First and foremost this is the original story before I started to rewrite it... and got stuck in the writing of the rewrite. If you are following the rewrite you will notice quite glaring differences between this and the one you have already started following. I do not intend on giving up with the rewritten version, however, I think you guys waiting for me to get over my blank slate of a muse isn't going to happen any time soon. So I am re-posting the original. This was my first completed story and it is very different from how my last stories flow.

Secondly, this is not beta'ed. NOT AT ALL. There will be mistakes in spelling (I'm Australian and some words we spell differently). The layout will honestly have you wondering what the hell I was thinking. I wasn't; well that's not true. What I was thinking was that I knew what I was doing and screw anyone else... yes I was a conceited little shit even at the age of 31.

Thirdly, there are 68 chapters to this story, including the epilogue and two outtakes. All of which have been uploaded to my profile I will try to upload as often as I can. Please understand that I have a busy life in the real world. This includes two children, one grown and the other with disabilities. So while I should be able to update wherever I am, if something happens please understand that I will miss updating.

Last but not least. I am not SM. Not even close. I do not own the franchise, work in any capacity with the publishing houses or studios. I merely escaped from reality to play with some characters that I fell in love with while reading four books in a matter of days.

It's been three blissful fucking weeks of living in our own home, of watching Junior explore the large property, and of being able to take Bella anywhere I fucking liked without having to wonder if we were gonna have some unexpected audience when we were in the middle of sex. And trust me I was definitely enjoying that little perk to its fullest intent. But it was also getting closer to the date we had agreed on for the wedding, we had two weeks before our new home became overcrowded with our friends and family, who were under the pretenses of us having a huge house warming dinner at night.

Charlie and Renee plus all Bella's family and friends from Forks and La Push had been told that if they don't turn up then they will never be allowed to talk to her again. From the call, I got from Charlie and the message I got from Jake the consensus is that Bella and I are expecting another baby and that's why we were celebrating in such a big way. And as much as that little thought makes me all fucking girl like with glee her behavior is nothing than what I expected.

Besides if she was pregnant again she'd be throwing up every fucking minute from what Peter and Edward told me. That plus she'd be more hormonal than ever before with the emotions. Yep, she definitely not carrying another Whitlock right now; but it will definitely be happening again if I have my way.

I was sitting out the front yard just watching all the little things happen in daily living when I was greeted with the best fucking sight I had ever seen. Bella and Junior were sitting on the back of the horse that we'd gotten for Bella since my stallion was getting depressed or some shit like that out here on its own. How the fuck that happens I couldn't tell you, but hey if it got my girl and the little man on that back of a horse then I wasn't gonna complain at fucking all. Nope, that shit was something that I was proud of.

I listened as the hooves hit the ground as a slow trot and the giggles of my son as he bounced up and down in his momma's lap. Nothing could make this better right now. As they came closer I had to wonder what they had been doing for the last hour since they left and told me; well Bella did anyway; that if I was to follow them I'd be on the blue balls parade for the next 6 months. And with the wedding and the fucking honeymoon so close; yeah I wasn't gonna step into that shit.

I starred at the two of them as they got closer to the house, or the front steps. Same difference really but completely not the fucking point. Bella looked like she just won the fucking lottery, while Junior's happiness was easily understood. He was on the back of a big ass horse and since he loved his rocking horse so much the real thing was so much fucking better.

"Smiles and giggles, what's going on?" I asked only to hear the giggles erupt from both and the shushing sounds escape Bella's lips.

If there was anything that had made me even more curious about what she had been up to it was that. She needs to remind our one-year-old son to keep quiet when clearly he couldn't talk properly other than momma and daddy; plus a few choice words he had picked up from his unless. Thankfully Bella never heard those words out of his little mouth but once, and boy did those boys and I get in it.

Even though we all still sound like sailors on leave when he wasn't around or awake, we still had a few words that would never be used once more in front of Junior.

"Hey cowboy, when am I gonna see you on that stallion of yours around here? I think he might be more depressed than you ain't riding him as much as you should now that you don't have to keep strange hours." Bella laughed and I knew she was trying to change the topic so I was left with three possible conclusions. Either 1) she and Junior had been playing around and there was nothing to worry about; 2) some final details were finished and she was gonna tell me about it later, or 3) I had no way in heaven or hell to find out what was going on in her little head and I wasn't gonna find out either. My money was on the third prospect so I left it was it was.

Stepping down the stairs slower than I normally would so I wouldn't scare the horse I reached up to grab the little man from his perch as Bella got down and joined me on the ground. As much as I loved the sight of her on horseback, it was even fucking better that she was standing beside me. Here I could attack her mouth, even if her body was off-limits at the moment. I had learnt these past few months that when she was going through her cycle (yes people I know it sounds weird coming from me but after living with Char and Rose since I left the army I learnt to be more conscious of my word choices; I just very rarely used them right.) that she would and actually could kick my ass into oblivion without more than a finger.

