First and foremost this is the original story before I started to rewrite it... and got stuck in the writing of the rewrite. If you are following the rewrite you will notice quite glaring differences between this and the one you have already started following. I do not intend on giving up with the rewritten version, however, I think you guys waiting for me to get over my blank slate of a muse isn't going to happen any time soon. So I am re-posting the original. This was my first completed story and it is very different from how my last stories flow.

Secondly, this is not beta'ed. NOT AT ALL. There will be mistakes in spelling (I'm Australian and some words we spell differently). The layout will honestly have you wondering what the hell I was thinking. I wasn't; well that's not true. What I was thinking was that I knew what I was doing and screw anyone else... yes I was a conceited little shit even at the age of 31.

Thirdly, there are 68 chapters to this story, including the epilogue and two outtakes. All of which have been uploaded to my profile I will try to upload as often as I can. Please understand that I have a busy life in the real world. This includes two children, one grown and the other with disabilities. So while I should be able to update wherever I am, if something happens please understand that I will miss updating.

Last but not least. I am not SM. Not even close. I do not own the franchise, work in any capacity with the publishing houses or studios. I merely escaped from reality to play with some characters that I fell in love with while reading four books in a matter of days.

"Bella, do you want me to answer that?" I called from the front of the store while she was getting ready for our day and night out in the bathroom. I heard the mumbled yes called back and decided that maybe next time I'd just answer the damned phone.

"Bella what are you doing? I need to talk to you?" Alice's frantic call came through the phone.

"Yeah about that, it Jasper woman. Bella's getting ready to go out. What's wrong, you sound like you lost something." I asked hoping that this wouldn't put some unknown stress or take anything away from what I had planned for the day.

"Oh, hey Jazz. Um is Bella available; I just want to run something by her." she sounded so nervous, something that never boded well for any of my plans with Bella in the past.

"Alice, is this absolutely life and death?" I couldn't help it; I really didn't want my plans interrupted by the wood nymph. I watched as Bella made her way back into the room throwing a curious look at me. I quickly mouthed Alice's name and watched as she shook her head and put her hand out for the phone. Very fucking reluctantly I handed over that piece of technology that was seriously becoming a pain in my ass.

"Alice what's going on?" Bella asked and I watched as her face changed from concern, amusement and then practically annoyance.

"I know you want to help, but the wedding plans are on hold for now. I want to get things done first and have the trial out of the way. I appreciate you looking but that is the one thing I definitely will be searching for alone. I gotta go Alice; Jazz is waiting." She stayed on the line for a few more seconds before closing the phone and throwing it in her bag.

"Apparently she found the perfect dress for me and wanted to know if I had time to go try it on and have it put on hold." Well that explained the one sided conversation I heard, and the changing of emotions that ran across her face.

"Hey if I had my way you'd be wearing a veil thingy and nothing else." I whispered in her ear as I stood up behind her wrapping my arms around her waist.

She shivered and I felt like a smug ass prick cause I know I'm the only one that gets to have that kind of reaction out of her. Leaning down I started to kiss a trail down her neck as she lent against me, almost melting in my arms.

"Do we really have to go out?" she murmured as she wrapped her arm around my neck bringing me closer to her. I couldn't help it; I chuckled into her skin before stepping back.

"I want to show you something."

I led her out towards the car as she looked longingly towards her old beat up Chevy that had died a few months back for good. Neither she, nor I could see getting rid of it, it held one very big part of who we are and how we came together. As she climbed in I raced around to the other side of the car, giving the Chevy a quick glance which always brought a smile to my face every time I saw it. With Momma having picked up Junior earlier in the morning we headed out for the day, I hadn't told her any plans of what I had planned and she was sitting there quietly not asking any questions of what was going on. I think she was actually into this whole surprise thing for once.

It was 10 minutes of peaceful silence that had no annoying and uncomfortable feelings attached to it, both just enjoying the others company.

"Jazz it's the same park from our first date," you could hear the smile in her voice as she slowly realized where we were.

While the main park had been full with families and other couples the gardens were practically deserted, which made it better for me. I raced around the car wanting to see her smile that was sure to be stretched from one side to the other. She was practically jumping out of her skin when she made her way out of the car, grabbing my hand and dragging me into the maze that was fucking huge in the middle of the garden.

