Chapter:1 pity

"I want a divorce" i say even toned disrupting the uncomfortable silence with my tone of voice.

My pink haired wife's cherubic features tensed as the word divorce escaped my lips and her eyes widened in surprise, her eyes not daring to look up from the plate of dinner she hastily prepared after she was late for our dinner date again.

Did she really think i was dumb enough to not notice my own wife cheating?

I can't imagine how this would be that much of a shock to her though as this has been going on for what two years now? in fact i think she might've had an anniversary coming up with the bastard, I probably should've waited to see what dumb ass excuse that was gonna be.

After staring at her emptily I proceeded to pick up my plate and hers since I'm sure her appetite was gone, hell it was probably gone the moment she set foot back in our home.

Had i really been delusional for this long? I mean i gave 7 long ass years to Sakura and this is the thanks i get? Hell maybe it was my fault, maybe it was my fault that i loved her too much and maybe it was my fault that i consistently pined after her for years until she finally said yes to one of many of my "go out with me" attempts.

Could i not see the pity in her eyes? Did i ignore it? or was i simply just that oblivious?

NO! it wasn't any of that.

I can admit myself that i can come off a bit strong including some other stuff that i could right a whole book about but i never forced her into this relationship. Did i?

She said no so many times before that at some point all those years ago i just accepted it as one of those things that was just apart of the routine. I'd ask her out, she would say no, i'd be comically defeated as always and all of our friends would laugh and joke as if it was some sort of romcom but i was always the one seriously putting myself out there so what changed to make her say yes all of those years ago? Hell if i know.

But regardless of what the reasoning is i know I don't deserve to get cheated on! And if she ever had doubts well shit were all adults now aren't we? She could have talked to me about it dammit surely it wouldn't have been easy but at least at some point we could've parted as good friends. Thats how we started isn't it?

I had finished the dishes and while doing all that thinking I noticed her still frozen in place with that same shocked expression, whatever comforting her is of no concern of mine anymore.

Cutting off the light in the kitchen i left to the guest room, an started watching tv for about 30 minutes until i heard light movements most likely Sakura's. I noticed her shadow linger outside the guest room door for a few seconds before she went in the direction of our bedroom.

Once she was gone i let out a sigh i didn't know i was holding and turned off the tv trying and failing miserably to ease the party going on in my head right now.

I looked up at the clock reading 1:36AM

Shit i still have to go to work in the morning.


Authors note: Ok so while i get over my writers block with The gardener and the flower sprite im starting this new project that i literally came up with at 2AM so please review and let me know what you think. and HAPPY READING!