-Chapter 18-

-Lucy pov-

"So Caboosey" I glare at Santana as she smirks "It's the weekend"

"I know what time it is" I raise a patented eyebrow "Why do you care that it is?"

"I found them!" I look at Rachel confused and see her holding some books "It's the photo albums"

"Photo albums?" I watch as everyone slowly enters the living room and I see mom holding a box of tapes "What's on those tapes?"

"Just some old memories" She smiles and it starts clicking in my head "You want to be Lucy again and we want to help you remember what Lucy was like"

"I never met her so I'm happy to learn about her!" Rachel sits down and opens a photo album "Ohhh! Look at baby Lucy in the bathtub!"

"Not that album" I go to grab the book but get stopped by a smiling Fran "If you ever could love me stop now!"

"This is just learning you babe" Santana flips the page and I know she sees it "You dressed as Blue from blues clues on Halloween?"

"I-I-I loved the show!" I pout as my girlfriends laugh "I'm sure you have an embarrassing costume!"

"I never really did any characters" Rachel looks to be thinking before she shrugs "I think the worst was a Broadway one that didn't match at all"

"I looked great in everything" I smirk and Santana raises a eyebrow "What?"

"Nothing" I get up and run upstairs and grab a photo. I come back down and hold it up "Great in everything huh?"

"Why do you have that?!" Santana runs at me and I hold the photo away "Let me destroy it!"

"Rawr reptar! Rawr!" I laugh as she keeps reaching for the photo "Give it up! It's my pay back!"

"Fine" Santana calmly walks away and picks up the pink photo album "Two can play this game"

"Here's the photo San" I hold it out as she looks at me flipping the page open "Santana think about this"

"Or what?" She smirks "I'm gonna sleep on the couch?"

"What's the photo San?" Santana smirks and shows it to Rachel. It's a photo of chunky little me, Leia buns, glasses, and a toy lightsaber "You look so cute! What are you dressed as?"

"WHAT AM I DRESSED AS?!" I walk over and stand in front of Rachel before grabbing the photo "I am dressed as only the best Princess in all of space! I am dressed as Princess Leia!"

"Who is Princess Leia?" Santana snorts and I scoff "What?"

"Shes Lucy's first crush" I smack Santana on the arm and she holds her hands up in mock surrender "It's true!"

"Lucy used to always dress up like that" Fran has a small smile on her face "But dad never liked it"

"He said I'd be too gay for boys" I chuckle "Guess he was right"

"You weren't too gay" I look at Rachel confused and she points at Beth "You had Beth with Puck remember?"

"Wow" Santana smirks and my jaw is dropped in shock "She got you good Caboosey"

"Why do you keep calling her Caboosey?" I glare at Santana who at least looks guilty "What?...again"

"Caboosey is what kids used to call her" Mom frowns deeply "Russell then got her surgery after surgery to get her to his perfect Quinn"

"Now he's gonna and I'm free" I walk to the kitchen and grab a box of cookies. I walk back in and shove a bunch in my mouth "I amph Phee!"

"Don't talk with your mouth full!" I glare at my mom and open my mouth to show the chewed food "You are disgusting"

"She's just like you" I smirk as mom glares at Shelby "You know it's true! You used to drink malts then let it dribble down your face!"

"You are on the couch tonight" Mom takes Beth from Shelby and holds her close "Your momma is evil and your birth mom is too! I think they are really mother and daughter"

I roll my eyes but smile. It falters some when I watch Fran pop in a old home movie. There's now way out of this now. I guess it's time to relearn Lucy.

-Time skip-Judy pov-

Everyone is watching the old home movies still. They are all before the incident. The day everything became Russell's control zone. The day we all lost our freedom. The day the Berrys visited our church.

"Mom?" I look over at Lucy who looks worried "You ok?"

"Let's pause the movie" Shelby does and everyone looks at me "Do you two know why Russell became so controlling?"

"I always had thoughts" Fran looks at Rachel then back to me "But I was never sure"

"It was the day the berry men showed up at the church" I see Rachel frown and quickly look at the ground "It wasn't your fault Rachel"

"But if my dads hadn't gone there to find me then Russell wouldn't have sent Fran away and you'd all still be fine" Rachel sniffles "I'm so sorry"

"Find you?" Rachel nods and looks up at me while I send her a confused look "Why did they have to find you at the church?"

"There was a Easter bunny there and I wanted to see them" Rachel gives a small smile "It was a day I knew that my dads actually cared about me"

"I don't blame you princess" Rachel looks over at Lucy "My dad made his choices and it didn't have to be the way it was"

"I just feel bad that I ended up ruining everything for all of you" Rachel frowns deeply "It could've been different"

"Id never would've had you, Santana, and juniper" Rachel smiles and Santana looks shocked "It's growing on me but don't push it! I still want my last name"

"Carmichael is not going to be the last name" Quinn pouts and Santana chuckles "I don't know too much about lopez either"

"Hey!" Santana pouts now "What's wrong with lopez?"

"I think Corcoran or Carmichael is the best options" We all look at Fran confused and she just shrugs "Neither of those names have bad memories or people attached to them"

"That is true" I look at Rachel and see her looking straight at Shelby "You two haven't talked yet have you?"

"Would you want me to be a Corcoran?" Rachel looks like a little girl asking her mom for a puppy "I wouldn't mind being one"

"I-I wanted to ask but I didn't want to scare you" Shelby gives a watery smile has tears fall "I'd love for you to be a Corcoran!"

The two jump up and hug each other tightly. I smile at my girl finally getting closer to her daughter. I've heard about everything that's happened between them and I'm glad they are at this point. It's good they are at this point.

I look at the tv screen and see a chunky Lucy at a birthday. I remember the birthday party very well. She didn't have any real friends besides Santana and Brittany. We got family to come and a few of their friends to come as well. The smile on her face when a bunch of kids were there made everything worth it.

"Who were all of those people?" I look over at Lucy who points to the tv "I don't recognize some of them"

"You didn't have many friends" I look at the tv and smile "Your family brought all of their friends to give you a good birthday"

"It was a good one" Lucy smiles wide "I wanna be that girl again...I don't wanna care about my looks or popularity"

"We will help you with that" Santana wraps a arm around Lucy and pulls her into her "We all will help get Lucy back in full"

"And I'll forever be grateful" Lucy gives her a chaste kiss and looks at me "Can we watch Star Wars now? I wanna show Rachel some good movies"

"I know good movies!" Rachel sits down with a pout "I think you just wanna see your crush"

"Just sit and enjoy ok?" Rachel looks likes she's about to argue back "For me?"

Theres a huff and the argument stops. I smile and chuckle when there's a whip sound made. All three or whiles by the other one. It's how they work and they work good.

-Time skip-Lucy pov-

"Who's that hot girl?" I look at Rachel with a jealous fury "That outfit is...wow"

"That is Princess Leia still" I growl and glare when Santana chuckles "I think I hate Star Wars now"

"Don't be mad" Rachel leans over to my ear and whispers "You and Santana could always buy a set like that for yourselves"

I shiver and then my attentions back to the movie. I have a goal in mind though. I need to find my old tote of Star Wars stuff and find my slave Leia items. It was a secret but that finally has a purpose.

A very hot and Jewish purpose "Lucy!" I jump and look at my mom who's face is red "Please think in your head"

"Yo-you heard all of that?" Everyone nods and I feel my face heat up "Please swallow me up earth"

The embarrassment breaks when Rachel and Santana's laughter starts. I smile and forget about everything. These two make everything better. They definitely make me better.

I can't wait to see what the future holds for all of us together.