I opened my eyes to see I was in bed, wrapped up and dry. With a winch I lifted my arm just enough to see my wrist. Bandaged up. Odd I don't remember anything after the shower when I... "Oh god". The words rushed out before I could stop them. I heard someone moving. I lay down and pretended to be a sleep.

I listen to the foot steps getting closer and closer. When they stopped I opened my eyes. One at first then the other. "Jack?"

"Oh good you're awake" he looks relieved. Why? He didn't care about me. He handed me a glass of water and pills. Retcon? No too small. He looked at me reassuringly. It was pain killers. I took them "What...what happened?" I knew I cut myself I remember that but I had passed out soon after. Not eating for days and only drinking beer and whisky wasn't good.

Jack sat down beside me on the bed, looking down at his legs, across the room then finally into my eyes "I saw you running and I followed you." I wanted to get angry that he was following me but honestly I needed to know why first and for how long. I knew he wouldn't tell me everything he was a guarded man but I wanted to know something.

"You seemed so...Oh I don't know..." he continued "...anyway, I knocked on your door and when I heard a crash I...used a key I have for here" He looked at me again expecting me to be stocked he has a key "I know you have keys. I do all the paperwork and sort out files. Remember?" I reassured him. I was in too much pain to be angry now.

"Oh yeah" he laughed. The kind of laugh you felt in your soul. "Well, I got you dried, cleaned up and you've been asleep two days" Jack explained. I glanced at my bandages again. He had no idea how to do that. Owen had a first aid training day in the Hub and I ended up having to repeat it to Jack later that evening again.

"I was able to do that thanks to your help last week" Jack chuckled. God I love his laugh. I sighed. 'Stop it Ianto' I told myself in my head "...but Owen had to check you out" That snapped me back. Oh great Owen knows I did this. He'll never let it go. "He was worried. We all where" Jack said softly, almost to himself. He seemed scared to say it too loud incase...Oh I don't know the world exploded.

"I...I...I didn't know anyone of you cared" That was it. I replied without thinking. Jack looked hurt but he didn't rely to that. He just nodded and headed for the door "I'll check on you later" and with that he was gone.