Mako's Message: I have a file that's just random bits and ideas for chapters and I completely forgot I wrote all this in it. I'm really losing my mind. Mindy's kinda losing it here too. Maybe her hormones are getting the better of her? Anyway, hope you enjoy.
I don't know what to do with Angela sometimes. Today she came up behind me, put her arms around me and asked to take a selfie with me. I said "sure", because why not, and then as she was holding her phone up and getting us both in frame she suddenly shoved her hand in my shirt and grabbed my boob. THAT was the picture she took. She sent it immediately too. She had it all set up with the message "Jealous?" so as soon as she took it she'd just have to hit "SEND". I was horrified and desperate to read the response when I saw she'd sent it to Dave.
I'd have been FURIOUS if she sent it to anybody else though. She probably knew he was the only person she could get away with sending a photo like that to. Maybe Jessi. I'd probably be way more embarrassed though, and still mad since Jessi has a girlfriend now. Last I checked she did at least. It might be mean too… depending on whether she liked seeing Angela groping me more than she was actually jealous.
I'm really mad she did this, but not really because of what she did. I'm mad because I want to know what Dave thinks. If he did see that and wanted to be the one squeezing my tit.. Then I started thinking about what Jessi would think and I started wanting her to like it. I wanted her to like it and tell me she wanted to see more. Obviously I want DAVE to go into a fit of jealousy and say the only one allowed to touch me like that is him and then take me to his apartment and touch me EVERYWHERE…
But hearing that from Jessi would be nice too. I don't even know why. I know people want to fuck me. There's porn of me for fucks sake. Well, of Hit Girl, but she is me and I am her so whatever. And Dillon wanted to date me, and I assume get in my pants, and I've seen other guys at school check me out, especially after I became a cheerleader. Not to mention that damn upskirt picture they spread all over school… That may have been more trying to bully me or somethi-
If I find out Brooke had something to do with that I'm going to murder her.
I dunno. Like I said, I'm mad I feel like this. I guess I just want someone who actually knows me to want to fuck me.
But I guess it's better that nobody who isn't Dave does, since I don't want to fuck anybody but him.
Jessi and Dillon probably did. Jessi's got a girlfriend now so she's probably getting whatever she wants from her. And Dillon… Well, I haven't asked but he's probably getting enough from… Lexi. Fuck. I should talk to Dillon more I almost forgot her name.
Angela's probably right though. If she sent that picture to him the answer would either be an absolute YES or his heart would explode.
Is it bad that I like that idea? I feel like that's a bad thing.
The thought of him begging for another one is still almost enough to make me want to send him something sexy.
If I hadn't already literally thrown myself naked at Dave I might try something more subtle. Thinking about that is still painful.
Dave finally replied. He said, "No. Have fun."
Angela's trying to talk me into letting her send him a "better" picture.
I don't see the point.
