Jade POV

When Cat and I arrive at school the hall is crowded with students like usual but I still immediately spot Beck talking with Tori, Andre and Robbie by Vega's locker. I just glare at them and Cat follows my gaze and starts brushing the back of my hand with her thumb.

Vega sees us and she says something to Beck who turns to look at me. I look away.

"Are you okay?" Cat asks me timidly. I notice I was squeezing her hand and I let her go.

"Yeah... Sorry" I tell her

"For what?" she asks me with a smile

"Almost crushing your hand" I reply

She giggles massaging her own hand "It's OK. As long as I get to hold your hand..." she blushes "I need some books from my locker... See you in Sikowitz's class ok?" she tells me

"Sure. Later Cat" I tell her.

She nods and gets closer. She grabs my hand again briefly giving it a light squeeze looking at me, before walking away. I saw that Beck noticed our interaction. I smirk at him... What Beck? Jealous much? Maybe he is starting to understand how I feel when I have to see him doing this kind of stuff with other girls all the time.

Cat bounces where him and the others are and I hear her greeting them with a perky "Hiiii!" before she goes to her locker as I lean against my own scissors adorned locker looking at them and pretending to be uninterested.

After some time Robbie follows Cat to her locker and I saw them talking... The boy has a huge crash for her from ages... But she has someone else on her mind: me. I smile looking at how pathetic he looks while trying to hit on her while Cat just looks at him, giggling every now and then at what he says, but just because she is too polite to tell him that she is not even remotely interested in him.

"Hey Jade..." Oh speaking of losers with hopeless crushes, here's Sinjin.

I don't even turn to look at him. I just groan exasperated.

"I heard about you and Beck... If you want a new boyfriend..." he is saying but I cut him off

"Beat it Sinjin!" I yell at him and he immediately runs away

Cat heards me and looks at me from her pink locker adorned with a ladybug hidden behind some flowers. I look at her motioning towards Sinjin and shaking my head while mimicking the gesture of pointing a gun to my temple with my hand. She laughs for real this time while Robbie is still talking to her. Cat does an eyes roll tilting her head lightly towards Robbie and looking at me and I understand she is also exasperated from the boy and let out a chuckle...

"Good to see you're in a good mood" Beck's voice makes me turn towards him. I didn't even see him approaching as I was so distract from a certain redhead who kissed me last night while thinking I was asleep... Without knowing that I liked it...

"I am. But not thanks to you" I reply sternly to him.

"Look Jade can we... talk? In private?" he asks me

I let out a sarcastic little laugh crossing my arms "There's nothing to say. You didn't call me once yesterday. That just shows how much you care about me. Go on... Go tell that Alyssa bitch you're free now. Or go hit on Vega just so you can have her like you've always wanted ever since her first day of school. I don't fucking care anymore." I spit at him

He frowns at me and brushes his hair with one hand before he takes me by surprise gripping my wrist and dragging me to the janitor's closet.

"What the...? Let me go Oliver! Now!" I yell at him trying to resist but he is stronger than me. I see Cat looking at me worried along the way and also Tori and Andre who move away from us.

We enter the janitor's closet and Beck closes the door behind us

"Do you want me to punch you in the face Beck? You know I'll do it!" I warn him

"Jade... Babe... Let's just make peace okay? You know I love you and only you..." he says to me looking serious. He starts caressing my face, his thumb brushing my lips.

I look at him relaxing and I smile. I'm about to give in already and pull him into a kiss and tell him I'm sorry and that I shouldn't have broke up with him in the first place but then he adds

"...but you need to quit with this jealousy of yours... This need of control. It's not good for our relationship."

My expression changes. I glare at him so hard that he looks a little scared: he knows me well enough to know what's coming...

I slap his hand away from my face "I need to stop? How about you stop flirting with other girls all the time? Cause THAT is what it's not not good for our relationship!" I yell at him and I push him back hard against the door

"Hey! I don't flirt with anyone! It's not my fault if girls find me attractive! And I'm just nice with them but it's not like..." he is saying but I cut him off

"Just nice? By giving Alyssa your number? Or kissing Tori? If that's your idea of being 'just nice' then I have to assume that you would have fucked them already if you were actually flirting with them!" I yell at him

"You're being ridiculous Jade!" he shouts back at me

I look at him incredulous "I'm being ridiculous? I gave you two years of my life, and you still don't respect me enough to not be 'nice' (I mimick quotes with my fingers) with other girls in front of me, and I'm being ridiculous?"

He shifts uncomfortably "Ok, maybe I like to flirt with other girls a little but..."

