First and foremost this is the original story before I started to rewrite it... and got stuck in the writing of the rewrite. If you are following the rewrite you will notice quite glaring differences between this and the one you have already started following. I do not intend on giving up with the rewritten version, however I think you guys waiting for me to get over my blank slate of a muse isn't going to happen any times soon. So I am re-posting the original. This was my first completed story and it is very different to how my last stories flow.

Secondly, this is not beta'ed. NOT AT ALL. There will be mistakes in spelling (I'm Australian and some words we spell differently). The layout will honestly have you wondering what the hell I was thinking. I wasn't; well that's not true. What I was thinking was that I knew what I was doing and screw anyone else... yes I was a conceited little shit even at the age of 31.

Thirdly, there is 68 chapters to this story, including the epilogue and two out takes. All of which have been uploaded to my profile so I should be able to update daily. Please understand that I have a busy life in the real world. This includes two children, one grown and the other with disabilities. So while I should be able to update wherever I am, if something happens please understand that I will miss updating.

Last but not lease. I am not SM. Not even close. I do not own the franchise, work in any capacity with the publishing houses or studios. I merely escaped from reality to play with some characters that I fell in love with while reading four books in the matter of days.

Jas POV

Bella; so simple but so many different contradictions that I just don't know where to start. It's been three weeks, and 4 days since I told Peter about that night, and he hasn't really given up with getting more information from me but the thing is even if I wanted to tell him more I can't. What I wouldn't do to know where to start to find her, I'd give up everything for this woman but where do I start to look?

Peter, true to his word is giving me use of his truck to go back to the hotel to see if they have anything they can give me. A name would be great, but I'm not putting too much faith in this, cause lets face it; its more likely that even if they have some information on this mysterious woman they won't be able to give it to for privacy reasons. But I have to try regardless of it, I can't give up. So as I pack my bag, almost like I would if I was still in the army heading for a tour. And I sort of am, but this one is a personal one. How many times can you say your in love with a woman and know that you have to find her to feel complete. That's what it's been like for me. And staying with my brother and his wife doesn't really help much.

Don't get me wrong I understand the whole bunnies mating season thing they have going on, but if you're that bent out of shape over a woman you don't want to hear someone going at it all the time. But that's okay I guess, I mean I'm leaving today or tomorrow depending on what happens with this hotel I might be longer than I expect. Emmett is all for helping me out with a road trip partner; I think being cooped up in a house all day long after so long in the military has made us both restless.

In all honesty if they weren't living like newly weds I think that Peter would have volunteered his services just to meet her, the one that's been able to get to me like no other woman has.

"Peter, where are you? Jazz have you seen your brother. Something's happened and I really need him right now." Charlotte came running through the house looking like there's been something serious happen in the family.

I quickly jump off the bed to help find that pain that I call my brother. Char's a great girl, and she keeps my brother on his toes, so when she freaks like this I'm not sure what to think.

"PETER JAMES WHITLOCK, where the hell are you" Holy shit, that woman has a set of lungs on her.

I mean if I was him I'd get my ass moving as soon as fucking possible. And the use of the full name, some shit happened and well I know when its time to kick some ass even when it's not something that I have anything to do with.

"Char babe what's up. I heard you down stairs." Peter comes running in form the hall.

Frantically he grabs Char to get her to calm down but with every second that goes by you can see she's about to loose her control. It takes 10 minutes for her to calm down enough to get her head together.

"It's B, her father the son of a bitch, kicked her out because she found out she's pregnant. He gave her a week to be gone. What the hell is she gonna do. All her stuff is here or on it's way and she doesn't have a place to go back there." She rambles out, almost if it's poisonous or something.

I have a weird feeling like I'm missing something, like who the hell is B; and why the hell her dad would kick her out because she's pregnant?

"Slow down honey, what do you mean? You spoke to her only a few days ago, when did this all happen? Charlie isn't that bad is he?" Peter seems lost or pissed, not sure yet.

