I get up from the sink, finish putting on my shirt, fix my hair and take a few deep breaths to compose myself. I open the bathroom door and head to my office again. All the groups were already undone, each in his place, the boy who made a trio with me was not in the room, nor was Lucas, but the fact doesn't bother me, apparently Lucas doesn't like studying, so he must have left.

I sit next to Manuela, who looks at me happily, it seems that seeing that scene in the bathroom left the girl with hopes that I will get love. A few hours passed, along with classes and more classes, in the middle of it all I made notes and questions, some distractions with what had happened in the bathroom. Until it was time to leave, I get up with Manuela and head out into the parking lot, get in the car and drive home.

manuela is not much to ask me about events with boys, she leaves me free, so i tell her about something that happened when i feel good. I decide not to say anything now, I'm looking forward to the early morning meeting, it would be my first time to see someone so late, in fact it was the first time that I was going to meet someone, all my dates were monotonous and casual, nothing adventurous.

Manuela is already sleeping, now it's 3:00, I decide to go take a shower, and get ready, I don't take long in the shower, I can't contain my anxiety, I want to quickly get out of there and go see the boy. To find it, I wear a black dress, which tightened to the waist and loosened on the rest of the body, nothing that marked much, as the usual shoes, an All Star, in the same placement of the dress. I apply perfume and loosen my hair, curling it with a little cream, to add volume. I walk over to the key ring, grab the car key, take the elevator down to the garage, along with a bag with my cell phone and wallet, get in the car, put on Miley Cyrus's Nothings Breaks Like a Heart. I start the car and head to the square near the condo, it wasn't even five minutes by car, I park and wait for him. The clock is already showing 4:00. In the meantime, I look at old photos on my cell phone, reminiscing about old school days, until I get scared when someone taps the back of the car window twice with the back of my fingers. I look quickly and see Lucas, a smile appears on my face, he laughs, because he realizes that he scared me. I look down at the glass.

"Get down." -He ordered. -Where are we going? -I asked. "Don't ask, just do it." -I take my bag, and get out of the car, pressing to activate the alarm, before the window closes, he takes the bag from my hand and plays through the small gap that was left to completely close the car. - Without cell phones, I want you just for me. -He said pulling me by the hand leading me to a dark street, I thought a thousand things at that moment, but the smell of his perfume numbed me, a man smell that drove me completely crazy, I could only feel that for the rest of my life. The boy wears a black blouse, with light jeans, a white All Star completes his outfit. We walked a little until we stopped in front of a convertible silver BMW but it was closed, he released my hand towards the passenger door, where he effortlessly opened it. I froze, looking at him without understanding, I imagined that he would have money for studying at a medical school, but I did not imagine that he would have a million-dollar car. - It's yours? -I ask, without understanding. - Yes. - He answers without showing any reaction, as if it were normal. "Come in, or do I have to pick you up ?!" -I don't answer anything, I just go towards him, get in the car right after, he closes the door, going to the driver's side. I take a deep breath and smell the new car and feel good. - Where are we going? -I ask. - Put your belt on. -He almost orders - I see no need. -Retruco. At that moment he practically throws himself on top of me, pulling on his belt and putting it in the groove. In the process he gets very close to me, looks me in the eye, I think he would kiss me, but no. - I don't want your face dented on the windshield. -He says in my ear, taking a deep breath, as if he is smelling me in a way that my whole body shivers. Realizing the effect that the boy had had with a malicious laugh, I roll my eyes trying to hide it and look out the window. He starts the car, without putting on his belt, I don't care about that, it was his choice, just like mine should be, but that's okay. Lucas starts driving towards the exit of the city. - Won't you tell me where we're going? You know this can be considered a kidnapping don't you ?! -A laugh of mockery echoes through the environment - If I wanted to kidnap you, I would pay for it, and it would not be a crime, because nobody would know, you would just be mine for the rest of your life. -Angle dry, with some fear, did not know how to react to the boy right after that comment. - Calm. We're coming soon. -He says, accelerating the car a lot, the speedometer was already 200KM and going up, the adrenaline takes over my body. I've always been fascinated by speed. Between overtaking and curves that made the car's tire sing, his hand slid down my thigh, going up a little, going towards my intimacy, but he didn't continue what makes me a little sad and happy, it's a strange mixture of feelings, I'm happy that he respects me, but sad to know that he doesn't want to have sex with me, maybe he's not attracted, and that bothers me.

