First and foremost this is the original story before I started to rewrite it... and got stuck in the writing of the rewrite. If you are following the rewrite you will notice quite glaring differences between this and the one you have already started following. I do not intend on giving up with the rewritten version, however, I think you guys waiting for me to get over my blank slate of a muse isn't going to happen any time soon. So I am re-posting the original. This was my first completed story and it is very different from how my last stories flow.
Secondly, this is not beta'ed. NOT AT ALL. There will be mistakes in spelling (I'm Australian and some words we spell differently). The layout will honestly have you wondering what the hell I was thinking. I wasn't; well that's not true. What I was thinking was that I knew what I was doing and screw anyone else... yes I was a conceited little shit even at the age of 31.
Thirdly, there are 68 chapters to this story, including the epilogue and two outtakes. All of which have been uploaded to my profile I will try to upload as often as I can. Please understand that I have a busy life in the real world. This includes two children, one grown and the other with disabilities. So while I should be able to update wherever I am, if something happens please understand that I will miss updating.
Last but not least. I am not SM. Not even close. I do not own the franchise, work in any capacity with the publishing houses or studios. I merely escaped from reality to play with some characters that I fell in love with while reading four books in a matter of days.
"Bella, wake up would you... Come on, I need your help." Alice's voice called as the woman beside me slept ignoring her friend.
I couldn't blame her; Junior had come down with some common cold or something and she'd been up all night with a very upset and needy baby while I was at work. I felt like shit for leaving but she all but kicked me out of the house last night so I'd be on time for work.
"Alice leave her alone, she only got to bed a few hours ago." Peter's voice called from the hall, and right now, I'm really wishing he took those damned keys off of everyone, or that I remembered to lock the door when I came in. I guess going to momma and pa's places a few days ago wasn't the best idea.
The muffled fine from Alice and the walking to the door was a godsend, but now I was somewhat awake and so was Junior. I'd kill Alice if she had actually meant to wake up my boy. Groaning Bella was up before I could even get my feet on the floor making her way to the door joining our room to Juniors.
"You know I am seriously thinking of bringing that bassinette in here until he's over this thing." She mumbled making her way back into the room with the little bundle of blankets in her arms.
Even after the night from hell, she looked amazing to me, but I wasn't stupid enough to voice that aloud. Her hair falling around her shoulders and dressed in a pair of my old boxers and t-shirt I had to admit I liked what I saw.
"Don't even think about it Jasper, I'm way too tired to even dream about having sex with you, I'd probably fall asleep which wouldn't be good for either of us." Now if that wasn't a blow to your ego I don't know what would be.
Resigning to the fact she was right and didn't mean to dent my fucking man card I snuggled up behind her, just watching her and Junior lying there both blissfully falling back to sleep.
"Sweetheart give me the boy, you get some sleep," I whispered in her ear only causing a shiver to run through her.
Hell, that made me feel a lot better, even if she didn't want anything I could still bring her body to react to my mere presence beside her. At first, she held onto him a little tighter, but after a few seconds of his wiggling, she gave him up.
I climbed up out of bed and made my way over to his room where his clothes and other baby needs were. Thankfully, he wasn't hungry; though even if he was Bella had taken to expressing her milk so she wouldn't have to breastfeed in front of others. After a quick change of clothes and diaper, we were set to join everyone in the living room. Barely making it to the lounge before I was joined by both Alice and Char.
Peter came in seconds later with a coffee and the newest staple in my life, Red Bull. That stuff had taken me through the hell of my first night shift at the gym since Junior was born.
"I'd tell you to not drink that, but I know you'd just ignore me," Alice called from across the room her legs bouncing as she tried to hold in her energy.
Right now I would have told her to just fuck off but she'd have Bella on my ass fast enough to cause whiplash.
"What's so important for you to come barging into the room anyway? Some sort of clothing sale or something?" Yep, I was pushing my luck but I also had the secret weapon to all the women in and out of this house in my arms; Junior. That little bundle of arms and legs kept me from serious damage at one time or another.