"Little B has been kicked out by her dad because she's pregnant and isn't married. Can you believe it, that hypocritical ass; he got Renee pregnant before they even thought of marriage. If I ever get my hands on him I'll kill him, cop or otherwise. She found out that she got pregnant, and before you ask no it's not Edward's. She found out earlier today, and she went home to tell her dad. And he practically threw her out of the house. At the moment she's sitting in the forest near her home, trying to figure out where to go from here. We have to get her here as soon as possible. I can't believe that this has happened to her. She's the most carefree and selfless person I've ever met. And something like this has to happen to her. It's just not right." Char's ranting is getting her more worked up as time goes, if she was a drinking woman I'd get her something strong, but in the 3 weeks that I've been here I haven't seen her pick up anything that's alcoholic this whole time.

"Get a hold of Edward, maybe she can stay at his parent's place while we work something out. But first we need to make sure she's okay back there. Then we'll start looking for an earlier flight for her to get her here before it's too late." Pete's trying to get her to calm down again, but the more he tries the harder it seems to be getting.

"Jazz, I know you're my brother and everything, but do you think..." He starts to ask, but I know what's going on, and there is no way in hell I'd let my friend go through something like this on their own.

"Don't worry about it Peter, I'll see if I can crash at Emmett's again, who knows I might even start out early on my road trip. And if nothing comes of that I'll probably take that job he's got lined up at the gym." I answer before he finished.

Sound like this poor girl's gone through something and having a stranger around probably won't help. He looks over and smile, it's a good thing were so close, otherwise I'd think that he's gone soft on me. I leave the room while those two start on the plan to get this B over here. Guess I should make some calls and plans while I'm at it.

Pulling out my phone I quickly scroll through the contact list to Emmett's number. Well hopefully Rose doesn't get too out of it to have me come back and stay with them for a while.

"Major, what the hell are you doing up this early in the morning?" Emmett's booming voice flows through the phone.

"Not much man, but I've got a little crisis and I could really use your help." I tell him, not wanting to go into too much detail but I can give him the gist of what's going on.

"What's up, you already get kicked out of your brother's place or something?" His jackass manners and attitude is something that I've had to put up with for too long.

"Sorta man. Long story short, they need the space in a hurry and I need a place to crash, but not sure how long it's gonna be for this time." What else could I say, it's not my place to tell her story to anyone, and really I don't know the whole story or the girl for that matter.

"I'll check with Rose but I'm sure it'll be good. When do you need to be here?" man it's a good thing that he's an ex-military man or you'd think Rose had him by the, well she sorta does but that's their personal thing.

After all the necessary arrangements were made I found Peter on the phone to some guy I was guessing Edward organizing some place to stay for the elusive B.

"Jazz, I'm sorry about this, but Isabella has been my friend for the last 4 years. We've been there through everything together and her more so for me than me for her. I hope you understand." Charlotte was ranting, but no where near as loud as before.

I couldn't help but pick up on the name Isabella, so close to Bella's name but still it sent a shiver down my spine. I haven't really stopped thinking about that woman no matter how hard I had tried. Shaking my head it was time to get back to reality, I had to get to that hotel and see if they have some information that they could give me.

"Don't worry it seems like she's family to you guys, and that all hell broke loose for her. Emm's gonna take me in for a while. Who knows I might even get a place for myself one of these days." I joked around, well sorta.

It would be good to have a place of my own rather than crashing at my brothers or Emm's place.

"Well it's all settled, B's gonna stay at Eddie boys parents place until we can get her here. Eddie's gonna find her a new flight and taking care of al that needs to be done while we wait."Peter calls trough the place; looking slightly more relaxed, maybe to try and help Char to settle down a little.

With all the commotion going on around the apartment I don't feel so bad up and leaving while they get everything ready, after dinner last night I decided that I'd head to Emmet's and Rose's place this morning before we set out on the trip, and leave my shit there while we take the first part of the trip.

"Listen Jazz, if you can't find anything about your angel, hang around here get a job and your own place. It's been too fucking long since the family really saw you." Peter tells me before I head out the door.

"Bye Jazz, it was great to finally meet the one who seemed to cause all the hell around here. Do what he says. You never know she might come looking for you some day." Char continues where that fucker of a brother of mine left off.

