First and foremost this is the original story before I started to rewrite it... and got stuck in the writing of the rewrite. If you are following the rewrite you will notice quite glaring differences between this and the one you have already started following. I do not intend on giving up with the rewritten version, however, I think you guys waiting for me to get over my blank slate of a muse isn't going to happen any time soon. So I am re-posting the original. This was my first completed story and it is very different from how my last stories flow.
Secondly, this is not beta'ed. NOT AT ALL. There will be mistakes in spelling (I'm Australian and some words we spell differently). The layout will honestly have you wondering what the hell I was thinking. I wasn't; well that's not true. What I was thinking was that I knew what I was doing and screw anyone else... yes I was a conceited little shit even at the age of 31.
Thirdly, there are 68 chapters to this story, including the epilogue and two outtakes. All of which have been uploaded to my profile I will try to upload as often as I can. Please understand that I have a busy life in the real world. This includes two children, one grown and the other with disabilities. So while I should be able to update wherever I am, if something happens please understand that I will miss updating.
Last but not least. I am not SM. Not even close. I do not own the franchise, work in any capacity with the publishing houses or studios. I merely escaped from reality to play with some characters that I fell in love with while reading four books in a matter of days.
"Jasper Whitlock, you had better tell me where that girl is going right now or I'm gonna make you pay," Char called from the front of the house as she watched Bella reverse out the drive after she told her that she wanted to get some errands done without anyone with her.
Truthfully I really didn't know where she was going; sure I knew what she was going to do, but not where she was going. This was Bella's idea since she was absolutely fucking shocking with lying to anyone. We still hadn't heard back from the agents telling us that the house had gone through, that we owned that little piece of heaven.
"Jasper; are you ignoring me, so help me, boy, whether you're older than me or not I'll kick your ass if you've pissed her off." Char's big sister panties are on for all to see. I couldn't help but laugh at her show of protection.
"Char if I knew where she was going I'd tell you, and no woman we ain't fighting, she wanted some time by herself. I get out of the house with work where I can clear my head, but she takes Junior out with her practically all the time unless momma kidnaps him for a play date with Chelsea." I shook my head as Char let everything sink in her head. For a schoolteacher, she was a little dense when it came to Bella.
I fed Junior as she collapsed in the chair beside me, as she eyed my son, and the amount of milk he had left, before she could swoop in and snuggle with him. I knew Peter had gotten that daddy bug with us being around all the time; however, it seemed that Bella was rubbing off on Char. If it wasn't Char who was getting a little attached… or too attached to my son it was the girls at the paper or the foundation.
"Forget it, sister, once he's finished he's going down for a nap," I told her. I wasn't gonna mix my words with what was going to happen; especially since her eyes lit up once she realized Junior was almost finished.
Her bottom lip almost touched the floor as she pouted; it may work on Peter but had no chance on me now. Only two people had that kind of hold on me, one just left, and the other was in my arms.
"So what have you been up to than if you don't have any clue why Bella is suddenly leaving the house without that little bundle in your arms?" she asked.
Bella had already told me that Char was getting suspicious as to our constant behavioral changes, the sudden shopping expeditions, and not inviting the rest to come with us. Quiet talks where we would have to stop when someone walked into the room when we weren't expecting it.
Bella actually leaving Junior at home without a fuss.
I just shrugged my shoulders. "Not much. Just talking about if we wanted anymore, and if we think you guys were gonna make us aunt B and uncle Jazz, nothing big really. Oh; and the thing with Alec from a couple of months ago." I answered and while it was very vague and elusive, it seemed to get her to calm the hell down a little. However, when Peter walked in with that look on his face I knew I wasn't gonna get away with keeping him out of something.
"Alec, that guy you had that fight and had amazing sex with Bella as a result?" Peter's eyes lit up like stars at night when Char let that slip. Guess girls really do talk about sex and shit just like us guys.
"Wait Little B got off on Jazz turning caveman and shit. Damn woman why is it that you don't?" he turned towards his wife, only to shrink from her glare.
"Because numb nut. Jazz was defending her honor, you just like bar brawls and shit like that." Char said without blinking an eye. She was one scary little woman when she wanted and she had my big brother by the balls if he ever stepped out of line.
"Getting back to the question I know you have something going on in that head of yours little brother, now come on and fucking tell us." Peter's eyes were boring into my head as if trying to read my mind or shit like that. It never amazed me how much he took shit for real, after watching some weird movie the other night he now thinks it's something he can do if he thinks hard enough.
Fighting the urge to run my hand through my hair, a very well know tell of mine I did the next best thing to keep my hands busy; burping the little man after he finished his bottle.
"Is there ever something that I can keep from you?" I asked with a resounding no from both of them. Shit those two are almost as annoying as this whole secret thing.
