First and foremost this is the original story before I started to rewrite it... and got stuck in the writing of the rewrite. If you are following the rewrite you will notice quite glaring differences between this and the one you have already started following. I do not intend on giving up with the rewritten version, however, I think you guys waiting for me to get over my blank slate of a muse isn't going to happen any time soon. So I am re-posting the original. This was my first completed story and it is very different from how my last stories flow.

Secondly, this is not beta'ed. NOT AT ALL. There will be mistakes in spelling (I'm Australian and some words we spell differently). The layout will honestly have you wondering what the hell I was thinking. I wasn't; well that's not true. What I was thinking was that I knew what I was doing and screw anyone else... yes I was a conceited little shit even at the age of 31.

Thirdly, there are 68 chapters to this story, including the epilogue and two outtakes. All of which have been uploaded to my profile I will try to upload as often as I can. Please understand that I have a busy life in the real world. This includes two children, one grown and the other with disabilities. So while I should be able to update wherever I am, if something happens please understand that I will miss updating.

Last but not least. I am not SM. Not even close. I do not own the franchise, work in any capacity with the publishing houses or studios. I merely escaped from reality to play with some characters that I fell in love with while reading four books in a matter of days.

The room buzzed with congratulations, threats of death if I scare them again, and vows of free babysitting if I ever wanted it from everyone. Now tell me if I'm crazy but I think I love everyone even more now than I did before they entered the room.

"So you gonna tell us peanut's name or do we play 20 questions again?" Peter's crazy comments seriously need to be filtered as he chuckles and the rest of the room groan at the idea being put out there.

And while it is seriously tempting and I know I've just regained consciousness not too long ago, I'm tired again and wanting that shower desperately.

"Pete as much as I love you no 20 question I'm begging you. She's ruthless at that game and she just gave birth. Don't know about you but I think it would be a good idea if we keep things simple for a little while. Or until she gets home." Jasper, my savior, how the hell did I survive living with your brother for so long.

I swear he helped to corrupt me more than Char ever did. Well mentally anyway.

"Well give us the name already." Char's bouncing up and down on her toes, matching Alice and Rose with the energy that is being thrown around the room.

"Okay, okay. WE decided that his name would be Junior... well at least he will be known as Junior. Meet Jasper Charlie Felix Whitlock." It seemed as my voice rang with pride to introduce my son with his full name.

"Still gonna cop peanut from me." I heard Peter mumble, and the weird thing is I wouldn't have it any other way from him or anyone. But for me and Jasper I would always be Junior.

"Baby, can I hold him? Please?" mother's lovingly scanning my face to see if I'm gonna freak out, but I already came to the realization that while they may get to hold my precious son, I get to have him forever.

Nodding my head mother came over to take him out of my arms, and sit beside me. I fell back into Jasper's embrace, still feeling a little disorientated with everything that has happened since I woke up this morning. I felt as Jasper placed a kiss on my forehead, and wrapped his arms more securely around my waist.

"Have I told you how proud I am of you with everything you have done today? Or that I love you?" he whispered in my ear, not so loud that mother sitting beside me would have overheard.

I couldn't help but smile at his comment as I gently squeezed his hand where it rested on my now flatter stomach. It was squishy, but I wasn't expecting to go straight back to my toned belly straight away; not by a long shot.

"Bella, you have one beautiful son here." Mother's voice brought me out of my contented semi-consciousness.

"He's not beautiful he's ruggedly handsome. Like all Whitlock men." Felix jokes, but he's right, Junior has definitely inherited the Whitlock looks.

"Sorry Bella, we should have realized that you'd be exhausted after today's arrival. How about we leave and come back in a couple of hours. Maybe even bring you some dinner?" Jane's saying the words that I desperately want to hear as everyone turns their attention back to me.

Before any complaints can be made Jasper has once more gained possession of our child in one arm while still holding onto me with the other; and all parents are kicking butts out of the room.

"See you in a couple of hours Baby girl. Take care of both of them son." Father's parting words are probably some of the most emotional words I have ever heard from him, well except when we had hat lovely talk a few months ago. Shaking my head at the memory I can't help but be glad that it's just the three of us again.

"You know as much as I'd like to sleep I really need a shower. Care to join me?" I mumbled to the man who's been my pillow for the last hour or two. Looking up I noticed the skeptical look plastered on his face.

"Not like that you perv, I'm not allowed to shower unless I'm under surveillance. Doctor's orders." I explained.

Silently I feel him move from behind me and watch as he places Junior in his bassinette before helping me off the bed. My legs are still a little unstable and I'm sure if it wasn't for the fact that Jasper was helping me move around I'd have met the floor in the most spectacular way. We make our way into the bathroom where I'm leant against the basin while he gets the shower and special chair set up for me.

"Now listen here woman. I know you don't like people doing things for you, but for now get used to it cause I'm gonna be taking care of you until Tanya says that you can do it for yourself. Hell, I might even continue afterward." While he playfully tweaks my nose I know it's no idle comment, but as long as it's just him and that it's not too far out of control I'm fine with it.

Nodding my head he gently steers me towards the chair before getting everything ready and sneaking a look at Junior asleep in the bassinette. The smile on his face is beyond amazing.

