-Chapter 32-2 different 2 days-

-Santana pov-

Lucy has been sitting in the living with Rachel all morning. They've just been cuddled together and I couldn't be happier. After her disappearance yesterday I'm glad she's staying near us. I wish she would talk to us though. Especially since she snaps her wrist with a rubber band a few times.

"Hey Lucy Q" I walk over to them and sit on Lucy's free side "What's up with the rubber band?"

"Just something new" She smiles and snaps it a few times "I figured that you never know when you'll need one!"

"Yeah" I look at Rachel who's sharing the disbelief in her eyes "So what happened yesterday?"

"Well you know I went out with Fran" Lucy shrugs and turns back to the tv "Did sisterly things"

"You wouldn't hide anything from us right?" Lucy turns toward Rachel "Cause we wouldn't judge anything you have to say"

"Especially if it's good" Lucy looks at me and I give her a reassuring smile "You can't tell us when times right"

"Thank you" She turns toward the tv "For now can we watch Rudolph?"

I nod and get up to find the dvd. After a few minutes of searching I find it and pop it in. I wanna know what's wrong but I'm not gonna make her uncomfortable. She'll tell us if it important...I hope.

-Lucy pov-

I don't feel good keeping this a secret but I don't want them to overstep. If I tell them about the help they'll find multiple solutions then argue. I just wanna try what Emma says and go with it. It's for the best I go that way.

I feel both of my girlfriends leaning on me and smile. This is why it's the beat I got the way I am. I don't want them stressing out or stressing me out trying to find help. Emma knows what she is doing. Now this was the last option we had but I bet you she's thinking of more!

-Emma pov-

"You know I'm supposed to be doing stuff right?" Fran kisses me again and we fall to the bed "Like important stuff"

"You and my body are important stuff" Fran smiles and stands up "Do me"

Whatever's I needed to do can wait.

-Lucy pov-

I wish I could just be strong. Rachel is being strong and getting through this pregnancy fine! Santana and I are the ones cracking. It's like we are trying to find ways to help. To make sure she stays with us.

"Youre thinking too loud" I look at Rachel and smirk "Quiet"

"Sorry princess" I give Rachel a kiss "I'll think quieter"

I look at Rudolph and try to watch but I can't. I'm with two girls I love but I feel like I cant protect them. Mom is able to throw and look and get both her girlfriends to crack! Why can't I have the Carmichael look?!

I keep the sigh inside and think about everything. Do I really wanna have the power? Would everyone be happy if the power switches hands? I mean I know I would...would I?

"Alright" Santana sits up and pauses the movie "Talk"

"It's nothing" I pluck the band but it snaps "I'm getting another one"

I let Rachel sit up before getting up. I walk to the bedroom and pull out the band bag. I grab a green one and turn around. I'm met with my girlfriends standing behind me. I jump a bit not expecting them to be there.

"Sit on the bed" I go to talk but Rachel puts on puppy dog eyes "Please?"

"Fine" She smiles and I roll my eyes "Be lucky you're cute"

I walk to the bed and sit down. They follow suit and sit down on each side of me. We are alone right now cause Beth needed a new jacket. So all the moms went thinking it'd go faster. They've been go for 2 hours.

"What's going on?" I look at Rachel confused "Not the band thing...during the movie you seemed out of it"

"Did we do or say something?" I look at Santana who looks upset "I promise I didn't mean anything bad and I didn't mean to hurt you if I did!"

"You didn't hurt me" I put my arms around them and sigh "I was thinking back that I'm HBIC at school and I like control even while I'm my old self...Lucy had control over things and that translated over to Quinn"

"So my control in the relationship takes from yours?" I nod and Rachel slaps my ribs "THATS WHAT WAS BUGGING YOU?!"

"Ow!" I grab my right ribs and look at Santana "She's abusing me"

"Good" Santana smacks the back of my head "I'm joining her!"

"The fuck?!" I jump up and sit facing them "What the hell is that for?!"

"Because we thought we did something while asking about the bands!" Rachel knits her eyebrows together and try's to look threatening "I was worried sick!"

"I was too" Santana does look threatening "If control is what you need then we can give some to you! Just talk to us dumbass!"

