Jade POV
At lunch Cat and I are sitting together at a different table of the Asphalt Cafe from usual sharing some french fries with each other. She giggles every time I let her place a fry in my mouth cause each time I bite and lick at her fingers a little. I have fun with her. And I don't have to worry about anything cause I'm just... happy. I can be myself and I can always count on her to make me smile. She knows me so well by now. She is the only one that knows me even better than Beck... Sometimes I think what Beck and I had was just physical. I mean when we were friends we used to have fun while hanging out, but once we started dating it was like Cat said: we were always fighting. Or making out. Or making out to make peace after we had a fight. With Cat however I can have fun even without being physical. Not that we don't like making out with each other. In fact maybe we making out even too much considering how we spent almost a whole hour earlier kissing on the hall's stairs. Man, what a kiss that was... But I just like to be in Cat's company more than anything, something I wasn't feeling with Beck from a long time. Which is crazy cause this girl is the opposite of me. But I feel like she gets me like no one else. And I like how genuine she is. There's no lie in her. She doesn't try to impress others, like the likes of Beck and Vega are doing all the time sometimes even without being aware of it... People like them, they always want the spotlight.
But Cat doesn't. She was always fine at letting others have the lead roles in plays and concerts at school. Usually she would leave the lead roles to me. And I always let her take a step back, instead of encouraging her to be in the spotlight. She is so amazingly talented and she can hit such high notes with her wonderful voice that sometimes I think she is even better than me and Vega combined. That makes me feel so selfish now for not supporting Cat like I should have had. She is so underrated at school. And she seems fine with it. She seems to be happy with what she gets. If I was her I would never accept it, I know that for sure. But she never once complained. She never missed to congratulate me whenever I got a lead role or I got chosen to be the main singer in a school's concert.
I know I wouldn't have been as happy for her as she was for me. Every now and then I let her be the main singer or the lead in one of the plays I wrote but just because it didn't cost me anything. It actually used to give me more spotlight to have someone as talented as her star in them. But she was still super enthusiastic about it. She deserved a better best friend than me... That's why now I plan to be the best girlfriend ever for her.
I smile at her as she pushes a strand of ruby red hair away from her face to let me place a fry in her mouth. As I do that she sucks at my fingertips for a bit and I let her (something I would have never let even Beck do, back when we were together). And I have to admit that seeing Cat do that is hot. It's turning me on... I wonder if she also feels that way when I do that to her.
She flashes me a seductive smile giggling before licking some salt away from her lips and leaning in on me to give me a peck on the lips.
Gosh I want her so badly... I've never been with a girl before and this only makes me even more excited to have her physically. Not to mention that she is also a virgin... I know that for sure cause whenever I tried to talk to her about our sexual experiences back when I was with Beck and she was dating some guy, I was the only one talking while she was just covering her ears and if I would have asked her if she had already tried to 'snuggle' in bed with whoever she was dating at the time, she used to blush and say 'Eew of course not! Jade, stop talking about it!' lowering her voice mid sentence and making me laugh my ass off.
Maybe she has always been a lesbian. Or maybe she just feels that way about sex in general... She is still so innocent afterall. And I'm not about to take that innocence away from her until she will be ready for it. Her innocence is what makes Cat, well... Cat. And I love her for that... Wait... Did I just think...? Yes... I think I love her. And I'm willing to wait my whole life to 'snuggle' with her if it means I get to call her my girlfriend.
"Jade?" Cat asks me, interrupting my thoughts.
"Yes kitty?" I say
She giggles "You called me with a pet name... Hehehe... I like it"
"Well you are a kitty. I mean your name is Cat and you are so tiny and beautiful. So..." I reply
"Awww" she coos taking my hand in hers and bringing it to her lips kissing the back of it. She starts playing with my fingers a little when she continues "I was just wondering..." she shakes her head "Nothing"
"You can tell me Cat" I encourage her
"It's silly... But when Beck said I was just your rebound... A small part of me fears it might be true" she says looking at me worried
I grab her face with my other hand and look at her very closely in the eyes "Caterina Valentine. I could never use you as a rebound. Cause I care about you and I like you too much. And I'm gonna prove it to you every day from now on. OK?"
She blushes nodding before she kisses me again "You're wonderful Jade." she tells me and I feel my heart speed up at her words.
"So are you" I tell her
She smiles "Thanks. Sorry I was just being a little insecure. It's just that it feels like a dream to me. This morning I was still having nightmares about the fact that you and me were never going to be a thing and now here we are!" she says rubbing our noses together against each other in an eskimo kiss, giggling.
I giggle too, shaking my head as I pull away before asking her "What kind of nightmares?"
She blushes again "Oh nothing... You know just silly stuff"
"Ok" I say not wanting to push her cause I also don't like talking about my nightmares.
