much it shines. Every student of the school is looking at us right now

Yes, oh my gosh yes Jade! I love you!

I reply immediately trying to reach for the ring but she pulls it away. I look at her confused when suddenly coming from behind me, Beck appears. I turn around frowning as I see him looking at me trying to hold in laughters. I look back at Jade who is looking at me annoyed

I was asking Beck, duh... What's wrong with you?

I'm so embarrassed and mortified I can't even talk anymore. I feel like crying when I spot Robbie looking at me shaking his head with Rex who says Yeah Cat, stop being weird girl

Trina is just laughing at me holding her belly, while Tori and Andre are watching me trying to look like they are sorry but I think that they are just pitying me for my stupidity. I run away crying when suddenly my alarm jolts me awake.

I find myself in my bed and I see my digital clock that says 6:45 AM

"Ughhh turn that thing off!" I hear a familiar voice complain next to me. I immediately stop the alarm and I turn around to see Jade still with her eyes closed very close to me. Her brunette hair hiding half of her beautiful face... She is sooo beautiful even without make up on.

I giggle and hug her by the waist. If only I could wake up every day next to her...

"Morning baby" I tell her.

Her eyes snap open and she looks at me shocked "What?"

I let her go feeling my face burning from the embarrassment "I... I said morning Jadey" I lie

She looks at me skeptical for a bit and I can see she didn't buy it but luckily she decides not to question me further as she says "How many times have I told you not to call me that?"

"Mmmh I didn't count them..." I reply

She rolls her eyes and turns around giving me her back to return to sleep.

I rub the sleep off my eyes with a yawn and find Mr. Purple under the sheets. I smile and hug him briefly before I place him on my bedside table next to my digital clock. This little Purple giraffe means so much to me. Ever since I was little I used to tell him all of my secrets and he never betrayed me!

I turn around in bed and start to lightly shake Jadey by the shoulders "Wake up sleepyhead, we have school today!" I whisper in her ear.

"I don't care..." she just replies with an annoyed voice

"Come on Jade!" I say pulling the sheet off of her

She groans and I find her so adorable as she pulls her knees to her stomach to curl in a ball in an attempt to fight off the cold. I giggle and before I can stop myself I lean in and kiss Jadey on the cheek.

Her eyes open again as she turns to me and I smile at her

"What is it with you kissing me all the time?" she asks me

The question surprise me and I feel myself blush "What's that supposed to mean?" I ask her. Oh my God was she awake when I kissed her before going to sleep last night? Suddenly I feel guilty for having stole her that kiss... But I can't help but not regretting it one bit. It felt so magical to be able to finally kiss her gorgeous puffy lips.

"I mean... Last night..." she is saying and I hold my breath. Here it goes... She is about to say she felt me kissing her on the mouth and that I'm a weirdo and that she doesn't want to be friends with me anymore... Oh God, if that happens I'm gonna faint... No I'm gonna puke... I'm gonna fuke!

"... You kissed me on the nose, before we watched the movie and now you just kissed me again on the cheek..." she says.

"Oh..." I reply. Thank God... I laugh casually "No reason, I'm just happy we are friends! We didn't had a sleepover in a long time!"

She looks at me sitting up with a weird expression like she is thinking of something before she just shakes her head yawning. She stretches herself pushing her chest forward and I can't help but admire how huge it looks. .. The pajamas shirt I gave her for the night is barely able to contain such an amazing pair of...

I squeeze my eyes

Bad Cat! Stop your dirty thoughts! I mentally scold myself and jump out of bed before her "I need to go to the bathroom... Haha, do you need it first?" I ask her casually

"It's okay go ahead" Jade replies

"Kay" I say as I rush out of the room. I lock myself in the bath and take several long breaths to calm myself down, just like I did last night every time I felt my hormones were out of control... It takes me a couple of minutes to calm down, before I'm able to actually use the bath. After doing my business and washing my face I apply a light make up and eyeliner and I return to my room.

Jade has already dressed with the clothes she had last night (luckily or I would have died if she were to change in front of me... And to think we used to do that all the time when we were kids... Before I realized how much she actually meant to me...).

I smile at her while she just looks at me with an unreadable expression and goes to the bath. I take the opportunity to dress up. I put on a purple sleeveless shirt and a light red skirt, purple heels at my feet. I look at myself in the mirror and smile. I hope Jadey will like this outfit... I know she won't cause I'm not Beck, but I still want to have a little hope, ok? But I think back at my dream this morning and my smile falls.

"Hey baby girl... What's on your mind?" I hear Jade's voice from behind me as she returns to my room from the bath. I try to ignore my heart that started beating so fast from the moment I heard the girl I like calling me babygirl. I giggle and bit my lower lip before replying "Just wondering what would happen if you were to place two mirrors one in front of the other... Would they just reflect each other? And what would the reflection be like?" I lie

Jade shakes her head "I need to go grab my backpack at my house and do my make up. Wanna come? I can give you a ride to school" she says

I grin like a child at Christmas "Of course! Much better than have my brother taking me to school! But first let's go have breakfast! My mom usually makes pancakes and we also have orange juice, but I can make you bacon if you like... Or coffee... Or whatever you like Jadey!" I tell her with enthusiasm

She smiles a little and says "I would like some bacon..."

"Yay!" I say taking her hand in mine "Let's go!"

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"Jade I'm so sorry my brother had already eaten all the bacon..." I pout

"It's OK Cat. I usually just have a coffee in the morning anyway" she replies

"Did you like the coffee I made for you?" I ask hopeful

"It was alright" she says

"Thanks. We bought a new coffee machine cause my brother gave the old one to some guy he met in a street corner in exchange for an old car... But it turned out the car was stolen so he..." I'm saying when Jade interrupts my (unfortunately true) story.