Seems he either let some slip or she over heard some of the talk the other week. I grabbed my shit and headed out the door to the truck waiting to be driven like a mad man smiling, maybe their right. I really should get my shit in order, it's not like I have the army to do it for me any more.

The drive to Emmett's place isn't really that long, maybe a few hours. But it was a peaceful few hours. With nothing else to do I started to plan out what I would do if I was able to get some information about my missing Bella. Emm's wife was in the paper business and I was sure that she'd be able to find out some information on her. Even if it just sent me in the right direction I would take it. Would I turn up on her door step unannounced? Normally I would say no, momma taught me better than that, but after what she said in that note, I don't think I would be able to stop myself. If I had her heart and soul, I would want the rest of her too.

Body mind and everything that she would offer me, in return she would have everything I ever was, everything that I am, and everything that I will be. But what if she didn't want me; what if she only said everything in that note so I wouldn't feel like a toy or something. Even the thought of that hurt, no I couldn't believe that Bella would do that, she was too innocent, too loving, and giving to be that kind of girl. No her eyes showed me that she felt whatever it is that we have just as much as I do.

Pulling up to Emmett's drive I couldn't help but get nervous, here I was going on a wild goose chase to hopefully find the woman of my dreams. I felt like a little kid at Christmas, not wanting to open the box cause it looked to damned good to be true, but wanting what was inside regardless of how much it looked good wrapped up. That present for me was finding Bella, and what was inside was my future, I just hoped that that was what she would want too. I don't think I could take it if she didn't.

"Go put your shit in the room, it seems we got a woman to go and find." Emmett's soft side was something that he rarely shared, and then only with a select few.

The guy was huge, but if you got the chance to meet him and really get to know him you'd be set for life. He was more loyal that a Labrador, a good thing whether you're on the field, at home or out on patrol. I quickly ran and put my gear away in the usual place ad headed out back to join him in a beer. We talked about nothing and everything really. I gave him a bit more information to why I had to leave Peter's place early. He wasn't too thrilled that some ass would do that to their daughter that shit hit too close to home for him. His ma went through something like that when she was carrying him.

"So speaking of women and not having a good time, what's going on with Rose? She wasn't too happy last time I was here." I asked and with good fucking cause.

Rose was a beautiful woman no doubt about it. But with her looks her daddy made sure that she knew how to take care of herself in every fucking way possible. The girl knew more martial arts than most men I knew. Hell she even put Emmett in his place when they first started out together.

"Don't worry man, it's all sorted. One of the reporters of something like that quit that day and she was left short handed. But it's all good she's got some new person taking over the position and apparently this one's more than qualified. The woman graduated and now looking for a job. Young too, so if it all woks out well she'll be there for a long time. Hey if this chase for your girl doesn't work out I can always introduce her to you." The fucker started already. I knew he was joking but still he's a fucker at the best of times. Only time he's really serious now is when some major shit is coming or it's got to do with his girl.

I guess we had a little too much to drink once I got there as I don't think that either of us noticed that Rose was home until she came and took the beers out of our hands while we had crashed outside on the back patio. Or the fact that somehow we were both covered in blankets during the night. But I can tell you now I was definitely thankful for he doing all that, it was summer and all, but it still got cold near the pool. Walking inside I noticed that Emm was already eating breakfast and was pointing to the stove indicating that there was more there for me if I wanted it.

"So what time are you guys heading out today?" Rosalie asked, and I must have looked lost or something as the next thing to come out of her mouth was "What do you think this one can keep anything form me. Jazz I know all your dirty secrets. But I'm glad about this on. I hope it works out for you." Well shit me that wasn't something I was expecting.

Rose was like Emm, very loyal, but she also had noticed that I wasn't really the kind of guy that would settle down unless it was something real.

"Thinking about leaving for the hotel in an hour or so, then I don't know. I guess come back here and go from there. Not sure if I'll even get anything from going there but I gotta try now don't I? And thanks for everything Rose." Hey what do you say to your best mate's girl when she comes out with something like that? Yeah I thought so, you'd be screwed too.