"No, no shopping. But Edward's birthday is coming up soon and I wanted to get him something that I know he'd love. And who better than his ex of a few years to help make sure I don't screw up." Her bright and bubbly attitude was not helping me right now, I was still a little stung by Bella's little joke about eloping. If it wasn't for me thinking of another way to do this wedding I'm sure we'd have had our first real fight since getting together.
"Alice isn't it meant to be from you? Why would having Bella's input be so important?" Char asked and to tell you the truth, if I wasn't so tired I'd probably have asked the same fucking thing. As it was, all I could do was nod my head in agreement with what she was saying.
"It matters because I want it to be perfect. Bella's known him for years, even before they were something more than friends. So who else would you turn to? Plus I was thinking of getting her out of the house for a little while since you two left early the other night at your parent's ranch." I watched as she pouted, and really I was wondering what the fuck was going through her mind.
Bella went out still but she was more careful since the freaking news broke out about her being Bella from the newspaper. So instead I just shook my head before resting it back against the lounge.
"Seriously Alice; if it's from you, he'll be over the moon. I don't think he even wants anything but some time with you without the worry of being called into the hospital. See if you can pull a few strings." Bella had taken us all by surprise; I had to wonder why she was up anyway.
She made her way over to the lounge as Char moved to allow her to sit beside me. Throwing a grateful smile at Char she curled into my other arm while stroking Junior's hand with one of her fingers.
"No offence sweetie, but you really need to get some sleep. Give Junior to me and Peter for a little while, and go and get some sleep. Both of you." Char's been itching to help out as much as she can, I think she's thinking about having one of her own soon, but she likes the idea of handing them back still.
I felt Bella tense beside me at the idea of letting someone else look after Junior other than herself or me; but she needed sleep as did I. It wouldn't help anyone if we were both beyond exhausted. Gently squeezing her to my side I watched as she warred with herself about the idea of letting someone else care for our son and her getting the sleep she really needed.
"Okay, but try to keep him warm, that cold is almost gone." She sighed as I handed Junior to his aunt.
Char's face lit up like the fireworks on the fourth of July. I don' think she's quite grasped the idea of how big a thing this is. But she'll get it eventually. Peter took off to Junior's room to get his baby bag; while Alice gave our boy a little check over to see how much longer the cold would affect him. It was another 10 minutes before the house was quiet.
"Come on, let's head back to bed," I whispered before she fell asleep there on the lounge.
We climbed into bed and Bella curled up to my side running her fingers up and down my chest tracing some unknown patterns there.
"I'm sorry that I upset you about the whole wedding thing." She spoke so softly that if she wasn't lying next to me I'm sure I'd have missed it. I looked down at her, watching as she paid extra attention to what she was doing.
"Me to, I know with everything going on, and Junior just a few weeks old it's a lot of extra stress. I shouldn't have put that on you." And really I felt like a fucking ass for doing that, let alone allowing it to cause this shit to affect both of us.
"Jasper Whitlock. I want to marry you. I really do. But I don't want to have everyone throwing it at us. Both mothers wanting me to wear their dresses, Peter and Char hinting where we should go on our honeymoon, and Rose and Alice wanting to help with all the plans. I want our wedding to be about us, something we want and not have to worry about what others think of disappointing them." Well for a minute there I thought I was fucking in shit or something; but hell she put me in my place for another reason. Not knowing what to do I kissed her head as she snuggled into my chest a little more. We both slowly drifted off to sleep not worrying when Junior would wake up.
Some hours later I woke up with Bella kissing my chest, while running her fingers once more across my chest. Damn I liked waking up to this type of reception. Not knowing what was happening or where it was going I just laid there enjoying the sensation of her lips and fingers.
"I know you're awake there." Her voice was rough and went straight to my cock. Fuck this was hot on so many levels.
"I know. But damn if I want you to stop what you're doing." I raised my head and went to run my hand through her hair; not realizing that she'd tied my hands up.
FFUUCCKK; this was beyond fucking hot; it was the seventh ring of hell hot. I don't know where she picked this up but damn I liked it. She chuckled softly against my nipple as I realized what had happened.