A call from momma or Renee put you in your place real fast. Didn't matter which girl called the mothers you got your ass handed to you on a silver platter with a side of cheese and biscuits. So I learned when to recognize the signs of when she was going through that time of the month. What I had never seen before was the fact that during this time she was on horseback wasn't something I had expected of realized was something she would do at this time. But since we moved in officially she was doing things I never thought she would.

While I had been told about her crazy side that apparently she inherited from Renee I had never seen her so carefree before. It was a fucking sight I should tell you. Her carefree and happy was something that I wanted to see every fucking day. She had even taken to e-mailing her responses into the office, only going in once a week. After all the shit that happened with Eleazar a few months ago, Carmon was the only working member of the owners that would be permitted to talking to my woman.

Sure she would still go into the office once or twice a week but she would pair that up with the days she was expected to be on the radio station and would leave Junior with one of his aunts or grandma. Now dropping him off was the easy part, getting him home afterward was like a dentist pulling teeth. It hurt for you to have to do it but I had to be done. Otherwise, it was more painful in the end.

"Where did you go, Jasper? Junior's been calling you for a few minutes now." Bella had brought me out of my thoughts that I hadn't even realized that were circling in my head. But rather than answer her because it really didn't have an answer I shrugged my shoulders.

Just as I was willing to let the secret she and Junior were conspiring against me with, she was willing to let this drop. Draping my arm over her shoulders we made our way over to the barn so she could rub down her horse while Junior babbled bout what he did with his momma; not that I could understand what he was staying but the idea behind it was still just as fucking important. I wanted him to know that I was gonna be around for him just like pa was for me.

I must have just zoned out after a while because the next time I looked at Junior who was still in my arms he had fallen asleep in my arms sucking his thumb. It was something that I and Bella were trying to get him to stop but we were having just as much success with that as trying to stop breathing. Yeah, we were getting nowhere fast.

"So have you heard from your brother or Emmett today?" Bella sang from the other side of her horse, her voice traveled through the room sounding like fucking angels all around me.

It took me a minute to understand that she was talking about whatever she was going on about had something to do with her little secret she had from her little trip with Junior through the property. The good thing was that both horses were not easily freaked by the sudden sounds that would occasionally spring up from a mobile of Junior's sudden babbling.

Shaking my head I watched as she slowly made her way around to this side of the horse as I was doing so. Her smile was huge, I wasn't sure if it was because she got to tell me or because I of the news itself. Either way, I was happy she was smiling and enjoying herself.

"It seems the baby bug finally hit both Char and Rose. They're both pregnant and apparently due within a few weeks of one another." She was practically bouncing and I had to wonder if the wood nymph had been rubbing off on her.

"Wait both are pregnant? Damn that's gonna be a little interesting." I mused, not sure if she was going to say something about it or just let it be, apparently she was going to continue.

"The best part is that for them anyway; neither of them has to go through morning sickness. That shit was just plain nasty. You should have heard them raving about how they were able to keep themselves from becoming good friends with the bathroom walls and floor. Lucky bitches, that shit was hell." I heard her mumble the last bit but I heard it nonetheless.

I didn't hold it against her because really who would like to spend 3 to all 9 months of being pregnant and having to throw up every day.

"This means we get to spoil their kids and buy those toys that you don't like, you know the ones that make all the noise and give it to them. Show them what it's like to have them under your feet at 3 am in the god damned morning." She was ranting and carrying on like I hadn't stopped her in her excitement.

I just smiled at the whole thing, she was excited that she was going to be an aunt and that she was able to spoil a child that wasn't ours and return the favor that they had been throwing at us. Yep, it was payback time in 9 months or less.

"What about Alice and Edward? You heard anything from them?" I asked as she finished putting away all the tools she needed to rub down her horse, it was something important that we both decided on, neither one of us wanted to have to worry about things next year other than her work in the paper and radio station, and my taking over from Marcus in a few months.

It was partly why she was willing to give up some of her work if need be so I could continue with learning all the ins and outs of the whole thing. I watched as she smiled once more over her shoulder, not knowing what it was that was making her so happy, well that was until I saw her gaze at the little boy that was sound asleep, using my shoulder as a pillow of sorts. I felt my matching grin make its presence known when I looked down and saw that he had removed his own thumb.

"Well Alice is waiting on confirmation that she got her position at the women's hospital once she finishes her residency in a few months, and Edward is trying to figure out what's going on in my head. I swear I heard him wish he could read my mind." She chuckled at the end, knowing that since Junior's birthday he had figured that something was going on in her life, something about a suspicious phone call that she took.

