I reach the parking lot, unlock the car and get in. I turn on the sound in a song, Human by Christina Perri. I spend a few seconds staring at my hands on the steering wheel. What is happening? Why all this effect on me? Am I liking him? What a strange feeling.
I start the car and start driving to the apartment, the road is short, but I can empty my mind. As soon as I arrive, I park the car in the garage and head towards the elevator, putting in the right floor number. A few minutes later, I'm already home. I open the door, throwing the bag on the sofa.
- Manuela? - I call out loud, but she doesn't answer. There was a note on the TV.
- "Honey, I went to the market, I didn't text you because I'm avoiding the cell phone. Kisses." With that I breathe a little more relieved, I was already thinking that I would meet the boy who drugged her. I sit on the couch, take off my All Star and lie down. I close my eyes for a brief moment, reviewing that scene in my eyes. What surprised me was how he acted coldly, passing a girl by me, pretending he didn't even know me. A few minutes pass and Manuela arrives.
- I bought some things that I know you like, chocolates and alcohol. -I give a rather dull laugh. -What happened? -She asks leaving the bags on the kitchen counter and coming to me.
- The boy I told you about. I think he is dating another girl ... He hugged and kissed her in front of me and pretended he didn't even know me.
- Son of a bitch. -Manuela says angrily. -Look, I think you have every reason not to love someone you know. -She takes a deep breath, showing to be very angry. -Hey, calm down. -I speak laughing. -I already imagined that, it's just another unnecessary thing in my life. -She nods and I go out to bathe and do the same routine of all my nights, marathon a series or watch a movie. I never studied for school or college entrance exams, so in college I would count on luck too.
My cell phone rings, announcing the new day to study, again I wake up, take a shower, coffee and prepare things for my trip to college. Manuela would go with me, she is already much better, at least apparently.
-And then, is she excited for student events? -I asked her, just before taking a sip of my coffee. -Yes, well, a little. I like to study, actually just a little. -I don't know how you like it, I like to read and study things I like. That phrase came out strange. -She laughs. Finishing your coffee.
We are ready, we went down to the garage, taking the car to go to college, I would drive, I didn't bother with it, and Manuela didn't care. On the way to college, we listened to music and laughed a lot about things that happened about our life, after we arrived, I park the car in the same location as yesterday and we head towards the living room. Upon entering I keep my gaze fixed, avoiding looking at where Lucas sits, I will ignore him. I sit in my chair, open my notebook and start class. The class is about radiology and the healthy bone structure of a human body. A subject that interests me a lot. The hour quickly passes. I still have some doubts and I go to the teacher's desk to ask, he answers me and then I left the room. I go back and sit in the same place.
- Will you want to leave? -Manuela asks. -No, buy me my lunch? -She nods and leaves the room. Soon after returning with drumsticks and soda. We eat and stay there. The bell rings and another class begins. I get ready in the chair and wait for the teacher to come, to my surprise she is a teacher. She arrives excited.
- Good morning everyone, or rather, good afternoon. Today the class will be more dynamic for you to become familiar with the human body and its parts. -I look at Melissa and she laughs. -Come on, make a group of three people. -It was obvious that I would be with Manuela the other person would be just a counterpart. She approaches my table and we are the pair. A male voice echoes from my side and I turn around.
- Can I make a trio with you? -A pretty boy asks, Manuela laughs with certain malice in her voice. -Clear. -I respond by opening space, and so the three of us make a little wheel. My name is Alan. -He says smiling. A passionate smile. - My name is Manuela and her Melissa. -I raise my hand like a school flame and laughed. -Nice to meet you. -The boy says -My pleasure. -Manuela speaks soon after. I just watch.
- Let's start. -The teacher says walking around the room with a basket containing pilots and gouache paints. -Get a box of paint and brush.
-Alan takes the initiative, taking both things and putting it on his table, I just stayed at mine. After all students have taken the materials, the teacher goes back to the front of the board. -Pay attention. It will be a dynamic that will help you to get to know each other better, learn and have a better relationship in the classroom. Whoever wants to do it over the top, that's fine, and if someone wants to take it off, also feel free, because from now on, you will see yourself without clothes than with clothes. -At that moment I was a little shocked, but I didn't let it show. -Then it will be like this, you will have to locate the upper limbs, including arteries. You can choose pilots or paints, you can do whatever you think is best. You can start whenever you want too. -I look at Manuela with a landscape expression, and that's when Alan just took off his shirt, and handed me the paint. I froze for a few seconds, not knowing what to do, but then, I have an idea, nothing better than giving Lucas change in a creative way. -Can I pass the paint by hand? -I asked the boy. -With whatever you want.