I'm fuming "Finally, you admit it! You cheating bastard!" I say trying to punch him but he stops me grabbing my arm again

"Flirting and cheating are two different things Jade! I never cheated on you cause I love you!" Beck says as I pull free from his grip and continue to glare at him

"If you really loved me you wouldn't flirt with other girls... If I had any doubt about our break up, I don't anymore. We're done. We are over" I tell him dead serious and I try to walk past him and leave the janitor's closet but he blocks me the way

"I'll kick you in the balls if you don' t get out of my way, Beckett I'm serious!" I tell him through gritted teeth

"You can't put all the blames on me. You haven't exactly been the perfect girlfriend either. Remember my last birthday? Your gift for me was a soda can... And when was the last time you did or said something sweet to me? I can't remember, cause you're never sweet Jade. But despite all of that I was willing to give you another chance and..." he is saying but I interrupt him

"You were going to give me another chance? So what I should have felt honored or something? I want someone who actually wants to be with me for who I am and not someone who wants to give me a chance to be his ideal girlfriend!" I tell him feeling furious "And for your information there is someone who actually thinks I'm sweet..."

Beck's eyes go wide as he takes in my words "Wh... What are you talking about? Who?"

I look down for a bit blushing, then back at him "Cat..."

He looks at me confused then laughs "That girl has a golden heart. Calling you sweet even though you always treat her like garbage. She probably lied to you just cause you scare her to death..."

I stomp on his foot and he releases a groan in pain stumbling back

"She wasn't lying. And she cares about me... Just like I care about her... Actually..." I stop trying to decide if I want to tell him or not then I decide to do it "I like her. And she likes me. As in more than friends"

Beck looks at me like he is wondering if he heard me right or not then he laughs "Nice try" he says

"What are you talking about?" I ask him crossing my arms

"Trying to make me jealous using Cat. I'm not gonna fall for it Jade" Beck says

This time I laugh "Oh no Beck I'm not trying to make you jealous, it's all true. And maybe now that I'm free I will actually date her and have an healthy relationship with someone who wants me for me instead of worrying all the time trying to fix a toxic relationship like the one we had" I tell him smirking

"So you're gay now Jade?" Beck asks me trying to hold in laughter

"What's so funny?" I ask him challenging

"Come on Jade stop, I told you I won't fall for it. If you really want us to break up, fine... But you can't possibly convince me that you and Cat are lesbians now. I only ever saw Cat dating guys and I know for certain that you aren't gay, Jade. I had proofs of that. You know what I'm talking about..." Beck says with a smug smile on his face.

Arrogant prick. Just cause we had sex many times, he thinks he knows everything about my sexual preferences by now. But I know the perfect reply. I continue to smirk "Maybe you made me realize men just don't do it for me"

His smile disappears immediately as he frowns at me. I chuckle "Sorry to break it up to you Beck, but you were never as good as you thought you were in bed"

"Ok stop it Jade. Even if that was true, what about Cat? I'll never believe she is a lesbian" he says

"Lesbian, bisexual, who cares... All I know is that she likes me. And a lot... And I do too" I tell him

"Since when?" Beck asks me still skeptical

"I was always able to just be myself with her and she always enjoyed my company. Plus I always thought she was pretty. And sexy..." I say licking my lips to make him always more mad. Also I mean my words and I wanted to emphasize them.

He looks taken aback for a bit and doesn't seem to know what to say as he crosses and uncrosses his arms looking down. The bell rings so I say "We done here? Can I go now?"

He glares at me and I just show him an evil grin in return

"Fine. Go ahead. Date Cat. She'll realize soon enough what a 'great' girlfriend you can be" he says sarcastic. I push past him elbowing him in the stomach and he grunts in pain again, before I throw the door open and walk out.

I see that Cat was waiting for me by my locker. Such a sweetheart... she immediately runs towards me even in her heels when she sees me. She takes my hand in hers "Jade are you okay?" she asks me. I look behind me at Beck who is also leaving the janitor closet. He looks at us for a moment shaking his head and I smile as he walks away directed to Sikowitz class. Serves you right Oliver. If you're not gonna appreciate me for who I am I have someone else who will, and she is right in front of me.

I look at Cat and nod "We're over. Me and Beck I mean." I tell her

Cat's face beams at me for a second but then she turns sad as she says "I'm sorry... Are you going to be okay?"

I smile and reach for her face with my hand. She gapes at me following my gesture as I caress her cheek. She closes her eyes at my touch "I will... As long as you'll keep making me happy..."

Her eyes blow open and she looks at me with a huge smile "I... I'm making you happy? How? I mean why... I mean... Really?" she can barely contain her excitement. She is literally bouncing on the spot

I laugh "Let's see... How? By making me laugh and just enjoy your company like last night. Why? Because I like being with you... And really? Yes... very much" I say.

She squeals happy and throws her arms around my neck. I hug her back caressing her shoulders. Before I pull away and say "So... Since I'm single now... What are you waiting for?"

Cat looks at me blushing so much she looks like she is going to catch fire any seconds now "What... do you mean?" she asks me timidly

I huff but smiling "You think you're going to ask me out? Cause if you keep being so shy I'm just gonna ask you out myself so that we can get over it and start dating!" I tell her

"Oh my gosh! It's happening! Wait! If this is a dream you need to tell me Jadey!" Cat says in an excited high pitched voice before she turns to look behind herself for a moment

I shake my head "It's not a dream. But I might change my mind if you call me that again, especially here at school" I tease her

She giggles "Sorry! Do you... Want to go out on a date... with me today? After school?" she asks me with a big smile

I pretend to think about it "I don't know... I'm not sure" her smiles falls at my words and I laugh "Of course I want to, baby girl!"