"Ok Cat... I get it. You have a new coffee machine now and your brother is always the same... Crazy" Jade says

"Yeah... Pretty much" I sigh nodding as she parks in her driveway. As she turns off the car she looks at me like she wants to tell me something serious

"What-y?" I ask her with a smile

She looks down then shakes her head and says "Come with me, I'll do my make up real quick and then we will be ready to go"

"Kay Kay!" I respond jumping out of the car and bouncing behind her, following her to her house. She opens with her keys. Her house is so silent

"Where's your mom?" I ask her

"Working out of town. Won't be back before Monday" she replies

I nod. I feel so sorry for her. Her mom works so much for public relationships of a big company I don't remember and her little brother lives with her dad and his new wife. She must feel so lonely. Especially now that she is not with Beck anymore. Or at least that's what I hope... I hope they won't be back together anytime soon. Or at all... Oh God I'm an horrible person for thinking that!

"What? Thinking what?" Jade asks as we get in her room

I realize to have voiced my last thought and blush... Quick Cat! Come up with an excuse "Oh I was just thinking that I didn't even ask you how you feel today... You know after what happened with Beck"

"You're not an horrible person Cat. You're the opposite of that actually. You're such a caring person and you're... fun. I mean, I had fun with you last night..." Jade tells me and I can see her pale face turning a light pink as she looks at me

I feel so happy right now that I release a little squeal and jump to hug her "Me too! So so much!" I say

She remains still between my arms "Not a hugger!" she tells me and I let her go

"So how do you feel Jadey?" and as I ask her that I really feel bad now, thinking that I had indeed not asked her that yet. I feel so selfish. Ever since I got up this morning all I've been thinking about are my feelings for her and not what her feelings might be right now... Maybe I don't deserve her...

"I'm OK... Beck texted me this morning. Saying he want to talk to me..." she replies

"Oh... Do you think you will get back together?" I ask her trying to sound hopeful and not worried.

"I don't know..." she replies as she sits at her desk in front of her mirror rummaging in her beauty case and starts doing her make up

"Do... You still want... to be with him?" I ask her hesitantly.

She looks at me in the mirror and I feel myself blush as she asks me "If I say yes, would I break your heart or something?"

"Wha... What's that supposed to mean?" I ask her blushing even more

She smirks at me while applying some mascara "Nothing. The truth is that I don't know. Last night, I thought a lot about what you told me... Maybe our relationship truly became toxic... Maybe I need a break from him"

Oh. My. God. My heart is beating so fast right now I can feel it pounding hard against my chest.

"R... really?" I ask her

She nods "Happy?" she asks me

I quickly recompose myself realizing I was smiling "Uhmm. No, I mean... I'm happy as long as you're happy"

She shrugs "I don't even know what makes me happy anymore. But last night with you was the closest thing to happy I have ever felt in awhile"

Oh gosh Jade stop! I'm gonna blush the whole day if you keep this up!

She laughs "Well you will match your hair at least!"

Oh dang it! I voiced my thoughts out loud again... I should really learn to control myself more when I'm excited

I cover my red cheeks with my hands giggling as I sat on her bed. I look around. I used to find Jade's room kinda scary when I was younger but now I find it so unique. It's full of dark colors, and scary pictures and stuff that she keeps in jars full of weird liquid, but that's what make it so special. This room is a reflection of Jade's personality: unique, mysterious... Intriguing... Hehe intriguing... I smile between myself

"I was thinking about dye my hair black... What do you think?" Jade asks me after a bit

"You would look amazing! I mean not that you don't already look amazing..." I tell her and I have to look away this time too embarrassed to see her reaction to my comment.

"Ok. All done" she says after a bit, standing up and grabbing some books she puts in her backpack that she throws on one shoulder.

I look at her face mesmerized by her dark make up. Jade is a natural beauty but with make up on she becomes almost unreal. Like a gorgeous dark Queen.

"You're beautiful" I tell her before I can stop myself and I'm blushing once more. Yep I'm gonna blush all day, today apparently...

She smiles and looks me up and down "You look good too"

"Really? Aww thank you Jadey!" I tell her throwing my arms around her neck. This time she actually hugs me back! Oh my God if I would have to die right now I would die an happy woman!

But then she pulls away and asks me "Cat... Is there something you want to tell me?"

I look at her blinking several times. Oh gosh maybe she realized I have a crush on her! I mean I haven't exactly been subtle ever since last night and that moment we had, where we almost kissed on my bed during the movie... and then when I kissed her while she was asleep. Or at least I hope she was asleep.. . Oh chiz what do I do now? Do I tell her? No... I don't know how I would take a rejection right now... But what if she doesn't reject me? But what if she wouldn't want to be friends with me anymore? I'm too afraid to take that risk...

"No... Why?" I ask her pretending to look and sound confused

She looks at me with her blue eyes that penetrate my soul with their beauty and starts caressing my head lightly playing with a lock of my red velvet hair between her fingers. I hold my breath trying to hold back the excitement I get even from a simple gesture like this.

She shakes her head "Nevermind. I just thought you looked like you had something on your mind lately... Ok. Let's go to school" she says.

I nod at her and I almost melt on the spot as she takes my hand in hers as we leave her room. As we approach her car I'm grinning so hard while looking at our joined hands that my facial muscles actually hurt and Jadey smiles shaking her head seeing me so happy, and that's when I decide that this morning I'm gonna try to ask her out... I think... Well... I'm gonna at least try to ask her if she wants to hang out with me again today... Hoping that I will find the courage to tell her how I feel eventually.

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