First and foremost this is the original story before I started to rewrite it... and got stuck in the writing of the rewrite. If you are following the rewrite you will notice quite glaring differences between this and the one you have already started following. I do not intend on giving up with the rewritten version, however, I think you guys waiting for me to get over my blank slate of a muse isn't going to happen any time soon. So I am re-posting the original. This was my first completed story and it is very different from how my last stories flow.

Secondly, this is not beta'ed. NOT AT ALL. There will be mistakes in spelling (I'm Australian and some words we spell differently). The layout will honestly have you wondering what the hell I was thinking. I wasn't; well that's not true. What I was thinking was that I knew what I was doing and screw anyone else... yes I was a conceited little shit even at the age of 31.

Thirdly, there are 68 chapters to this story, including the epilogue and two outtakes. All of which have been uploaded to my profile I will try to upload as often as I can. Please understand that I have a busy life in the real world. This includes two children, one grown and the other with disabilities. So while I should be able to update wherever I am, if something happens please understand that I will miss updating.

Last but not lease. I am not SM. Not even close. I do not own the franchise, work in any capacity with the publishing houses or studios. I merely escaped from reality to play with some characters that I fell in love with while reading four books in a matter of days.

"Jasper what the hell happened, why the hell... fuck, hold on I'll grab the phone. Don't touch her. We don't know what happened." Peter yelled as he ran through the house looking for the phone.

And as much as I wanted to go and pick her up I fought that instinct. How I don't fucking know but I did it. All I could think of was what had happened to cause this to happen, and please God or whoever it is up there don't take either of them away from me. We didn't even know how long she'd been out. I just knelt there beside her as Peter was talking on the phone to the paramedics. I heard the front door slam open and felt him crouch down beside me but I couldn't take my eyes off of the woman in front of us.

"Jas, man she's gonna be ok. This one here doesn't let anything get the better of her. Trust me, she's a fighter. And if Peanut is anything like you two he or she will be fine too." He offered, and while I knew what he was doing, I just couldn't find it in me to even say thanks; I just reached out my hand and grabbed his shoulder.

"I'm gonna call the house, you know they're all gonna be worried like hell if we don't get back there soon. I'll get them to meet us at the hospital." His voice trailing off at the end, I just nodded my head, while holding onto her hand. I may not be able to physically lift her or hold her but I sure wasn't going to let her think that she was alone right now.

Don't ask me how long after we had found her, but I heard the sirens as the ambulance pulled into the driveway, heard Peter tell them what was going on, and answer the questions that we all wanted to know. I heard them asking me to move and I did, but only to the top of her head while they worked, still holding onto her hand. I wasn't going to let go no matter what anyone said.

"Sir we need to put a neck brace and place a board under her so we can get her up on the gurney. Please it's best for both of them." The paramedic pleaded, and if it wasn't for Peter grabbing me and getting me to let go I'd still be attached to that hand.

As much as I love my brother he's stepping close to the edge of my patience.

"Jas listen, you can ride with her, but if you want her to get to the hospital and find out what the hell is going on your gonna have to listen to these guys. And you're gonna have to listen to the doctors. If they tell you to leave the room then you're gonna have to. It sucks I know, you love her, I get it. But it's something you have to face. Let them do their job. For everyone, Bella, peanut, and yourself." Peter's voice again penetrated my thoughts, leaving me with this feeling of helplessness. What the hell has happened? Is this to do with the results of the tests?

"Peter, you need to call her parents." I rambled as I watched them work on the two most important people in my life.

"They have a right to know what's going on," I said with little to no emotion as I followed the now strapped Bella into the waiting ambulance.

"Jasper is it?" the attending paramedic asked as I once more simply nodded my head.

"Jasper, my name is Ben; I need to ask you some questions before we get to the hospital. First, what's Bella's full name, date of birth, and treating doctor?" I quickly rattled off the information, not caring if he got it all or not, my concern was for Bella and peanut, anyone else was left to deal with their own shit.

"Okay, so your brother told us that you were the one to find her. Did you move her or anything other than hold her hand?" all routine questions, but shit me it was annoying fast.

I again answered his question not taking my eyes away, but really wanting to punch the guy, couldn't he wait until we knew what was going on? Fuck!

"Alright, now finally what can you tell me what was going on in her life in the past 24 hours?" that did it; I was able to tear my eyes away from the silent and unconscious form in front of me.

"Look I know you're doing your job and all, but fuck man can you tell me what's going on with my girl? All I know was that she had some tests done yesterday at the hospital that she spent the night at home helping a friend with some personal issues, and that now she's lying here passed out and I'm barely holding my shit together. That's my girl and my baby right there; I think it's more important to me than answering some god damned questions." He smiled, not wanting to piss off the already pissed off mother fucker in front of him.

We made it to the hospital and were rushed into the emergency room where a tall leggy strawberry blond was waiting for us.

