AN: Here it is, the next chapter. Warning: it gets lemony. Be gentle with me, I've never written fics before, and sexual writing is a whole different thing on it's own. That being said, I really enjoy torturing my main man. :) Hope you all like it.
Disclaimer: I don't own Star Wars or any of it's characters. I just like to write about them.
Chapter 3: End it
By the love of all that's sacred and righteous in this Universe, he's lost. All of him, his soul, his body a vessel of her emotions.
Never has he felt so wronged by this Bond they have. This bridge between their emotions. His gateway into her heart. Wave after wave of her emotion hit him as her lips take his very essence from his.
Long forgotten is the act of breathing, his own body foreign as he's consumed by her.
Soft lips, wet kiss…her tongue, her soul…her love take him.
Kylo:" This isn't right!" drugged and loose, all is hazy. Light and Dark fight for dominance.
Her hands feel his thighs, a squeeze and a pull toward her body. She can't get him close enough.
Kylo:" It's too much, I can't focus." Very hazy, and his chest is so tight he can barely breathe. Is he really breathing, he's not sure. All reality is lost, all is Rey.
Rey pulls back to take a breath.
Rey:' Perfect! 'She kisses him again, then pulls back 'All I imagined and more! I can't get enough'
Ren is drugged, there's just no way this is real. Nights consumes by his wild fantasies of this scavenger discovering his body, slowly touching and feeling all of him. And now it's really happening. This must be an illusion.
Kylo:' You're not real!' he painfully states. 'I don't deserve Rey.' Pain and tight, the tightness falls below his chest into his abdomen.
Rey:' You and your righteous self-worth. Why so dramatic? Why can't you deserve me?' she kisses his temple and holds his head to her chest as she whispers, 'Why can't I deserve Ben?!'`
Kylo pulls back suddenly and his eyes lock with hers.
Kylo:' You deserve better! You should have better! You should have it all!'
The emotions flow through them both now. His, hers, the Bond blurs the line. It can be very consuming. You can't really tell when one ends and the other begins. It's like they're the same, like they're one.
Kylo:' In my darkest hour, in my most raw emotions, I can only discern you, your Light. You are the Light, my Light…My Rey!'
Rey is happy, a feeling of belonging grows between them.
Rey: 'Why can't I have you? Why can't I be selfish and run away with you?!'
Kylo:' You have me Rey!' they're close to the bed now. 'Make no mistake, you've always had me.'
His lips take her own, soft hot kisses trace her lips, her jaw down her neck. Her head is spinning. The booze or his lips, something is making her hot and dizzy.
His hands find her ribs and he gently caresses her body, closing on the middle of her abdomen. She takes his hands in her own and places them on her breasts without ceasing their kiss. His hands touch softness, something hot and tight grows in his abdomen, he could go mad. Any man should go mad in these conditions. Here they are, exploring body and soul in the middle of the night, Kriffing imagine his sight on the Finalizer.
A foreign lucid thought crosses his mind in these extreme conditions, and he fights to send his conscience back to his body on the Finalizer. He's still in the middle of the corridor. Still alone, thank the Force. He will's his body to move even if he doesn't want to and spins her along with him . Round and round they go until he spins his body in a closet near his left on the Finalizer, closing the door behind him. She hasn't noticed thank the Gods. But this spinning has her moving and soon she's pulling him on the bed as both their bodies collapse on her bed. His mind is back at her side and dearest Gods she's on top of him. Her thighs are holding him tight, hot and wet, so much so that he can feel her trough his pants. He knows he's stiff, he must be. She doesn't seem to notice, maybe too drunk to notice.
Kylo:" Maybe she doesn't know." He has not had any actual experience with women, his visions however have always been more vivid that other Jedi. It used to be considered one of his strongest points, thought to be a legacy left from his grandfather, powerful and accurate visions in the Force.
She takes his big hands in her smaller ones and pinned his to the bed on either side of his head. Vixen!
Rey:' This will be beautiful!'
Kylo:'You're beautiful!' he pants.
They throw words between wet kisses, a forceful emotion behind them now. They push and pull, and she holds him back, he lets her hold him back. This submissive pose tantalizes him.
Kylo:' What are you doing?' he pants.
Rey:' Taking what's mine!' she pants and holds both his hands now with just one, the other feeling down his neck. She tightens a bit at the base as she lets her teeth bite him ever so gently on his bottom lip.
Kylo shudders. Pure torture! A real tease, nothing could compare to this feeling right now. Wars be damned!
Her hand caresses lower, down his chest, feels his muscle down his abdomen, he moans. The tightness is close to suddenly loosen on him. Her hand lowers still as she licks her upper lip, her wet eyes filled with their dark hazy passion. His eyes hold hers as her hand reaches his member, hot and pulsing. He could explode! He wants to flip her on her back, show her his want, his need for her, push into her and take what's his! He deserves her, he should have her, only he can worship her like she deserves.
She circles his dick and feels his girth in her hand, she shudders, a tremor going down her body. This sparks a flame in him, seeing her being affected, seeing her react to his want.
Kylo:" She needs me!" his mouth is watering, his eyes intense.
She pulls him out of his trousers and pumps once to test the motion and a moan escapes his mouth unwillingly.
She has him, really has him. All those nights dreaming of him near her, those foreign fights, it wasn't her fighting him, it was this stupid war. She couldn't fight him, she wouldn't…
Rey:' You're mine!' She leans into his lips as she pumps him again. His dick pulsing wildly in her hand, hot and yearning. A hot drop of precum escaped his tip and caught her attention. She eyed his dick and wanted to get closer. Her face neared his pelvis and he threw his head back. He could feel her hot breath on his pulsing member, and he was so dizzy he could faint. This couldn't be happening. All his dreams, al his wild wet drams…and here she was. Her face inches from his wildest fantasy and she was just staring at it.
