"Bug-a-boo!" He whined as he stared at me with kitten eyes. After a little screaming fit I had, he gathered the three guys, because that one guy I shot didn't die, and tied them in a pile. Once done, I stared at him in anger the whole time! This prissy little poser who acted in the mayor's grace was the biggest monster of them all!
"Don't you bug-a-boo me!" I growled. "You should have told me who you were the second you learned who I was." I shouted.
"I...well..." He was lost for words. "I love you."
"Oh don't even!" I growled. But that didn't stop him from wrapping his arms around me. Placing a kiss on my bruised eye, He gives me a slick smile. Ugh, that jerk! Pushing him away from me, I turned my body around and walked away from him. He begins to follow me as I walked away from him…try to walk away.
"Why don't we go to my place and we can discuss this while fixing you up. I have a doctor that can help with your swelling. Make it look like it was never there." He said.
"The rage I am currently feeling right now is something you don't want to be near." I growled at him as I walked down the street.
"Can you at least let me take you home? It's almost ten miles to your house." He tells me. I was on the verge of screaming words that no one should hear. Oh! I wanted to scream and shouted and break things at this point!
"I rather walk, thank you." I muttered under my breathe as I continued to walk.
"Oh bug-a-boo, please talk to me." He said as he walks up in front of me, stopping me mid-way. I wanted to break his face…ugh….
"Adrien…I am not in the mood." I muttered. My heart wouldn't stop pounding at this point! I wanted…no…maybe do something that I would regret.
"On a scale of 1 to 10, how pissed are you?" He asked me. He had some nerve to ask this!
"10,000." I growled in a bit of an orcs-ish voice, I did not know where that came from? Adrien nods his head at my words.
"Okay, I see you that you are angry. So, why don't you give me a punch to the face to release that anger." Adrien said with his angelic smile on that made my heart melt. Although this time it didn't melt, it was burning with rage and anger. I raised my fist, preparing to punch him. But lowered it down. No, I am not going to beat him up, I am going to keep this rage in! I am going to sew it to the part of my heart where it loves him so. I want this anger to engulf me until I am officially sick of him!
"I am going." I said. "I don't want a text from you or chat, a message from social media or even a friend coming to my house to ask me something on your behave."
"But Marinette I-NO!" I shouted, cutting him off.
"This…right here…was the last straw, Adrien. The very last straw. I am done with you, I am completely done. Good day, and have a good life." I growled before walking a full ten miles to get home. When I got home, it was almost 5AM. Luckily for me, it was a Saturday. So when I got home and found my parents getting ready to make pastries, I lied to them and said I headed out for a walk. I gave the old "I'm losing weight" lie. My mom nods her head and sends me to bed because she says I looked tired. Hugging and kissing them both, I crawled under my sheets and closed my eyes. Even as my body relaxes, I still felt anger and the feeling of being watched.
The weekend went by for me. All I did was do homework and watch TV, I didn't even feel like going out to draw designs. No, I just wanted to be locked away in my house sadness and anger. I was so pissed off that I removed my Ladybug piercings from my body and hid them away under my bed. I wish I could describe the words to you, but all I can say was I was hurt brutally. So when Monday came around, there was no eye in sight that didn't notice I return to my normal looks.
I was depressed, hurt and just angry. All these emotions were infused into one being that was my heart. I felt stupid for letting Adrien play me twice, and I felt even dumber for not realizing that he was Chat Noir.
"Oh my gosh, the little poser is back to her normal looks." Chloe said as she enters the room. And right behind her is no other than Adrien the dick-rod himself. He didn't even make eye contact with me, he just kept his nose in the air. That asshole…no Mari! This is what you wanted, you didn't want him to talk to you. You wanted him to not notice you, and you got it, so just leave it be.
"What? No words?" Chloe asked in a mocking tone of voice. "What happened to the big mean scary Marinette?"
She died alongside Ladybug when a cat decided to play with her heart and fuck her over.
"Did someone finally decide to stop being a faker and realize her place?" Chloe continues, this bitch didn't know when to stop?
"Chloe that is enough." Adrien said. "Leave Marinette alone."
"Oh no, you see have been insulted and annoyed by her since last week. So I would like to know if she is going to be walking around MY school pretending to be a big-bad-bitch. Are you Marinette? Are you going to put on that fake act again? Or are you going to act like the loser you use to be and should be?"
At this point in my life, I wanted nothing more but than to hurt Chloe. Like grab her by the hair and smash her face into the wall hurt. But, that would lead me to jail. So, I picked up my things, gather what was left of my pride and left the room. I couldn't stand her, and I refuse to stand her.
