Chapter 15: Anger
We're back nao!
Nothing else to say, really. Let's return to Bonnie as she continues through her stages of grief.
Time to wake up Bonnie.
Wake up.
You'll see me later this evening.
Right now, you need to wake up.
You don't want those sickos creeping up on you while you're still sleeping...
I groan as I stirred from my slumber. The sun gave me a nice greeting by blinding my eyes with its light, even though my eyelids are still closed.
I sense heavy breathing as I rolled on the branch that was my bed.
Damn, my back hurts. Well, that's what you get for sleeping on a fucking branch.
I peek open my eyes as I sat upright on my bed.
A small figure was sitting on an branch in front of me as my eyelids fully opened.
"H-hey...Good morning." A familiar voice hits my ears.
"Were you staring at me while I slept, crow?" I growled.
"No! No! I just got here. And it's Night shade, by the way."
"Whatever, crow."
I jump down the branch onto the grassy floor, a small thud accompanied my landing.
"Your back must be killing you." Night shade said as he softly landed next to me.
I gave no response as I moved closer to the burnt out fire pit.
I could see the curly haired trainer doing something on a table he set up.
What was his name? Jack, I think, if that's what Night shade said.
"Glad to see that you're up...sweetie?" He greeted.
I gave out a throaty growl.
"Well, what are we going to call you? I can't call you chicken, nor do I know your name."
Mentally sighing, I gave him a name.
"Call me Combusken."
"Combusken? is that your name?"
"Just call me Combusken."
"I'll take that as a yes."
"Fine. Whatever makes you happy."
Blaze came into the scene as he flew down from the sky.
"You know what makes me happy?" He asked.
"Let me guess, sex." I retorted.
"We seem to think alike, sweet cheeks."
"Go fuck a Wormadam."
"Just did."
I gave him a look of disgust.
"Yeah, yeah. I can smell an awful stench and leaves on you, go clean yourself by the river Blaze." Jack said.
"But I just got her-"
"Go clean, leaf fucker." I snarled.
"Feisty, I like that." The dragon bastard gave me his half-lidded look before stomping away past some bushes.
"Good riddance." I said.
"Hey, where's Emerald?" Night shade asked.
Emerald. He must be the sensible one who had leaves for wings.
"He's somewhere doing that photosynthesis stuff." Jack replied.
And with that, no more words were said as Night shade and I sat by the fire pit.
God, I'm fucking hungry.
I spot a certain crow eyeing my neck as I ate my food in silence.
Just as his mouth was about to open I quickly shut him down.
"No."
"But I didn't ask anything yet!" Night shade grumbled.
"I know, and I'm keeping it that way."
"What's wrong about telling about your trainer?"
"It's my business."
"You know, opening up is better that keeping it all your emotions in." Night shade said philosophically.
"Hehe. Open up." Blaze snickered.
"Tsch, immature." Emerald scolded Blaze.
"Shut it youngin'!" Blaze retorted.
"I'm older than you, dumbass."
"Well, I've fucked more than you."
"I'm glad, you've probably got Pokerus by now."
Blaze's sapphire irises turned into pinpricks at the sudden realisation.
"Shit! Jack! can you get pokerus by fucking?" Blaze turned his head to his trainer.
"I guess you should have been more careful, dumbass." Jack replied.
Everyone, including me, laughed at Blaze's misery as he mulled over the sudden revelation.
Look at that, I'm laughing. That's the first time since my last one at the poke center...
With Rai and the others...
Bonnie...Stop...Stop now.
Not right here.
Not now.
Don't make me remember...no...
"Soooo, mind telling us about your trainer Combusken?"
It was a fun night.
"Combusken?"
I got to laugh for once.
"Hey, chicken, You there?"
It was the first time that I was laughing with them.
"Hey, sweet cheeks?"
And not the other way round.
"Hey? Hey!"
The way Jessica's eyes swirled, that stupid look on her face.
"Combusken!"
I laughed, I felt happy.