A few minutes pass, the sun is already rising, when we arrive at a house, in fact it was a huge mansion, on top of a hill, to watch the sunrise. He parks in front and gets out of the car, coming to my side to open the door, take off my belt and get out. - Wouldn't it be better to have stopped further away from the house? Owners may not like it. -I spoke with fear in my voice. - It's mine. -He answers. - What? -I ask. - The House. She is mine. —I spend a few seconds processing the information, the house was just perfect, a huge pool with an impeccable view of the whole city, with lawn and flowers that reminded me of a happy environment, with the sunrise lighting that left it as a backdrop of film. I lean against the car, and he stands in front of me, looking up at the sky, until I see that his mouth is still not healed from the bite I had taken. - Someone here has slow healing. -I speak by running my finger over your lips. - Is not it. I spent all day remembering what happened, and every time I thought I would bite my mouth again. -He approaches looking at my eyes. - I think it's the first time I miss hearing someone's moan. -Before I can answer something, I feel his hand holding my hair tightly, at the same time that my lips are taken by an almost forced kiss, I didn't expect the boy to do that, but seconds later I reciprocate. He pulls harder on my hair, making me moan now. The kiss was separated, a laugh comes out of his mouth with satisfaction, it seems that the mission had been long. - That's what I need to hear ... All my life. -Lucas takes his mouth up to my neck where he gives light hiccups and bites, which will not leave any marks due to the intensity, just to give me a certain pleasure. My breathing is strong, low sounds come out of my mouth, which only gives more fuel to continue the action.

My body is already totally limp and his disposition, The excitement increases, the control he has for me is very great, I almost can't hide it. His hand goes down to my neck, where he forces me back and cuts through the climate by force, as if showing total domination in the face of the situation that we find there. - Lets go in. -He says holding my hand, taking me inside the house. He takes the key out of his pocket, puts it in the lock and opens it, when I enter my eyes sparkle, I have no words to describe it, the color was pale, mixed with some shades of gray and black to break the cold and sterile climate that was there. His hand still continues to pull me through the huge house, until we come to a room with a bar, which is connected to the kitchen. - Feel free, drink whatever you want. -I said letting go of my hand and walking to a micro system, and putting Sia's Titanium, which coincidentally is one of my three favorite songs. My eyes shine again when I saw a kind of cellar. There were several drinks on display, wines, champagnes, vodkas and whiskeys, some of which I only saw in my life on the internet and which cost more than a luxury car. - So, what will you want? -The boy asks me. - Ah, I'm not sure ... - Wine and Vodka? -He cuts me off before I answer. -As you know? ... Ah.-I speak remembering. - The day we stayed, I remember the taste of your kiss, exhaled vodka and wine. -She said turning and looking at me, head down I smile a little embarrassed and embarrassed, but nothing comes out of his mouth, I just see the shape of him going towards the bottles taking the two ingredients of the drink and walking to the kitchen. I followed him there. The bottles are placed on a white marble countertop. The room is the size of my entire house that Manuela and I shared, with stronger colors than the previous room, now white is less present, giving color only by light gray and black, colors that I particularly like a lot. Lucas takes a glass and a shot glass, and puts some of the two liquids in the glass, and in the glass just the vodka, he drags the glass on the counter until he reaches me, I take and drink a little, now the glass, he turns in the mouth, putting the vodka 3 more times and turning it in the mouth. I am surprised, it was not every day that I see someone with such resistance to drinking. - Do you wanna eat something? -The boy asks, and I shake my head affirming. He walks over to a stainless steel fridge that looks like a wardrobe and takes out some cold cuts and breads and starts preparing sandwiches, then puts them in a microwave the same color as the fridge, a few seconds pass and he brings them close , with that I had already drunk almost the whole cup of my drink.