"BYE BITCH!" Chloe shouted at me. I couldn't stand her, she and Adrien deserved one another. Sadly, I wasn't going to be left alone because Adrien ran after me.
"Mari!" He shouted. I just kept walking at this point. "Marinette please talk! Scream or even shout at me! Please talk to me!"
"I don't want to." I said in anger.
"Please! I know your mad, just let it out! It's like a sneeze Mari, let your anger out and talk to me."
"There is nothing to say." I muttered before walking away.
"Please Mari!" He begged me. Ignored his words as I entered the girl's bathroom. I waited there for a few minutes, I then returned to class. With the teacher here, I can ignore Chloe and focus on my lesson. Adrien was back in his seat in front of me, ugh, great. It was a long four hours, but when lunch hit I made my way out the school. I didn't even want to see the rich blonde, let alone them notice me. It was my last period that got to me, because last period, not only did I have to watch kids perform, but I have to help Adrien with signs for Chloe's show. So, I asked the teacher if I could switch with Rose in order to finish the signs. If only it was that simple, because lord behold, Adrien walks over to my table.
"Enough game's Marinette, we are going to talk right here, right now!" Adrien said, he must have lost his mind. Then again he's Chat, Chat is known for doing some hardcore drugs. Juleka, was sitting next to me, looked over to Adrien with shocked eyes before saying:
"Uh, Adrien…were busy." Juleka said as she removed the pointy pen from my hand. Thank you god for this sweet purple haired girl, she was the only one in this world who could read moods.
"Stay out of this." Adrien growled at her, forcing me to…bug in. Yes, a pun, leave me alone!
"Don't say that to her you ass!" I said.
"You and I, talk, now!" Adrien growled at me. Who the hell did he think he was!? Beside Chat Noir.
"Adrien, I think you should-ZIP IT!" Adrien growled to Juleka while pointing a finger at her. The purple haired girl gasps in shock. Okay, I can ignore it when he or Chloe is an ass to me, but not to my friends! Standing up from my seat, I raised my index finger and poked his shoulder.
"Fuck off!" I growled. Only to have him grab my wrist and remove my hand from his shoulder.
"Don't you ever touch me without my permission!" He growled, where the hell is this coming from?
"Like you, or the great CHAT NOIR, I can do whatever I please!" I said. Oh my face was turning red with anger! I wanted to punch his face so bad. Ugh, no Marinette! Anger will not be your friend in this.
"Your ability to do ANYTHING is about as small as your dignity." Adrien growled at me. "Now pack your shit, your pride, what's left of your dignity and come with me before I drag you by your pigtails."
And like…I don't know how to describe this moment because it just happened. Like…it just happened! I couldn't control it or even…ugh, I just couldn't, I still feel ashamed of it. Alright, it goes…
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" I screamed into his ear. Making him fall to the ground and everyone in the area to look at us as I flipped the table to the ground! Yes, I have HAD IT! Walking over the wooden table, I stood right above him and shouted the feelings in my heart and soul:
"FUCK YOU! FUCK YOUR DAD! FUCK YOUR GUARDIANS!" I shouted.
"Dam…" Nino screamed.
"Mari I-DON'T YOU MARI ME!" I SHOUTED AT ADRIEN AS I CUT HIM OFF. "I HAVE HAD IT WITH YOUR FUCKING-LYING-USING-BIG COCK-MAN WHORING-NO GOOD SELF FOR THE VERY LAST TIME! YOU AND YOUR WHOLE CREW CAN KISS THE FATASS PART OF MY ASS WHILE SUCKING MY NON-EXISTENCE DICK!"
"Oh shit…" Alya muttered.
"YOU ARE THE WORST PERSON I HAVE EVER BEEN IN LOVE WITH! I WANT YOU OUT OF MY HEART AND SOUL! AND THEN OUT OF MY LIFE! And…and…uh…wow! That really worked. I do feel better! Oh my gosh, I don't feel upset anymore!" I said with a smile. I feel that a blanket of anger and despair has been lifted from my back it felt nice.
"RIGHT?!" Adrien responded with a smile. Getting up from the floor and on to his feet, he brushes the dirt off himself. Wow, why does everything he do look so angelic? Crossing my arms over my chest, he looks at me with a smile. "So…do you forgive me?"
"Not without an explanation." I said. Its funny, I wasn't upset anymore. In fact, I felt great! I felt like going on a roller-coaster without any handles! I should go play the lottery! Oh wait, I know why I am not upset. Its because the two men I wanted in my life are one in the same. Ignoring the fact that I almost got shipped off like an Amazon package, I was…happy knowing that Adrien and Chat were the same. But that little burst I had must have been something that I was holding on to, good thing I let it out.