My thoughts slowly dissipated as I came to being once more.
I was greeted with Jack violently shaking me.
"Hey!" He shouted.
"Arceus, no need to shout dammit." I grumbled.
"You spaced out for a bit."
"Ya don't say."
"Were you thinking about...your trainer?"
I immediately perked up.
"No."
"Did...did he hurt you?" Night shade asked.
I stayed silent.
He did.
Rai did hurt me, but I needed it.
"I'll take that as a yes." Jack solemnly said
"Trainers abusing their own pokemon, tsch." Emerald grumbled.
"Whoever your trainer was, he is an absolute scum of a human." Blaze said.
He's not scum.
"I don't know what he did, but I'll roast him for what he's done to you."
He hasn't done anything but show me the truth.
"That piece of trash!" Jack added as faced the floor as one of his hands crumpled into a fist, the other was on my shoulder.
"I'm guessing that the ribbon on you must be a sign that you're his property..." Night shade glared at my purple ribbon.
I'm not his property...
"So you're Tracy huh?" Night shade stared at my ribbon as he peered closer, seeing a white laced name on my ribbon. Emerald joined his gaze too, and slowly did everyone else.
I AM NOT TRACY! I WILL NEVER BE THAT BITCH!
"Tracy...let us help you."
no
"We can take you in."
No
"We'll make you forget about your abuser." Jack stared at my eyes, which narrowed with anger.
NO!
"Get. Off. Me." I hissed through my teeth.
"Here, let me take off that ribbon." Night shade brushed his feathers on the ribbon around my neck. He promptly froze before his face hardened.
"Shade? what's wrong?" Jack asked.
"..."
"They beat poor Tracy until she's barely alive! I heard it when I touched her ribbon!" Night shade snarled.
"Those cruel bastards probably left it there as a reminder..." Emerald said.
You are getting it all wrong!
"Please Tracy! Let us help you!"
I don't need your goddamn help!
"We'll right the wrongs they've done to you!"
You have it all wrong! WRONG. ALL WRONG!
I jumped back from them, creating a slight gap between us.
"You idiots have it all wrong!" I barked.
"You're in denial Tracy! Let us help you!" Jack shouted.
"NO! I'm not in denial!"
"Sweet cheeks, let us take care of you." Blaze slowly moved towards me, grabbing my stubby arms in his claws. His grip slowly tightened on it.
"Get off me leaf fucker!" Anger and rage welled up inside me as the monster help my like a vice as I thrashed about.
"I'm serious. Dont. Resist." Steam expelled from his snout as he exhaled.
I released my pent-up rage as I raised my right leg at the sicko's crotch. I could hear the impact, the hushed whimper that he gave as he let my arm go.
Blaze roared in pain as both his arms darted to his crown and jewels.
"Cum blaster! No!" He whimpered.
I glared at the trio, they all had looks of shock in their faces.
"Tracy! What are you doing!" Night shade screamed.
Jack glared at me with an expression of hate and sadness. He must know why I did what I had to do.
Emerald gave a soft glare at me, but he nodded solemnly to show appreciation from what I've done.
"Tracy!"
"I'm not Tracy!" I replied, making Night shade flinch.
"Then who are you?!"
"Someone you'll never know! Someone you'll forget!" I screamed.
My eyes began to sting as an all-too familiar feeling returned.
"Someone you'll take advantage of. Someone you'll hate over time."
My raised voice began to lower in volume as my eyes became blurry from the arrival of my tears.
I stepped back, blowing embers in a line as I separate myself from they group I had come to known in such a short time.
"Please. For the last time, we can help you." Night shade asked, tears evident in his eyes.
"You won't help me, you'll never help me. You'll use me as a fuck buddy!"
"No we won-"
"Do you really think that the rapist on the ground won't try to advance on me? DO YOU?"
"N-"
"Of course he would! He's a sex-crazed maniac! Who has a stuck up trainer who gloats every five seconds!"
"..." Night shade stared at me.
I've made my point clear.
I don't ever want to see these bastards again.