"I assume you're the mysterious Jasper. I'm Tanya, Bella's, and Peanut's doctor. I ran down here once I heard what happened. I only talked to her just over an hour ago so we know she's not been out too long, though this far into her pregnancy she shouldn't be passing out anyway. Now from the looks Ben is giving me you had a bit of an issue with separating from Bella while they checked her over. Well, you're gonna have that same issue again. Until I can stabilize her you have to wait out in the waiting area. I'll get you as soon as I can." Well fuck me sideways and call me stupid.

I know that if I put up a fight now I'll be kicked off the hospital grounds. So I do the only thing I can think of and nod my head and turn around to find my way back to where I have to go. I feel like a complete and utter tool and fuckwit all rolled up into one pussy package. But just before I get to the doors I feel someone's hand on my shoulder. It' the paramedic; Ben.

"Hey I know what it feels like; my wife only had our firstborn a few weeks ago. Don't sweat it; Tanya is one of the best doctors there is. Your girl is one lucky woman." For the first time since I got off the phone at my parent's place, I smiled; it was good to know that Bella was in the best care.

It was another 10 minutes before I was bombarded by everyone, questions as to what was happening to Bella and Peanut, and I felt insignificant; I wasn't able to answer a damned thing. How do people deal with this shit was beyond me. What I do know is that it gave me a little insight as to what Bella had gone through at the beginning of all this. No wonder she was so strong and didn't hold back on the questions on our first official date. She had learned to deal with shit and let it roll off her, only taking in the good and the bad when needed and knowing what wasn't needed.

When everyone was thoroughly convinced that I didn't know what the hell was going on Alice went back as she was the D-I-T with Bella's doctor. It gave us some hope that when she came back she'd be able to tell us what was going on. I sat there wondering what I was going to do, I knew one thing for sure I wasn't going to be leaving her side unless she had to use the bathroom, and then only if it was for the toilet, showers I was joining in on. It'll probably drive her crazy but it had to happen, cause if something like this ever happened again I was sure as hell gonna be there for her, and try my damnedest to make sure she was ok. I wouldn't give a flying fuck in space if it pissed her off and made her hate me it was gonna happen, and if I wasn't there someone else was gonna be.

"So I'm guessing that this here has put everything in perspective after our little talk?" Pa had come over while everyone else had gone to get something from the cafeteria. Needless to say, I jumped so fucking high I thought I would hit my head on the fucking roof.

"You could say that again. I fucking think I almost lost my mind when I found her. And when she wouldn't wake up I knew that I wouldn't be able to leave her no matter what. But shit Pa, what's gonna happen now? I'm still waiting for that Tanya doc woman to come out and tell me what's going on and when I can go back there and see her." I was running my hands through my hair pulling every time my thoughts went too far.

"Well, the good news is that she's regained consciousness. Her blood pressure caused the initial dizziness, but she hit her head on the side table on her way down. She has a mild concussion and a major bump on her head. Other than that she's doing well. Oh, and Jasper she's asking for you." Alice called as she made her way back from the emergency department.

My breath left me; almost like I'd been swimming underwater forever. Still, I wasn't going to be leaving her side. I'm sure that Demetri won't mind if I take the next couple of weeks off, and honestly, I wouldn't really care if he did. Bella and peanut are my priority as of now. Pa clapped me on the back as he pushed me towards the doors; following the direction the nurse gave me I found Bella hooked up to a couple of machines. She hadn't noticed me come into the room but I knew she was scared.

"Hey, you doing better?" I asked as I stood there in the doorway I wanted to see her smile. If she smiled I knew she'd be okay.

But she didn't, and it nearly broke my heart. I saw the tear tracks lining her face; I saw the puffy eyes and red nose all telling me she'd been crying.

"Jas, I'm scared something could have happened to peanut and I wouldn't have been able to stop it. I feel like an idiot." As she admitted this the tears once more ran down her cheeks. Within seconds I was beside her holding her until she was able to regain control of herself.

"Now why are you an idiot?" I asked, and really I have no clue why she would think of this.

"Well, promise me that you won't get mad at me?" I just nodded my head, no matter what she said I wasn't going to show her if I became angry at whatever she was going to tell me.

"Today wasn't the first time I felt dizzy, it happened this morning, but I thought that it was because I had a late-night so I just lie back down in bed and fell asleep. I told you I'm an idiot, I should listen to what my body is telling Me." she sobbed into my shirt clinging to me afraid I'd walk away from her.

"Hey let's just think of all the good things right now. Everyone's outside waiting to be let in, and you and peanut are fine. Right now that's all that matters. Nothing more and nothing less." I was reassuring both her and myself.

"Oh, and by the way, you're stuck with me from now on. I'm not leaving your side, and if I absolutely have to someone else will be glued to you." She just smiled up at me and nodded my head not ever trying to argue with me on this.