"I'm sorry" I sigh and move back to the spot I was in "I have problems doing that sometimes"

"I know you do" Santana puts her arm around my shoulders "We still love you though"

"Yes we do" Rachel wraps her arms around my waist and looks up at me with a smile "We love you very much"

"I love both of you so much" I give them each a kiss "So can I have the power?"

"Sound like she doesn't deserve it" Santana smirks and looks at Rachel "I think she shouldn't get it"

"I agree" Rachel smirks at Santana "She shouldn't have the power"

"Excuse me?" I raise my eyebrow high and look at Rachel "If you wanna ever have a chance of being big spoon with me I'd rethink your decision"

"There's the controlling Lucy" Rachel sits up and gives me a kiss "Now can we go watch the movie?"

"I think I have a better idea" Santana runs downstairs and then back up after a few minutes "All the doors are locked so let's get doing things"

I roll my eyes with a smirk. Of course she'd think that way. But with the way Rachel's kissing my neck I'm not gonna complain. Let's use the alone time to our advantage.

-Shelby pov-

I could be at home sleeping, I could be eating, I could be reading, I could be doing anything, and instead I'm in a store. We've been to several ones and picked out tons of jackets for the girls. Sale after sale has been going on. You'd think you'd only have to look at one jacket so many times!

"Alright!" I sigh and look at the girls "Beth looks sleepy! Why don't we go home?"

"I guess we have been here for awhile" Judy looks at Maribel "You ready?"

Maribel nods and we finally are set to leave. We but the jackets and head to the car. That's when all hell breaks lose. Snow starts falling like crazy, Maribels pants rip, Judy starts saying she has to pee, and I drop the keys in between the seats.

"I really have to pee but I can't see through the snow" Judy starts shaking her leg and rocking the car "This isn't good"

"I need you to stop rocking the car please" I feel the keys and the car rocks just knocking them away "Damn it!"

"So how bad is the rip?" I look over at Maribel and see the door caught most of the leg "That bad?"

"I can see your panties and thigh" I look up at her face and nod "It's bad"

"I can only stop for a bit" I look at Judy who's looking at me "Find the keys!"

I go back and finally find them. I look up and see we aren't going anywhere. I pull the keys out and turn in the car. The heat starts spreading and we all let out a relaxed sigh...WAIT JUDY!

"SHIT!" I turn back and see her blue pants turning navy "Got too relaxed"

"Is beth ok?" Judy looks over and nods "So at least something hasn't happened to me"

Me and my bug mouth. As soon as those words leave Judys urge moves to me. I cross my legs as the urge hits hard. Judy smirks and Maribel shakes her head.

I look around to find a bottle.

"Why is there no bottles?!" I tighten my muscles as the snow starts letting up some "Hold on!"

I push us into drive and speed away. Not the brightest idea in hindsight but I didn't care. I get onto the road and battle the urge to pee. I see Maribel start touching the radio and go to a now music station.

Once they start singing about rain I turn it, next song is about snow which turns into water, I turn it again and there's something else liquid on it. I glare at Maribel and she turns it off. I hear Judy chuckle and I shake my head.

We make it home and I can barley move out of the car. The urge is getting stronger. We get to the door and I twist the knob...it's not moving.

"Oh no" I look back at the girls "They locked it"

"Use the key!" I look back at the vehicle "No"

Maribel jogs over and pulls on the handle. The door doesn't open. Judy pulls out her phone and starts calling them but it's too late. The time has come and pass. Now I'm freezing out here like Judy.

It takes a few minutes but soon Santana opens the door. I look at her and raise a eyebrow. She looks confused then looks at herself.

"Well" She looks up from her only sheet covered body "This was fun"

"You're all in trouble" Santana pouts then smirks "You're all out of trouble if we never talk about this again"

"Agreed" Santana grabs Beth and fixes the blanket "We are having a girls night now"

I roll my eyes and go inside finally. My first stop is the bedroom and I grab some sweatpants. After getting changed I go to the living room and get joined by my girlfriends. We end up on the couch watching movies and cuddling.

Gotta love the holidays.

-Lucy pov-

Santana brings Beth into the room and over to us. I make a little area for her to lay down and cuddle with us. Is our dress attire modest? No. But does a little baby know that? No.

"So" I look over at Rachel "Rudolph?"

I nod and we get the movie started. Rachel wraps her arms around me and I smile. I may want control but we are a unit. I love my unit.

I love the holidays.