Suri
"Show me." I felt his intent gaze as I turned around.
"What?" the confusion rose inside me, while my heart pounded like crazy. I didn't know what he meant; I couldn't even guess. Itachi sat up straighter.
"Show me your love."
I was hammed in place, unsure of what to do. My throat felt dry as uncertainty and anxiety battled in my mind. I was unsure if I understood him correctly in the first place; I was too embarrassed to ask. If I did hear him wrong, it would be too shameful to admit. I don't think I would be able to live it down. His piercing eyes narrowed. Itachi was waiting.
"What?" I asked again with a slight stutter.
"You are not an idiot, Suri." He said calmly. "Show me that you love me, how much you love me. Sleep with me." His nonchalant look intimidated. I gaped in shock and hurried to cover my mouth with my hands. My reaction to his words was stupid and I felt even more uncomfortable.
"I, I..." I tried to make a sentence, to say something...anything, but Itachi raised his hand to stop me. Slowly he slid off the bed. His body was still weak and slightly shaky. One of his arms rested on his scar, the other covered his mouth as a wave of cough overpowered him. Some blood splattered in his hand. I rushed towards him, not wanting him to hurt himself any further. He grabbed my hand and pulled me onto him; even though he was suffering from serious injuries this man was still absurdly strong. I could feel it in his grip. He leaned in and pressed his lips to mine. His eyes were opened and for a moment I wondered how many women he kissed before. The crazy thought came and went.
I gently pushed him slightly away from me. "Close your eyes." I said quietly. In my mind I already made a decision. Itachi seemed unsure, but he obeyed. I leaned in and pressed my lips to his. I kissed his lips slowly savouring every moment of it. Itachi did not respond, he did not even move, and for a moment it made me panic. His arms snaked around my waist and he pressed his body against mine deepening the kiss. His tongue traced my lips and I parted them; he slowly explored the inside of my mouth, gently rubbing our tongues together. I never knew kisses could be this good. Itachi was surprisingly gentle and I loved it.
He massaged my waist making his way to my chest. I gasped as one of his hands covered my breast and rubbed it over the material of my shirt. He smirked playfully against my lips and kissed his way to jawline then down my neck, sucking and nibbling on my flesh.
"Itachi..." I moaned when his lips nibbled on my earlobe. His hot breath tickled my hear and he whispered:
"You smell so good." I felt my knees weaken. I have wanted to be close to this man for so long, and now that it was happening, I could barely believe it. My nervousness and anxiety were slowly being wiped away as he trailed his tongue down my neck, pulling my shirt to the side to expose my shoulder. His lips quickly attacked the exposed skin. I could not hold my voice anymore, I moaned while clenching onto his strong arms. There was no point in hiding my feelings, I was completely exposed to this man.
I raised my hands and placed them on his chest, stroking his skin gently. He tensed, but quickly relaxed as I looked into his eyes. He closed his eyes and pressed his forehead to mine allowing me to caress him as I wanted. His skin was smooth and felt so right under my fingertips. I sighed quietly and smiled.
"What's wrong?" he questioned as his grip on me tightened.
'I'm simply happy." I could sense him staring at me, but I didn't want to look up. I felt so perfect in his arms; for me it was a dream come true. Itachi walked me into the wall and pinned my body to the cold surface. My body shuddered. One his hands squeezed my waist before slowly sliding down to my hip. I felt my bottom lip tremble and I rushed to bite it down. His hand moved to leg, then my inner thigh, spreading my legs apart. I held my breath in anticipation of what was going to follow. Itachi did not rush. He caressed my leg over the material before slowly pulling down my trousers, revealing more and more of my skin. I blushed as he kneeled down and took them off completely. He ran his fingers up and down my legs, tracing my inside leg and rubbing them against the material of my underwear. I grabbed onto his shoulders, trying to keep balance. My legs trembled lightly. He kissed his cheek to my thigh clearly enjoying the goosebumps which were now covering my entire body.
He sat down on the floor and looked up at me. "Come here."
I did.
I sat down on his legs with mine at each side of his hips. He placed his hands my lower back before moving them down to my butt, giving it a light squeeze. I reached out and touched his face, making him turn his gaze to my own. I stroked his cheek, and then trailed my finger down his neck and to his chest. I drew circles around his nipples and belly bottom earning soft sighs from the man under me. The way his lips pulled into a thin line made me thin that me was surpassing his moans. I leaned closer and pressed my lips to his neck. I kissed my way down, biting on it occasionally and somewhat uncertainly. I wasn't sure if he liked it, but if he did not stop, I was going to continue.
Suddenly Itachi shifted and with one swift move he pinned me to the floor and got on top. There was something different in his actions; something that wasn't there before. Was it hunger or was it desperation? I couldn't tell but his eyes were the eyes of an animal before its prey. They sparkled with a wildfire. A heat wave washed over me. My lips trembled as he quickly took off my shirt and attached his lips to my breasts. His tongue worked skilfully around my nipples making me arch my back and moan louder and louder. His hands massaged my body; Itachi quickly pulled down my underwear, which made me blush crimson red. I didn't know why I was acting like a high school girl on the first date, but I couldn't help it. This man made me nervous in that way. I wanted him to enjoy what he was seeing. I wanted him to like it. His lips curled into a smile as he gently stroked the inside of my leg. I took a deep breath; the next thing I knew he pushed his finger inside me. I didn't expect it. I gasped in surprise and pleasure, grabbing onto his shoulders and pulling him closer.
"Itachi," his name escaped my lips making him smile wider. It was surreal seeing him smile like that. I loved it.
"Suri," the way he spoke my name made he shiver. His eyes met mine and I knew I was willing to anything for him. His bottoms were off, and my legs spread wider. I wrapped my arms around him as he positioned himself between my legs.
What happened next exceeded my wildest dreams. The pleasure we shared could not be compared to anything I have experienced in my life. I looked into his eyes. Those striking dark orbs were darkened with passion and something else I could not understand. His movements were slow and rhythmical, allowing me to get used to him. His lips connected with mine, but eyes never closed. The whole time he held my gaze and I knew that I would never forget what happened between us, I would never forget this man that I love so dearly.
Itachi woke up first. Suri was curled up on his chest with her hair spread all over. Her neck was exposed for his view and he couldn't help but trail his fingertips over it. Smooth. Her cheeks were slightly reddened; she was not the same composed girl she was every day. It was a new side of her, and he was lucky that she allowed him to explore it. Itachi pulled the blanket higher and covered the sleeping girl. He stood up slowly and carefully not wanting to wake her up. The black-haired man felt a sudden cough attack. He bent over holding his stomach as it continued to twist his insides. Itachi covered his mouth with his hand trying to stop himself. He felt something wet splatter on his hand; he took it away from his mouth and looked at it. Blood. He was coughing blood again. Itachi sighed and took a deep breath, trying to calm his body down. He knew that he did not have a lot of time. He knew that death was on its way and it was merciless. He looked at the sleeping girl. He never wanted to get attached. He forced himself to stay away from her, but in the end, he was just a man. Itachi stroked her head. He wanted her in his life. He wanted to see her smile, to hear her laughter, to protect her...he wanted to just be there for her. An ironic smile crept on his face. Itachi was not delusional. He was not going to fool himself or her, but just for a whole he wanted to be
"Just for a while," he said quietly. "For the last time," he closed his eyes feeling his breathing finally start to level out. "I want to be close to you."
Itachi fell asleep.