Emerald, I can bear with, but the others would be too much.
I don't care about them. I never did.
I know what they'll do, I'm just preventing it.
A strong force builds in my stomach as I start my escape.
"I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU AFTER I'M DONE FUCKING YOU." Blaze roared as she shot daggers at me.
Too bad he'll never get the chance.
An orange ball formed next to his gaping maw.
Hyper beam. At close range too.
I release the raging inferno inside me, coating the innocent forest into a warzone covered in fiery napalm.
I aim it directly at the group, making a wall of fire as I did so.
I'll burn this entire forest to get away from them if I have to.
Suddenly, I heard a small explosion.
A topaz ray of pure power struck my left shoulder, propelling me backwards from the growing forest fire.
Waves of pain rocked throughout my body, I cried out from the sudden attack as I writhed in pain.
A small hole from the fire wall shows Blaze grinning devilishly before it closes again.
Knowing my injuries and the current situation, either I run right now, or else they'll get to me.
And I don't prefer the latter.
Hissing curses as I got myself up, I quickly limped away from the incoming danger. My right arm clutches my left shoulder as my eyes dart around me, finding a place to lose the fuckers.
I desperately clutch my pokeball in my left.
I don't care if I lose my arms, I'm not going to let my only home drop into their hands.
I'll never let them.
Seconds grow by.
My fear grows stronger.
I soon begin to regret my actions.
I'm facing a fucking dragon.
He can easily fly other that wall.
He can easily find me.
And when he does...
I'll never be seen again.
I'll never see Rai again.
And as I guessed:
The sound of flapping wings reaches my ears...
Butterflies flap in my stomach as I hope he doesn't do the inevitable.
Please don't find me.
Please no.
But pleading wasn't enough.
The sound of his wings grew louder as I measly limped away from the arriving source.
Cruel fate. Why do you hate me so?
I feel his claws grip tightly on my stomach as I was lifted off the ground.
"There you are..." He spoke softly.
I grimaced at his tone.
"My, my, looks like you are in need of punishing..."
I sighed in defeat.
There it was.
Game over.
I should have stayed calm and gone with it.
But my temper got over me.
My eyes slowly closed as the pain took over.
My body fell limp as my face stared at the moving floor.
"Let me take you somewhere private...Where I'll have my way with you..."
I could see a city pass by as my eyes slowly closed.
"Jack won't mind my absence for a while, he's gotten used to it..."
I see specks of people litter my sights until we were facing a forest once more.
"Don't worry...We wont take a long while in our privacy...maybe just a month or two..."
I think of Tacy, post-evolution. Before she became the bitch she was now.
"Trust me...you'll learn to love it..."
I think of all the kindest memories that I've had in my life.
"They all do...especially when they're in heat..."
I think...I think of Rai. One last time.
"Thankfully, Arceus has given me the blessing of infertility...which I've taken for granted ever since..."
Rai... I'm sorry.
"You'll be spending a long time in my loving care...and soon you'll be living just to be filled with my cum"
I'll never forget you. I'll cherish the few moment's we had.
Bonnie...
Don't give up. Keep fighting.
I don't care if I'm not the real Rai.
I don't care that I'm just a voice in your head.
All I want to say is,
Is this what you want to do?
Do you want this to happen? Or do you want to stop it?
Is this the life you want that Rai gave you freedom over?
No. It isn't.
You know you belong to Rai. All you have to do is find him.
No-one ever said that it was an easy task.
Please, make the right decision.
Please...
I slowly move my head to my left hand.
The prison of a pokeball is still in my grip.
It may be a prison, but it's my home.
Yes...It's my home...
And it's the only thing that reminds me of Rai.
I guess you could say that my home is with him, since he holds this all the time with him.
Yeah...My home is with Rai...
...
...
I can't give up now,
Maybe I should.
I cant hear the wind in my ears as I'm dragged though the air.
I can already feel the sick monster's excitement twitching on my back.
I have to try.
I can't fail now.