He's even asked me what it was all about, and I was ever fucking grateful that I don't know what the hell is going on with her strange and mysterious calls she's been taking at all times of the day and night. I know she's got the minister that she's been wanting, and everything's practically ready.

The only thing that still is up in the air is who I want as my best man, it's come to a point that I'm seriously thinking of flipping a fucking coin so I can decide. But that's just like listing the good and bad shit just doesn't sound right. At both their weddings I was either best man or was meant to be best man in Peter's case. But now it was just too damned hard to figure out who I wanted to have stand beside me while me and my girl freak the fuck out of all our family and friends.

After rubbing down the horse we made our way inside the house and put the sleeping boy in his bed, it looked so fucking weird seeing him in a single bed, rather than his cot. It was like watching a small ass fucking dot and this big ass screen defies logic but somehow it fucking works and is called art.

"Do you ever think of wanting more? Not now, but maybe in the future?" Bella asked as we watched Junior's chest rise and fall with each breath.

That woman had no clue what was going through my head with that little question. But rather than jumping into answering her question, I kissed her head, knowing what she was getting at and glad that she wanted to talk about it rather than just let it sit in the unknown.

We made our way to the living room where we had set up the monitor from Junior's room too low so we could hear if he woke up. Not that it really mattered; he'd just make his way down the hall to where we were since all other doors were always closed for his wellbeing. As I fell on the comfortable chair that I had nicked from my folk's place I practically pulled Bella to sit on my lap and just enjoyed her sitting down in our home with no fear of trouble anytime soon.

"You really want to know?" I asked after several minutes of silence while I gathered my thoughts on her question.

She didn't say anything but nodded her head and turned so she was straddling me. Any other time I would be taking advantage of this position and the downtime that we were experiencing with Junior asleep and all; but it was something that needed to be discussed and I wasn't gonna try and have something this important after sex.

"Well yeah, I want more, but not for at least another year, if not a little longer. But I wouldn't want a huge age gap between them. Growing up with Peter a couple of years older than me was great, we got on fine and we didn't get in each other's way. But saying that, if it was to happen now I'd be fine with it too. As long as you were happy I would be fine if we have another one now or in a few years." I answered truthfully and the theories that had been throwing around by her family when they called about her threats if they didn't turn up in a few weeks came back to my mind.

Could she really be pregnant, while still having to deal with Mother Nature and all that shit? I heard it can happen but seriously that would just piss me the fuck off and scare the living daylights out of me at the same time. I'd be worried about her losing the baby and all that shit.

"Why," I asked wanting to know what she felt about the whole thing.

I watched as she brought that poor lower lip to her teeth as she gently bit down on it, a true Bella signature problem, and one that always made me want to take it out and massage it better with my tongue. And this position wasn't helping the thoughts running through my mind. Even if she wasn't pregnant we could always keep practicing and things like that.

"Well I know growing up without siblings can be great, but yeah I'd love to have another one in a couple of years though. I'd be insane to try for another one, having two under three is not what I see for our future. We'd both got bat shit crazy." She answered before once more drawing her lower lip back into her mouth to be tortured by her teeth.

I couldn't help it anymore as I reached up and gently brought that lip out of its confines. I might have moaned a little when it came out, and her tongue flicked my thumb. Putting my hands on her hips I gently placed pressure on her hips and watched as her eyes grew the size of saucers when she realized what was going on.

Letting go she rolled her hips deliciously over my now painfully erect cock, before she lent forward and whispered in my ear "But it doesn't mean we can practice until either of us can't walk."

I groaned, and not softly as she kept her little actions of torture going since she couldn't really do anything while she was bleeding and all that shit was true torture.

"Sweetheart, unless you want to be uncomfortable and everything you should stop," I warned not sure if I really wanted her to take heed of my warning or not.

A big part of me was saying that she should stop, while a little part, the part that was in control was praying that she wouldn't stop. I mumbled a few choice words as she slowly removed herself from her seat, but was quickly silenced when she undid my pants and took me completely in her mouth. I could remember that when she first gave me a blowjob, she had trouble fitting me all in, in fact, it was a huge ego boost that she had been working on this little trick for some time. You could see it was something she had worked for since her improvement was more than just her ability to now take me completely, it also showed in her using her tongue and teeth. She would suck lick, nibble, and everything in between to make me release like a prom night kid who was having sex for the first time. Eventually with her bobbing and sucking my eyes rolled to the back of my head as I felt my release slide down her throat and felt as she swallowed every last drop of it.

"Just because I can't get some pleasure doesn't mean this quiet time needs to be exactly that." She grinned up at me looking every bit the innocent girl she definitely wasn't.