- It's more silent than usual. He looks scared. -A laugh comes out of my mouth, as if mocking him, it was not fear, it was tension and lust, a strange mixture of feelings. - I'm not afraid of you, as much as I feel you want it. - I replied, I take the bread on the plate and eat it as a piece. - I don't know if it's good, I'm used to receiving everything I want in my hand, I think it's the first time I've had a joint in my life ... Is it okay? - I affirm shaking my head, drinking all the liquid from the bowl and placing the bread on the plate. He takes it from my hand and adds more drink, doing the same to him, only again he sees some shots of vodka in his mouth. Soon afterwards Lucas sits on the counter and knocks beside him asking me to sit too and so I do.

- Tell me about your life. -He says with a smile. - My life? I don't have much to say. I like video games, cars, heroes but I prefer villains, animals and music and you? What are your tastes, your plans for the future? - I answer right after sitting next to you. - I have nothing cool about my life, I also don't like to talk about myself, and dreams? Ah, I don't know how I like to live now, at any moment you can die. -The boy replies, now turning the bottle of Vodka in his mouth, I take advantage and also turn my drink, feeling a slight momentary dizziness. - Looks like you like to drink too. -He says laughing.

A bit realistic was his response, his soul seems free, something I don't like very much, maybe all this is just a momentary dream, me and him and a relationship, it would never happen.

At that moment I Wanna be Yours by Arctic Monkeys starts playing. He jumps off the counter, holds my hand, and I also get off, and with that I am pulled into the living room, where the music was louder. He holds on to my waist, and starts a swing, making me dance, going from side to side, his eyes look at me deeply, as if he wants to devour me, I just follow him.

- "At least as deep as the pacific ocean I want to be yours" -He sings, sliding his thumb over my lips and then turns me around, pulling right on top of him, leaving us very close, I can feel his alcoholic breath , and also his breathing and so a kiss was started, his hand slid over my body, nothing very evasive, just over the clothes, he leads me to the sofa, after sitting makes me sit on his lap, I leave one leg of mine each side of his body, my hands pull his hair, intensifying the kiss, the boy's hand tightly grips my waist, squeezing, so I start to roll in his lap, he separates the kiss and laughs, as if he is enjoying it , and then kiss me again.

His tongue sought mine in an endless hunt, he bites my lips, licks and sucks my neck, his hand that was on my waist now helps me with the movements, and so I feel a volume forming in his pants, which fit perfectly in my intimacy that starts to get wet, I am literally masturbating, he realizes this, and starts to take his hand to other points of my body, squeezing my breasts, while he kisses me willingly. The boy starts to take off my dress, but he gives up, and again and gives up, it is as if something is holding his hand and preventing him from doing so, until some moans come out of my mouth. He stops kissing me, bringing his lips to my ear.

- Do not do that. -His voice, hoarse and tired of him, was like music to my ears. - What? -I asked making myself disagreed. - You know ... Moan like that ... -I take your hand to the hem of my dress so he can take it off, but he shakes his head. - You drank, we can't. -I get a little discredited, with that, even drunk I would have sex with him, I imagine that for a boy a drunk girl would not stop him from trying something. Maybe she was a virgin? I can not understand. - You do not want? -I asked. - You're on top of my dick, don't you feel that it's hard? -That's where it made me want to laugh, but I held on, even though he realizes that I want to laugh. - Want to go to the pool? She asked, taking a deep breath, giving light kisses on my neck. At that moment, I already had sex, I didn't understand, but I won't question, his action is beautiful, but if he really wants to have sex with me, he shouldn't have given me a drink then.

I get off his lap and sit on the sofa, Lucas gets up, holds my hand and forces me to get up, so I do, following him out of the house.