After all I've been through. Is it really going to end like this? To be some tool to be used for another pokemon's pleasure?
No.
I'm Bonnie, dammit.
I'm Rai's pokemon.
And If Rai can't save me, then I'll have to do it myself.
No matter what it takes.
I could see a small river approaching us as we glide through the air.
"Looks like you've already accepted your fate. That's good." Blaze said huskily.
"Maybe I'll give you a reward. Right. Now."
My eyes were glued to the wide, tranquil river that glistened in the light.
Blaze's claws reached up higher, they stopped at my breasts.
"Mmm...These will improve once you evolve."
I gathered what strength I could contain in my stomach, waiting for the right moment.
The vile dragon's member began to slide down my back.
"Let's get a test feel, who knows? maybe you'll love it when I shove my meat inside you."
My mind hurled at the feel of him touching me in such ways.
But if I'm ever going to get his shields down...
I'll have to act like he wants me to...
And no feeling could describe how much I didn't want to co-operate.
"..."
"Y-yeah. Maybe I'll like it. But, it might be too..big for me." I weakly said.
"Don't worry sweet cheeks, your pussy will grow accustomed to it."
Tears rolled down my face as his member inched closer and closer down my body.
It slowly slid down the fleshy crevasse of my buttocks, passing my anus and going for another target.
The river was close. Very close.
"W-WAIT!" I shouted
He halted his motions and slowed down his flight.
"A-atleast, let me face you. It's better that way...we could even kiss."
He nibbled my feather crest on my head as he moaned in his throat.
"Mmmm, looks like you did have feelings for me after all."
He flipped my body around.
Blaze licked his lips as he gazed at me.
"Love me, sweet cheeks, like I love you." His topaz lips inched closer to mine as he closed his eyes.
At the same time his member found my lower lips, eagerly prodding them.
I turned my head to see the glistening river right below us.
I felt the raging inferno inside me reach my mouth as my lips touched his.
'This is it! ROAST HIM ON THE INSIDE!'
I unloaded my fury inside his mouth, scorching his tongue and his throat as it coursed down inside him.
Blaze's eyes shot open to see my smug grin as I parted our lips, me still spewing flames all the while.
In an instant he let go of my body as he moved his arms to his mouth.
I watched him thrash around in pain as he tumbled through the sky.
Smoke billowed from his mouth as he hurtled away from me. His orange body was soon lost in the green sea of trees as I fell to my liquid salvation.
Time slowed down as I fell.
My eyes went blank as my mind echoed my thoughts.
This is it.
I'm free.
Free, for now.
But...
...Why am I doing this?
Why?
Why do you have to make me suffer Rai?
Why did you have to be so attached to me?
Why did I get so attached to you?
Is this the life that you wanted for me?
This...
This is all your fault.
I wish that you never left me.
I wish that I never tried following you.
I hate myself.
I hate myself for evolving.
I should have never lost my everstone.
I wish things went back to the way they were.
I wish...
I wish I could see you again...Rai
Jessica..
Lucy..
I miss you.
I miss all of you.
I'll return one day.
I know I will.
Splash
My mind and consciousness drift away just like my body does on the river.
I need some rest.
At least, I'll see Rai once more in my dreams.
I bring my arms to my chest as I drift along.
My hands fondle my pokeball, clutching it in my chest.
At least I'll always have my home with me.
Always...
Damn,
Bonnie's having a rough time.
She got shot in the shoulder.
She almost became a sex slave.
And she was flown over the air for so long that she unintentionally passed Jubilife city.
Round of applause for the poor gal.
I just hope she gets what she wants in the end...
ANYWAYS,
This short arc is on it's halfway point! so the end is near folks!
Also:
The River that I am talking about is the one that goes west of Floaroma town, which flows under the highway from Eterna city to Oreburgh town.
You can check it in the detailed Sinnoh map (the one used for the anime and movies).
So yeah, I'm not spewing bullshit last-second saves.
Thats it for nao!
Stay tuned!
Bai.