Gently he begins to help me wash; not caring if he gets wet along the way, but leaving the more sensitive parts for me to do. Smart man this one. But as he washes my hair I can't help but moan at the feeling. Ladies if you ever get the chance to do this I suggest you take full advantage of it; but find your own man this one's taken.

His fingers are like magic, barely putting pressure on my scalp, but at the same time just enough to clean and massage at the same time. Bliss; utter and complete bliss. Sinking into the chair my eyes close on their own volition at the level of relaxation he's put me in.

"Sweetheart I'm gonna give you a little privacy here, I'm not leaving the room but I'll be over there by the door so you can take care of your more... delicate parts." Oh my god, Jasper Whitlock blushed; not a small one but he became a tomato!

After being with me in as many ways possible, pregnancy sex included he can't bring himself to say vagina or even girly bits. I snorted, yes snorted. You would too if you were me so don't get on your high horse. It's better than laughing at him; really.

"Sorry, but it was funny. Not your words but you're resembling me with that color you know that right. This is twice in one day where I wish I had a camera." I giggled, it was better than laughing, and he joined in too so I think I'm safe with this one.

Taking care of my girly bits and getting some underwear on I slowly walked back to his side. We stood there in the doorway just staring at Junior, and really I was wondering how we created something so precious and little 9 months ago. Yes I know 23 chromosomes from each of us and then the cell division and the rest of the biological information that goes along with it. Let alone the actual sexual replay that I still hold as the best sex in my life; it still amazes me that we are the reason he exists.

"Time for bed little momma." Jasper grabs my hand leading me to the bed and spoons me holding onto me tightly. Instant relaxation runs through my body as he softly plants butterfly kisses anywhere he can murmuring his love for me and our son. It's not too long after I feel his arms encase me within his strength that I let go of everything and allow the sleep I desperately need to take over me once more.

The soft cry of Junior wakes me from my sleep a few hours later, seems he is hungry once more. I can't help but smile as I notice that Jasper is still asleep beside me. Looks like I'm not the only one who needs their rest. As I gently lift my little boy from his sleeping area I hear the soft knock of someone at my door.

"Come in." I gently called hoping that whoever it is outside the door can hear me but at the same time hoping that I don't wake Jasper up.

"I was walking by when I heard his little cry. Is everything alright in here?" Sharon asks as she makes her way over to the bed; the smile on her face as she notices that I'm clean and Jasper is sound asleep behind me.

"I think he's hungry and may need a change. Do you know when we can give him a bath?" I asked, receiving a smile and almost jumping out of my skin when I feel Jasper's arm curl around me and a muffled groan that was not completely stifled with the pillow his head was buried in is confines. "Well I think you should wait until daddy here is awake before you bath your little boy, but other than that nothing's stopping you. Are you okay with feeding him now or would you like some more help?" she gently asks and while I know some of you think that she is going to physically help me she doesn't she just tells me how to do it correctly until he can latch on himself with no guidance.

"You better believe I want to be there when he gets his first bath." A very groggy Jasper watches as Junior finally suckles correctly.

It seems he's in awe at how our little boy- god I love that idea- is able to gain satisfaction.

"Guess I lose them for a while huh?" a little more awake but a little less private Jasper mumbles, that is until he realizes that he just said that out loud; then he's red. Gotta love that, for once it's not me.

Sharron leaves to get everything ready while I try to control my laughter at his reaction. It takes a little more than 20 minutes to feed Junior once more and just as he's finished Sharron came back with everything we needed for his first bath. It's not until then that I notice that Jasper has a camera, now where was that when I first woke up? Gently washing every part of him while informing Jasper that if the camera even starts to rise to take a picture of me he'll be sleeping on the lounge a few sets of eyes start to peek through the door.

"You know it's easier to see him if you walk into the room," I call as three very sheepish faces edge their way in the room. Mother, Jane and Brea. It's good to see Brea here as she's only got a few months to go herself.

"Congratulations guys. I was in school when Rose and Char came to collect me. Pretty much barging into the school and kidnapping me. If my parents didn't call beforehand I think the police would have been called." She informs us as both mothers laugh and I just shake my head.

Those two are never going to live that down, nor is Brea going to be able to walk through the corridors of her school without a few side glances and comments. But they mean well so it's okay by me if it's okay by her parents.

Brea's become like a little sister to me in the last few months, mainly because she needs someone there to help her out when her parents can't and someone who's been somewhere similar to her. But while I got the happy ending with Jasper she's been left behind by an ass. Riley needs to get his head out of his ass if he's ever going to get anywhere in his life.

"Bella you still in la-la land?" Jasper seems a little lost himself but at least he didn't space out.

"Uh, sorry was thinking," I mumbled, as the room just stared at me for some reason.

"I asked how you are feeling. Don't want any details of what you went through, just how are you now." Brea seems to be a little unnerved. Can't say I blame her, I'm sure that Rose and Char gave her details about me passing out from birth.

"I'm great, really. Wait until that one comes out and you'll know what I'm talking about." My smile must have been huge as she rubbed her ever-growing belly gazing at it with a smile plastered on her face too.

"Well everyone will be here in a minute, and your fathers will be here soon too." Mother and Jane are watching as Jasper gently dresses Junior in a small pair of baby jeans and shirt. Starting on the cowboy thing early are we?