"You wanna go get some pizza then?" He asked me.
"Sure." I said.
"Are you serious?" He asked.
"Yea. That outburst made me hungry." I said.
Adrien and I left the school with everyone's eye on us. But I didn't care, I was calm, plus, Adrien took me to a fancy pizza place with literal high-class wine from all over the world wine. Never thought I find a place like this before. The hostess sat us in a private area where we were in our own little room. Have you ever been on a train and you sat at a table next to a window. Imagine that, but the view is the tower, and there is a cover over the table with a candle in the middle. Once our order was placed and the door was shut, I looked over to Adrien to ask.
"Why?" I asked.
"Why what?" He asked me. I can't tell if he was nervous cause we were sort of on a date, or nervous because I was going to ask a lot of questions.
"Why are you Chat Noir?" I asked. The green eye's hunk scratches the back of his head.
"It's a long story." He said.
"I have time." I told him before taking a sip of my glass of red wine from Switzerland. It actually tastes really good!
"Where do I started…" Adrien muttered. "Alright, as you know my mom has been dead since I was five."
"Yes." I responded.
"But do you know how?" He asked.
"No." I said. He gives me a light chuckle before continuing.
"My mom was a freelancer officer, in other words, she did detective work and stuff but she wasn't considered a full pledge officer. She was one of the best, she had taken down a lot of crime in the city. She stopped terrorist attacks and even saved a lot of kids from being sold as slaves and such."
"She sounds bad-ass." I said.
"She was…" Adrien said. His smile was gorgeous, but his eyes were sad.
"What happened to her?" I asked.
"Well, she started to notice some of her work going missing. Suspects not be trailed and just a bunch of stuff that was out of the blue. She…she found out something she shouldn't have had. And when things started to get worse, she left. Never to speak a word of it, till I was five at most. One day she told me she lie to my dad in order to marry him. My mom pretended to be a model to gain his attention because she thought….fuck…"
"What's wrong?"
"It's so weird, explaining this story." Adrien said as tears form in his eyes. "I loved my mom…but she was an idiot. My mom learned that everything that was going wrong was the Mayor fault. She tried to get him out of the office to jail him. But he has connection everywhere, next thing she knew, she was being followed everywhere she went. So, she met my dad, pretended to be a model and married him. My dad was rich at the time, so she knew if anything happened, she could go to him. My father didn't mind, he loved her, and eventually, she fell in love with him. Five years later I was in the world and everything was fine. Till he came back…"
"Who?"
"Our dearly beloved mayor…" Adrien muttered. "At this time, I didn't know any better. I always hung out with Chloe, ignoring my mother's feelings about being in that mans house. She did it for me…and I was a fucking moron."
Tears were running down his eyes as he tries to gather his strength to speak. He was in pain, something I never saw before. But I needed to know…
"Adrien." I spoke, snapping him from his bubble of pain.
"I loved my mom…more than anything in this world! And he took her away!" Adrien growled. "He took her from me! He drove her to do it!"
"What did he do?" I asked. I was so scared…but I wanted to know.
"My mom…was so sweet and kind. She loved everything and did nothing bad to no one. I loved my mom so much…and I was so weak."
"What happened?" I asked again.
"My mom…Chloe's mom got sick during her second pregnancy. So, she called my mom and asked her to watch Chloe since her father was busy. I remember that day so well because it was the first time my mom drove during a thunderstorm in the middle of the night. But we got there safe and sound. Then I played with Chloe for a while till her father came. I fell asleep on the couch right next to Chloe. Before I fell asleep I saw my mom drinking wine with the Mayor. I don't even remember what they were talking about but they seemed fine. I then woke up to a loud thump sound, in a pitch dark room. At the time I was scared of dark rooms. So, I went searching for my mom…and I found her. Unconscious, naked…on the floor of their living room with that fat piece of shit violating her private area. And he had a camera in hand too, taking pictures of his dirty act. I was so scared and confused that I ran to my mom to wake her up. The next thing that happened was I got slapped and then I blacked out. When I woke up, my mom was still unconscious and naked. But Chloe's mom came home and she was screaming at him. She was screaming words like AGAIN and YOU SICKO and THE FUCK…a lot of bad words. But I didn't care at that point. I just reached over to my mom and kept pulling her blonde locks till she woke up. I ripped off a couple of her hair, but it did the trick. She woke up and she was scared for both me and her life. In a quick flash, she get's dressed, grabs me and runs out the door. But that wasn't the end of the nightmare."
"What happened next?" I asked. My heart was beating at this moment.