I see Cat looking over my shoulder for a bit. I follow her gaze and see that she is looking at our usual table where the gang (Andre, Tori, Beck and Robbie) are eating like usual. Beck looks away as he sees us looking at them while Vega just smiles at us. Robbie is telling something to Andre instead while I hear Rex laugh from his lap. I hate that puppet... The first time he makes a joke about me and Cat being lesbians I'm going to tear that puppet apart. I mean I know that that's what we are, but he will certainly use it to say something perverted about us.
"Do you think we will ever all be friends again? Like we used to be?" Cat asks me after a bit.
I look at her. She is looking at me a bit sad, but hopeful.
"I don't know. I never liked Vega anyway. Robbie is just an annoying nerd and that Rex makes his company even more unbearable. Beck and I hate each other right now so that only leaves Andre who I might tolerate to have around. So no big deal. We're better off without them. Just you and me. Like we used to be back in the days... Remember, when we were kids?" I ask her grabbing her hand through the table
She smiles at me but her eyes remain sad. And I know I'm being selfish again... I may not care about having too many friends but it's clear that Cat does. And she definitely liked the gang's company.
"It's just... Tori, Robbie and the others are my friends... And I care about them like I care about you. I mean not like I care about you, obviously, you know that... But... I just don't want to lose them, you know?" Cat tells me
I squeeze her hand lightly "You won't lose them. It's not like they are mad at us or something. It's just Beck's fault if we can't be with them..." I turn to glare at him but he is not looking at me "You know, what, next time we have lunch we go sit at their table and if Beck doesn't like our company he can go fuck himself" I tell her and seeing Cat flinch at the use of the f-word I quickly say "I mean if he has a problem with us he will deal with it on his own. I'm sure the others have nothing against us"
Cat nods "I just wish we could also be friends with Beck again, one day. Maybe I need to talk to him..." she suggests thoughtful
But I shake my head "Don't worry babe. He just needs some time. Our break up is still fresh"
"I bet he hates me for stealing his girlfriend" Cat pouts looking in his direction again.
"He doesn't hate you Cat. You're too cute no one could ever really hate you" I tell her reaching under her arms with both hands to tickle her a little.
She giggles blushing "Jadey! Stop!" she says lightly slapping my hands away "You really think he doesn't hate me?"
I nod "He is just pissed at me. And I'm still angry at him too. But things will get better... We will all be friends again in no time. You'll see babygirl" I assure her. I don't know if that will end up to be true but I just want to see her smile again at the moment... Yes it ain't like me to be such a caring person but I'm in love ok? So shut up.
"Yay! Thanks Jade! I feel better already!" she says with a huge smile hugging me and I hug her back. Mission accomplished: my girl is happy again...
"Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God! it's true! You and Cat are dating! This is so hot!" I hear Sinjin's voice from behind me
I don't even let Cat go I just turn my head in his direction a little and yell "You have two second to disappear Sinjin! One..."
He is already gone.
I smirk satisfied and kiss Cat on her head as I hear her giggle on my shoulder "I think Sinjin got so scared he wasn't even able to reach the bath in time to do his business! Gross..." she says and I laugh pulling her in my lap.
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I'm waiting for Cat outside her house in my car for our date. I'm ready for the beach. I'm wearing flip flops and black shorts. No shirt and a black bikini top. I also decided to wear some blue strands in my hair to impress Cat. I know she likes when I wear some colored stripes in my hair. But quite frankly I hope something else will catch her attention...
I smirk wondering for a second if this bikini top pushes my already huge tits a bit too up for Cat's virginal eyes. There's a risk she will either faint or jump me as soon as she sees me. I will definitely prefer the latter. Cause I know she will be just as sexy as me, if not more and I will have to struggle not to jump her aswell from how hot and bothered I will feel today. I may need the longest cold shower of my life at the end of this day... Unless I get lucky... No, it's definitely too soon. I'm not going to try anything. Hell it's our first date and our first day together! It took me and Beck almost a year before jumping in bed together. And while I hope that I wouldn't have to wait so much to be with Cat, I'm willing to wait just as much and more. Because she is worth it. Damn I must be so freaking in love with her... And that's when I start realizing that maybe I've always had some feelings for her. I just never took the time to analyze them. I just brushed them off as a simple long time friendship.
I see Cat leaving her house and my jaw drops. Gosh... She looks so fucking amazing. Like how is it even possible for someone to be so adorable and hot at the same time? Damn... She is wearing her red hair up in a ponytail, and has a white top that leaves her left shoulder bare and I can see the red strap of the bra she is wearing underneath it. She also has jeans shorts and red converse at her feet. Them legs... Gosh... I think they used to turn me on even before I realized I liked her that way
She smiles at me and starts running to my car, excited.
"Hey hey hey girlfriend!" She greets me as soon as she opens the door and jumps in the passenger seat, throwing the bag with her stuff in the backseat.
