"My Dave"
I've tried it out a few times since I accidentally wrote that, and I kinda like it. "My Dave."
I'd really like that, actually. He comes to me after or school or after work, and stays with me after patrol. We'd go home and curl up together. Massage out each other's sore muscles. Daddy used to give me backrubs after a hard day. I liked that. I bet it'd be a hundred times better if Dave was doing it. Just thinking about it gets my heart racing.
I want to kiss him so bad. I want to feel his arms wrap around me and hold me tight. He's the one person in this world that I can go to for any reason. He knows me. Knows all my secrets, except for this one, and doesn't judge me. He's a rock for me. Sturdy, stable, he'll be there for me for anything. To comfort me when I'm upset or to tell me I'm being stupid when I'm being stupid. He share's a part of me that no one else does or could even understand. I want to share all of me with him. I want him to share all of himself with me. I want him to be my Dave. I want to be his Mindy. I just want him. So badly it hurts.
But can I do it? Can I win him over? He's so fucking in love with Katie. She's just so...perfect. Perfect hair, perfect smile, perfect body, perfect grades. And she fuck's him stupid. I know it.
And even if they broke up, there's Riley. Dear god she's gorgeous. She want's him. It's so fucking obvious. Why wouldn't Dave jump into bed with her if things ended with Katie?
Why would he want me? I'm short and thing and flat. I don't have anything a guy want's in a girl. I don't have Katie's beauty. I don't have Riley's sex appeal. All I've got is the best muscle tone in my class. And even that's not all that special when you compare it to some of the cheerleaders, and who dates a girl for her muscle tone anyway?
Goddammit.
I have to try. I can't just give up. I don't give up. Complete the mission. I want Dave. I'll get Dave.
Somehow.
Mako's Message: Yes, it was short, but that's all I could really get out of her without getting into repetitive ranting. I have here for you though, finally, another list of teasers. The first batch was from the entire story. The second was supposed to be for just the next twenty chapters (HA!) This... will be a list of thigns to come in Act II. It contains old and new ones and they are in no particular order. Enjoy.
"'Mindy, you're crushing your cake.'"
"I've never been so embarrassed in my life."
"'If you want me, you have to take her too.'"
"'I know who she is! I'm not STUPID!'"
"She was fucking gorgeous!"
"Looks like I'll have to pay Jessi's friend a visit"
"'Why do you want to borrow a knife?'"
"I made sure he had a nice view of my ass."
"The body had it's heart cut out."
"I couldn't believe what I was seeing. I couldn't believe I was watching her die."
"It doesn't hurt. It just...pinches a little."
"'What is she doing here?'"
"I'm sitting there thinking, 'Dear god. How drunk did I get?'"
"It was the most horrible sound I'd ever heard."
"I have a really bad feeling that this is how Dave felt the night we met."
"'If I ever catch you, I'M GOING TO KILL YOU!'"
"I just couldn't kill her."
"'I thought it'd be fun to watch.'"