"I've always wanted to get lost in one of these things." She giggled as she started towards the entrance.

Knowing that she was way too hyped up to realize where she was going I grabbed one of the maps that were situated outside the beginning and followed her through the maze. And I gotta say it was fucking confusing and I understood why they had maps for you to find your way out.

We spent an hour exploring that thing, hitting so many fucking wrong turns that I lost god damned count after 15 or so before we found the middle of the fucking thing. Yeah wasn't going to be doing this again anytime soon. I watched as she literally threw herself onto one of the benches that were set around the courtyard catching her breath.

"Cowboy; get over here." She called patting the bench beside her looking up at me through her lashes. And fuck me that look alone had me hard as a fucking rock within seconds. And the cowboy thing didn't help matters either.

"Why Miss Bella are you trying to flirt with me?" I asked with my accent pouring out like honey. If she was gonna play dirty with the lashes and names I was gonna enjoy it too.

I watched as she shivered and the smile that was covering her face change as she bit down on her bottom lip. Yes Sir, I knew what to do to get her hot and fucking bothered.

"Would that be a bad thing?" she stood up and made her way towards me, and I was ever so fucking grateful that we were alone at this time.

When she was within arm's reach I took hold of her hips and brought her closer meeting her lips with everything I had and then some. She moaned as I ran my tongue across her bottom lip begging and pleading for entrance into that honey pot. We stood there for what could have been days, weeks, months, or fucking years, and I wouldn't have cared. It was that fucking hot, that one kiss had me almost losing my shit in my pants. But as we were in a public place and I wasn't into public displays of that sort anymore, well I would have but not knowing if we were going to be interrupted or not was something I didn't want to chance.

"Come on you, we need to get out of here before it gets late." I whispered as I rested my head against hers as we both regained our breath.

While it may have taken us an hour to find our way to the middle of the maze it took less than 10 minutes finding our way out. We walked around the gardens just lost in our own world, not caring what the time was or what others may have been thinking about. It was like our first date again. It wasn't until one of that attendants came and told us that it was closing time or the gardens and that we had to leave before we realized that it was getting later than either of us knew.

"Okay, where to next?" Bella asked as we made our way towards the car once more, but I wasn't going to answer her. I helped her into the car, knowing that she was slowly getting nervous with whatever was happening next. Again it was silent as we drove to the next destination, the trees and sky keeping her eyes constantly gazing out her window.

"Do you trust me?" I asked reminding her of her words once used against me. She bit her lip and nodded her head. And fuck me it wasn't helping what I was thinking about. I pulled out a blindfold from the back seat where a basket was sitting covered by a blanket. Momma had dropped it off when she came to pick Junior up for the day and night. I guess Pa told her of our little talk and plans of showing her the house; though I had to hope he didn't tell her about the house as Bella wanted to tell everyone together once it was finished.

I tied the piece of cloth over her eyes and started to drive once more towards the property. The smile on my face must have been huge and I was ever so fucking glad that she had that blindfold on so she wouldn't figure out what was happening. As we reached the fence I slowed down and told her that I was going to be a few seconds to check on something with the tires. I raced up towards the gate glad that it didn't make any noise anymore when you opened it. I was definitely going to find out about getting one of those gates that opened automatically eventually. After quickly closing the gates we made our way towards the house Bella still none the wiser of what was going on, or se was playing along to please me. Either way I was fucking enjoying the whole thing.

"Where are we Jazz, it's so quiet." Bella asked so quietly that at first I thought that I wasn't meant to hear her.

"You'll see; I want to show you something." I whispered in her ear, causing her to jump when she realized that I was at her side. I guided her towards the front of the house while trying to not hit her or myself with the basket in my other hand.

"Take the blindfold off sweetheart." I whispered in her ear fighting the fucking chuckle that was trying to get the fuck outta my mouth. Yeah that wouldn't have gone down too god damned well.

Her breath got caught as she took in the place and I felt her exhale and relax. Gotta wonder what that was about; but then again maybe it's a good thing I don't understand women too well.

"Jasper! It's amazing. Can I go in and have a look around?" she whispered why she didn't use her normal voice is beyond me but hey she loved the place and the renovations.