"Too fucking bad. Now if you two don't mind I gotta do something before we all smell it." I called behind me retreating to Junior's room. It was one way to get Peter off my back a least, he hated the smell of shitty diapers. The only problem is that it didn't work on Char who decidedly followed me into the room.
"Look I can understand if you don't want to tell your brother, but Bella is gonna tell me and the girls sooner or later anyway. Why not save her the harassment now?" I turned to find her not even a meter away from where I was standing. Shit she was a sneaky fucker.
"Look Bella is actually running some errands right now. Nothing more nothing less. As for what I ain't telling you she doesn't know what's going on." Finally giving in to my urge only to see her eyes light up like fucking Christmas.
"So you do have something going on?" she smiled in triumph at getting something out of me. And I realized that this was definitely not going to be dropped anytime soon. I had seriously fucked up.
Before anything else was said, her phone went off and I could not be happier that he partially lived through that piece of plastic and lights.
"This isn't over you know?" She called over her shoulder and I knew what that meant. Char was going for reinforcements.
I quickly put Junior down in his crib, watching him as he slowly fell asleep. Damn babies had an easy life, no secrets or anything like that. I decided that I would hide in my and Bella's room until it was safe to return to the main room in the house. That would be when Bella came in. I laid there thinking of Bella in a white dress, her hair done up and a simple white veil covering her face. Her walking down the aisle, towards the minister and me, where she would become Mrs. Jasper Whitlock. Junior in momma's arms and another resting in Renee's arms. The paddocks all full with horses and wildflowers all over the place. Fuck I am turning into a fucking girl.
"What you thinking about." I fucking jumped six feet in the goddamned air. She was so quiet I didn't hear her enter the fucking room.
"God damn it Char knock or something would ya." I was still clutching my chest trying to regain my breath. She giggled at my response to her freaking me the hell out.
"Stop dodging the question. What were you thinking about?" her only words once she calmed down from her giggle fest.
"The future. Well more specifically mine and Bella's future. You, my dear little sister, ain't there cause I buried your ass after sneaking around and scaring the fucking shit out of Me." again she started to laugh, but this time she was joined by both me and Peter.
"What about me, am I still there in your future little man?" Peter jotted his lips binging Char t another fit of giggles.
"Nah you ain't there either, your ass is hanging in the fields at momma's place scaring the fucking birds from the fields," I replied, and this just made Char full-on laugh, not some pissy girly shit, but holding your belly bolting to the toilet kind of laugh.
"Alright, Romeo now that Char's gone for a few minutes what's really going on in that head of yours?" Peter asked all serious like.
"This goes near that woman's ears I'll cut your dick off and fed it to the old dog at mommas. I was thinking of taking Bella away soon just her and me for a holiday. It's been one fucking hectic year for both of us; I think we both need a break. Demetri is sorta pushing for me to take a break and well yeah that's what I've been thinking about." Well it was sorta true.
I have been getting little hints from D to take a holiday but so was Emm, both of us apparently work too fucking hard. I hadn't thought of taking a break anytime soon. Not now that Bella and I have decided on so many things coming up in the near future.
"Now was that so hard to tell me asshole. Shit, I thought you got her knocked up again and you two were gonna have issues and shit like that. Especially after Charlie's little hint of shooting your ass." Cocky little fucker my brother is.
We all head the door open and Bella call out she was home. I knew that Char was gonna pounce on her the minute she could and I was hoping that I would warn her first, but Peter had me fucking pinned so his woman would get to her first.
"You know that man of yours is keeping secrets from you. How do you feel about that Bella?" she asked in a fucking sing-song kinda way. It made me cringe to hear what Bella would say, but I guess she didn't want to vocalize whatever she was answering as the Char's gasp was audible even to our room.
"Char I'm serious. If he's keeping something from me, then he'll tell me when he's ready. I'm not gonna force anything out of him. I Trust him." She was looking over her shoulder as she entered the room with a huge smile on her face.
I patted the bed beside me hoping she would keep that good spirit up. Her eyes were fucking dancing, she had news and she wasn't going to be telling me anything while everyone was in the room. I watched as she crawled up the bed swaying her hips a little suggestively but only enough to give the impression that she was up to something.
"Could you wait until we at least leave the room? Shit me are all new mommas like this?" Peter let the room while Char's cackle could be heard going down the hall.
"Baby I got a call while I was out. You and me need to see Jenks tomorrow to finalize the contract. The place is ours." She whispered, before she kissed me with that much fucking force she knocked me back so I was lying on the bed, with her straddling me.
It was some pretty hot making out but I also knew it wouldn't go any further than that no matter how much I tried to go any further.
"Is that why you went out? So you could call and see on the sale?" I knew that smirk that sent her crazy had appeared on my face but I couldn't give a damn.