Kylo:' Please!... I can't take it!' he was moaning hot and deep, dick pulsing hard and so close he could cum on her face right now. The mere idea of cumming on her face and marking her body was enough to make him finish.
Rey:' Shhhh…Just enjoy! Relax for once.'
Relax, relax? Haw can he relax when the woman of his dreams is hovering his dick like it was a lollipop. Dear Gods above the idea of her lips popping as she let go of his dick, her mouth hot and wet, her tongue…the pure fantasy…
Rey:' I said relax not daydream.' She said and takes him in her mouth.
Kriffing stars he sees them all, galaxies and nebula alike as his eyes almost pop out of his skull. Her lips soft as she takes him in her mouth and feels around him with her tongue. He feels her, soft and hot, so wet and real. This is really happening. He can feel himself pulsing in her mouth, he stares quickly at her and sees her head move slightly with his pulsing. She doesn't move, just watches him.
Kylo:'You'll be the end of me woman!' she then closes her eyes and makes love to his dick with her entire mouth like it was the only part if him available. She puts her heart and love into it and he is hit by wave after wave of pure lust and adoration.
Haw can this be happening. He whom his entire life has been told he's worthless, that he could never measure up to his family's legacy, a mere shadow in his grandfather's name; how has he earned her love and adoration? He knows know she loves him. He's been feeling her love trough the Bond this entire night. Strong and palpable, a shape he knows to be Love. How can he deserve this, and from her?
She bobs her head up and down, wet and hot. She moans here, and slurps there and drops of saliva fall down his shaft and balls. Her free hand grabs his balls and tug at them, not sure what she's doing, but the Bond provides her with memories from his former fantasies. He just sits and enjoys his slow torture. Getting harder, pulsing harder, he can feel he's close to the edge.
Kylo:' Rey please! Free me! I can't anymore!' he pleads.
Rey:' Shhhh. Shut up boy toy I'm not done.' She raises her head and with a flick of her hand rips the panties of her without her body moving of him. She's lost in her passion now. (AN: Let's pretend this is how the Force works for the sake of it. :P) She straddles him now her wettest lips touching him, testing the feeling, and his eyes roll in his skull.
Kylo groans like an animal. He desperately wants to make savage love to her, flip her over and sideways and give her a right good fucking out of the Jedi Order. Then it hits him, Jedi don't do this, Jedi are pure, if she continues and they make love, she can no longer be a true Jedi.
A wave of guilt hits him; this is just a drunk girl who thinks this is all her imagination.
Kylo:" She doesn't truly want me! She thinks I'm not real"
Kylo:' Rey, you're breaking my heart again.' He whispers as tears fill his eyes. She looks at his face with a hazy lustful gaze.
Rey:' I will have you Ben. Tonight, is all I need, tomorrow you can hate me…'
Kylo:' I could never hate you!' he sobs.
Rey:' You will threaten to kill me, take me captive and torture me into submission.' She takes his dick into her hand between her legs and hovers on top of him.
Kylo:' You'd like me to torture you Rey. I don't need to capture you, you already have me!' he pants and moans, a single drop of her creamy juice hit the tip of his member.
Rey:' Just give me tonight Ben! Please!' she slowly drops onto him.
Kylo:' Always!' and he feels her taking him in, all of him. Hot and tight he moans and whelps like a pup. Eyes closed shut as a feeling of sinking pulls at his chest.
He opens his eyes and he's on his back in the closet on the Finalizer.
Panic, hurt, hot, pain, confusion...
Kylo:' No!' a whisper escapes his throat as he realizes what happened .
The coldness of Space hit his body as the sterile room becomes more and more apparent. His wild gaze searches the room for his source of life and warmth and she's nowhere to be found.
Kylo:' NO!' He bellows! No care if anyone hears him now. His's on his knees, dick out and throbbing, still wet from her core, he can still smell her. She was here, he was in her! His life, his existence had meaning, he felt whole. She can't be gone, they were together, Bond. He takes himself in hand with wild ferocity and surrenders to madness and abandon. He pumps his shaft hard and fast, the feeling of tightness returning in his gut, just like a few minutes before.
Kylo:' Just like you Rey! Just like fucking you!' he pumps frantically to hide the pain.' You cut me open and leave.' Darkness settles in his heart, he pumps and pumps and in his madness, he sees her face again, just like before. Tears fall freely now as he imagines her face bobbing on his dick instead of his hand. He was so close, she was his for the taking, they could have ended this madness, could have been together.
He's close now, almost there for her. HE's going to mark her like HE wanted, and then she'll know just how real his feelings are.
All alone on his knees in a dark closet on the Finalizer, probably in the early hours of the morning, lost in Space, Kylo cums. He cums hard and hot, thick strings of cum burst from him as tears still fall on his cheeks, his gaze still forward, where her face would've been. A cold shudder takes him as he falls on all 4'rs.
Kylo:' You were here…Right here! You held me, loved me.' He closes his eyes tights, teeth barred "You loved me!"
An: Wow, that took a turn. Hope I was OK with this chapter. A bit short compared to the last one, but double the emotions really. What do you think? Should we keep it going? Thank you all for reading and following my story. I really appreciate it. Also I'm sorry for spelling or grammar errors (English is not my first language)
