At 4 am, Mel arranged that I not be picked up with Kat for the rest of the season. Mel said we could call it a Covid precaution. Usually, we rode together to and from set, but Mel thought it be best if I would distance myself as much as I could from Kat. I was nervous about being onset again, we would have to rehearse the sex scene that got postponed because of my hand injury.
Mel did not tell anyone about what I had shared with her, but I knew Emily somewhat figured it out because there was no denying that our chemistry was nonexistent sometimes onset but even more so for sure dead offset. I was getting my hair and makeup done when Kat walked in with her cup of coffee. She said, "Good morning, Ladies," and sat down looking at her script. My stomach was in knots, I just wanted for the stylist to hurry up and finish so I could get outta of there. Kat started flipping through her script, as I died inside. Finally, the hair stylist was done. I got my coat back on and started for the door when I felt Kat grab my arm. She said looking at the stylist, "Can you please excuse us for a minute, I want to talk to Dom alone." I couldn't and wouldn't be left alone with her again, so I pushed her hand away from my arm and bolted out the door. Walking quickly to my trailer, I could hear her heavy foot steps following close behind me. When I reached the door, I felt her grab at my arm again. That is when out of no where Mel appeared and said, "Kat, let her go!" In that instance, Kat let my arm go as I went into my trailer and locked the door behind me.
On the other side of the door, I heard Mel say to her, "Haven't you hurt her enough? Just leave her alone, Kat." As I calmed myself down, I finally was able to go over my script. It was now around 7 AM, I got called to rehearsal. I entered the building and saw the film crew, and Emily and Poalo our Director talking to Kat. I made my way over, and got to work. Kat and I went through the scene. First, position I was against the wall, Poalo said action and Kat kissed me ever so softly. I placed my hand over her breast as she was kissing me. Next, was the floor scene. We each took a turn on top of each other. Kat once again kissed me softly slipping her tongue into my mouth. Usually, she was careful not to let it slip inside of me. Last scene, was the stairs. Positioning herself on my leg, she grabbed for my hand and placed it under her vagina. As she and I simulated having sex, I could only think about our night together. Once again, Kat allowed her tongue to slip inside of me as she kissed me on the stairs, I was burning up with desire. Finally, Poalo said, "Girls, you were amazing. Now, go to wardrobe and lose the clothes." As we went back into wardrobe, Kat and I underdressed. They gave us some tape to cover our most intimate areas. Kat and I were both asked to cover ourselves in baby oil. Not one word was spoken between us, as we got ready. When the director said action, I pretended like it was a dance sequence. We preformed the scene four times and Poalo said he had gotten what he needed. I got my white robe back on and made my way back to the wardrobe department. I got dressed quickly, and noticed Kat hadn't returned to wardrobe. I was grateful. I decided to get back to my trailer and get showered, having baby oil all over me made me feel very uncomfortable.
I was glad the sex scene was over and done with. As I covered myself in hot water and soap, I felt like I was washing away Kat from my body and from my soul. I had showed her, I was stronger then I ever thought I could be around her. In that moment, I was no longer the scared, love sick girl who had fallen in love with her co-star. My eyes were shut tight, as I heard my shower door click open. Instantly frightened, I saw it was Kat. Looking into her eyes, Kat said, "we need to talk," as she stepped into the shower naked with me she said, "No one will bother us here" as she kissed me hard on the mouth. Struggling to push her off of me, I began to sob. " Please, stop Kat! Please, Kat!" Kat loosened her grip and let me exit the shower. I grabbed a towel an quickly exited the bathroom leaving Kat behind. Kat followed me naked out to the living area as I cried on the couch. Kneeling down in front of me, she started telling me how sorry she was for leaving me all alone after we had slept together that night. Dripping wet, Kat began to cry, telling me once again she was sorry. "Dom, I really really do love you." I knew better then to believe her. "Get out, Kat! Get out, right now! I hate you, Kat!" Stunned Kat got up and went into the bathroom to get her robe back on, as she left my trailer not saying another word to me. It was over, whatever this was it was over. I had made up my mind to never let her in again.