"A few weeks later. He starts sending my mom the pictures of her naked and all this stuff and he threatens to show the public. He threatens her, saying that he can easily manipulate the public to make them see her as a slut. He wanted to fake frame my mother for cheating on my father, and this was at the height of his career, his starting point. He even threatens to have me taken by child services if his demands weren't met. My mom asked what he wanted, and he wanted to have sex with her. I remember those words before his wife came over to tell her, his fucking wife! It disgusts me so much, but I was too weak to stop her. I was with her in her last moments and I was too stupid to notice what she was going to do!" His lips were trembling as his tears stain the cloth on the table. His eyes were lost in the memory. "She was…scared…alone… swallowed a bunch of sleeping pills and laid herself in the bathtub filled with water to make it looked like she drowned. She knew…she knew if died that way then I wouldn't be taken by child services, my dad would get custody and his career would continue. If the mayor were to publish those pictures, then he would have looked like an ass and she knew…"
"I'm so sorry." I said as I watched river's of tears fall down his cheeks. Those were the only words that could come out of my mouth at this moment. I felt like an ass... well, not a 100%, but a big one at best. I couldn't do or say anything to help him. There were no words to say at this moment. But...I stood up from my seat and sat next to him. Sitting beside him, I place my head on his shoulder. Wrapping my arm around his, I closed my eyes. He wasn't a dick like I thought, he was stupid but...he wasn't on the same level of Chloe.
With a light chuckle under his breath, he wipes his tears away and looks down at me.
"Thank you." He spoke. "Should I continue?"
"If you want? I think I can figure it out from here though."
"Oh really?" He asked. "What happened next?"
"You spent your year's training till you were the perfect soldier to seek revenge." I said in an epic tone of voice.
"That is...2% true." He muttered. "It actually gets... darker."
"How dark?" I asked.
"Well..." He started. "After the incident, My father started to leave me with the Mayor's wife and Chloe. You know, since they were good friends at the time. So one day, my dad had to go to an award show and leave me alone with that man. He didn't know that fat piece of shit was responsible for my mom's death. Plus he was trying to get over his depression of my mom's death. They were such good friends that my dad started to follow everything he said with the whole bible and stuff. But I didn't buy it and I refused to accept him in my life. It got so bad to the point my dad wanted me home-school, "know everything in the bible" he once told me. Then one day out of the blue...I received pictures of my mom from the mayor that night. He if I said anything to my dad, I would be next. And I lost my mind, I started to see the event happen over and over again. I started to hear my moms screams in the middle of the night. I couldn't even take bath's because I thought I would die. All that stuff...my dad got so scared that I would do something he hired Tikki and Nat to watch over me when he wasn't there. It was getting so bad to the point I just stopped eating, stopped talking...I was hollowed shell. I watched my dad's happy smile slowly turn into a frown as he believed every word that man said!"
"Adrien..." I spoke.
"He came to me when I was nine, telling me that I am a danger to myself. He told me that he was going to put me into a madhouse because the mayor thought it would be best for me. I snapped, I told him everything. I even showed him the pictures, I stood there and called him a horrible father. I called him stupid, useless and so many other words. I think I killed that happy man because I made him see that the man that stood by him in his time of sadness was the one who caused it. After that, we both locked each other in the house. Not wanting to do anything. I remember those days, I think it was like three. We stayed in my room, just thinking and thinking about how to get the mayor back. It was a fun day for me because I was with my dad. Then...it hits him. The mayor's pride, his joy was controlling people. Making them believe in him and everything he did, his pride was his weakness. But then we realized we had nothing on him. So we continue to think, and then we just came up with the idea of Akuma. A place of pleasure that lies in sin, it was perfect. And as we search the land, made our plans and thought of what to do, is when Hawk Moth came to be. Eventually, he found land and created the Akuma. With old files my mother had, we were able to become good friend with the local crime lords that live in Paris. Then, when I was 13, Akuma was born. And inside its womb of lust for hidden desire, Chat Noir was born."
"So that's the great life story of Chat Noir and Hawk Moth?" I asked with a weak giggle.
"Not yet, our story isn't over." Adrien said. "The mayors still at large, and a certain Ladybug hasn't been written in the book yet."
"I'd be honored to be part of your story." I said before wrapping my arms around him. A second later the door to our booth or table opens to reveal a large pizza with pepperoni, mushroom...sausage! Thought I was going to say pineapple, huh? Adrien didn't want it...which is fine! I still love him...did I say love? Oh, forget it! I love him!
Kikkie: Ugh, might not be able to post for a while. FanFic is acting weird. Please review! And have a lovely day.