"Hey babygirl" I reply to her smiling.
She gives me a quick kiss on the lips before she stops to take in my look. "Oh I love your hair today!" she immediately says twirling my blue lock of hairs between her fingers before her eyes travel lower. I do my best not to laugh at her expression when Cat's chocolate eyes go wide when she looks at my boobs.
"Oh jeez..." I hear her say
And I can't hold back from chuckling a little "Like what you see?"
"Oh gosh yessss!" she replies out of breath
I laugh again "Well thanks. My eyes are up here though." I tell her pointing at my face.
She blushes furiously and covers her red cheeks with her hands as she immediately stops staring at my assets to look at me in the eyes.
"S-sorry... You're just so... beautiful" she tells me and now is my turn to blush even if not even nearly as much as her.
"Thanks. And you're so sexy..." I tell her starting to brush one of her legs with my hand.
She giggles "Oh please! You're too kind!" she says and leans on my arm to start kissing me lightly on it. She leaves soft and sweet kisses that make goosebumps form on my skin.
My hand gets a little too bold as I graze her inner thigh with my fingers and decide to stop right there, as long as I can still control myself. I pull my arm away and she also stops kissing me on it as I start the car.
"Ready to go beautiful?" I ask her
"You called me beautiful! Awww!" Cat coos.
I roll my eyes "Cat we are together now you don't have to be so surprised every time I give you a compliment"
"Sorry... I just can't believe such a goddess like you would want to be with me!" she says
I smirk "That cause you're a goddess too"
She also smirks this time and unexpectedly grabs my face with both hands making me turn to her to be able to kiss me hard. She bits my lower lip and pulls at it a little before releasing it with a pop. Then she just sits back in her seat giggling casually like she always does, even though I can see her face is flushed.
Remember when I said I may have needed the longest cold shower of my life after this day? I actually may need it now, cause I feel like I'm on fire after she kissed me like that.
I grab a cold water bottle I had placed next to the gear shift before she arrived and I let some water pouring all over my head.
I release a little gasp at the cold I suddenly feel all over me. That's better... But just barely. I look at Cat who is looking at me confused, eyebrows furrowed and I feel another rush of arousal so I take a sip of water and I have to look away from her. I start the car as she asks me "Were you hot?"
YOU are too much hot... I shake my head "Yeah... But I feel better now"
"Good! Oh I almost forgot!" Cat says as she leans behind her to reach the backseat to grab something from her bag.
I dare glancing in her direction. Oh good lord her ass is right next to my face now and in full display. I grip the wheel tightly trying not to look at her bum in the rear view mirror as I blush and have to take a breath to calm my hormones.
I won't make the first move... I want to wait for her... I remember to myself as she sits back in her seat. I look at her and see that she has a few dollars in her hands that she is handing to me.
I look at her questioning "What are those for?"
"Our date... You know for the gas" she tells me
"What?" I ask her surprised
"I asked you out remember? I told you we would go to Venice Beach. And since you're driving us there, it's only fair that I pay for our date" Cat tells me with a smile.
I push her hand away shaking my head "Cat please don't be ridiculous! It's okay..."
"No it's not! I don't have a car and... I can't really drive or else I would have been the one to come pick you up and to drive us there. So please accept these money!" she insists.
She is so caring and adorable. But I can't accept them "Cat, I don't give a crap about the money, I love to drive you to places cause I love you and I just want to be with you" I tell her
Cat looks at me wide eyed. She blushes and then smiles widely "Have I... Heard you correctly...? You... You... Lo...?"
I look at her confused, then I realize what I just let slip. I also blush a bit embarrassed but then decide to just tell her "Yes. I love you Cat. I think I've always have... But I was never able to realize that my love for you as a friend had slowly become something way deeper. Until last night. How could I be so blind I'll never know... I was in love with my best friend and I didn't even know. So yes I love you Cat Valentine" I say
She looks at me with happy tears in her eyes and starts breathing so fast I'm worried she will hyperventilate any second now
"Hey hey, take it easy babe!" I tell her enveloping her in my arms.
She is panting trying to calm down before she squeezes me in a bone crushing hug "I love you too Jade West! Oh my God... I think I loved you from the first moment I saw you!" she tells me burrowing her face in the crook of my neck.
I giggle brushing her hair "Back when I saved Mr. Purple?"
She nods giggling too. And I feel so happy. She loves me... And I love her...
She pulls away after a bit and kisses me briefly on the lips before raising her hand with the money telling me "But you're still going to take my money! This date is on me!" she says firmly
I roll my eyes and grab her money "Alright if it's so important to you. But I'm buying you ice cream when we get there!" I say
"Yay! Ice cream! I love you Jade!" she says pecking my cheek
"I love you too babygirl" I tell her looking at her flushed smiling face as I smile back at her, before starting to pull out of her driveway to drive us to the beach.
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