SPOILERS S5a finale
WORTHY
"It's… it's complicated."
She nods. What else can she do, really? "Right."
She hears Lucifer, yet she doesn't hear what she wants to hear. Not the words she said, not the ones she wants him to say back to her. Because…
He is worthy.
And she-
She is worthy, as well. Right?
Yet, Lucifer's hesitant speech pushes her fears further inside her heart, the truth further in.
She isn't worthy, is she? She never was.
She tried once to use his vulnerability against him, she once tried to change him, to convince him that he needed to change to be with her. She rejected him once she knew she was a miracle, a gift.
She's not good enough for him, an angel, the Devil.
That's why it's so 'complicated'. That's why he's invulnerable and gets his mojo back.
He knows what he wants.
And that's not her.
"Right…" she whispers, ashamed, hurt, alone.
Unworthy.
"No! I- Chloe."
Her name is worth looking up.
