-Chapter 61-

-Rachel pov-

Not having the whole school bullying me has been great. Being able to have friends has been great. Having what's like 5 big brothers is great. Coming back to school after break still looking like a whale?

That's not great.

I spent hours in my closet looking for a good outfit. I got screwed though and I'm stuck wearing sweat pants with a big shirt. I hate that this is what I've come to start wearing around everywhere.

While the school may not judge out loud the world does. Im about to stop at my locker for my first class books. Instead I have a hand keeping the locker door closed. I turn and see it's Uh...what was her name?

"You remember me?" I sigh and shake my head "It's Lola! See what happens when you get dropped to the bottom?! No one remembers you! I need back at the top!"

"I have no power for that" I move her hand away and open my locker "Sorry"

As I go to grab a book the door is slammed "Yes you do!" She pushes me back some and pokes my chest angrily "You can talk to your moms, the girls, or coach and get me my place back!"

"I'd advise you to remove that hand" Shit "Cause Snixx hasn't had a good beat down in a while"

"I just want my spot back" Lola glares at Snixx "I need to be known! I need to be someone!"

"Well you screwed that up touching my baby momma" I hear Snixx walk closer "So you best say your prayers"

"No snixx" I turn and stop her from moving more "I need you hear in school with me for the last month! Ok? She's not worth it! Think about me and the babies!"

"Did you just say I'm not worth it?" I sigh and try to ignore her "I'm talking to you fatass bitch!"

"The fuck you just say?" We all turn to see a angry Lucy "Oh I'm beating your ass now!"

I can't move from Snixx to stop Lucy's attack. Luckily Dave is there to catch her. The look on Lolas face is nothing but fear. The voice I hear explains it.

"I guess you took in my new badge on the track suit" I turn and my jaw drops "Figgins has been deemed unfit to be principal! I am now the new principal until further notice!"

"I didn't physically hit her" Lola takes a frightened step back "There is no grounds for suspension!"

"Let's keep it that way" Lola nods before taking off "Girls it's time for practice! Berry...why don't you stay a safe distance and sit for practice"

I look at coach confused as she walks away. She never wants her Cheerios to be lazy. It clicks though why and I smile. She does truly have a heart and soul.

"You have the coach showing compassion and mercy" I look at a smirking Snixx "You truly are special"

I smile and give her a quick kiss. I give one to my other defender and give a hug to Dave. We all head to the practice field cause no one argues with Sue. My first class can wait.

-Time skip-Maribel pov-

Cafeteria worker I didn't think about how hard cooking could be. Cooking takes patience and I haven't had patience. No one has complained though...well none of the other cafeteria workers.

I hate being in here so much. I wanna do something else! I want a real job! I need a real job!

This is a real job I know but still! I hate just standing here and scooping on repeat. Why are we legally allowed to serve some of this crap?! It looks terrible and they don't cook it very much before giving it!

I've actually gotten the girls some different food for today. I don't want Rachel getting anything and I don't want the girls giving her anything. So I'm making sure they have health eating.

"ATTENTION!" I jump at Sues yelling "From now on we are feeding the kids this stuff!"

Cheerios carry in boxes of healthy and slightly unhealthy but good food. The workers groan but I smile. This may be better. I might enjoy the job more.

"You come here" I walk over to Sue and she puts a hand on my shoulder "You're the only one who gives half a shit about these kids...you tell me if they don't comply and I'll discipline ok?"

I nod and Sue gives a return one. After the Cheerios leave we get to work preparing the food. The other meal wasn't fully ready so it's alright. We can just make do.

"So are you taking anyone now?" I look at the worker confused "I mean you have Holly and apparently Sue now"

"Uh we aren't some come and go harem" I try to keep my anger in check "Holly is with us but Sue is the principal and coach"

"So you like the bossy ones" The lady gets closer to me with a smirk "So if I wanna join I need to be a boss?"

"If you wanna join you need to be accepted by all" I turn and see a glaring Shelby "You are not doing well on being accepted"

"I don't swing that way" The lady glares at me "Get to work"

"Bitch" Shelby looks at me "How are you doing?"

"Pretty good now" I give her a quick kiss then pull back confused "Shouldn't you be getting glee stuff ready? Nationals is getting closer"

"I wanted to talk with all of you about the idea" I look at her more confused and she grabs my hand "I'll show you when we get the other two"

-Time skip-Rachel pov-

We all are the glee room when the moms come in. I smile until I see the wheel. Oh god not a wheel with our names. I have to get lucky and get picked!

"Alright so since nationals is a major thing we need it to be fair!" Mom motions to the wheel "I have everyone's name written on a space on the wheel!"

"We are going to spin and up to three will be picked for each category" Judy hands each of us a binder full of songs "You will sing your choice from here and if you get picked by your club mates you will get the part!"

"So up first is duet!" Maribel grabs the wheel "I'm honestly happy for this one!"

Maribel spins it and we watch the names spin. The first duo is Sugar and Tina, next is Sam and Lucy, and last is Snixx and Brittany. I pout that I didn't even get a chance to sing with my girls.

"Get together and discuss your duet choices!" The duos leave the main seats and their names are erased "Next is group!"

The wheel spins and I cross my fingers. This time Dave gets picked with Blaine and Mike. After this is Cherry with Two Cheerios. Finally is three other random Cheerios.

I look at Kurt and see him look at me. We both know that the odds are more in our favor. It's down to us pretty much. We look at the wheel and mom spins it.

I watch in slow motion as it goes. It slowly stops and it starts to land on my name. It's stops and then jolts to Kurt. I feel my jaw drop and head kurts confusion. So I'm not the only one who noticed.

"Kurt is our soloist!" Mom claps "We need everyo~"

"You cheated!" I stand up and mom looks at me confused "It landed on me then jolted to him!"

"I would have to agree" Kurt stands and steps down beside me "It landed then jolted"

Mom looks like she's trying to find something "Oh well you know wheels!" She smiles and scratches the back of her neck "They have issues spinning and landing sometimes"

"Not like that!" I feel the tear start to sting my eyes "It's cause I'm pregnant right? You made sure I didn't get anything so I didn't strain myself!"

"We have enough members" I turn confused toward Snixx "As weird as it sounds I talked with Santana...then Lucy and the moms..you'll be pushing toward seven to eight months at nationals"

"We don't want you to strain yourself and give birth on stage" I look at Lucy as tears cloud my vision "We just want you and the babies to be safe"

"My future depends on this" I see mom nervously scratch and turn fully toward her "What?"

"NYADA closed down" I feel my heart and spirit break "There was some issues found and they had to be closed down"

"My dream of Broadway" I shake my head and grab my things "I'll be in the library till we leave and everyday till the end of the year"

"Are you quitting?" I don't respond and mom grabs my hand to stop me "Rach can we talk about this?"

"Like you talked with me about my future?" I rip my arm away and walk to the door "Find me when you're ready to leave"

I leave ignoring my name being called. Broadway has always been my dream. Now I may not be able to make it cause I don't have NYADA. What am I going to do?

What can I do?