- I give a malicious laugh, putting my finger in the tube of black paint, starting to paint. -Here we have the heart. -I spoke actually doing the heart symbol on his chest, and to tell you the truth that his body leaves me breathless. I take advantage of the notice to take advantage of him, and he is feeling it well, because his expression of malice was explicit. I continued drawing the limbs and organs that I remembered at the top, until it reached the abdomen of, where I made sure to pass a lot of hands. Manuela pats my arm, making me look at her. -Luke seems to be setting fire, he doesn't take his eye off you. -I shrug and continue to do. -And last but not least, the groin. -Manuela laughs, she doesn't seem to believe it. I run my index and middle fingers through the waistband of the boy's pants. I take my fingers off and quickly run my hand over his penis. It was quick, it didn't even seem intentional. But Alan knows it was. He just laughs. -Now, it's my turn. -The boy says approaching me. Sticking a finger in the white paint, to highlight my black blouse, then it gave me a good idea. -Wait a second. -I spoke taking the hand on the hem of the blouse, and removing it in a quick movement. -That's right. Look, folks, there has to be initiative. -The teacher speaks showing everyone in the room what I did, and it links several boys and girls to do. -Can I start? -Alan asks, I shake my head positively. And so the boy starts to paint. -It would be better if you took off your bra. -He says very quietly, almost not listening. I give a light laugh and say nothing more. His fingers start to slide down my body, more touching me than actually locating the organs. -Here the left breast. -I felt his hand lightly squeeze my chest, making me give a low moan. -And here the right. -Again he squeezes my other chest, taking his hand away. That's when I looked forward to it, Lucas was standing there saying something to the teacher, who quickly got up. - Guys, you are heating things up a lot. -You. -She points to me. -Go to the bathroom to wash and you can wear the blouse later. -Alan looks at the teacher with a desolate expression. -Now that things were getting good. -I get up, grab my shirt and leave the room towards the bathroom. I open the door, go in and go to the tap, the water starts to fall and so I pour water over the ink marks. That's when I heard someone come in, I became normal, even because it would be a woman, since the bathroom is female. But it is not. I just felt the wall behind my back, after being pushed hard against it.
- Are you kidding me girl ?! -Lucas says angrily. His eyes look like hot coals, his anger was noticeable, his breathing was strong. To make matters worse, I felt the strength of his hand against my face, he hit me ?! I spend about 4 seconds trying to assimilate, until I return the slap to his face, he holds my two arms at the top of my head, preventing me from moving, after the slap I returned, it seems that his hatred has only increased. I can still feel my face burning.
- Why would I play with you? -I asked with mockery. -You were offering yourself to that guy, letting him run his hand over you.
- What's wrong with that? -I pushed hard by pulling my arms. -You ran your hand over his dick in front of me. -Now with my arms free, I pass my right hand over his member, with the intention of provoking him. -Like this? -I demonstrated how I did it, he gave a flanked smile, holding my arms again now more tightly.
- You're playing with fire girl, I already told you that. -I also told you that I'm not afraid to burn myself. -The people are very close, I can feel their breath, their eyes looking at mine, and all that tension.
- Why are you here? Do you have a girlfriend. -He lowers his head for a few seconds, looking at me again. -She's not my girlfriend. -No?! -I talked laughing at him. -Luke, I'm not an idiot. You were parading with her, kissed her and everything. -I did it to keep you away. -That's where I felt a slight twinge in my heart. -I ... I can't stay away from you, since the first time we stayed, I think about you every day and ... I don't want to feel it, I want you away from me, I thought that passing with Bruna in front of you, it would make you angry with me. -Yes, I'm angry. -I know, however, I didn't count on provoking me like that, I didn't think my reaction would be like this, when you touched him and he touched you, sliding your hand over his body, I felt so angry at him that I could hit him even your bones take off from the body. -He brings his mouth to my ear. -You are my Melissa. -My heart was already racing, now it's much more, I can't even speak. -After stepping back a little, I looked him in the eyes again, on his initiative a kiss started, I'm still angry with him, and my reaction was to bite his lip hard, he recoils, putting his other hand in my neck hanging me, not too hard, I just laugh. The blood on his lip started to drain, he released my neck, running his finger over the bite, seeing that it was bleeding, I made a move forward, initiating another kiss, now I want to taste his real blood in my mouth , the kiss seems to taste even better.
His hand, which holds my arms, slides through them, from top to bottom, until it reaches my breasts, my skin is still wet. His mouth, he kissed me willingly, my right hand held in his hair, pulling with certain strength. Lucas picks me up, making me sit on top of the huge marble sink counter in the bathroom, leaving him between my legs. The boy, separates the kiss and goes against my neck, sucking gently, going down to the top of my breasts.
Someone opens the bathroom door, he steps back, looks at who he is and I can't believe it.
- Oops! Sorry if I'm disturbing something. -Manuela says almost laughing. -It took you a long time, I thought something might have happened, but anyway, I didn't see anything and I'm going back to the living room.
-Manuela closes the door, I look at Lucas and start laughing. -I think we better go, someone else can come in here, and it's a lot more trouble for me. -He runs his thumb over my lips. -We will. -So after it leaves the middle of my legs, going to where my shirt fell, and picking it up for me
-I want to ask you something. -I pick up the shirt and get dressed. -You can say. -So I wanted to meet you tomorrow. You accept? -Tomorrow? What time? -I asked before accepting. - About 4 hours. -Pm? -No. I wanted to see you at dawn. -But tomorrow there's class, I won't miss it. -Tomorrow there is no class, there will be stoppage. -As you know? -I asked without believing. -I have contacts. -I laughed with some debauchery and nodded. -Ok, tomorrow at 4. Where are we meeting? -In the square, near your house. -How do you know where I live? -I have contacts. -He walks away towards the door. -See you tomorrow. -Smiling slightly. And get off the sink. I look in the mirror and see a small glow in my iris, I think I'm in love.
