A/N: okay. Enjoy another insanely short chapter!


Matthew was confused.

He sat on his queen bed and thought. Wringing his hands and scrunching his forehead. Francis had left him a week ago, and he would have to see him at the world meeting in a few hours.

Francis said he was falling in love with me but I didn't love him back. Was he right? Did I just say yes to dating him because... because. I wanted to be wanted? Because I was trying to spare him feeling what I feel when Alfie doesn't love me back?

No. I would never string someone along. I hate lying. Especially with feelings. When Alfie didn't tell me that he and Mr. England were dating until their "special relationship" was announced I wanted to break down in the middle of the conference room. Alfie... I love him. I love him, I love him, I love him. He is my everything, he makes me smile when I am sad, he takes care of me when I am sick. He is such a good friend, and I know that he would make a great boyfriend. I could make him happy. I am nicer than Mr. England, I don't insult Alfie or yell at him(except for that one time). Why didn't Alfie want me?

"Why does no one want me?!" I cried, a sob escaping my chest.

"Who are you?" Kumajujube asked, crawling on my lap.

"I am the unwanted one!" I sobbed, quoting what Alfie had said to me in 1812.

"Come join me, Mattie!" Alfred implored, "We could be great! You know that Arthur wouldn't mind if you left! You arent called the Unwanted Colony for nothing!"

I had stabbed him with my bayonet. He's never had much tact. He probably only asked me to join him to piss off Mr. England. Come to think of it, he never really does anything with me unless it affects Mr. England.

Kuma pawed at my hands, interrupting my train of thought, "You're not unwanted! What about French Guy?"

"French guy?" I replied, "I have lost him. I kept dwelling on Alfred. He probably doesn't want me anymore. I don't blame him. I don't like me very much either. I am like a weak pathetic version of Belarus. At least she tells Russia how she feels. Everyone knows I'm a wimp, eh?"

"Then why don't you tell him?" Kumarie asked.

"Pardon?'

"Why don't you tell your brother how you feel?"

"Mr. England would kill me, first of all."

"Don't worry I'll take care of the scone guy," Kumamatata said.

"I can't!"

"yah you can! Come on, it isn't like burger guy is going to punch you! He is your brother!'

"Okay."

"Good, let's go."


A/N: AmeCan isn't gonna happen. Sorry USCAN shippers. I ship it too but not in this story.