-Chapter 38-
-Lucy pov-
It's been two weeks and Santana's refuses to talk about Snixx. If Snixx even gets brought up she's gone. It's so annoying! I'm trying to hold back on demanding her to listen but I'm so close to snapping.
"Santana" she looks at me and smiles "Can we pl~"
"Snixx?" I nod and she frowns before standing up "I'm going for a walk"
"NO YOURE NOT!" She turns toward me with a mixture of fear and cockiness "You are going to sit back down and talk! Something is obviously upsetting you and you won't run away again!"
"What do you want me to say?!" She walks toward me suddenly very angry "That I have another person up here?! That it's hard sometimes to hold her back?! That sometimes I just wanna let her out?! That sometimes I think jumping would be better than living?! That...that I just want it all to go away?"
Santana starts to break down and I catch her. I pull us to the couch and sits us down. I run circles on her back as she lets it all out. After a few minutes she pulls back and sniffles.
"You better?" She nods and i grab her hand "Why haven't you takes yo anyone about all of this?"
"So I can be called crazy?" Santana sarcastically chuckles and shakes her head "No thank you"
"You aren't crazy" I cup her cheek and make her look at me "You are just experiencing things that shouldn't be dealt with alone"
"Snixx really does love her" Santana sighs and frowns deeply "She wants to be able to experience life too"
"You've had her locked up for so long" Santana sighs knowing where I'm going with this "Maybe it's time to let her out?"
"Promise you won't leave and neither will Rachel" She holds up her pinky "Please"
"We will be right with both of you all the way" I take her pinky in mine "I'll let you and her figure things out while I get Rachel up"
Santana nods and I get up. I giver her a quick kiss before heading for Rachel. The moms had some errands to run and Fran took Beth to Emma's. That leaves us here alone.
I get to our bedroom door and open it. I smile when I see Rachel asleep and drooling a little. She looks so adorable! I walk over and lay down beside her. I put my hand on her stomach.
"Mommas here babies!" I smile as I moves it slowly around the bump "I know there are two of you in there"
"Bite your tongue" I look up at Rachel's face to see her smiling "How late is it?"
"Not too late" I sit up and help her sit up too "We need to talk though"
"Is everything ok?" I don't answer and her face shifts to worry "What's wrong?!"
"Nothings wrong" I cup Rachel's cheek and smile "Snixx is gonna have some time outside of her box and we are going to be there for her"
"What if she kills someone Luce?" Rachel frowns and leans into my hand more "We will have to bail her out!"
"She won't kill anyone" Rachel looks disbelievingly at me "I promise she won't"
"Alright" She leans forward and gives me a small kiss "I trust you"
"Can I get some of that action?" We both look at the door to see Sa..Snixx? "It's Aunty Snixx if you didn't know"
"Please don't call yourself aunty" Snixx smiles and stays in the doorway "Aren't you gonna come over?"
"I wasn't sure I was allowed to" Snixx sighs "I don't wanna mess anything up like I tend to"
"Behave and you won't" She nods and Rachel's stands up "Let's test Snixx out then"
"Kinky" She looks at us confused "What? Wanky is taken"
Rachel chuckles "I think I may enjoy having you here" Rachel walks over to her "But theres only one real test I can think of"
"Oh god" Snixx looks at me confused and worried "You wanted this"
Rachel grabs her hand and drags her downstairs. I get up and follow them. She leads her down to the music room. Rachel let's go and goes to the radio.
After a few minutes she finds something and music plays.
-Rachel-Santana-Both-
I gotta take a little time, a little time to think things over
I better read between the lines, in case I need it when I'm older
Now this mountain I must climb, feels like the world upon my shoulders
Through the clouds I see love shine, it keeps me warm as life grows colder
In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Can't stop now, I've traveled so far to change this lonely life
I wanna know what love is, I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is, I know you can show me, oh
I'm gonna take a little time, a little time to look around me
I've got nowhere left to hide, it looks like love has finally found me
In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
I can't stop now, I've traveled so far, to change this lonely life
I wanna know what love is, I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is, I know you can show me
I wanna know what love is, I want you to show me
(I wanna feel) I wanna feel what love is
(I know) I know you can show me
Let's talk about love (I wanna know what love is)
The love that you feel inside (I want you to show me)
And I'm feeling so much love (I wanna feel what love is)
No, you just can't hide (I know you can show me)
I wanna know what love is (let's talk about love), I know you can show me
I wanna feel (I want to feel what love is), oh, I wanna feel
Wanna know, wanna know, I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah, I want to know what love is
I wanna know, oh, oh (I want you to show me)
I wanna know, I wanna know, I wanna know (I wanna feel what love is)
I wanna feel
I clap as they stop singing "That was wonderful" I look at Rachel "Does she pass the test?"
"Absolutely" Snixx smiles "You should do that more for both of you"
"I'll take that into consideration" Snixx puts a arm around Rachel "Now how about we feed you and those babies cooking inside"
"They aren't twins!" I roll my eyes with Snixx and she huffs "Fine! Neither of you get kisses!"
She storms out and we chase after her. I'm not losing kisses when the moms aren't home! That'd be crazy to do! I want my sweet lady kisses! I need them!
-Time skip-Judy pov-
We get home with the groceries around 2 in the afternoon. We got some possible outfits for the competition and fabrics as well. I wanna design something amazing for them!
When we get inside the house we all freeze. It's eerily quiet besides the tv. We sit the bags down and go into the living room. We all stop and smile at what we see.
The girls are cuddled together asleep on the couch. They looks so cute! I pull my phone out and take some pictures. Don't want this moment to go to waste.
After the photos we go to our bags and pick them up. We take them to the kitchen to start on ideas. After a few minutes Santana wanders in.
"Hey Santana" I'm met with a confused look "What?"
"Snixx" She grabs a coffee cup and pours some into it "Snixx is the name"
"Not this again" Maribel sighs "You don't have a alter ego named Snixx!"
"No it's my other half you've refused to get my help with!" Santana slams her cup down and glares at Maribel "You're the reason I never could be myself! She's locked me up for years afraid you'd...this isn't worth it"
"I've changed since then" I look at Maribel confused "I've only raised my fist twice at her...only one didn't connect"
"It's when Santana realized I existed and was scared" Snixx shakes her head "You told her to bury the voice of the 'demon'"
"Cause my daughter couldn't have anything wrong with her" Maribel looks at the table regret showing "You would've been kicked out by him"
"Glad my girlfriends accept both sides of me" Snixx looks at me and nods "Thanks for taking care of Santana"
With that she's out of the room "I'm going to go to the room" Maribel stands up and walks away "I need...I need some alone time"
She leaves and I look at her bag "So" Shelby walks over to it and picks up the mother/daughter necklaces "How are we fixing this?"