That property was officially ours as of tomorrow. She shook her head no, but bit her lip refraining from telling me anymore. I knew she wasn't gonna tell me but I had to try, anything to get it out of her. I started to kiss up and down her neck, every now and then running my nose across her jaw. She shivered as the sensation slowly drove her crazy.
"You sure you don't want to tell me?" I whispered in her ear only gaining a moan of deep need from her lips. Huh, so it wasn't going to be that easy. Slowly I ran my hands up and down her back, with the slightest touch of my fingers on her skin.
"Baby tell me what you were up to while you were out. I really want to know." I began sucking on her pulse point, knowing what I was doing and what I would probably get because of my little actions.
She gasped at the sudden contact when my teeth against her skin, but started to grind her sweet core against my throbbing dick. She was gonna kill me for this later I knew it but I truly fucking didn't care.
"Jazz don't stop." She panted against my shoulder, her breathing getting more ragged as time went on.
Now who was I to deny her anything she asked for? I wasn't, but it didn't mean I couldn't torture her with the buildup. I gently brought one of my hands around the front molding her tit with my hand; it was so soft and gentle. She unknowingly pushed her chest further into my hand, moaning as she did so. I groaned as she slowly pushed herself back and forth against my already erect cock. Fuck she was so god damn good at doing this shit without thinking.
She brought her face within millimeters for my own, her eyes boring into mine. Fuck, I could easily get lost in those pools of deep brown. I brought her face the rest of the way, crashing her lips with mine, tasting her, and loving the sensation of her being so free right now. I couldn't help it anymore, my remaining hand went up her skirt straight to her core hooking her panties to the side as I pumped one finger in her, gaining a groan of her own, slipping a second one just seconds after her body got used to the first intrusion.
She was still so tight after having a child, I was amazed, but then again I hadn't been with another mother before so I wouldn't know shit right now. She rocked back and forth matching my thrust each time, her lips more forceful as she came closer to her release.
"Baby... please." she panted before she reached for the zipper on my jeans. She had me freed within seconds, pumping me as I was her. Her head rolling back as I started to circle her clit with my thumb.
"So close. So close." She began to mumble, incoherent words tumbling out of her mouth. Fuck she was beyond hot sexy or any other word to describe what I was feeling right now.
She pulled my hand away from her core and at first; I was lost in the action. She was begging me for more but she stopped me from continuing and bringing her to her release. That was until I felt her slip over me and her heated center surrounded me taking me in whole. I hissed at the sudden movement and grabbed her hips to stop her from moving. I wanted to make sure this lasted. Slowly I began to loosen my grip on her hips and she began to move on top of me.
"So good baby, fuck." I hissed as she began to grind me as she slid down my erection.
There was no way I was gonna last long if she continued doing that shit. I felt her walls flutter around me and I could see as well as feel that she too was having a hard time from releasing her orgasm.
"Baby fuck; cum with me. Please baby." She begged and those words brought me undone within seconds.
Goddamn, if that wasn't the hottest thing she had done so far I don't know what was. Her begging not only brought me to groan as I let go, but she too clenched down on me like a vice and milking me for all I was worth and more. She collapsed on my shoulder, panting for breath as I peppered her face with kisses and held her close.
"Fuck baby we need to do that more often. That was beyond hot as hell." I panted, gaining a giggle from her in response, the movement shooting straight to my dick.
Flipping us over I couldn't help but smirk at the little squeak she let loose from her soft lips.
"Ready for round two sweetheart?" my voice a little huskier than normal, but she moaned as the vibrations of me talking set against her chest.
She was a thousand different ways to heaven; I wanted to try each one. Bringing her left leg to rest on my hip I got deeper than I had been so far, it was one thing to dream of being this deep within her walls but another to be this deep. My head involuntary dropped, effectively losing the eye contact we had since we first started. Again I started to thrust into her, she matched each movement with her own, bringing us closer once more. She brought her other leg up and wound them both around my middle, effectively raising her body so we were at a different angle.
God she was amazing with every move she did, whether it was conscious or not brought a new sensation to being with her. Carefully I reached in-between us, gently flicking her clit as her eyes rolled to the back of her head.
"Look at me, pretty lady," I murmured in her ear, bringing the memory of that fateful night we met to the forefront of both our memories. As she opened her eyes, I saw the same look as I did that night. Complete love and trust, innocent, and all powering in its very nature. That look pushed me to the end, and her too as she once more clamped down on me taking everything I had willingly and without hesitation.
We lay like that until Junior started to make some noise in the next room, effectively breaking our little bubble. I watched as she fixed her clothes and went into the next room to pick up our missing member of our family. I've said it before and I'll say it again. I'm one lucky son of a bitch.
Sorry, momma.