"Yay!" she jumps for the happiness "We can go to the beach, what do you think? It will be fun!"

I look at her with a smirk. I'm not exactly a beach type of person. I don't like sun or places that are too hot. But... The idea of Cat in a bikini... That is definitely something that makes me excited. And turned on...

"Sure, I'm down" I tell her

"Great! Grab a swimsuit at your house after school! I'll do the same then my mom and I will come pick you up at your place so we can go to Venice beach and..." Cat is saying but I interrupt her

"Forget your mom. I'll just come pick you up and we will be ready to go. Just me and little old you" I smirk at her

She smile excited but then pouts "But I asked you out! It's not fair that you need to come pick me up!"

I get closer to her placing my hands on her hips smiling. She looks at me in awe and places her trembling hands on my shoulders as I say "Technically I made you ask me out..."

She smiles a bit but then looks down biting her lower lip "I'm sorry I don't have a license to take you out myself... You're such a strong woman and I'm just a child compared to you"

I lift her chin up so she can look at me in the eyes "You're not just a child. You're a beautiful girl with many talents. I don't give a fuck if you can't drive"

"Swear!" she says but I can see she is smiling flattered because of my compliments

I roll my eyes, I keep forgetting she hates curse language "Yeah sorry. Still, it's no problem for me to drive for our dates. As long as I can be with you in my car, I like it" I say

She blushes giggling "So you really like me?" she asks me

I close the gap between our faces and lock lips with her, kissing her. Her eyes go wide before she closes them and starts kissing me back. Our lips move together and gosh I love this kiss... I already had a taste of her lips last night but let me tell you this is a whole different level. Her strawberry lip gloss is delicious and she is kissing me like there's no tomorrow. She is leaning up on her toes and I wrap my arms around her tiny body while one of her hands is in my hair behind my head, telling me she wants to deepen the kiss as her tongue is pocking my lips asking entrance. And I happily oblige opening my mouth to let her tongue explore it and meet mine. She tastes sweet and like the pancakes her mom made for us this morning for breakfast, and I love it. I just hope she likes kissing me just as much. I know that she can still taste the coffee I drank this morning on my mouth and I know she doesn't like coffee... But apparently she likes tasting it at least from my mouth judging by the way she is kissing me so passionately.

Our kiss is becoming so heated that I'm tempted to hoist her up in my arms to make her wrap her legs around my body so that I can take her to the janitor closet or to the nearest girl's bathroom so we can continue making out with more privacy, but someone suddenly yells at us

"Stop sucking faces girls and head to class! We're at school, remember?"

We pull apart immediately and Cat's face looks so adorably flushed that I smile at her before I turn to glare hard at viceprincipal Dickers

"What did you say?" I ask him angry and challenging

"You heard me Louise. Now grab Thelma and head to your class if you don't want to get in detention!" he says like the asshole he is before walking away

"I think he has mistaken us from someone else!" Cat says

I shake my head "He was just making fun of us saying that we look like Thelma and Louise. You know the two women from the movie with Susan Sarandon"

"Ohh... I haven't seen it" Cat tells me as I wrap an arm around her shoulders

"Really? You need to! Maybe we can watch it together some day" I tell her as we walk to Sikowitz class together

"Yes please!" she replies giggling "Can't wait for our date today!"

"Me too" I say and I can hold back my smile

"Our first kiss was so special!" she says looking at me hugging me by the waist and looking up at me grinning. Her face still slightly pink for her blush.

I smirk "Which one, last night or few minutes ago?"

She stops walking and I laugh noticing how embarrassed she looks "You were supposed to be asleep last night!" she says pointing an accusing finger at me

I laugh and just shrug

"Did... did you also heard...?" Cat is asking but I anticipate her

"Your little conversation with Mr. Purple? Yup" I admit, chuckling even more when I see her face turning as red as her hair.

"Oh gosh! I'm so embarrassed!" she says covering her face behind her hands

I take one of them in mine before we reach the door to Sikowitz class "Don't worry about it. I think the kiss I gave you before showed you just how much I like you too. Come on, time to introduce my new girlfriend to everyone!"

She looks at me with big eyes full of joy "Me?"

"Yes, duh!" I tell her pretending to sound annoyed by her question but I'm giggling

"Yay! Jade and Cat girlfriend and girlfriend! Here we come!" Cat says leading me to the class and opening the door.

I'm smiling but then I feel my heart start beating fast but not like it was when I was kissing her, but in fear. I broke up with Beck just the other day and officially just from today and now I'm gonna come out to everyone and with Cat as my girlfriend... How will everyone react to that? Well fuck... I guess I was completely overwhelmed by my passion and desire for Cat and didn't think about it. I'll just do my best to look like I always look. Tough and badass... In a way the fact that me Jade West, is dating a girl now, kinda makes me look even more badass.

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