I nodded my head and took her inside the house. The walls were painted soft blues and whites. Nothing overly extravagant or annoying. I watched as she went from room to room looking at all the changes that had happened since she was last here, and with each gasp or smile she threw my way I felt my smile grow. I left her to finish exploring as she was venturing further into the house to set up the picnic that Momma had made for us. Half a dozen containers holding different foods and sitting at the bottom in a freezer bag was a bottle of champagne and some long stem glasses perfect for the situation.

"Jazz there you are..." she called from the front door while I was setting the blanket and the containers out for us.

"Wow, this is amazing Jasper." She spoke breathlessly as she made her way towards the blanket. I watched as she looked around at everything around us, it was fucking perfect as far as I was concerned; and I'm pretty sure it was to her too.

Ever so fucking slowly she sat down between my legs resting her head on my shoulder, it's fucking hard to suppress a groan when she's that close and I know I still haven't perfected that shit yet.

"Thank you for today Cowboy, I'm glad you did this." She whispered as she kissed the underside of my chin so close to my lips but not close enough. Now what the fuck do you say to that, your welcomed just doesn't sound right; and my pleasure, well that's just not the right time for that one. So I hummed my acceptance to her words knowing that I'd probably have to hand over that man card that Emmett seems to think is so god damned important in every aspect of your life. We spent the rest of the evening feeding each other and watching the sun set over the trees that surrounded the property.

It had gone dark before we had really noticed anything other than each other's presence, and I was glad too, being lost like that in thought and not have to worry if it's pissing the other person off is a good thing. I felt as Bella started to turn to kiss me once more under the chin and couldn't help but smile, the girl was something entirely different to what I had ever expected or known what I wanted until she found me walking that road during the storm. But as he mouth slid lower down from my chin to my neck I couldn't help but run my fingers up and down her side.

Fuck she could turn me on so fast that you'd swear I had a switch somewhere or something like that. My head rolled back giving her better access to what she was after as she sucked nibbled and licked my neck tortuously; that I didn't even realize she had turned around and straddled me until I felt her legs part to sit on mine. I was definitely not going to be stopping this from going any further, that time in the maze was heaven and hell wrapped up in one little moment in time.

"Jasper..." she whispered looking up at me through her lashes as her hands made short work of my shirt buttons. It was written all over her face what she was feeling and I moaned and hissed and sounded like a fucking 16 year old enjoying a woman for the first time. I reached down and brought her face up towards me bringing those lips to where they belonged. It was everything like it had been many times before, but it held something more at the same time, and I couldn't put a name to it. There was love, lust and desire swirling around her eyes that mixed with something else that if I was standing would have brought me to my knees.

Slowly I laid her on her back, forgetting anything but her, she was fucking gorgeous and I was never gonna get tired of seeing her in any way that she would let me. She moaned and I could have heard her making that noise for the rest of our lives, and I was gonna do my damnedest to make that a reality.

Keeping with the relaxed and heavenly slow motions I made my was down the column of her neck to the joint of her shoulder before I started to nibble on her soft skin, she smelled of god I don't know what but it was beyond anything I had ever had the pleasure of before and I wanted more of it. My hands took on a life of their own as they trailed down her side towards the hem of her top before making their return trip with the material gathering within my grasp. But I came to a problem with this particular motion; it meant I had to stop nibbling on her flesh, something I wasn't really ready to stop right at that moment.

"Please Jasper don't stop..." her voice heavy with want and if possible made my erection harder than ever before. Reluctantly and as fast as I god damned could I took her top of, but I was mesmerized by what I saw before me, she lay there in a very pale green bra and I had to hope that she had the matching panties on. It was fucking stunning and I couldn't help but be in awe of her presence.

"Sweetheart, you are amazing." I softly spoke causing her to blush as the few words that were so fucking true it hurt.

She reached up to cup my face smiling up at me, before she raised herself to meet my lips in a searing kiss once more. We were lost in the moment, something that doesn't happen too often with an 11 month old we had found out. I wanted to enjoy every second with her and I was gonna do just that. She deserved to have someone worship her body the way it was meant to be. She was perfect both inside and out.