"Just relax baby. I want to show you something. I promise I won't hurt you." She whispered as she slowly made her way up my chest to my neck, finding the pulse point and sucking on it.
Again FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!
"Hmm, no mark. I kinda like that." Not sure if I was meant to hear that or not but again the idea of her leaving a visible mark on me went straight to my dick making me impossibly harder than before. Moaning and grunting became the only noises I could make, as my brain decided that it was enjoying the whole dominant thing she was doing way too much for anything else to escape my mouth. She looked up meeting my eyes before slowly making her way down to my already hard and leaking shaft.
Her kisses had me so close to losing my shit that I started to think about anything other than what she was doing; but it wasn't fucking working. First was Baseball, which turned into Bella in a very skimpy uniform; one word DAMN. Then the whole running waterfalls, again Bella crept into this dressed in nothing but a pair of white bikini bottoms; again DAMN.
I tried everything, even picturing my parents going at it, but fuck everything turned into Bella. I was a fucking goner. I hissed when she finally took me whole in her mouth. Hot, wet and so fucking slowly that I thought I'd died and gone to fucking heaven. Her tongue tracing the veins, running the rim of my head, and gently prodding the tip. Her teeth grazing ever so fucking slowly and softly up my shaft. I wanted to fuck her mouth since I couldn't get to her pussy. But I fought that shit with everything I had. There was no way I was gonna do that shit.
She moaned at one point but it wasn't until I raised my head that I saw why. She'd started to rub her clit with her fingers trying to create friction between her legs. Now let me tell you that sight there was worth every fucking penny in the world ten times over. It also brought me up short when I let go with everything I had. Not one to disappoint Bella took everything I gave her, cleaning me with her tongue afterwards.
"Baby where the hell did that come from. I want to go thank whoever gave you that idea." I whispered as she brought herself to her orgasm and back down.
"You did, some of the sounds you were making were way too hot to let pass. But the silk tie was something that I wanted to do for a while." She said as her breath finally settled into something more of a normal pace.
Fuck that's hot on its own. And I'm sure I was getting hard again with the idea of her wanting to use silk restraints in the bedroom. My mind went wild as all the other things that we could bring into the room went from one thing to another. I groaned as the ideas kept going round and round like some fucking loop.
"Mmm, I think you need to remember where I'm laying right now Jasper. If I didn't know better you like the idea of being restrained." She whispered in my ear.
Damn, fuck, shit. I wasn't in heaven, this shit was way better than that, only my hands were still tied up to the bed with the silk so I couldn't touch her. I grunted and did the only thing I could think of other than taking her lips forcefully, I thrust into her with everything I had. Earning a yelp followed by her own moan.
Without a second thought she mounted me, hissing at the sudden movement. But she didn't wait for her body to accumulate the sudden intrusion as she began to ride me at a slow pace. It was torture but fuck I loved it. She didn't look away from me as she started to roll her hips on every down motion. Biting her lip when I hit that little spot she loved so fucking much.
I knew neither of us was going to last long right now, it was animalistic but so fucking raw that I would gladly lose my shit early if I gained this reaction from her every time. I felt her walls start to quiver as she got closer and closer to her release. But nothing and I mean absolutely nothing could have prepared me for the strength of her orgasm.
Her walls clenched down so hard that no matter how hard I tried there was no way I would hold back. She whimpered as I let go with a growl, and her walls clenched once more around me. Fuck that shit was beyond anything I could have ever dreamed of imagined. She collapsed on me grinning like a crazy woman.
"Now that's a way to wake up." She mumbled into my chest, while I was still in her.
Slowly her hands made their way to the tie holding my hands. I was speechless to say a damned thing as I kissed her head. We laid there just enjoying the closeness for some time, neither one of us wanting to interrupt the moment. But it didn't last as the house phone rang. Having a line in the room was a godsend as Bella reached over to her side of the bed to answer it. But whatever it was wasn't good, as she turned to me with tears in her eyes whispering
"We're on our way." No, it definitely wasn't something good.