I cupped her left breast with my hand as the other went for the clasp that was holding that silky material that was in between me and her soft skin. It was quick work and had the best result if you asked me. Once more I trailed down her neck; only stopping for a very brief homage to that joining that was there before I ventured further down towards her right breast giving it the same attention the other was receiving. She began to moan once more as she pushed herself further towards me. And fuck me if it wasn't something that I loved feeling he do.

My tongue swirled and lapped at her hardened nipple as I gently bit down with just enough force to bring a tiny bit of pain with a hell of a lot of pleasure. The gasp that left her mouth was more than I could take as I removed myself from her soft flesh to continue my journey further down, biting the button free from its hold, before using my teeth to pull the zipper down.

"FFFUUUCCCKKK!" she all but screamed at that little movement, and I was one smug ass. Not only had I actually pulled that shit off, but it turned her on even fucking more, I was damned good if I must say so.

"Now sweetheart I don't think I've heard that kind of language out of you since Junior was born, gotta say I sorta missed it." The smirk that formed on my face was well worth it as I saw her body flush from my words.

She raised her hips giving me the perfect opportunity to remove those pants and see if she was wearing the matching panties. I almost cried when I saw that she was bare of material, well that was until it dawned on me that she was wearing nothing 'sept that bra… and she was bare in every sense.

"Jas, you need to even this out cowboy." She groaned when she realized that I was still wearing these damned uncomfortable pants that were restricting more than just my blood flow hours ago. Not one to disappoint I mover lower peppering her thighs with kisses and sucking occasionally at different points. She hissed as I made my way back up towards her center that was glistening with her desire and need.

"Damn Bella I haven't even touched you and you're dripping wet." Again I was in awe about her body and its reaction to me like I was every time we were together.

She thrust her hips forward meeting my mouth with vigor, something we were definitely both enjoying. I lapped everything she was giving me, meeting her moans with my own at her taste. She was delectable in every way. As she began to pant her hips began to rotate to find the friction of penetration that she was looking for her release, she was barely hanging on to whatever control she was grasping on.

Slowly and as gently as I could I entered first one then a second finger in her letting her become accustomed to the intrusion. It still blew me away that even after giving birth to our son that she was still as tight as she was.

"Baby, I need to be with you, in you." I whispered as I raised myself high enough to remove my jeans and boxers before lowering myself once more. She moaned underneath me as I pressed against her core, causing her to quiver under the softest touch of my skin on hers.

"Jasper... take me." she whimpered seductively in my ear as she brought my lobe into her mouth. It was my turn to moan as her tongue ran over it to sooth the bite she gave as she moved back.

I reached down aligning myself with her entrance with my right arm bracing my weight to keep it off of her. Just barely entering the head of my dick into her core was heaven on earth. I slowly pushed further into her not wanting to rush this, but to enjoy it for what it was. Not just sex, but love in its purest form.

Slowly she began to move under me, letting me know she was ready for me to continue. Something we had learnt from previous experience that if she wasn't ready, it wouldn't last as long as we wanted; she needed to be in control of her body just as much as I did. Our pace was slow, but our eyes never left one another during the time we spent joined in this way. With each thrust I felt more connected to her then I did before.

Her moans and whimpers for her release began, as did the quivering of her wall around me, she was close as was I, and I was ready to lose myself once more in this beautiful woman before me. she is the mother of my child, the love of my life, and the woman I will marry in the near future; the one person who made everything seem right in the world and I would forever be grateful that someone up there took pity to bless me with this woman.

She all but shouted my name as she clenched around me, milking me for everything that I was holding within me as I release moments after her. We rode out our orgasms together locked in each other's gaze. I watched as a single tear fell down her face. But before I could contemplate why it had made its appearance she whispered those words that I loved to hear from those lips.

"I love you Jasper Whitlock."

Not caring that we were outside I lent down to meet her lips with my own, capturing them with a fierceness that I had never thought I held within myself. It was more than just simple two sets of lips meeting for a brief amount of time. This kiss meant everything; expressed everything in yet another way of our love for each other. I pulled the second blanket that we had brought from the car and draped it over us, as she cuddled into my side. Kissing her head I whispered those words that I felt with every fiber of my being.

"I love you too, Isabella Marie Swan, soon to be Whitlock." Before we both succumbed to the sleep that was creeping over our beings.